Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Finding ❯ Celine's Mistake ( Chapter 29 )
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By: destiny dreamer 
Celine goes out to find Envy, but she learns first hand what a bad guy is.
Anime/Manga: Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Action | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.29.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 486 | Status: Completed
Celine goes out to find Envy, but she learns first hand what a bad guy is.
Anime/Manga: Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Action | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 08.29.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 486 | Status: Completed
Can this really be happening? Did I really just brake up with Edward? Did I do the right thing? I did tell him that if he left I would leave him. I'm just so happy he's ok and my dream didn't come true. Now that I have my powers back everything should go back to normal, but without Ed.....getting up in the morning just won't be the same.
It had been three days since Lilly and Ed parted. Ed and her avioded eachother and acted like they never where together in the first place. Al watched both of them from a far and noticed that they both stared at eachother when the other one wasn't looking. Winry had thought about asking Ed out even though he still loved Lilly and Lilly was a good friend to her, but something inside of her told her that Ed and Lilly belonged together. Why else would he and Al have found her? It fit so perfectly, but nothing is perfect and Lilly and Ed's relationship had been starting to break for a while now. All it needed was a push. Both went about their business and hide their pain from everyone. They acted and pretended like nothing had ever happened and that they had never loved eachother. No one said anything for fear of messing it up, so everyone acted like nothing had happened, too. The only person who seemed to bring things up was Al. Everytime he did, though, Ed would walk away or tell him to shut up. Al didn't hang around Lilly as much and Lilly wasn't as social as she use to be. She never asked questions anymore and never said much at all. She still put on a smile even when things seemed to be so bad.
Ed walked outside to breath in the morning air. He looked around and saw Lilly sitting on the ground looking up at the sky. She was wearing the outfit Ed had bought her that day they had spent together in town. Her hair was in a neat bun and her bangs hanged freely. To his surprise, Lilly had the bear he had given her, sitting right beside her as if it had sat there itself. Ed smiled to himself. She looks so beautiful today. She use to carry that thing everywhere. I still remember the smile she gave me once I handed it to her. Ed started to walk towards her but then stoped. I almost forgot, we aren't together anymore. If I sit by her now, she might put up her shield. Al came outside looking for Ed. Al was wearing his State Alchemist uniform as usual. He noticed Ed staring at Lilly. Ed was only a few feet away and looked like he was debating weither to get closer or not. Al walked over to him and pulled him back into the shadows.
"What are you doing?" Al whispered so Lilly couldn't here him.
"I'm not exactly sure. It's been three days since I really talked to her and it'e been to long since I've held her in my arms. I miss her, Al." Ed whispered back.
"Go tell her that."
"Are you trying to get me killed? She will blast me back if I get to close. Plus, I told her that three days ago and look where it got us." Ed said looking down.
"She still loves you, Brother."
Ed began to walk away when Al grabed him and slung him against the wall. Ed's eyes grew big with shock. Al had never done anything like this to anyone and in a way it kinda shocked him too, but he didn't care. He wasn't going to let Ed walk away from this again.
"Stop running! You know she still loves you. It's your trust that she gave back, not her love! She doen't trust you anymore and it's all because you wouldn't listen. She still loves you and always will. Nothing will change that, but if you keep running from this, then she won't wait for you. She'll find someone else." Al said in a stern voice.
Those words hit Ed hard. He knew that if Lilly found someone knew he would never forgive himself. He had to have her and no one else was going to take her away from him, he was going to make sure of it.
"I know but I'm not sure if I'm ready to talk to her. What will I say? I've already told her I'm sorry."
"Do you exspect her to take you back just like that? You have to earn her trust again, without it she will never look at you the same, Brother."
Al moved away from Ed and walked back inside. I've said what needs to be said, now it's up do him to do the rest. Ed looked at Lilly who was now asleep on the grass and cuddling her bear like it was her life force. Ed looked at the necklas around his neck. She hasn't asked for it back. Maybe there is still some trust left in her for me. Maybe there still is a chance for us, but I need more time to think over what I'm going to say.
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Celine waited until it was dark to sneak out. She knew that Envy was around somewhere, she just had to find him. She walked into town and to the same alley she had first meet and had been touched by Envy. She looked around and saw nothing but an empty space. She walked to the back wall where Envy had pushed her against it. She placed her hand on the cold surface and sighed. I guess it was a one time thing. She looked around again and saw a bunch of what looked liked new blankets. She examained them closely and saw that the had a few pieces of thread out of place, but other than that the were in perfect condition and where just thrown ito the corned of the shadows like it was exspecting someone to pick them up or lay on them. Someone must be very picky. I guess there will be a very happy homeless person to night. She took one last look at the wall and turned back towards the way she came. To her surprise, ther was Envy with his face hidden in the night shadows. Celine instantly had a chill run down her spine as her head scremed 'run.' Her feet wouldn't move though. She just stood there staring at her old attacker.
