Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ A Week With Ryuichi ❯ Can't Make Love and He Needs a Little Shove ( Chapter 6 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A/N: I don't own Gravitation.

MATA!!!: Warnings for this chapter? Hm....BoyonBoy (Der), more Ryuichi bashing, a little bit of Shuichi bashing, Yuki bashing, Tohma bashing, Hiro bashing, Suguru bashing, K bashing, and some random guy on the street bashing! Yay for bashing! Oh, yes so much drama here!!!

A Week With Ryuichi

Day Six.

Can't Make Love and He Needs a Little Shove.

"It happened again last night." Shuichi told Yuki turning to face him.

"You're imagining it." Yuki grumbled rolling over to look at the night stand clock.

"I am not! Yuki, I think he's going to kill me."

"I'd thank him..."Yuki replied under his breath. Unfortunately, Shuichi heard.

"WHA?!" The pink haired boy cried, tears in his eyes.

"Oh, for God's sake! I was kidding, now go do something and let me sleep before I really mean it!" Shuichi stared at his lover's back, clearly seeing that he was fighting a losing battle. Sighing, he got up and made his way down the hall to the kitchen. Ryuichi greeted him.

"Good morning Shu-I-Chi-kuuun, is Yuki-san still asleep?" Ryuichi questioned. Shuichi was suddenly irritated, here was a man who was probably plotting his demise, for what reason he didn't even know, and he was supposed to be polite to him?

Well, some of us have backbones! Shuichi thought and opened his mouth to say something really witty and nasty to his idol. Well, that man was trying to kill him!...Maybe...We think...It's possible...Hmmm.... "Yes, he is." I-I guess I'm not one of those people... Shuichi thought dejectedly.

"Okay, so we should be quiet right?" Ryuichi pulled out Kumagoro from the front of his pants. "You have to be quiet Kuma-chan, or else you'll wake Yuki-san."

Shuichi noted that the brown haired man was in fact, still keeping his beloved best friend in the front of his pants. "Sakuma-san, why do you have Kumagoro-chan in your pants?"

Ryuichi's eyes narrowed and the room was cast in a dark shadow, Shuichi jumped back as flames appeared behind the older singer. "So you don't kill him." He hissed.

"Ehh....Uh...Ano," Shuichi looked around wildly as the flames grew closer to him, "I'm going to take a shower!" The flames disappeared as Shuichi ran down the hall.

"Okay! Get all sparkly clean, Shu-I-Chiii!" Ryuichi called after him.

----------Later-----------

"Brat," Yuki said as he walked in the bathroom.

"Yes, Yuki?" Shuichi asked from his position drying off near the bath tub.

"Seguchi's here. He wants to talk to you."

"Eh?! Why's Seguchi-sacho here?!" Shuichi panicked going into a Sakano style whirl.

"How the hell should I know?! The bastard probably wants you to figure out the meaning of 'Papa Lapped A Pap Lopped!'" (1)

"Now Yuki, no one can do that! Don't be silly!" Shuichi said shoving a leg into a pair of cargos.

"Whatever, just get out here. I don't want to have to supervise the asshole for that long." With that Yuki left. A few moments later a clean Shuichi came out to greet his boss.

"Good morning Seguchi-san, what brings you here today?" Tohma 'smiled' at his employee.

"Nothing special, I just came to talk with Eiri-san and Ryuichi-chan." The man motioned to the singer biting the rabbits ear a few feet away. "Oh, and to tell you that you need to come in early today. Right now if you would, you can come home early if K-san gives the okay." Tohma said.

"Oh, okay!" Shuichi got to come home early! That means he'd be home to spend more time with Yuki! Yay for Shuichi!! "Well, bye then everyone!" Shuichi kissed the top of his boyfriends head, who was sitting in a chair in front of him and ran out the door, grabbing his backpack and slipping his shoes on as he went.

Shuichi made his way to the studio in record time, he was going to go home early to Yuki dammit! Upon entering the recording room he noticed that no one was there besides him and K.

