Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ A Week With Ryuichi ❯ Liar, Liar Pants on Fire and the Situation is Dire ( Chapter 5 )

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A/N: I don't own Gravitation.

MATA!!!: Well this one took longer than expected...Not that anyone really reads it....Anyhow for those of you who do like the story here's the next chapter! Please read the ending note!

A Week With Ryuichi

Day Five.

Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire and the Situation is Dire.

"Shuichi..." Shu turned to look at his lover, standing in the middle of a field of wildflowers. "Shuichi..." Yuki called again, smiling brightly, the sun glinting off his golden hair. "Come on Shu...Let's go...." He beckoned him with a hand.

Yes, Yuki anywhere with you... Shuichi thought.

"Shuichi if you don't hurry the hell up, I swear I'll shove my guitar down your throat!" How could Yuki say such things with such a beautiful smile on his face?!

All well, Yuki's always been impatient..."I'll be there in a second Yuki..." Shuichi began running, but he wasn't getting any closer, then he remembered something, Yuki doesn't have a guitar...

"Shindo! Get your fucking ass up now or I'll shove my foot so far up your ass the water on my knee will quench your thirst!" (1)

"What?!" Shuichi jumped out of his dream and looked up into a pair of two very annoyed amber eyes.

"Yuki? Did you...did you tell me you were going to shove a guitar up my ass?"

Yuki rolled his eyes, "I don't have a guitar baka, no that would have been your oh so loving bandmates." Yuki rattled Shu's cell in front of his face.

"Oh," The singer took the phone and put it to his ear, "Moshi moshi?"

"Shuichi!" Hiro yelled into the phone.

"What?! Why the hell are you shouting?!" There was a crash in the background and guns were going off. "What's going on over there?"

"Never mind just get over here!" Hiro hung the phone up as another round of bullets went off, Shuichi stared it his phone, bewildered.

"You know it's only seven, right?" Yuki told him after a few seconds, he was sitting on the couch.

"Eh? Well I'm not coming in now, I don't have to be there til nine today." Shu proclaimed.

"He's been calling since six thirty, it was bloody irritating." He pulled out a cigarette.

"Well, I'll just call hin and tell him I'm not coming til nine!" Shuichi hit the second speed dial and put the phone to his ear, "Hiro,"

"Shuichi!!!!" Hiro whine yelled.

"Hey, I don't have to be there til nine so, that's when I'm coming in."

"Wha? No Shu, you have to come, now!" His plea was emphasize by a few gun shots and cursing.

"Hiroshi! What the fuck is going on over there?! You sound like you're in WWII!"

"It's Sugu-" Hiro was cut off by a yell from the background, " 'Is he up yet?! He better be fucking be or so help me Kami I'll hunt him down and gut him like a fish!' " There were more shots and a scream, "Shu, Suguru's on a rampage, K's trying to calm him in his...Uh...Own way, but it's these damn steroids! 'I didn't hear you complaining last night, bitch!' " Suguru yelled, "Oh no, it was great honey, really lovely..Heh heh heh..." Hiro laughed nervously.

"Uh...Hiro?" Shuichi questioned.

"Shuichi...I'm scared...'Scared? Oh, I'll give you something to be goddamned frightened about!' 'I don't think so Fujisaki! Not while I'm still living to pull this trigger!' " That was K.

"....I'm still not coming in..." Shuichi said unfazed.

"Shu!!!!!!!!!!!!" The line went dead and Shuichi closed it.

"Not that I want to know, but what the hell was that?" Yuki asked.

"Suguru's own steroids 'cause K shot him yesterday, now he's on a roid rage and is tearing about the studio. K's trying to stop him, but he's just shooting at him, Hiro's scared." Shuichi said it like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Then again it is for him...Eiri thought. Sitting back more, he picked up Shu's legs and set them on his lap.

"Thank you, Yuki." Shuichi giggled.

"For what?"

"Not sitting on my legs, and putting up with my friends."