"It's late for such a pretty little girl to be out. Are you looking for something in this perticular spot?" Envy asked still holding his evil smile.
"I...I..."
"Someone left her words at home in her warm bed. Why have you come to this spot? Did you come to find something?"
"I don't....know...I just wanted....to see you....one more.....time." Celine said now relizing what a big mistake she had mad.
"Wanted to see me? Why?" Envy said not sounding any different.
"I...don't....know...."
"I think someone enjoyed our little show the other day and has come back for more." Envy pushed Celine against the same wall again. Celine closed her eyes. "If you wanted more all you had to do was ask." Envy said then pulled out a knife.
Celine felt her tank top to being cut open then riped off. Her small night shorts stood no chance against the knife as Envy cut it out of the way. Soon Celine was in nothing but her panties, since she was wearing no bra and her night slipers had been taken from her. Envy gave Celine one strong push and Celine landed on the pile of blankets. Celine tryed to cover herself but Envy had ponced on top of her and pined her hands above her head. Celine looked up at they man as he pulled out a rag and tied her hands together. He sat on top of her and took off his shirt and shorts. He wore nothing under them. Celine gasped at the size of him and began to sqwarm under his body. She was about to scream but Envy had suddenly tired another rag around her head and stuck it in her mouth. She couldn't yell for help. Envy riped off her panties and layed on top of her. He put her bounded hands sround his neck so she couldn't grab anything. Celine struggled as he moved her legs apart and positioned himself.
"Don't worry, you'll enjoy it." Envy said smiling evily at Celine who was now in tears and shaking her head. "Now, now, I thought you came here just for this. Now stay still and let me do my work."
Celine closed her eyes and Envy riped himself in her, placeing his hands firmly and very tight on her hips. He was much bigger than Ed or Russell. Celine let out a cry in pain and Envy didn't wait for her to adjust as he started to pound into her with inhuman speed. Celine felt like her insides were being riped and knew she had to be bleeding. Her crys became like music to Envy's ears, which only fueled him to go faster. After a while, Celine's pain began to subside and soon all she felt was pure bliss. She began to moan even though she cursed herself for every moan she let out. Her body begged for more and her mind told her to try harder to get him away. Envy knew this and did his best to make her moan louder untill she would eventually hate herself. His pace only got faster and surprised Celine since she never thought anyone could go that fast. Envy began to play with Celine's breast which shot her eyes open and brought her back to reality. Why is this happening? What the hell was I thinking? I have to got him off me! But it feels so good.....NO! I have to stop this! Before she could react, she felt her stomack begin to knot. No! Not know! Oh God....yes....I mean No! Envy knew she was close and knew he was close. Soon, Celine let out the best cry she could with the rag in her mouth. Envy let out a small moan as he spilled into Celine. Celine closed her eyes as she felt his warmness fill her insides. Envy pulled her arms from around his neck and pulled out of her. She was still trying to recover from the her orgasm while Envy got dressed and cut the rag that held her hands together.
"Next time I won't be so gental." Envy said then left.
Celine came to her sinces and took the rag from her mouth and threw it aside. She sat up and instantly had a shot of pain in her lower region. She looked down and saw blood all over her. She began to cry again as she stood up even with the unbareable pain. She noticed that all her clothes had been shreaded and grabed one the blankets. She wraped it around herself and headed home.
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Lilly stared out her window at the night sky. She wasn't tired and for some reason had a bad feeling. Something caught her eye and she looked down. There she saw someone walking quietly and had a banket around them. Lilly didn't hesitate and ran down the stairs to the door just as the person was comming in.
"Celine!" Lilly cryed as she noticed blood driping on the floor and Celine's tears.
Lilly ran to her to help her stand and helped her up the stairs to Lilly's room. Lilly didn't ask questions as she drew a hot bath and helped Celine's weak and battered body in. Lilly ran down stairs after she made sure Celine was ok in the tub. She quickly wiped up the trail of body that lead from the door to her room. Once back in her room she got out a night dress for Celine and a pare of new panties. She walked back into the bathroom where Celine was washing herself and trying to stop crying. Lilly sat and waited untill Celine was done then helped her out and wraped a towel around her. She helped Celine dress and helped her into her bed. Celine looked up at Lilly.
"Lilly, I...." Celine started.
"You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to and I won't tell anyone that this happened. Please just get some rest and you can talk in the morning. I'll be right here if you need me." Lilly said tyring not to cry as she sat in a chair next to the bed, the same chair Ed sat in when he watched over her.
Celine smiled and Lilly returned it and pulled the covers over Celine. Celine closed her eyes and Lilly sat beck in the chair.
"Lilly?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you."
"It's what I do."