"Good morning Shindo, I take it Tohma came to see you?" K asked.

"Yea, where are Hiro and Fujisaki?"

"On their way, I called them a few minutes ago they should be here soon. And if they aren't," K's face darkened as he pulled out a magnum, "They''l never be late again! Muahahahaha!!! Oh, in the mean time Shindo, work on those new lyrics." Shaking, Shuichi turned away from his manager and sat down to work on a new song.

------------Three Hours Later-----------

Hiro and Suguru stumbled into the studio, looking very disheveled and...Happy....Too happy for K's liking.

"Where the hell were you two?! The tracker I planted into your molars couldn't even find you!" K screamed pointing a gun in Hiro's face.

"Ano, gomen K.....We got...Caught up?" Hiro offered.

"We were fucking." Suguru said, pushing past Hiro and K to sit down at the table with Shuichi. Shuichi looked up to see Hiro sweat drop and then went back to the lyrics.

"Fujisaki, you really should get of those steroids you're beginning to look like the man you claim to be." OMG, score for Shuichi!!

"Fine talk coming from the transgender himself." Suguru growled.

"Are you two going to do this again?" Hiro asked sitting himself down, as well.

"Shut up, Hiro you're just being a pussy." Suguru said, still glaring at Shuichi's head.

"What the fuck?! I agree with Shuichi, you do need to get off the steroids!"

"I really don't like you." Suguru told Hiro.

"And I really don't like you." Shuichi told Suguru.

"And I don't like artists who don't DO THEIR JOBS!!!" K yelled firing off a few rounds for good measure.

"Shut up, K! No one can do any work with you shooting that damned thing all the time! It's like fighting the fucking Iwo Jima battle just to do work in here!" Shuichi yelled.

"Yea, K, no one likes you." Hiro put in.

"Damn straight." Was Suguru's answer. K's eyes filled with tears and his mouth formed a wobbly little line, Sakano who had been watching the ordeal from the doorway immediately rushed in to quell the upset manager.

"Don't worry K-san, I like you." Sakano said.

"R-R-Really?"

"Yes, as a matter of fact I-I-I....L-Love you!" K's eyes brightened in he picked Sakano up and threw him over his shoulder.

"All right, we're going to confirm that, baby!" K shot the ceiling in celebration, "You three do something productive or I'll call Rage over here!" With that he left the room.

"..."

"Interesting..."

"Wanna fuck?"

"Yea, sure. See ya in a bit, Shuichi." Shuichi watched as Hiro and Suguru left for a unoccupied room or broom closet. Sighing, he got back to work on the new lyrics, thoughts of Yuki plaguing his mind.

------------Meanwhile In An Apartment Not To Far From N.G.---------------

"Yuki-san?" Ryuichi called as he poked his head around the study door.

"Hungh." Was the reply.

"May I watch you work?" The singer asked stepping fully into the room. Yuki stopped typing and turned to look at the older man.

"Why?" He growled suspicious, "I'm not going to talk to you."

"Oh, that's okay. I just wanna watch the great Yuki Eiri-sama at work, na no da!" Yuki glared at the man before turning back to the computer.

"Yea, I guess." He grumbled, "But you have to be quiet, one word and I'll throw you out that door quicker than Shuichi going to a yaoi convention."

"Okari!" And with that Ryuichi shut up.

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Shuichi sat alone at the table in the recording studio for quite some time, for some reason every time he went to write something an image of Yuki and Ryuichi kissing came to mind. Giving up on writing anymore, the singer wandered into the sound booth. He set the controls himself and then went to the microphone.

The music started and he began to sing,

"Nanika ni obieteru jibu ga chotto iya ni naru (2)(3)

tsugeru omoi torinokoshita hibi ni... (4)

dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru (5)

toki wo-"(6) Shuichi was interrupted by a loud beep, turning to see where it came from he was Tohma in the sound booth.

"Shindo-san, will you please come in here for a moment?"

"Hai, sacho!" He took off the headphones and headed for where his boss was standing.

