Gensomaden Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ The longing of two souls ❯ Under a starlit sky, I long for your love ( Chapter 3 )

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Under a starlit sky, I long for your love

(Hakkai)

The stars look so beautiful tonight. Standing under the endless starlit sky makes you feel so little, less than a speck of dust.

"Hakkai."

"Yes, Gojyo."

(Hakkai)

Looks like we're going to have this long overdue conversation.

"I've seen the way you two look at each other."

(Gojyo)

I lit a cigarette. Before he can deny anything, I said, " That corrupted monk will." I stopped myself.

Damn! I was about to say that Sanzo would finish what Kanan started when she died. His eventual departure will destroy you completely and I damn will not let it happen! Not when I 'm here for you, to protect you.

I sighed and watch the swirling smoke rushed out, composing myself before I continue. "It won't last, you know."

Hakkai looked down at his feet, his soft hair covering half of his face.

(Hakkai)

What can I say? He's right. Deep down inside, I know that I can never own Sanzo. After this is over, he'll leave.

But my foolish heart and even more stubborn body yearn, long and ache for him. He is so beautiful that my heart ache to claim him as mine.

"Cat got your tongue." Gojyo smirked.

"You're right, Gojyo. I know that but."

"But?"

"Have you ever long to hold someone so much that your arms ache and your heart die a thousand deaths because you long to feel his body against yours. To feel your heart and his beat as one."

(Gojyo)

"Hakkai, you're in deep shit." I choked out. I didn't realise, didn't want to believe that Hakkai's love for Sanzo ran so deep.

"Yeah, I know." He laughed, mockingly at himself. "Good night Gojyo." He walks away.

"Yeah, good bloody night!"

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The next morning,

"Oi! Baka saru! Get up!" Sanzo kicked away Goku's blanket. But the monkey is still snore on.

"Sanzo, you know that the easiest way to wake him up is this." Hakkai smile and open the lid to the pot of stew he made. The delicious smell of rabbit stew beckon Goku from his sleep.

"Food!" he shot up. His big golden eyes zoom in on the pot of stew.

"How come the baka saru is wide awake at this hour?" Gojyo yawned and stretch his lean body as lazily as a cat.

"He heard the calling of the stew." Hakkai laughed. The cool morning breeze runs its invisible fingers through his silky hair, the way Gojyo's long to do.

Hakkai poured two cups of coffee and handed one to Gojyo and the other to Sanzo.

"Kyu!"

"Hai, Hakuryu. Here you go." Hakkai poured some water for it.

This morning seems so peaceful, even Gojyo and Goku are not arguing with each other. But there are storms of emotions and thoughts raging in everyone's heart. Everyone that is, except Goku.

Until...

"Genjo Sanzo! We have come to kill you by the orders of Kougaijisama!" Thus the peaceful morning was spoiled.

"Where were you? You made us wait for so long to kill you!" Sanzo said as he aim his gun at the foolish youkai.

"Aah!!" his eyes widen and screamed.

His companions rush to their death and as the last of the dying youkais cries fade, Sanzo said, "Ignorant fools."

"Baka saru! You drooled on me!"

"Did not!"

"Did too!"

"Did not!"

"Urusei!" Bang! Bang! Bang!

"Ma, ma... Behave yourselves, we'll be in a town soon."

Goku perked up," When? When?"

"About thirty more minutes."

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After dinner,

"Well, I'm off." Gojyo stood up. "To where?" Goku asked.

"To find some chicks of course."

"See ya!"

(Hakkai)

I looked worriedly at Gojyo's retreating back. Something is bothering Gojyo. Surely, it is not about me, is it? It can't be. I smile inwardly, you put yourself too importantly.

(Gojyo)

When I am out of sight, I stopped and take a deep breath. It seemed as if this is my first breath since he said those words to me.

[Flashback]

"Have you ever long to hold someone so much that your arms ache and your heart die a thousand deaths because you long to feel his body against yours. To feel your heart and his beat as one."

And it hurts every time I remember them. My heart constricted until it becomes so painful that I couldn't breath properly. I can only take one small breath at a time.

I look around the dimly lit road surrounded by rowdy bars. I walk really slowly, as if trying to find something, to feel. I don't know. Everything is such a mess. I need a drink.

When I stepped into one of the bars, I feel like I'm home. The laughter, the chattering, the gambling and the women. The one over there is really nice. Nice body, brown hair, green eyes. Shit!

Definitely no brunettes with green eyes for me tonight.

"Hi, there, Handsome." A sexy voice called out. Gojyo smiled at the owner of the voice.

The next morning,

Before Hakkai could knock on the door, the door swung open. A woman with long, wavy brown hair and emerald green eyes stood at the door.

She smiled as a greeting and brushed silently by him. Her hair smelled like… raspberries. There's a kind of surreal quality to her like as if, an angel just walked past him. Hakkai shook his head, she's way much different from other ladies Gojyo preferred.

"Uh… Gojyo?" he stepped into the room. He called him again; Hakkai saw a movement from the bed at the corner of the room.

"Go away." Gojyo groaned; his voice muffled by the blanket covering his whole body.

After some cajoling, Gojyo finally, reluctantly peeked out of his blanket. He blinked his sleepy eyes at Hakkai. "What time is it?"

'Hakkai is a morning, afternoon and night person that's why he do not have temper tantrums like normal people.' Gojyo thought.

"Eight!" Hakkai smiled cheerfully at him.

"Eight?! Let me sleep some more." He promptly snuggled back into the very comfortable bed. What do you expect? He was up all night!

"Gojyooo..."

Fluffy: You know what, writing from Gojyo's POV really made me feel kind of sorry for him. Do you think Hakkai should choose him over Sanzo? But if he does, what about poor Sanzo? Ahrggg! [Tearing hair out!]

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Fluffy: Also I am doing my best editing for grammar mistakes so bear with me.