Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Sudden Desires! ❯ Strange Feelings! ( Chapter 1 )

Sudden Desires!

 

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Fruits Basket Characters. I do own Karen Hitori but that's all. Those of you who don't like yaoi and mild lemon I suggest you don't read! Please enjoy my first yaoi and please review!!! I would love you forever if you do!!!

 

Chapter 1

I yawn as I walk through the forest. It's early in the mourning and Tohru is telling me to go find Yuki. I don't even like Yuki and she's making me look in the woods. There's little sunlight coming through the trees but just enough to see. I can't see why Yuki would be here but whatever, anything to get me away from that house. I walk farther into the woods and I stumble onto a garden.

 

`What's a garden doing all the way out here?' I ask myself. `Might as well check it out.'

 

I walk towards the garden and notice, there are vegetables growing. Someone was taking care of it. I wonder who! As I admire the vegetables, I hear a twig snap. I turn and there's Yuki, leaning against a tree with a grin on his face. He looks so beautiful in the sunlight….wait! What am I saying? I don't like Yuki! Do I? He has such a feminine face and his body…wait! Whoa! Stop right there! I do not like guys! I like girls like Karen and Tohru. Besides, it's not like Yuki would like me back anyway. I look away and down at the tomatoes growing next to me. I pronounced my hate for Yuki over a million times. There's no way I like him and even if I did he wouldn't reply with the same reaction. He would probably rub it in my face and……

 

That's when I felt arms wrap around my body pulling me into its hold. Surprised I forget to look, trying to free myself from whatever was holding me. Then I feel a warm breath brush against my ear and chills run down my spine as a mouth speaks in my ear in almost a most seductive way.

 

“Hello, Kyo.” My body stiffens as I'm frozen in Yuki's tight hold; my back against his slow paced chest while mine is going rampant. I can't slow my breathing and I don't know why I'm panicking. I try to releasing myself from his angelic hold but he holds on with determination.

 

“Relax…you'll hurt the plants.” Yuki states coolly. I look at the floor and I was so close to stepping on the tomatoes I was gazing at before, that I relax to find myself in a most backwards position with Yuki.

 

Yuki's legs are wrapped around mine spread open, his arms around my stomach our bodies arched forward so that we're leaning back. It's amazing for him to be holding both our weights in such a position. That's when things start to get weird. Yuki's right hand starts to move against my stomach, brushing against my cock as his hand lowers to my thigh. And then it creeps up my shirt, finding one of my un-attentive nipples and starts to play with it. The more Yuki plays with my nipple, the more excited I get. Not being able to help myself, my hips start to buck. Surprisingly enough, Yuki joins in my rhythm. I can feel him get excited as well. But wait! This is wrong! We're not supposed to be doing this! We're both guys! We're family! We're supposed to be straight! But I can't help these feelings I'm having for him. My body is screaming for more and if I'm careful, I might just get it. Breathing heavily, I try to speak.

 

“……Yuki!......Please!......Stop!” I plea.

 

Obediently, Yuki stops his bucking with hard, heaving breathing. He releases, sitting on the floor, letting me go but still holding on to support me. Our breathing is such sweet unison it scared me. As I lay there on Yuki's chest, I look up at the sky trying to catch my breath and then Yuki's face comes into view.

 

“………….You alright Kyo?” Yuki's breathing clams down and I can't help but look into his beautiful eyes. Before I know it, Yuki lowers his head to kiss me….but….I stop him; putting my hand on his beautiful lips, stopping him from taking me. He giggles and shakes his head.

 

“Alright Kyo. I'll wait….just for you.” Yuki leans over more and kisses me on the forehead. Yuki slides from under me, laying me on the floor of he garden, and leaves. Confused, I get up and run after him.

 

“Yuki! Wait! Wait damn it!” I scream finally catching up to him. Bending over, hands on knees, I try to catch my breath. I lift my head up to see Yuki's back. Exhaling I stand straight and Yuki turns around to face me.

 

“Yes Kyo?” His voice clam and collective, almost entranced in his eyes I forget to speak.

 

“Kyo?” Yuki asks, cocking his head to the side. I snap out of my trnace and bow my head.

 

“I'm sorry! I didn't mean to push you away…..it's just that….” I can't find the words to say to this. I can't just say `hey look I find that I'm sexually attracted to you so what do you say wanna fuck me?' my mind is screaming `take me' but my conscience is saying `this is wrong.' I want Yuki! I really do! It's just that….

 

“It's alright Kyo. I understand. I know exactly how you feel. I won't push you until you're ready.” Yuki says as he lifts up my chin with his finger, lightly straightening my posture. Then he strokes my face, turning around quickly to walk away, leaving me again. I sigh following him back home, at a safe distance though. As we get closer to the house, I can see Karen waiting at the back door waving. She was waiting for our return and she got it.