"Hmpf. I just didn't feel like hearing you complain about how heavy I am again." I probably would have broke something if I had sat on them though, he's so delicate...Yuki didn't mention that Hiro had called before, it was the third time he woke up to 'Sleepless Beauty' he had answered the phone shouting any curse words he knew, Japanese or English. Hiro had few choice words for him but had to hang up quickly before Suguru got on the phone. He ignored the fourth and fifth call, the sixth he gave to Shu.

Shuichi hadn't said anything in awhile and neither had Yuki, Shuichi thought it was nice that they could just sit and be together without talking and be totally comfortable; at least he was. Yuki thought Shuichi had fallen back asleep. After awhile Eiri began to run a ran up and down Shuichi's leg, Shu didn't mind and began humming, realizing that his lover was in fact awake, or just humming in his sleep which he often did...Not that Yuki would know that, it's not like he watched him sleep or anything like that..(Shifty eyes)

Anyway, Yuki began moving his hand higher and higher until he was gradually rubbing up to the boys hip(2) Shuichi moaned and the blonde smirked, letting his hand travel over to the quickly hardening member. Stroking it to life, Yuki placed himself between his lovers legs.

"Yuki..."Shuichi groaned out as his balls were fondled.

"Shhh, you have to be quiet." Yuki told him sucking on his neck.

"But Yuki...it's been so long!...I ahhhh...Wanna be loud, I can't help it...Ohhhhh."

"You're right, but we can't wake out house guest now can we?" Yuki whispered.

"N-No....Neeeeeee Yuki please hurry..." Shu pleaded. Eiri pulled Shuichi's pants down to his knees exposing his erection to the outside world, "Come on Yuki just do it!"

"Do you wanna take it dry?" Yuki asked.

"I don't care...just...Please take me."

"Take you where?" A voice asked from behind Yuki.

"Sakuma-san!" Shuichi jumped from fright, immediately pulling his pants up. Yuki groaned and set his head down on Shuichi's chest.

"Are you guys going somewhere? Can I go too?" Ryuichi asked hopefully.

"No, no Sakuma-san we were......Uh...." Shuichi looked pleading down at his lovers head.

"We were discussing my next book tour, the brat wants to go." Yuki grumbled from Shuichi's chest, saving the singer from the horrible lie he was about to come up with.

"Oh, okay." Ryuichi then padded into the kitchen for a glass of milk with his best friend Kumagoro.

Shuichi sighed as Eiri lifted his head up from his chest, he was really enjoying that. Silently he willed his erection to go away before Yuki decided that he didn't care if Sakuma-san saw them, 'A sex deprived Eiri was an irrational Eiri', Tohma once said. Shuichi wondered how the hell the keyboardist knew and hounded his lover for days after that statement. He never really did get an answer, and now he wasn't so sure he actually wanted one; it was kind of weird.

"I'm going to have to talk to him later." Shuichi said suddenly.

"What?"

"To Sakuma-san, make sure he didn't see anything." Yuki stood and so did Shuichi.

"You don't have to, you don't have to answer to anyone....Except me." Yuki stated.

"Oh gee, thanks." Shuichi wandered into the kitchen followed by Yuki. Yuki sat down while Shuichi went to the fridge and began rummaging through it. Ryuichi sat eating a bowl of cereal and feeding it to Kumagoro occasionally. "Yuki? Do you want me to make you something to eat?"

"No, I'd rather have my food actually be edible thanks." Yuki replied.

"Yuki!!! You know I can make some stuff....Well half-way decent anyway...." Shuichi trailed off as Yuki raised his eyebrows him.

"Yea, I guess. Make me some rice with an egg on top."

"Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Kuma-chan wants that too!" Ryuichi piped up.

Yuki and Shuichi both turned to look at the singer, wondering what to actually do. Yuki thought that he should tell the man that the bunny was in fact not real, so it therefore did not eat. Shuichi, however, knew his friend better and thus knew that denying the All-Powerful-Kumagoro anything did not bode well for anyone in the immediate vicinity.

