Fullmetal Alchemist Fan Fiction ❯ Finding ❯ Long Awaited Lust ( Chapter 48 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
The funeral from Celine and the baby seemed to be at the worst time. It rained the whole day. Lilly and everyone else put flowers on the graves. Ed held Lilly close as the ceremony ended and everyone began to clear. She wore a black dress with her hair down and her face in tears. Ed held an unbrila over her and himself as they stared at the now buried Celine and child. They were the only two left since everyone else had left. The sky poured like it knew just how everyone felt. Lilly pushed Ed away from her and fell to her knees. Her eyes began to glow as she placed her hands in the mud that layed on top of Celine's gave. Ed watched as flowers began to bloom over the grave as if the were there all long. Lilly let out a cry of saddness as she made the flowers grow and bloom. Ed relized what she was doing. He threw down the unbrila and pulled Lilly's hands out of the mud. He looked her in the eyes.

"You can't bring her back! She can't come back!" Ed shouted at her as the rain got harder and louder.

"You brought me back!" Lilly screamed as her eyes went back to normal. "I can do it! I just have to try!"

"Stop it! Stop it!!" Ed screamed and shock her body. "You are different! She isn't like you! She can not be brought back!" Ed yelled then pulled her into his chest.

"I do not understand....I do not understand..." Lilly whispered as she cryed.

The clouds got darker and thunder became louder. Ed held Lilly's body close as the mud splashed up their bodies. Lilly griped Ed's shirt. She looked at the flowers that bloomed on Celine's grave. She looked to the side of Celine and saw a much smaller grave that was Celine's baby. It was a girl. Celine was going to have a girl. Lilly placed one of her hands on the mud on top of the baby's grave. One small, red rose bloomed and Lilly smiled. She resumed her muddy hand on Ed's chest. She buried her face in Ed's shirt and let a few more tears fall.

I have been told so many times about death. But yet I still do not understand. Death is not what they say. I find it to be complicated and sad. Where does the body go? Where does the spirit and mind go? I do not understand. Why has this happened? What has she done to deserve this? I wonder if she felt pain. I wonder what her last thought was. I wonder if she forgives me for not being able to stop it or bring her back. I wonder if I will ever see her again. Will she remember me? Will I remember her? I do not understand. What has gone wrong? What did she do?

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Everything went back to normal after two weeks passed. Everyone had decided to not talk about it and go back to their daily lives. What could they do? There was no way to help the situation, and they all knew that moarning had to eventually stop. So people acted as if it never happened and went about the days doing their normal things.

Al said good bye to Winry once more as she left for home. His vacation would soon be coming and he planed to spend it with her, but at the moment he had to work to keep his mind off things. Winry only kissed him good bye and told him not to work to hard. He smiled as she got on the train and left.

Ed watched Lilly go into Celine's room countless time to see if she had some how came back over night. Al told him that she did the same thing when he left to marry Celine. She would always come out with a dissopointed look and closed the door behind her. She finally gave up and locked the door from the inside and closed it for the last time. No one was to go into it again.

Ed tryed to be near her but she only pushed him away. She had still not kissed him since her and his return relationship and only slept in her room. She wouldn't let Ed see her naked as if he had never seen her naked before. He had only been alone with her for a few moments but never enough time to truly have a reunion. He still had not been able to show her how much he had missed her. The past two weeks and three days had been distant. He only wanted to be near her to comfort her, to hold her, and to make love to her.

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Ed looked at Lilly from her door way. She was putting her hair up in a pony tail but suddenly through the hair bow down out of fustration. It was dark out and Lilly was trying to put her hair up so she could help Ed wit paper work. She had no clue about his work, but she felt like she just wanted to help. Latly, Ed had gotten her to smile and she was starting to feel a lot better, she just needed some time alone, that was all.

Ed laughted and walked up to her.

"We don't have to do the paper work tonight, I told you that. It's due next week. I have plenty of time. Why don't we do something else?" Ed said closing Lilly's door then sat on her bed. "It's late, how about I tell you a good night story and tommorow we can go for a walk?"

Lilly turned to face him. She smiled then say next to him.

"I don't want a story. I want to do something." Lilly said.