Celine fell into a deep sleep and didn't move the whole night. Lilly stayed awake and watched over her while she slept. It gave Lilly time to think about Ed, which she had done everytime she was alone.
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I only wish that you were here with me to watch her. I only wish that I trusted you more, but trust is so fragile. I never thought that I could hate you so much yet love you at the same time. This emotion is so new to me. I only wish you were here to help me through it.
It had been three days since Lilly and Ed parted. Ed and her avioded eachother and acted like they never where together in the first place. Al watched both of them from a far and noticed that they both stared at eachother when the other one wasn't looking. Winry had thought about asking Ed out even though he still loved Lilly and Lilly was a good friend to her, but something inside of her told her that Ed and Lilly belonged together. Why else would he and Al have found her? It fit so perfectly, but nothing is perfect and Lilly and Ed's relationship had been starting to break for a while now. All it needed was a push. Both went about their business and hide their pain from everyone. They acted and pretended like nothing had ever happened and that they had never loved eachother. No one said anything for fear of messing it up, so everyone acted like nothing had happened, too. The only person who seemed to bring things up was Al. Everytime he did, though, Ed would walk away or tell him to shut up. Al didn't hang around Lilly as much and Lilly wasn't as social as she use to be. She never asked questions anymore and never said much at all. She still put on a smile even when things seemed to be so bad.
Ed walked outside to breath in the morning air. He looked around and saw Lilly sitting on the ground looking up at the sky. She was wearing the outfit Ed had bought her that day they had spent together in town. Her hair was in a neat bun and her bangs hanged freely. To his surprise, Lilly had the bear he had given her, sitting right beside her as if it had sat there itself. Ed smiled to himself. She looks so beautiful today. She use to carry that thing everywhere. I still remember the smile she gave me once I handed it to her. Ed started to walk towards her but then stoped. I almost forgot, we aren't together anymore. If I sit by her now, she might put up her shield. Al came outside looking for Ed. Al was wearing his State Alchemist uniform as usual. He noticed Ed staring at Lilly. Ed was only a few feet away and looked like he was debating weither to get closer or not. Al walked over to him and pulled him back into the shadows.
"What are you doing?" Al whispered so Lilly couldn't here him.
"I'm not exactly sure. It's been three days since I really talked to her and it'e been to long since I've held her in my arms. I miss her, Al." Ed whispered back.
"Go tell her that."
"Are you trying to get me killed? She will blast me back if I get to close. Plus, I told her that three days ago and look where it got us." Ed said looking down.
"She still loves you, Brother."
Ed began to walk away when Al grabed him and slung him against the wall. Ed's eyes grew big with shock. Al had never done anything like this to anyone and in a way it kinda shocked him too, but he didn't care. He wasn't going to let Ed walk away from this again.
"Stop running! You know she still loves you. It's your trust that she gave back, not her love! She doen't trust you anymore and it's all because you wouldn't listen. She still loves you and always will. Nothing will change that, but if you keep running from this, then she won't wait for you. She'll find someone else." Al said in a stern voice.
Those words hit Ed hard. He knew that if Lilly found someone knew he would never forgive himself. He had to have her and no one else was going to take her away from him, he was going to make sure of it.
"I know but I'm not sure if I'm ready to talk to her. What will I say? I've already told her I'm sorry."
"Do you exspect her to take you back just like that? You have to earn her trust again, without it she will never look at you the same, Brother."
Al moved away from Ed and walked back inside. I've said what needs to be said, now it's up do him to do the rest. Ed looked at Lilly who was now asleep on the grass and cuddling her bear like it was her life force. Ed looked at the necklas around his neck. She hasn't asked for it back. Maybe there is still some trust left in her for me. Maybe there still is a chance for us, but I need more time to think over what I'm going to say.
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Celine waited until it was dark to sneak out. She knew that Envy was around somewhere, she just had to find him. She walked into town and to the same alley she had first meet and had been touched by Envy. She looked around and saw nothing but an empty space. She walked to the back wall where Envy had pushed her against it. She placed her hand on the cold surface and sighed. I guess it was a one time thing. She looked around again and saw a bunch of what looked liked new blankets. She examained them closely and saw that the had a few pieces of thread out of place, but other than that the were in perfect condition and where just thrown ito the corned of the shadows like it was exspecting someone to pick them up or lay on them. Someone must be very picky. I guess there will be a very happy homeless person to night. She took one last look at the wall and turned back towards the way she came. To her surprise, ther was Envy with his face hidden in the night shadows. Celine instantly had a chill run down her spine as her head scremed 'run.' Her feet wouldn't move though. She just stood there staring at her old attacker.
"It's late for such a pretty little girl to be out. Are you looking for something in this perticular spot?" Envy asked still holding his evil smile.
"I...I..."
"Someone left her words at home in her warm bed. Why have you come to this spot? Did you come to find something?"