Unfortunately Yuki spoke first, "Sakuma, that thing is a stuffed animal, it doesn't need food." He said so causally. Then the water works known as Sakuma Ryuichi began, Shu who was never really a quick thinker, finally thought something...Well quickly.

"Sakuma-san! Sakuma-san! Yuki was trying to say that there is only one egg left and that since Kuma-sama has already had some cereal Yuki should have it! Didn't you Yuki?" Shuichi turned to the man after Ryuichi had calmed a bit.

"Hmpf."

"See! I told you so Sakuma-san!" Shuichi smiled brightly at his idol who smiled right back.

Shuichi began making Yuki's food but halfway through he ended up setting the rice on fire when he added too much sake.

"Goddamit!" Yuki yelled as he moved to help Shuichi but the fire out.

"No! I got it Yuki! Just stay there!" Shuichi moved to pat the fire out with a towel like Yuki showed him for occasions just such as these, except for the fact that when Yuki showed the towel was wet. Needless to say the towel caught on fire, "Ahhhhh Yuki! What's happening?!" Shuichi failed around with burning cloth in hand.

"Baka! Let go!" Yuki shouted. Shuichi did as he was told, but a piece of the burning material caught on his shorts. At this Ryuichi began to laugh.

"Ahahahahahaha! Liar, lair pants on fire! Shuichi-kun didn't have it! He lied, he lied!" Ryu sang.

"AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! YUKI, YUKI, YUKI! HELP!" Shuichi began spinning around.

"Shuichi!" Yuki grabed the boy by the arm and stopped him, lunging for the spraying faucet head Yuki turned on the cold water and began spraying Shuichi's lower half frantically. Once the fire was successfully put out, the two just stood there panting. Shuichi was on the verge of tears, Ryuichi had gone back to his cereal after 'The fun was put out.'

"Y-Yuki...I'm really-" Shuichi was cut off when Yuki pulled him into a hug.

"Don't worry about it, brat. Just wet the towel next time, okay?" Yuki looked down at the boy; Shuichi nodded his assessment fiercely. Eiri kissed him on the head quickly then lightly pushed him away. "Now go get ready for work." Yuki walked over to the pan of burnt food and began cleaning up.

"Okay..." Shuichi left the room, a little happy for some reason. Maybe Yuki really did love him.

------You Know I Really Should Get Some Kind Of Awesome Scene Changer Thing-----

After Shuichi had gotten out of the shower and was fully dressed he made his way down the hall towards the living room. He had intended to just put his shoes on, yell good bye to Yuki and leave, but once he saw Ryuichi sitting on the couch, he remembered his earlier task of talking to the man.

"Ano? Sakuma-san?"

"Hai, Shu-I-Chi-kuuuun?" The man turned to him smiling.

"I-I just wanted to talk to you about earlier...You know when uh....Yuki and I were talking about his uhmm book tour?" Shuichi stuttered out, it was about here that Yuki was about to enter the room, but when he saw the two talking he stopped at the kitchen doorway, listening.

"Eh? What about it?"

"Well uhmm...I was just w-wondering if you, you know...Saw anything..."Shuichi blushed looking at the floor.

"Say anything? Like what?" Ryuichi smiled up at him, innocently.

"Like....Anything you shouldn't have?"

Ryuichi didn't answer, instead he turned off the T.V. and stood up. Stretching he faced Shuichi, stage persona on. "Uhm...Sakuma-san?"

"If it were me he would have taken me." Ryuichi stated cooly, never breaking eye contact with the younger boy.

T-That voice...It's....No, it can't be! Why would he? He has no reason to! Oh my God, it's not really you is it, Sakuma-san?... Shuichi thought stunned. He couldn't even respond to it, and by the time he could, the five-year-old Ryuichi was back. "What did you just say?"

"What do you mean, Shuichi?"

"You just said that Yuki would....And you've been....What the fucks going on Sakuma?!" Shuichi shouted finally. Yuki stayed hidden, wondering what his boyfriend would do next.

