Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Finding ❯ Stealing Happiness ( Chapter 38 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Ed told Lilly all about the day they met and told her about every detail he could remember. Once he came to the part about Lilly leaving because she thought he was in love with Winry, the sky opened and it began to pour. Ed pulled Lilly under the tree with him, so she wouldn't get to wet. Lilly landed on the ground beside him with a 'plop' sound. Lilly looked over at him and he gave her a smile.

"Well we can't go out in the rain like this. We will catch a cold." Ed said as he moved closer to her.

"I do not catch colds. I do not get sick." Lilly said not noticing the space closing between them.

"I remember you got sick once. It was because of lead."

Lilly turned to face him.

"I got sick, why?" Lilly asked not understanding.

"It's your weakness....lead..." Ed said looking down. "I almost lost you so many time because of lead. I don't want anything else to happen to you."

"I do not need your protection. I am fine on my own." Lilly said as she watched his smile fade with sad. "Why do you feel saddness for me?"

"Because I love you. I always have and will always no matter what." Ed said looking her in the eyes.

That expression... I have never seen it before....he looks....sad and upset, but also....what is that? What is that look?

"What is that look? I have never seen it before." Lilly said.

"It's called love, Lilly. It's a feeling." Ed said.

"I wish to know what this love is...." Lilly said.

Before she could get it all out, Ed lend in and kissed her. Lilly keep her eyes open and never changed her pain expression. She waited for Ed to finish. Ed noticed she wasn't kissing back and opened his eyes to peek at her. Once he opened his eyes, he shot back. The shock of being that close to her and looking in to her eyes while they were kissing, took him off guard. Lilly looked at him with her same expression.

"What was that?" Lilly asked.

"It...was a kiss." Ed said looking at her.

Lilly stared at him.

"What is the meaning of a kiss?"

"To show that you like that person you kiss, and to show love." Ed said trying not to confuss her.

"Then the 'kiss' was pointless. I do not love nor like you, because I can not feel nor understand it." Lilly simply said.

Ed watched her stand up and he stood up too. Lilly turned to face him.

"Are you leaving?" Ed asked looking dissapointed.

"The rain will stop and I will leave. I will meet you here tommorow. Don't be late." Lilly said and began to walk away.

"Lilly." Lilly turned to face him. "I love you."

Lilly turned back around as if she had never heard him say those precious words. Ed watched her leave in the rain. He looked at the river and then back were he and Lilly had sat.

I miss her, but I can't keep waiting for her to remember our love. I need to have her with me right now. I don't know how long I can hold off not being with her.

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Ed walked back home when the sun had almost finish setting. Celine was waiting for him in his room. Ed walked in and closed the door behind him then turned around to see her sitting on his bed.

"Celine!!!" Ed said shocked. "You scared me."

"I'm sorry." Ed sat beside her. "I watched you leave today and you didn't come home for lunch. I got worryed and came in here. I was hoping you would be back sooner." Celine said looking down.

"How long were you in here?"

"About 5 hours." Ed gasped. "Where did you go?" Celine asked looking up at him.

"I...had some business to take care of. I didn't mean to worry you." Ed replyed looking away from her hurt eyes.

"I can't help but worry."

"Don't worry about me. I can do that myself."

"Don't ask me not to. I can't help what I can't controll."

"Celine...."

"Ed I will always care for you even when your heart belongs to someone else." Celine said.

Ed looked into her eyes. She was in tears. Ed brought his hand up and wiped her tears. Celine moved closer to him

"Don't cry for me. I don't deserve it."

"You deserve whatever I can give and more." Celine said.

"I want to..." Ed began.

"Just let me love you, Ed. Let me take away your pain."

Ed watched her lips come on his and force him to fall back on the bed. He closed his eyes. Celine began to strip him and herself. Ed keep his eyes closed. Why am I letting this happen? Why am I letting her touch me like this? I can't stop her. I don't want to but I know it's wrong. I'm not strong enough to stop it. Celine stiped them under the covers and got on top of him. Ed kept his eyes tight. This is wrong. Celine sat up on him. She lowered herself onto him and made a moaning noise. Ed felt her began to go back in forth. Ed's body brgan to enjoy the feeling. He found her hips and helped guide her. Celine threw her head back and moaned louder. Ed felt her pace quicken. Soon both their moans were in the air. Celine let Ed pull her faster into him and harder each time. Ed moaned really loud and Celine knew he was close. She placed her hands on his chest. Ed closed his eyes tighter, and then all at once he releast in Celine. Celine followed behind him. Both letting out loud yells of enjoyment. Celine collapsed on Ed's body and rested there. Ed felt her roll off him and snuggle up to his side under the covers. Ed slowly opened his eyes.

"You keep you eyes closed the whole time. Is it because you were pretending I was Lilly?" Celine asked while she rested beside him and halfway on his chest.

"....."

"It's ok. I know that you only did it for comfort. I'm the one that came on to you. I only want to relieve you of some stress. I just wan to make you happy." Celine said.

Ed pushed her away from him and sat up. Celine sat up and looked at him confussed.

"I'm sorry. This should have never happened. I took advantage of you for my own physical pleasure." Ed said looking down.

"I think I was the one that forced myself on you. Ed, I did this for you. Stop blaming yourself for something I chose to do." Celine said.

She rose her hand up to touch him, but he go tun and began to dress before she could. Ed didn't look at her while he dressed nor when he headed for the door.

"Edward!!!" Celine screamed.

Ed stoped but didn't turn around. He headed for the door again and left. Celine sat ther in Ed's bed, completely naked, and alone once again.

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Celine woke up a few days later with a sick feeling. She ran to the bathroom and threw up. She washed her mouth out then looked in the mirrior. Not good. I have to see a doctor.

Celine went to a local doctor and went threw a bunch of test. The doctor came to her and smiled.

"Well, you have nothing wrong with you." He said.

"That was close..." Celine whispered.

"But you are pregnate...."