Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Where Your Shadow Falls- Part 3: Forever is a Long Time to Love ❯ Where Your Shadow Falls- Part 3: Forever is a Long Time to Love~ Opening Notes ( Chapter -1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

PART three:
 
Forever is a Long Time to Love
 
 
OPENING NOTES- Part Three:
 
Hey ppl! *huff huff* I started writing this story on…*looking at file dates…* Saturday April 5th, and it is now Wednesday April 9th. As you can see, I am a fast writer ^_^ or…I just am really into this story. I write about two chapters a day…something like that. But I took a break on this one, so im srry I took a while to get this part posted. Well im not sure if this will be the last part or not…it all depends on how the ending turns out. I have the plot of this story VAGUELY planned out, but im mostly a “fly by the seat of my pants” kinda writer, so bear with me. ^_^
But yah, here are more songs I thought went with this part.
Please enjoy the story! ^_^
P.S. The songs are from Rin/Isuzu's point of view
 
All right, have fun reading part three!
 
Song 1: TIME IS STANDING STILL
By: The All-American Rejects
Song 3: SOBER
By: Kelly Clarkson
 
 
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I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothin's real
Until you let go completely
 
So here I go
With all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go
With all my fears weighing on me
 
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
 
I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe…
At the end of this road
I might catch a glimpse of me
 
So I won't worry `bout my timing
I wanna get it right
No comparing; second guessing
No not this time
 
Three months and I'm still breathing
 
Been a long road
Since those hands I left my tears in
But I know
It's never really over, no
U-ah….Oh
 
Three months and I'm still standin' here
Three months and I'm gettin' better, yeah
Three months and I still…Am
 
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've lived here without you now
Three months and
Three months I…
 
Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months away…Ah
 
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
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-Sober By: Kelly Clarkson
 
 
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Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breathe
Can you hear me scream?

O-o-o thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
Shes lost her will,
Time is standing still

He walks, her, home
Now he walks alone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears

Can you hear me scream

The way we are
; the way they were
(its just a shadow of whats wrong)
The time with you
; the time is stirred
(I love you for
, so long)
The hearts they turn;
they turn away
(she says to go please d
ont you cry)
Love lost was found;
night turns to day

Time is standing still
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-Time Is Standing Still By: The All-American Rejects
 
 
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I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I wil
l shy away from the specifics

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place
To try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place
To try and live my life.

<soft>[Pre Chorus]
<loud>[Pre Chorus]

[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
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-Who I Am Hates Who I've Been By: Relient K