"Neeeeeeeeee!!! Is Shuichi mad at Ryu-chan?! I'm sorry Shuichi-kuuuun, I didn't do it!" Ryuichi's eyes filled with tears and he bit Kumagoro's ear.

"Sakuma-san, I don't want to deal with your fake tears right now! Tell me what's going on! Was it you? It was you wasn't it!" Shuichi pushed himself into Ryuichi's face, ready to strike the man if he was so urged to do so. As much as Eiri would have loved to see his little Shu-chan fight with someone who looked almost exactly like him, he really couldn't allow that right now. If Tohma had two beaten up singers on his hands that were under Yuki's care, he'd never hear the end of it!

"Shuichi." Yuki stated simply as he walked into the room with a cup of coffee in hand, Shuichi turned slowly to look at him. "You need to go to work now, it's getting late." Shuichi looked at the clock on the cable box and sighed.

"Hai, Yuki." He made his way over to the front door and slipped his shoes on, "Bye." With that Shuichi closed the door quietly.

Ryuichi and Yuki stood there, looking at one another. Yuki of course was glaring and Ryuichi was actually glaring back, tension filled the room and finally Yuki spoke, "You know, you really shouldn't act so clueless all the time, it's not cute." Ryuichi's expression faltered slightly but then he broke out into a big grin.

"I don't know what you're talking about, Yuki-san."

"Hmpf." Yuki grumbled heading off to work on his newest novel.

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"So Shindo, why the fuck are you so Goddamned late?!" Suguru yelled at his bandmate.

"Fu-Fujisaki-kun! It's only been 30 seconds!" Shuichi cried in response.

"That's 30 seconds too late, bitch!" Suguru punched him in the face.

"Owwwwwwwwwwww!!! Hey that hurt!"

"SHUICHI!!!!!!!!!" Hiro cried running to his friend, "Oh Shuichi my love, you're here! I love you, I love you, I love you!" He clung to Shuichi's legs and began kissing random parts of him.

"Wha?! Hiro?!?!?!?! What the hell are you t-talking abou-about?" Suguru turned to the man on the floor, "I-I thought yo-you fucking l-l-loved meeee!!!!!!" The black haired boy burst into tears and ran out of the room.

"Uhm...Hiro?" Shuichi asked the shocked guitarist.

"RU-CHAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!" Hiro ran out after his lover leaving Shuichi with K and Sakano.

"Well....Uh....Good morning?" Shuichi asked rather than said.

"Well good morning to you too." K replied, Sakano was passed out on the couch from so much stress so he didn't reply.

"Has it been like this all morning?"

"Yes, yes it has." K replied some what happily. "Well seeing that you're the only one here why don't we start working on some of the vocal tracks? They can record the background music later." K suggested and Shuichi nodded going to warm up.

"Welcome to my romance tonight

Futari no jikan kagiri

atte mo kowaku nanka nai sa

Shunkan no MEMORI...kitto kagayakakeru hazu dakara

You wanna 'kiss'...Sore-" Shuichi was cut off by a loud 'Cut!'

"Shindo! Let's try and not make this song sound like you're talking to your fucking little brother shall we?" Suguru said as he walked into the booth with a smiling Hiro. Kami knew what they had been doing and no one really wanted to know.

"Well you tow weren't here so I had to do this by myself! I think it sounded good!"

"Whatever, K let's take it from the damned top!" Suguru got behind his key bored.

The music started and Shuichi began singing once again,

"You wanna 'kiss'...Soretomo

You wanna touch...Romance ni youkoso" Shuichi sang slightly out of breath.

"I know what, what you want

I can tell you!" Shuichi husked the last part into the mic.

"STOP!!!" Suguru shouted once more and everything stopped. "Shindo, sound more....Sexy.....Like you do when you really wanna get fucked from Yuki-san!" Shuichi turned red and Hiro nearly died from laughing, Suguru glared at his boyfriend and signaled for the music to start up again.

"Aishikatamo aisarekatamo oshiezuni WILD na" Shuichi moaned right after this line and continued, "So tell me what you want me to..."

"I WANT YOU TO SOUND MORE LIKE FUCKING SAKUMA!" Suguru screamed finally.