Ed smiled back. Lilly had missed his smiles and Ed had missed hers. It had been so long since they truly had time together. Lilly leaned in and pressed her lips to Ed's. Ed welcomed the kiss and didn't wait for her approval before sliping his toung into her warm mouth. Lilly moaned and Ed pulled her closer. I've waited for this for so long. I thought it would never come. Lilly felt Ed's hands slid her dress up her thighs. She followed him and slid his shirt and jacket off. Ed took Lilly's dress completly off and took off his shoes and her shoes. Ed gently pushed Lilly back on the bed and she closed her eyes. She heard him take his pants off then felt his lips crash down on hers. Ed slid his arm up and behind Lilly. With on flick, her bra fell off and was thrown to the ground. Ed took off the last of both their clothes until there was nothing left. The touch of Lilly's skin against his bare body sent shivers down his spin. He smiled at her.

"Open your eyes, Lilly." Ed whispered in her ear. "I want to see you look at me."

Lilly lazly opened her eyes and peered up at Ed. His eyes full of lust and love. Lilly wanted to smile but she couldn't. She was to caught up. She wanted him and he wanted her. Lilly ran her fingers threw Ed's hair and the tie fell out along with his braid. Ed kissed her lips and Lilly closed her eyes once again. Ed trailed kisses down her body untill he moved to her left breast. He took it into his mouth and sucked on it with care and want. She moaned and arched her back putting more of herself into his warm mouth. The cold touch of Ed's auto mail arm ran up Lilly's hip and thigh as Ed turned his attention to the right breast. Lilly arched her back even more. Ed pulled away from her and smiled at her expression. She looked like she was waiting for something and he knew exactly what it was. With his left leg, he gently spread Lilly's legs apart and positioned himself on top of her. He hesitated.

"What...what are you....waiting for?" Lilly asked opening her eyes.

Ed smiled evily.

"I just wanted to make sure. That's all."

"Make sure of what?"

"Make sure that you want me." Lilly looked at him with hungry eyes. "Do you want me?"

Ed knew the answer but he wanted to hear it from her.

"Ye..yes..." Lilly whispered.

Ed smirked. That's it, tell me you want me.

"And...." Ed said waiting for her.

"I...I...need....you..."

"And..."

"Please.. ..Ed...I..."

"Tell what else, Lilly." Ed said in a demanding voice.

"I...can't....live without..you....PLEASE, ED!" Lilly screamed.

Ed didn't hesitate. He slamed into her hard and fast. Lilly screamed out of joy. Ed set a fast pace and Lilly thanked him with a series of moans. Lilly spread her legs wider so Ed could go deeper. Ed moved his hands to Lilly's hips and picked up the pace. Lilly did her best to try to match it, but soon let Ed take over. Lilly's moans became louder and longer as Ed began to moan. Small draged out words of Ed's name sliped from Lilly's mouth as Ed quickened once again.

"Ed....i'm.....almost...." Lilly began.

"I.....know....."Ed replyed.

Justa as Ed finished his last word, Lilly climaxed and Ed followed. Lilly screamed out Ed's name as loud as she could. Ed soon followed yelling Lilly's name. Ed poured his seeds inside Lilly and layed on top of Lilly's chest. Both of them tryed to catch their breath. Ed moved his hands up Lilly's body and pushed himself off of her. Lilly opened her eyes and peered up at Ed as he pulled himself out of her and layed next to her. Lilly looked over at him and smiled weakly.

"I love you..." she whispered then fell asleep.

Ed pulled her sleeping body against his and pulled the covers over them. He kissed her cheek.

"I love you, too..." He whispered in her ear.

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Al busted into Ed's room along with Mustang, Riza and everyone else. They had a cake and one candal on it. Ed shot up from bed and looked at them.

"What the hell!!!" Ed screamed.

"Today is the very same date that Lilly was found!!! We found her on this day, Ed!!!" Al yelled.

Everyone looked over at Ed and noticed he was naked. His lower hlf was covered by the blankets, but it was easy to tell. Lilly slowly woke and was laying on her stomack with the covers pulled up to her waist. They noticed that she to was naked and if she sat up, she would be showing all that she had. Ed pulled the covers over her and held her down with one arm.

"Don't move, Lilly." Ed whispered so not to scare her.

Lilly moved anyways and sat up. Ed panicked and took the covers and wraped them around her as quick as he could. Lilly looked at him like he was crazy.

"We're soory!!! We didn't know!!!" Al yelled as everyone blushed.

Lilly turned around and saw everyone looking at her. She blushed ten shades of red. She held the covers close to her body and screamed with ever breath she had.

"GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Lilly screamed.

The crowd ran out as fast as they could while bumping into eachother. Lilly still screamed and tryed her best to keep the covers above her chest. Al slamed the door behind him.