Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Love Lost ❯ Love Lost ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Love Lost
Akiru Darefic given by Vanessa

A/N: This takes place after the last episode of the anime. I know that the ep isn't in the manga... but O.O Please forgive me! FB is the creative genius of Takaya-sensei, no money don't sue.

[Akito]

What the hell did she mean that she wanted to know me better? No one wants to know me better. That's a cold hard fact. Even the memory of her words chilled my blood.

[Vocal flashback]

"I want to know you better"

[end vocal flashback]

Know me better?! She wanted to know my pain, did she? She wanted to help me through it? I felt a growl creeping in my throat. I was angry. Did she really think she could heal me? I felt a warm flush creeping through my skin.

Maybe she *could* heal me...

So I called Kureno to bring her back to me. And now?

Now she was in my arms. And the room was dark. I could hear her breathing softly in her sleep. Was she dreaming of me? Of what just happened between us?

I look at the ceiling and stretch my limbs. I'm content. For the first time, I'm content. Some could even call me happy. This is a unique feeling for me.

Angry. Vengeful. Bitter. Sorrowful.

All could be used to describe me. But for some reason that I can't name, this girl that is laying beside me now has awakened a new emotion.

Happiness

My eyes widen at the realization. Is it possible that this idiot has given me happiness? Was this happiness after all? Was this what it felt like?

Was this how Hatori had felt with that outsider? When he had given his devotion to her? The devotion that was mine?

I feel a stirring beside me. I don't have to look. Tooru is awake. I can feel a smile growing on my lips and spreading to my eyes. I sigh.

So this is what a truthful, happy smile feels like.

I like it.

"Akito-san?"

I turn only my face to look at the angel beside me. Her wide eyes were focused on me nervously.

"W-was I ok?"

Even in the dark, I can see that she's biting her lip, still swollen from my hungry kisses. I can feel the now familiar hunger growing again.

"If you weren't, would I want more right now?"

Damn. I couldn't see if she blushed or not. I had often see her blush around Hatori, Yuki and Kyo - hell, even Shigure made her blush. I wonder if I do too.

"Yokatta!" She raises herself on one elbow, so that her hair sweeps over her shoulder onto the pillow near my face. Her voice turns softer. "I was worried that I would displease you..."

The only response that I can come up with is to reach up and cup her cheek with one hand. She takes the initiative and leans closer to me.

"You want more... right now?"

I can feel a light smirk that I can only hope looks as sexy as I feel. To answer her question, I pull her face to mine and begin to lay moist kisses on her skin.

She moves her head in an effort to find my lips. I will give in to her. As our lips meet, she opens her mouth to lightly lick my lower lip. I like this sensation, but it's not what I want.

I'm not sure if it is by my force or hers, but she is soon straddled over the top of my legs, with her arms on either side of my thighs, bracing herself. I can feel my arousal hardening as I feel how wet she is.

Even more when she looks at me with that hungry look.

It feels good to be wanted - especially in this way.

I tilt my head back on my pillow, arching my back, as I feel her hair brushing against my cock. So seductive. And she doesn't even know it.

Or does she?

The way that she has taken me inside of her mouth, working her tongue around the tip, inching her way down the shaft - all the while gently massaging my balls... I have to wonder if she doesn't in fact know what she's doing.

I know I'm the first to be with her. Her cry of pain and the resistance upon entering her earlier was proof.

Now, the visual sensation of her head bobbing up and down, combined with the physical sensations...

I don't think I can take much more of this.

I sit up in bed, as much as I can without hurting Tooru - who hasn't stopped sucking - and myself. I love the feel of her lips on my dick - but I was my dick in something else. I can't thrust. I want to thrust.

I push her head away from my dick. Her look would melt any man's heart. I'm no exception. I feel strangely tender towards her.

Truth told, I like it. It makes me feel more powerful.

And Kami knows, I love power.

But now, I reach my hands to manipulate her breasts, relinquishing the power to Tooru as she moves up to perch over my throbbing erection. And stops there. I growl thrusting my hips, trying to make sweet contact with her. But with each thrust, she moves a little, avoiding my advances. Pissing me off.

She meets my gaze and holds her eyes there. Is that a fucking smirk on her mouth?

I put my hands on her waist, so that she can't move away from my twitching dick. She places her hands on my arms, caressing my skin, as though she wanted me to do this all along. I'll show her!

I pull her down as my hips thrust up. As I penetrate her heated depths, I stare at her eyes. Suddenly, they don't seem so sure of themselves. But they quickly forgive me what pain I may have caused as the ecstacy that only friction can give kicks in. I watch her eyes begin to roll back, and she closes them.

This feels so fucking good! Not only do I get to fuck Tooru, but she wants me to continue.

I let her set the rhythm the last three times that we'd woken up, so now I want to take over. I pull her close to me in a semi-hug, and roll us over so that I'm on top.

Her legs raise to surround my hips, as though to pay homage to this moment. I lift myself off of her moist body and brace my weight on two feeble arms that now feel strengthened.

I want to take as long as I can. I want to go as slow as I can. But my damn hips won't obey me. As my thrusts intensify in their speed, I can hear the sound of my balls hitting the sensitive area between her lips and anus. It sounds sweet. The faster I go, the more she screams my name.

Good. She wants this as badly as I do.

"Faster! Akito-san!"

I happily comply as much as I can.

Her walls are clenching sporadically around my shaft, and my orgasm wouldn't be far behind hers. I can feel the heat approaching even now. But I want us to cum together. I'm not a saint, but I want to know that my willpower is strong enough to outlast hers. Not that this is a battle...

With one final, hard thrust, my seed explodes into her cavern - giving me a light-headed feeling. I collapse on her soft body. I haven't pulled out of her yet, or rather slipped. It's so wet down there, I can imagine how my sheets look.

FUCK! My back hurts again. This is partly the reason that I've been letting her be on top and occasionally me moving to the dominant position. My lower back has been giving me pain. Hatori said that it was a side-effect of one of the many medications I'm on. He also told me that while I take it, I should avoid strenuous activity.

If he only knew how strenuous an activity Tooru was.

Tooru's hands move my face to look at her. I'm a little surprised at her forwardness, but then - we *have* had sex, haven't we? So I suppose this is all right.

"Daijoubu?"

Apparently she has seen the pain. Fuck! I can't hide pain as much as I once could. But that could be because I'm completely exhausted right now. And it takes a lot of my strength to fein health.

"My back..."

Without a word, Tooru slips out from beneath me. I cringe as she forces my cock to go to once side which effectively pulled it in a way that is not exactly the most comfortable.

I am still on my stomach, and now Tooru is straddling the backs of my legs. I sigh as her fingers find the right spots and she begins to massage my pained muscles.
I close my eyes and revel in the new thought that if I could, I would want to make things right with Hatori. But Kana is married now. And Tooru is mine.

Yes. Tooru is mine