Everything was silent, no one dared to move except for Shuichi who turned around to look at the black haired boy slowly.

"What was that?" Shuichi growled.

"I said, sound more the hell like Sakuma." Suguru replied slowly.

"WE ARE NOT NITTLE GRAPSER! WE WILL NEVER BE NITTLE GRAPSER! WE ARE NOT GOING TO START SOUNDING LIKE THEM, AND I MOST CERTAINLY AM NOTGOING TO TRY AND SOUND LIKE SAKUMA FUCKING RYUICHI, GOT IT YOU TINY ASS SEGUCHI TOHMA WANNA-BE?!" Shuichi finished his rant huffing. Suguru was shocked but no to be outdone.

"LOOK HERE YOU FUCKING CHIBI-ASSED PRICK, IF YOU CAN'T TAKE A LITTLE CRITICISM IN THIS BUSINESS, THEN YOU NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT!"

"You guys! Don't do this!" Hiro yelled, but was ignored.

"CRITICISM?! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK I LIVE WITH?! IF THINK YOU CAN HANDLE CRITICISM THEN LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, YOU'RE A HALF BEAT OFF ON THE SECOND INTERLUDE AND ABOUT THREE BEATS TOO FAST ON THE THIRD CHORUS! NOT ONLY THAT BUT THE OVERLAY FOR THE ELECTRIC PIANO AND THE SOUND EFFECTS ARE WAY TO LOUD AND CHOPPY! NOW GET THE FUCK ON YOUR JOB AND STOP TRYING TO TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY FUCKING BAND AND HOW THE HELL TO DO MY JOB!"

Suguru was shocked! His playing off? No it couldn't be!

"THE ONLY REASON YOU IN THIS FUCKING BAND IS BECAUSE TOHMA WAS TRYING TO KEPT AN EYE ON YUKI-SAN!!!" With that Shuichi stalked forward knocking Suguru from his spot behind the synthesizer.

"You listen here and you listen good," Shuichi hissed out as he pushed Suguru against a wall, Yuki wasn't here to stop him from hitting some one this time, "I made it into this business because of the talent I have, now it may be true that you do have talent, I'll give you that. But Hiro and I didn't get this before on breaks like the fact that you cousin is the president of the company. Now, it may be true that Seguchi-sacho only took a second look at us bECAUSE of Yuki, I'll admit my performance the first time he saw us wasn't that great, but that was Yuki's fault." Shuichi got if possible closer to Suguru, "Now, do you see Yuki up here singing? Is he doing my work for me? No, I didn't think so."

Shuichi stepped back and walked back over to the mic, "And if you go and run to Seguchi and tell him I threatened you or some shit like that, don't expect me to come apologizing at your feet. If I get fired there are plenty of other studios for me to work at."

"What crawled up your ass?" Suguru mumbled under his breath.

"Sakuma fucking Ryuichi." Shuichi mumbled so quiet no one could hear, "Now let's get this song done Goddamit! K from the last line!"

Inside the studio K smiled, glad he got that little fight on tape.

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"So uhhh...Shu you wanna tell me what's going on?" Hiro asked as they left the studio.

"With what?"

"I don't know, cursing out Suguru for instance?" Suguru had gone home early, Shuichi and Hiro had to work on a track that was just guitar and vocals.

"Hiro," Shuichi said tiredly sitting down on a bench, "I think Sakuma-san is trying to break me."

"What?" Hiro also sat.

"Well...He just seems to be out to get me but this time he's doing it infront of Yuki and now it's like Yuki is turning against and the other day I c-c-caught them..." Shuichi's eyes filled with tears as he looked away, he really didn't feel like crying right now.

"Caught them what, Shu?" Hiro growled, if Eiri had done something with Sakuma there would be hell to pay!

"It....It was like a dream, like I was watching from the outside of somewhere, they.....They looked so happy Hiro, Yuki never looks happy. (3) Yuki was tucking Ryuichi in for bed and th-then...." Shuichi stopped stifling a sob, once he was fully composed he continued, "They kissed, it wasn't a long kiss but it was on the lips.....I think maybe Sakuma-san asked for it o something, Oh! I don't know!"