"Shindo-san," Tohma started 'smiling' at the boy, "Where is the rest of Bad Luck? And K-san and Sakano-san as well?"

"Uhm...Well you see they are...You know..."Shuichi whispered conspiratorially, making hand movements around his mouth.

"Uhm, no I don't know." Was the reply.

"They're...You know...." Here he entered a few hand gestures, "Ehhhh, ehhh, ehehehehehe..." He made the knowing grunts of approval.

"Shindo-san, are you telling me that the others went out for ice cream and left you behind?" Tohma asked confused.

"No!" Shuichi cried exasperated, "They went out to you know, knock boots, bump uglies, make bacon, take turns in the barrel, do the matrimonial polka, do a bit of bouncy-bouncy, have a roll in the hay, do a bit of nitty, parrell park, bone in the bum, ride the elephant trunk of joy, see the king, go to the romper room get-" (7)

"Okay, I get it!" Tohma cried, a light blush garnishing his cheeks. "Now, if they were here they might have told you this earlier," He adjusted his coat a lime green and purple bowler hat.

"Told me what?"

"Your voice sounds dead." He said shortly and Shuichi's shoulders sagged. "Don't bother with recording anything now, go work on those lyrics K-san has been promising me." He turned to leave, but stopped when he saw the distraught look on Shuichi's face, "Don't worry Shindo-san, I know how stressful it can be to deal with Ryuichi. Just rest for a bit, ne?" With that the music tycoon left. Shuichi sighed and looked at the clock over the sound booth, the big red numbers seemed to be mocking him as the so boldly proclaimed that it was three o'clock in the afternoon.

Stupid clock.

And K wasn't back yet either! He said he could go home early today!

Stupid K.

And Hiro was off screwing Fujisaki, so he couldn't ask him for help!

Stupid lovers one steroids who screw like rabbits during the spring!

Settling back down at the table in the adjacent room, Shuichi prepared to be there for a very, very long time.

---------------Back To The Apartment------------

Yuki was sweating, no not because he was hot, it was just that that stupid Sakuma had been quiet the WHOLE time!

What the hell?! It was really starting to creep him out, I mean what could be so interesting about watching him type for, Yuki looked at the clock, seven freakin' hours?!

SEVEN.

"Aren't you bored?" Yuki asked finally, shaking from the way the man had been so still.

"No," What the fuck?! Yuki's mind screamed at the answer, Th-This man is seriously deranged!! Trembling hands began typing again, Eiri had a feeling that this day was not going to turn out well. Then again, he sighed, it normally never does.

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"Okay Shuichi, it looks like we're all done here!" A happy K told the pink haired boy, "You can go home to Yuki-san now!!!" Shuichi glared at the man, he should have said that HOURS ago, it was 7:32 at night! He normally got home at six!

"Bye!" Shuichi didn't want to waste time with the man and shouting obscenities and what not he just wanted to go home to his Yuki and have some lovin'! And by God as his witness,

"I WILL GET SOME GODDAMNED LOVIN' TONIGHT!" Shuichi yelled and determination, the man next to him on the street just stared wide eyed. "What the hell are you looking at old man?! I just want to some lovin' okay?! Is that okay with you?! I don't need your permission! Ah! I know, YOU want to get some lovin' from Yuki too! Well guess what?! YOU CAN'T HAVE IT!!! YUKI'S LOVIN' IS FOR ME!"

"T-Take his lovin', I don't want it!" The man cried looking frightened.

"What?! Why wouldn't you want Yuki's lovin'?! What the hells wrong with you?!" Shuichi screamed indignant. Fortunately for the nice man, Sasori, the light changed and he ran across the street so fast a roadrunner would have been jealous. "That's right you better run!" Shuichi called after the man.

Running in the opposite direction of the man the singer made his way down through hordes of traffic of people, Shuichi had to use his ninja skillz to doge the flying ice cream cones and little kids that came his way. When he FINALLY made it to the street with his and Yuki's apartment he ran full speed into the building and up the seven flights of stairs, knocking over several people, two garbage cans, nine potted plants and one cat in the process.

