Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Break Through ❯ Shinning Collection ( Chapter 24 )

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or any anime/manga mentioned within this story.

NC-17 for language and adult situations

 

 

Chapter Twenty-two: Sinning Collection

 

The day finally arrived. Shuichi lay awake all night tossing and turning. Panic plunging him deeper and deeper into that dark recess he's found himself lately with each tick of the clock. He looked at the time and decided he couldn't wait any longer, the weight on his shoulders was too great to just lay in bed. He got up, and slowly went through the simplest tasks such as showering and dressing, as if he were heading to the electric chair to carry out a death sentence, instead of outside into the balcony --which as of late had served him as a refuge from it all.

 

As Shuichi passed the living room, he spied Hiro already up and dressed, watching TV, looking refreshed as if this were any other morning and not the most important one of their lives.

 

“Hey.” Hiro waived cheerfully as soon as he saw him pass.

 

“Hey,” Shu waived back feeling awkward for some reason. “You've been up a while?” The singer asked not really interested in the answer.

 

“Since around five. Tohma left about an hour ago, he said there's a lot to do today at the office… you know, with three mayor releases and all.” Hiro smiled.

 

“Are we considered mayor?” Shuichi raised a brow.

 

“Are you kidding me? Tohma said since he announced our joint effort with Grasper we been hotter than ever!”

 

“Because of Grasper?” Shuichi let out lowly, already having figuring it out long ago, but bombed to actually hearing it.

 

“What's wrong with you man? You'd figure you'd be a bit happier today.” Hiro knitted his brow, out of annoyance or concern, Shuichi couldn't tell.

 

“I am happy, I was just wondering.” Shuichi countered and went into the balcony. Hiro followed him in silence and sat in the same chair he had the day before.

 

“Don't let him ruin the day you been waiting for all your whole life bro” Hiro began lowly.

 

“What do you know what I've been waiting for my whole life?”

 

“After telling me so about a million times, I think I can vouch for it.” Shuichi turned to his friend.

 

“What the fuck is wrong with me Hiro?” He asked helplessly.

 

“You're crazy… that's what's wrong with you.” Shuichi smiled and nodded.

 

“I'll agree with you just this once,” He turned back to the raising sun. “I'm just a nerve wreck that's all. What if we bomb? I don't think I can take it.” The two remained silent for a few minutes, watching the sunrise over Tokyo. It was beautiful-- funny the little things people took for granted, Shuichi thought as he let the orange light bathe his face

 

“Hiro…”

 

“Shuichi…” both began at the same time.

 

“You first?” Hiro pressed.

 

“Are you scared?” Shuichi asked

 

Hiro looked at the sun and then back at Shuichi, “God yes! I mean I wasn't even worried before, but now it's like it finally hit that we're actually releasing an album for the whole nation to hear… it's so surreal.” Shuichi felt connected to his friend for the first time in months, he felt exactly the same. He was so happy that he wasn't alone with his fears that he could cry.

 

“What if we suck, what if no one buys our cd? I can't even imagine what I'd do, I can't even think on how I'd deal with it… I don't think I can deal with it!” Shuichi completed Hiro's thoughts. The longhaired man nodded agreeing one hundred percent. It didn't matter what Tohma said, or how much he reassured him. The fact of the matter was that no one knew for sure. Yes, they had a single on the charts, but there was a ton of `one hit wonders' out there. Hiro didn't want to be that. “I can't be a one hit wonder. I want to shine like Ryu, I want transcend time… I want to break through.” Shuichi ended lowly echoing Hiro's thought to the letter.

 

“We'll be fine. You worry too much.” Hiro assured his friend after a moment, not sounding too convinced himself, Shuichi gave him a wary look, then turned back to watch the sun.“ Hey! So what you doing today, I mean, we have that show at night, but in the morning, what are you planning to do while we wait?” Hiro changed the subject abruptly, not wanting to think about it anymore than he had to, in fact, the less he brooded over it, the better.