Hiro looked down at his small friend, feeling bad for his situation. Shuichi had been put under a lot of stress since Ryuichi had started to stay with them, not that he ever showed it, except for today, and he was totally entitled to that. Hiro was probably the only person that noticed.

"Look Shu, I don't know what happened but I'm sure everything is going work out in you best interests, wether that leaves you with Yuki or not, I don't know. But let's not think about it now, let's get you home okay?"

Shuichi wiped his yes and smiled up at his best friend, "Okay, Hiro!"

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"I'm home!" Shuichi yelled brightly as he walked through the door. Taking off his shoes and his backpack Shuichi head for the study that he knew Yuki was in. Stopping at the door he noticed the house smelt really good, Yuki must have been making dinner.

"Yuki?" Shuichi walked into the study to find his lover infront of the laptop.

"Oh, you're home brat?" Yuki didn't turn to face him.

"Yea," Shuichi slipped underneath Yuki's arm and sat in his lap.

"What the hell?!" Yuki looked down at the boy in his lap through his glasses. (4)

"Hi, Yuki." Shuichi kissed him lightly on the mouth, "What are you making for dinner?"

Yuki looked at him, bewildered, "I'm not making dinner."

"But when I walked in the house it smelled like rice and teriyaki," He sniffed the air, "You can't smell it in here."

"But I haven't-Oh shit!" Yuki through Shuichi off his lap unceremoniously and headed for the door, Shuichi crawling right after him screaming about how much that had hurt. When he was Yuki's legs stop he stopped as well and looked up.

Yuki was standing infront of the table, the fully set table, complete with food and a smiling Ryuichi. Shuichi stood up to look as well.

"Did you do this?" Yuki asked motioning to the table.

"Yep!" Ryuichi answered, "Sit eat." Yuki eyed the table and sat, Shuichi doing the same.

"I thought you said you weren't allowed to cook, Tohma said so." Eiri picked up a piece of chicken with his chopsticks and inspected it for poison or rosemary.

"He did, but he said I can cook if I act like Big Boy Ryuichi, and I did!" Apparently Big Boy Ryuichi was long gone.

Yuki didn't answer instead he took a bite of the chicken, surprised that it was actually down right good. Not that he would tell Ryuichi that. "Hmmm." Was all he said and kept eating, Shuichi took this as a sign that he could eat it too and did so. They ate the meal in silence, Shuichi contemplating wether or not he could learn to cook like that and if Yuki thought the food tasted as good as he did.

Maybe he could take a course from a professional chef? I mean the Yuki teaching him to cook thing might have been a lot more fun, but he knew the novelist had work to do. Plus it would be nice to surprise him....Not that he's say it was good anyway.

"Well brat," Yuki's voice startled Shuichi out of his thoughts and he turned to look at his lover, "You could learn a thing or two from Sakuma here."

Shuichi's hear stopped, Yuki thought Ryuichi was better than him? Shuichi stared wide eyed for a few seconds before he caught sight of Ryuichi smiling rather evilly behind Kumagoro. "If you didn't want me around all you had to do was say so." Shuichi said so quietly Yuki had to strain his ears to hear him, "Thanks for the food Sakuma-san, it was good." With that Shuichi stood up quickly and disappeared down the hall.

"Yuki-san?" Ryuichi asked after a few minutes of silence, "Is Shuichi-kun okay?"

"I don't know." Yuki stated truthfully after he got over the shock of what was said. He then got up and walked to the bedroom to find Shuichi laying on his side of the bed (When he was allowed to sleep in there) staring up at the ceiling.

"What the hell was that?" Yuki asked as he shut the door behind him.

"Hell was what?"

"That whole 'If you didn't want me to be here then all you had to do was say so.' thing." Yuki stood over him.

"Oh," Shuichi said dull fully, "I didn't know you heard that."