"TADAIMA!!!" Shuichi yelled bounding through the house and heading straight for where his lover would be, he began talking even before the door was open, "Yuki!!! I want some lov-" He stopped short once he had opened the door to a wild eyed nervous blonde at the computer and a glaring Sakuma Ryuichi on the floor near said blonde. "What are you doing?" Shuichi asked once the initial shock wore off.

"B-Brat," Yuki said looking around quickly, "You're home late. Why so late, Shuichi? So, very, very late..." Yuki muttered looking around himself for the answer.

"Yuki, are you okay?" Shuichi asked timidly, Yuki was acting like some kind of paranoid antelope with a lion in the grass nearby.

"Fine, fine, fine, yes just fine now that you're here...." Yuki began looking for something once more. Ryuichi watched Shuichi's face intently, waiting for the singers initial reaction. Shuichi's eyes widened at the statement,

"Yuki!" The man jumped at the loud noise, "You missed me?!"

"What I never said that, no never did...."

"Yuki.....Did you forget to take your meds again?" Shuichi finally asked having enough of Yuki's insane behavior, really only one of them could be insane in this relationship.

"No, Yuki-san took a whole bunch!" Ryuichi proclaimed from the floor. "I got to sit here and watch him work the whole day!"

"Eh? Yuki you never let me watch you work!" The small bo whined.

"Well you're loud, so very, very loud...." Yuki's eyes were as wide as golf balls.

"Well can I watch you work now?"

"NO!" He barked turning back to the computer, "You're loud, very loud, high pitched too, you do that a lot in be....." Yuki went off mumbling to himself as he typed.

"But what about Sakuma-san?"

"I said no Brat and I meant no, so get out so I can do some work!!!!" Yuki yelled throwing a pencil in the general direction of Shuichi's newly healed left eye. Fortunately since the chopstick incident Shuichi's reflexes were a lot faster and he dodged it just in time. Yay Shu! Ryuichi smirked at him from the floor as he closed the door, Shu flipped him the bird.

Quietly the boy went back to the living room and plopped on the couch, flicking on the T.V. Quickly passing over the entertainment channels that were still on about the whole Yuki beating him incident Shuichi settled on an infomercial for a new hair product that promised to regrow your hair in two days or less. After the third time it ran he was reciting all the testaments. Then a new testament came on, one he'd never seen before and Shuichi decided that he should order the 'Magic Hair Regrower 2050!' before they were all gone, who knows when you could loose your hair! He was just about to dial when his phone rang.

"Moshi moshi?"

"Shu! What are you doing?" A voice identical to Yuki's asked.

"Tatsuha? What's going on?" Shuichi asked perplexed, Tatsuha rarely called him, and when he did he wanted to know something about Sakuma-san.

"Yea, I was wondering if you were doing anything important right now, I want you to come with me to this new club." Tatsuha asked.

"You mean you're too young to get in without me." Shuichi pinpointed.

"And Eiri says you're dumb! So will you come with me? Please? I won't try to molest you I swear!......That much...." Tatsuha pleaded. Well, Shuichi wasn't doing anything, and Yuki wasn't going to give him any lovin' tonight. It's not like he would be missed, besides he liked clubs anyway!

"Yea, sure! Uhm...But can you come get me?"

"Yes! I love you Shuichi, you're the best! I'll be there in a few minutes okay? Hey, do you think Eiri would let me borrow one of his cars?"

"I'll ask." Shuichi answered.

"Okay, Shu, see you in a few minutes!" With that the monk hung up. Shuichi sighed for a second at his situation, why did things like this always happen to him? Why couldn't he just come home early from work and get some lovin' from Yuki without Sakuma-san anywhere in the vicinity? Instead, he wasn't even able to spend five minutes with his love and was going out with his little brother, a highly qualified, substitute.