"I don't....know...I just wanted....to see you....one more.....time." Celine said now relizing what a big mistake she had mad.
"Wanted to see me? Why?" Envy said not sounding any different.
"I...don't....know...."
"I think someone enjoyed our little show the other day and has come back for more." Envy pushed Celine against the same wall again. Celine closed her eyes. "If you wanted more all you had to do was ask." Envy said then pulled out a knife.
Celine felt her tank top to being cut open then riped off. Her small night shorts stood no chance against the knife as Envy cut it out of the way. Soon Celine was in nothing but her panties, since she was wearing no bra and her night slipers had been taken from her. Envy gave Celine one strong push and Celine landed on the pile of blankets. Celine tryed to cover herself but Envy had ponced on top of her and pined her hands above her head. Celine looked up at they man as he pulled out a rag and tied her hands together. He sat on top of her and took off his shirt and shorts. He wore nothing under them. Celine gasped at the size of him and began to sqwarm under his body. She was about to scream but Envy had suddenly tired another rag around her head and stuck it in her mouth. She couldn't yell for help. Envy riped off her panties and layed on top of her. He put her bounded hands sround his neck so she couldn't grab anything. Celine struggled as he moved her legs apart and positioned himself.
"Don't worry, you'll enjoy it." Envy said smiling evily at Celine who was now in tears and shaking her head. "Now, now, I thought you came here just for this. Now stay still and let me do my work."
Celine closed her eyes and Envy riped himself in her, placeing his hands firmly and very tight on her hips. He was much bigger than Ed or Russell. Celine let out a cry in pain and Envy didn't wait for her to adjust as he started to pound into her with inhuman speed. Celine felt like her insides were being riped and knew she had to be bleeding. Her crys became like music to Envy's ears, which only fueled him to go faster. After a while, Celine's pain began to subside and soon all she felt was pure bliss. She began to moan even though she cursed herself for every moan she let out. Her body begged for more and her mind told her to try harder to get him away. Envy knew this and did his best to make her moan louder untill she would eventually hate herself. His pace only got faster and surprised Celine since she never thought anyone could go that fast. Envy began to play with Celine's breast which shot her eyes open and brought her back to reality. Why is this happening? What the hell was I thinking? I have to got him off me! But it feels so good.....NO! I have to stop this! Before she could react, she felt her stomack begin to knot. No! Not know! Oh God....yes....I mean No! Envy knew she was close and knew he was close. Soon, Celine let out the best cry she could with the rag in her mouth. Envy let out a small moan as he spilled into Celine. Celine closed her eyes as she felt his warmness fill her insides. Envy pulled her arms from around his neck and pulled out of her. She was still trying to recover from the her orgasm while Envy got dressed and cut the rag that held her hands together.
"Next time I won't be so gental." Envy said then left.
Celine came to her sinces and took the rag from her mouth and threw it aside. She sat up and instantly had a shot of pain in her lower region. She looked down and saw blood all over her. She began to cry again as she stood up even with the unbareable pain. She noticed that all her clothes had been shreaded and grabed one the blankets. She wraped it around herself and headed home.
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Lilly stared out her window at the night sky. She wasn't tired and for some reason had a bad feeling. Something caught her eye and she looked down. There she saw someone walking quietly and had a banket around them. Lilly didn't hesitate and ran down the stairs to the door just as the person was comming in.
"Celine!" Lilly cryed as she noticed blood driping on the floor and Celine's tears.
Lilly ran to her to help her stand and helped her up the stairs to Lilly's room. Lilly didn't ask questions as she drew a hot bath and helped Celine's weak and battered body in. Lilly ran down stairs after she made sure Celine was ok in the tub. She quickly wiped up the trail of body that lead from the door to her room. Once back in her room she got out a night dress for Celine and a pare of new panties. She walked back into the bathroom where Celine was washing herself and trying to stop crying. Lilly sat and waited untill Celine was done then helped her out and wraped a towel around her. She helped Celine dress and helped her into her bed. Celine looked up at Lilly.
"Lilly, I...." Celine started.
"You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to and I won't tell anyone that this happened. Please just get some rest and you can talk in the morning. I'll be right here if you need me." Lilly said tyring not to cry as she sat in a chair next to the bed, the same chair Ed sat in when he watched over her.
Celine smiled and Lilly returned it and pulled the covers over Celine. Celine closed her eyes and Lilly sat beck in the chair.
"Lilly?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you."
"It's what I do."
Celine fell into a deep sleep and didn't move the whole night. Lilly stayed awake and watched over her while she slept. It gave Lilly time to think about Ed, which she had done everytime she was alone.
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I only wish that you were here with me to watch her. I only wish that I trusted you more, but trust is so fragile. I never thought that I could hate you so much yet love you at the same time. This emotion is so new to me. I only wish you were here to help me through it.