"Well I did, now what the fucks wrong with you?" Yuki glared down at him and Shuichi turned away.

"I don't want to talk about it." Shuichi said simply.

"You don't want to talk about it? May I remind you that you are on my bed."

"Oh for fucks sake Yuki! What the hell does it matter?! You've been together for almost a year now and it's not like I haven't slept with you or anything! What? Still trying to keep you distance from me? Newsflash! I'm just on the fucking couch! I still live here you know!"

"You wanna live somewhere else?!" Yuki shouted pulling Shuichi to face him.

"You want me to live somewhere else?!" Shuichi stood glaring up at the blonde tears in his eyes.

"Are you leaving me Shuichi?" Yuki whispered suddenly. The singers eyes went wide and he immediately embraced his lover.

"No, no, never, even if you do want me gone I won't ever stop loving you Yuki." Shuichi let a few tears fall as he buried his face into Yuki's chest, Yuki wrapped his arms tightly around the boy.

"Shuichi," Yuki stroked his hair softly, "Tell me what's going on."

The boy looked up worriedly at the man, "Promise you won't get mad?"

"Why would I get mad?" Yuki growled suddenly suspicious.

"It's nothing like that it's just you may think it's dumb and..."

"Just tell me."

Shuichi pulled away and sat down on the bed and Yuki followed. "It's these...Dreams I keep having.."

"Dreams?"

"Well at least that's what I think they are, I don't know it happens right before I fall fully asleep, someone is humming to me and then they whisper to me that I'm going to 'lose' or that 'my pains just begun.', and that freaked me out but...Last night, last night was different, the dream the voice it was singing and it sung that there wasn't enough protection, that they were at their wits end. I know I knew the song I just couldn't place it and then they said something...Something really scary..."

"What's they say?" Yuki asked.

"They said they wanted to hurt me." Shuichi finished. "Yuki, I think....I think Sakuma said it. I mean that night I spent at Hiro's I still heard it, that must have been a dream but the other times, they, I think they were him." Shuichi looked at Yuki expectantly.

"Sleep in here tonight."

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"Thanks for letting me sleep in here Yuki!" Shuichi said happily kissing his boyfriend on cheek.

"Yea, well we have been going out for almost a year." Yuki answered pulling Shuichi closer, "And I want some."

"Some what?" Shuichi asked. Yuki answered with a hand to his crotch. "Oh! That....Yuki we can't he's right in the next room, you know these walls a paper thin!" Shuichi whined.

"Of fine!" Yuki moved his hand and turned away.

All was quiet until Shuichi broke it with a quite, "Yuki?"

"Hmmm?"

"I love you." Shuichi whispered pressing a kiss to his lovers bare back. Yuki turned around to face him.

"I know." He kissed his forehead, pulling the boy half way on top of him so they could finally sleep.

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Shuichi felt completely safe in Yuki's arms, he didn't think he would be having his dream or whatever it was tonight, so he let himself fall into half sleep with out a worry.

"Hikanteki na kimi." (5)(6) The voice came without fail.

"Omae ga nozonda ketsumatsu darou."(7)

Shuichi desperately tried to place the voice, it sounded like Ryuichi but he couldn't tell for sure.

"Sazokashi ROMANTISUTO nan darou ze."(8)

Shuichi fought to open his eyes but failed and the final words were whispered.

"Gasp for breath."(9)

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1-A cookie to who can guess the quote!

2-I don't mean he as going from Shuichi's shin to his hip, I just mean he was rubbing there.

3-Yuki did look happy at the time, he was happy bECAUSE at the moment he was planning how many ways

he could kill Ryuichi!

4-I just like it when Yuki's in his glasses, it's really hot!

5-Song is Merciless Cult by Dir En Grey, I don't own.

6-The pessimistic you.

7-You wanted this ending to happen.

8-You must be a romanticist

9-Still from the song, just in English.

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A/N: What an emotional chappy that was! I'm sorry it was so late, I've got exams this week so I've been studying! I hope the next chapter will be out sooner! Review and tell me what you think!