Heading for the bedroom Shuichi quickly changed into a pair of skin tight jeans, so tight in fact he had to go commando, and a an equally tight black tank top that hung just above the low rise jeans. After messing his hair into that 'I just had some wild sex' style and putting on some black eyeliner he paused outside of the study door. Typing could be heard inside and Shuichi decide against asking Yuki anything at the moment.

"Hey, Shu?" Tatsuha called as he walked into the apartment.

"Hey, Tatsuha!" Shuichi greeted brightly as he walked into the living room.

"Hey, yourself, look at you!" Tatsuha spun him around to get a good look at the outfit.

"You don't look so bad yourself!" Shuichi smiled, maybe this night wouldn't be such a total waste, "Come on let's go!"

"Do I get a car?" Tatsuha asked opening the door.

"Oh....Yea..." Shuichi opened a drawer near him and pulled out a random set of keys. Tatsuha took them in shock.

"I-I get to take this car?" He stuttered.

"Huh? Why what car is it?" Shuichi examined the keys in the puzzlement, did he pick a bad car?

"I-I-It's the Ferrari." Shuichi looked at the monk blankly, what did a wood tool have to do with anything?(8) "Never mind, let's go!" Tatsuha knew not to look a gift horse in it's mouth!

-------------Later---------------

Shuichi had had way too much to drink, Tatsuha decided.

"Tatttttttssssssssssss!!!!! Les go dance s'more!" The pink haired boy cheered, arm draped around Tatsuha's waist. It was a good thing that Tatsuha looked like Eiri, otherwise some people may be questioning why Shuichi was hanging all over the teen. Most people thought that he was Eiri, just dyed his hair, and had been taking pictures of him and Shuichi all night.

Tatsuha allowed himself to be drug out onto the over crowded dance floor, they had had no problems getting in with Shuichi walking right up to the bouncer and him mistaking Tatsuha for Yuki, he wasn't even carded at the bar. Shuichi began grinding himself back into the teenager as a particularly hyper song came on and Tatsuha responded with as much fervor as he could muster after two hours of dancing with little breaks. Shuichi had WAY more stamina than him obviously and Tatsuha wondered how his brother could keep up wit the brat in the bedroom.

After three more songs the black haired boy could literally see the sleep washing over his smaller partner and decided it was time to go.

"Shu," He cried over the music pulling said boy along with him, "It's time to go!"

"But Hic I dun Hic wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! HIC." Shuichi wailed as he grabbed a drink from a passing waiter.

"Woah!" Tatsuha went to grab the drink but Shuichi had already knocked it back.

Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, Shuichi gave to boy a look that clearly said 'What the hell? I'm tryna have fun here!' "Jeez, Tatsuha, you're as bad asa Yuki," As soon as the name was out of his mouth his eyes filled with tears,"YUKIIIIIIIII~!!!!" A few people around them looked over at the couple wondering what 'Yuki' had said to make Shuichi cry.

"Come on Shuichi, let's go." Tatsuha tugged the boy out of the club and signaled the valet to bring the car around.

"YUKIIII~!!!!" Shuichi continued to wail as Tatsuha held his hand like a six-year-old.

"Shuichi, calm down! We'll go see him right now, okay?"

"Really?"

"Yes." Tatsuha watched the apprehensive look cross over the singers face at the mention of going to see his brother. The thought was pushed aside for the time being when the valet brought the car around. "Thanks," He gruffed at the boy slipping a 20 in his hand. Like the perfect gentlemen Tatsuha opened the door for Shuichi, mainly because he didn't think the boy could do it himself, and strapped him in.

Once they were a good way down the road Tatsuha decided to ask Shuichi about that look earlier, "Hey, Shu?"

"Hmmm?"

"Are you and Eiri fighting again?"

"No, no more than normal...Is juss....Is juss that..." Shuichi slurred.

"Just what?"

"Is juss....SAKUMA FUCKING RYUICHI!!!" Tatsuha slammed on the brakes sending Shuichi flying forwards into the dash board before the seat belt could react.

