Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Please Remember Me ❯ Please Remember Me ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: In no way do I own Fruits Basket, that honor belongs to Natsuki Takaya. If I did own it, I wouldn't be looking for a job.

Please Remember Me

I gazed up at the night sky. `There are so many stars out tonight.' I thought to myself before returning my attention back to the letter I had just finished writing and quickly signed my name at the bottom.

I sighed and leaned back in my chair. `Is this letter really worth it? Will they even miss me at all?' For the last two weeks or so, things have been horrible on me, not only physically but mentally as well. Nearly everyone was either ignoring me or yelling at me. I really don't know why. I mean, I've always done things the same way, but it seems I can't to right any more.

I crept down the hallway and stopped in front of my koishii's room, taking a deep breath, I went in. I quietly approached the sleeping form and placed a brief kiss on my koishii's forehead.

"I love you," I whispered as I pushed back a lock of hair from my koishii's face. "Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. This isn't your fault. I just wish I could hug you with out having to worry about the curse. Take care of yourself, my love." I gave the sleeping form one last kiss before heading back to my room.

After I made sure my bedroom door was shut and not locked, I walked calmly over to my desk and pulled open one of the drawers. I grabbed what I was looking for, a knife I had hidden in my room while everyone else was busy.

`Last chance to chicken out.' I thought to myself as I brought the knife to my wrist. `No, I'm not going to chicken out. Why should I?' I took a deep breath and cut the veins in my wrist.

Blood splattered onto my pajamas as I used the blade to cut open the veins in my other wrist. Tears mixed with the blood that had spilled onto my pajamas. I dropped the knife to the floor and wiped the tears from my face.

`Baka!' I cursed myself. `Kuso baka! You're crying like a baby! To late to turn back now.'

I fell back on my bed as darkness began to surround me. `Not much longer.' I noted, not bothering to wipe away any more tears.

"Gomennasai, everyone. I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough." I whispered. "I'm sorry I made you all mad at me." It was getting harder to concentrate on speaking, or on anything else for that matter.

Darkness crowded around me even more. "Is that…someone knocking…on my door?" The darkness almost completely covered me. "Can't…they…go away…for now?"

Just before my whole world went black, the door opened. `Kami-sama, why did my koishii have to come now?'

"Kami-sama! Tohru-chan!" Yuki-kun cried out before he started yelling for Kyo-kun or Shigure-san to get help.

I tried to smile as Yuki ran to me. `At least I get to see you before I go. Oka-san, I'm coming to see you!' I said in my mind as everything went black forever.

A/N This is the first fic I have posted on MM I am currently working on 2 other Fruits Basket fics, including the sequel to this one. I'm not a dark person, I just wanted to write a fic that would shock some people. It wasn't easy trying to write this without giving away who the narrator was until the last few lines. Any ways thanks for reading. I hope you write a review…if you want to that is.