 

“Yuki! Kyo! You're back! Where were you?” She asks as Yuki gets onto the house landing separating himself from the outside ground. He looks at her longingly and she turns away blushing. I wonder….

 

“Why, we were in the garden. I was tending to my plants and Kyo came out to get me.” He brings his hand to her face, turning it towards him and she blushes even more as he gets closer.

 

What is he doing?!?! Just a minute ago his attention was on me and me alone! How dare she steal that from me with her feminine charm and face…..and body….Whoa! Stop once again! Karen is a friend! At least…..that's how she portrays it…..I wonder if she likes Yuki….or maybe…even….me. She finally finds the courage to look my way and Yuki is suspiciously close to her neck….almost like his her lover nipping at her neck….but they don't look like the kind to go at it that way!....or are they? No, what am I thinking? They would never do that! Would they? No, no, no! I am just thinking of a reason to get mad and then throw it all on top of them so that I look like a jerk….or maybe I'm just being jealous. No that's not it either! It's just…that….it bothers me is all. She pulls away from him and then she rubs her neck as if he was kissing her there! No! That would never happen! She's just embarrassed he got so close is all. Trying to kept her distance, she speaks again.

 

“That's right. Tohru said something about sending Kyo to go find you. I think it was because breakfast is ready.” She puts her hand to Yuki's pressing chest, inching closer and closer to her, and then he stops.

 

“Well then, we better hurry before the food gets cold. Come on Kyo!” Yuki says turning towards me, his hand outstretched. He smiles with a warm feeling in his eyes and I can't help but take his hand so that I can feel that warmth he's emanating and possibly steal it from that girl!! No….that's wrong to think of it that way….I just really only want him to be with me and yet….Yuki pulls me up to his level of the steps and leads me inside. Karen walks away to the kitchen and we turn for the Dining room. Getting to the table, I spot Shigure and I immediately yank my hand from Yuki's. Yuki, confused, lets what I did go. I guess he understands how I feel about what happened and what's going on. It's just way too complicated for me. I don't understand half these things I'm feeling and for different people at that.

 

“So how are you two?” Shigure asks.

 

“Fine, fine. I went out for a walk in the woods and Kyo found me. He told me Tohru was looking for me. So we walked back.” Yuki responded calmly.

 

He changed the story so that Shigure didn't find out about the garden Yuki's growing. I guess the only reason he mentioned it to Karen is because she probably already knows about the garden and kind of figured out that I found it. Yuki is just so always cool when he talks to people. He never shows any emotion when he talks to others. It's really hard to read him when he's like that. But with someone like Yuki it's always hard to read them, the only time you know how that person feels is when they point it out for you. People like Yuki can handle any situation in a cool manner. He could even get himself out of a tight one if he want, but that just how it is. This is Yuki for you, clam, collective, brave and….what am I talking about? I don't like Yuki. I envy him. Not even that! I just have to down right hate him….because I can't take back what I say. All those things I yell and scream at Yuki when all I really want to do is…..love him I guess and for him to love me back…..that's all I want. I know it's wrong but, I can't help m feelings. I'm so confused and Yuki….he just seems so cool about it, that I can't go against him. But as much as I'd like for us to be together, I have to keep a level head as much as possible and think more of girls. I really don't want to mess anything up with my feelings and if Yuki doesn't like me the same way, then I've literally screwed our cousin bond! I've just got to make sure that I keep my mind on one thing and one thing only, Woman! That's right! Woman will get my mind off Yuki. I sit down as Tohru and Karen bring in the food. There's eggs, pancakes, and sausages only because it's Saturday; there's always a big breakfast on Saturdays. Shigure actually got up in time to eat so now the whole family is here…..if you want to call this a family. I watch as Karen and Tohru sit down and to my surprise Karen sits next to me. We both hunch over and turn out heads the opposite way. I start to blush and remove it by taking what I want. I like Karen. I really do, but, I also like Tohru. They're both just so nice and beautiful in they're own way it's scary. Tohru is always happy and carefree and Karen, she cares more about someone else then herself. Each one fills me with so many different emotions that I can't chose who I like better. Then there's the façade that they like me back. I don't know how either of them fell, it's just too hard to read any of this families faces. I finish my food and quickly get up to leave.

 

“Kyo! Where are you going?” Karen asks, looking up at me with her puppy dog eyes. Everyone looks up, waiting for an answer.

 

“I'm tired! I'm going to go upstairs and sleep some more.” I lied. I'm not going upstairs for that. I just need some time alone to think….think about what I want and if it's right or not.

 

“Oh!” They all say in a weird unison that only I noticed. I leave to my room which used to be the library. The new library is down the hall and Karen goes there from time to time when she's bored. Tohru goes anywhere in the house to clean. When she's bored she finds something to do. Its weird how I know this but I always find myself looking for the two at some time or another. It's just convenient that neither of them ever go out when they're bored because then I'd be screwed if I needed them.