Turning to face the smaller boy with a murderous intent Tatsuha growled, "What about my bundle of joy?"

"Aint nuthin' joyful 'bout him..He's a prick...." Tatsuha began driving again and glared at his counterpart.

"Whatta mean?"

"He's turnin' Yuki against me!!!! To-Today when I came home from work and I juss wanted some lovin' from Yuki and you know what happen? Yuki kick me out the study!"

"Well that's nothing new," Tatsuha pointed out as he turned left.

"Yea, but...He let Sak'ma-san stay! Sak'ma-san been in there allllllllllll day with him! I dun get ta do that....And they kissed...I saw sniff....Why would Yuki do that? Why can't he kiss me? Me and Sak'ma-san look alike, maybe Yuki has secretly loved Sak'ma-san all this time! And...and I'm just some kind of replacement...Why would he love Sak'ma-san? He's not that great....And he's mean did ya know? He threw those chopsticks in my eye on purpose! And the plate too..."

All day?! Who knows what they could have been doing in there?! More than kissing that's for damn sure... Tatsuha thought with panic and looked over at Shuichi who was now talking to himself more than the monk.

"I dun know what I do wrong.....All I ever do is try to make Yuki happy...I try ta make you dinner, I know I'm no good at cooking.....I bring you home beer and ciggy's when I know you're low....I wait in line for three hours ever week at four in the morning just to get you that special cheesecake from the bakery down the street....I give you everything...Why can't you ever be happy?.....Except you can, can't you? I saw it, when you look at him.....Maybe Sak'ma-san makes you happy, Yuki.....Why.....Why won't you just say so?...." Small tears fell down Shuichi's face unnoticed as the singer looked out the window into the dark world around him and suddenly Tatsuha felt very, very angry.

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"What the hell?!" Yuki yelled as he slammed the drawer where he kept his car keys. He was about to go to the store because he ran out of beer, but when he went to get a pair of keys he had noticed one very specific one missing, the keys to the Ferrari. "Maybe the brat used them to cut the carrots again," Yuki turned to the couch where he thought said brat was laying but it was empty, "Maybe he's in the bedroom." Just as he turned to go the front door opened to reveal his brother holding a sleeping Shuichi.

"What the-?" Yuki stopped when Tatsuha glared and made the 'Shut the fuck up before I rip your head off, can't you see my baby's sleeping?!' sign. Leaving Yuki behind Tatsuha went to the bedroom where he lay Shuichi gently down on the bed and stripped him down to his boxers.

"Tatsuha?" Shuichi murmured sleepily.

"Yea, it's me." Tatsuha whispered pulling the covers up over the tired boy.

Shuichi smiled and closed his eyes, "Why didn't I fall in love with you?"

"I don't know Shu, go to sleep okay?" Shuichi nodded and rolled over. Tatsuha closed the bedroom door quietly and walked down the hall passing the open study door containing his idol, he never noticed.

Once back in the living room Tatsuha walked over to where Yuki was standing with a cigarette in his mouth, "Now, tell me what th-" He never got to finish the sentence for Tatsuha's fist connected with his face. "What the fuck?!" Eiri lunged at his brother and threw him to the ground, backing up Tatsuha stood and ran over to stand behind a chair. "What the fuck's going on Tatsuha?! Why the hell did you bring the brat home? Where the hell were you two? And the fuck did you just punch me?!"

"You didn't know Shuichi was gone?" Tatsuha asked in mild amusement, he was beginning to see what was going on here,"Then I guess you didn't know that I took the Ferrari." He threw the keys at his older brother who caught them with ease.

"I swear to fucking Buddha that if there is so much as a fingerprint on-"

"SHUT UP!" Tatsuha roared and Eiri jumped back in surprise, 'This isn't about you precious car!"

"Then what the fuck is this about?! All I know is that you stole my car and quite possible kidnaped my lover!"

"Hah!" Tatsuha laughed at that, "Shu went with me willingly and he gave me those keys."

"Eh? So the brat wants to die, eh?" Was all Eiri could muster, the only thing circling through his head at the moment was the fact that Shuichi went with his brother somewhere willingly. Even after the countless rape attempts.

"Goddamit, Eiri! What the hells the matter with you?!" Tatsuha's glare matched Eiri's, "Why can't you just fucking move on?!"

"What are you talking ab-"

"You know what I'm talking about! He's dead, Eiri! Dead! He's not coming back!" Tatsuha watch the waves of pure rage roll off his brother, "Shuichi, my God, he's the best thing that ever happened to you and this is how you repay him? By fucking around with someone so similar to him just to throw it in his face?!"

"What?! I never fooled around with Sakuma!"

"Like hell you didn't! Shu saw you two kissing! Araaagh!" Tatsuha yelled in frustration, "Just watch it, Eiri, so many people would love to give Shu what you don't." Tatsuha began to close the distance between the two and continued, "And if he leaves you they'll be lining up down the block for a chance," He leaned in to whisper in his brother's ear, "And I'll be the first in line." Tatsuha was at the door when he said, "And I'm taking the SLE with me back to Kyoto, I'll have Tohma bring it back in a few days, bye bye, now. Oh, and it was nice to see you again, Sakuma." Tatsuha nodded at the man standing in the hallway and left the two men in shock.

"What the FUCK?!"

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After Tatsuha had left Shuichi in the bedroom the pink haired boy heard the door open a few seconds later, thinking it was Yuki he didn't bother with trying to sit up and just lay there in his drunken half sleep.

"We've come this far, the stage is set." Shuichi's eyes popped open and he turned to look at the person whispering to him.(16)

"You..."

"I see I've gotten careless, I assumed you we're asleep already." Ryuichi smiled at him.

"Why are you doing this?" Shuichi didn't get an answer instead he got a song,

"Kamitsuku OMAE no suhada ni ishiki wa tobasare. (9)(10)

Lost my heart koyoi kagiri (11)

Slow in you boku na kagiri (12)

Just complex OMAE dake wa (13)

SUBETE shitte itakute (14)

OMAE wa hakuya no bibou ni nemuru jibun sae kizukenakute"(15)

Shuichi felt himself be pulled under into sleep as Ryuichi whispered the last words to him, "This is the final stage, I'll make it happen."(16)

1-A long standing joke with my friends. Gackt has a song that is called this, and according to Gackt if you say the title to any quick American they'll probably get it right away. NO ONE'S GOT IT, GACKT! So when ever we want to say things like, 'If you asked me to climb Mt.Fuji it would have been easier.' we use Papa lapped a pap lopped.

2- Song is Anti-Nostalgic.

3-I'm tangled up in something; I'm getting a little sick of myself

4-Tangled up in the feelings to convey to those days that have been left behind...

5-The heart I've forgotten somewhere si starting to hurt a little

6-I keep

7- It took me like, 20 minutes to find all those! I was very desperate, but my favorite is making bacon! XD

8-Ferrari sounds like the Japanese word 'feru-ru' which means 'ferrule' in English. A ferrule as a metal cap or band that is placed around wooden poles to prevent splitting I.E.-Telephone poles.

9- Song is Lost Complex by Iceman, the band that plays Nittle Grasper in Gravitation.

10-Consciousness skips across your naked bitten body

11-Lost my heart There is tonight

12-Slow in you There is me

13-Just complex only you

14-Want to know everything

15-The you who dozed off didn't even realize yourself whose sleeping in the beauty of a white night

16-I borrowed these lines from Our Everlasting with a few changes.

A/N: SWEET JESUS THAT TOOK FOREVER! IT'S BEEN A FRIKIN MONTH!!! I'm sorry, I was just promoted so yea...Well in any case we only have one or two more chapters to go! I might do like a little extra chapter about what happened after Ryuichi! Oh, and to Callie Avalon, or anyone really, if you still want to beta just email me, narixsasuke22 (at) yahoo(dot)com! Until next time!!!