 

Shuichi turned to him and gasped upon seeing his friend's eyes. They had that glint they always got every time he had a `plan'

 

“I thought I'd stay here and pull my hair out one by one… about you?” Shu replied unsure.

 

“I'm not staying here! I'm going out to scout the area.” The longhaired man smirked.

 

“Scout the area?”

 

“Yeah… you' know, going from store to store to see how well we're doing.” Shuichi's face brightened-- just like Hiro knew it would—

 

“Why didn't I think of that?” Shuichi snapped sounding like his cheery self.

 

“ `Cause you're crazy…” Hiro replied snidely. Shuichi got up and ran to the door.

 

“C'mon man, what are you waiting for… let's go!” He yelled.

 

“Shuichi, is six-thirty in the morning, there are no record stores open at this hour.” Hiro added matter of fact.

 

“Holy shit… I can't wait until ten… I gotta go now!” The singer whined. Hiro's phone rang, he answered and spoke into it for a few minutes, then hung up and turned back to Shu.

 

“What did Seguchi say?” Shu chanted already knowing who it was.

 

“That we'll be a hit, that we have his complete support and that he won't let us fade.” Hiro smiled with that puppy face he always got every time he thought of his lover.

 

“Do you want that?” Shuichi's face turned serious.

 

“Of course not!” Hiro snapped, “ I want to shine on my own! Because I have something to offer, not because my rich producer lover pays anybody off!”

 

“I thought so. But how would you stop him from doing it?”

 

“Tohma wouldn't do that to me, but just in case I warned him.” Hiro replied knowing full well that his lover would not dare to interfere more than he already had. Now it was all up to them.

 

Shuichi's phone rang this time; he looked at his ID and was surprised to see Fujisaki bothering him bright and early. “It's Suguru,” He announced to Hiro as he replied. “Hey! You ready for the big day man?” He listened for a few moments nodding, “Hiro and I are going around town, I can't stay here growing roots,” He listened some more, “Don't worry man, we'll guise ourselves… yeah come by later… hey, call me before you do ne?” The singer listened for a few more moment than hung up.

 

“So, what's he doing?” Hiro asked.

 

“He's staying put. He said there's no point in risking recognition and causing a riot.” Shu laughed, “He's so uptight!”

 

“That kid… sometimes I wonder how old he really is?” Hiro smirked.

 

“Yeah, me too, he acts like an old man. I bet he'll die before hitting forty” Shu laughed.

 

“Or he might outlive us all” Hiro laughed as well.

 

“Anyway… what store should we hit first?”

 

“The one where I met Tohma for the first time… I think that place was our lucky ticket to stardom.” Hiro replied without thinking twice.

 

“Your lucky ticket to get laid on a nightly basis you mean.” Shu smirked.

 

“Said the jealous soul.” Hiro quip.

 

“Whatever… about we hit Amano-san's store. God knows the man gave us enough credit when we were making peanuts at the club.” Shuichi suggested excitedly.

 

“Oh yeah! We should autograph some cd's and take some pics for him to hang on the wall!” Hiro added as excitedly.

 

“Yeah, like he would want that!” Shu laughed.

 

“Why wouldn't he? We're hot right now.”

 

“Hiro, the only one who thinks you're hot is Seguchi, and the man clearly needs glasses.” Shuichi teased.

 

“Oh yeah, I should say the same about Sakuma Ryuichi, the poor guy is getting blind in his old age.” Since coming back from the trip, Hiro hadn't ask about Ryu or the juvenile scene they made at the ping pong match in Hokkaido, but he had been teasing him a lot with the older singer. Shu wondered whether he should tell his friend that Ryu and him straightened out their feelings for each other and were now just friends. Although telling Hiro would give way for him to go back to tease him with a certain asshole he better not think about… oh, what the hell?

 

“Ryu doesn't need glasses, and he's not into me anymore.” The phone rang again, Shu looked at it and smirked.

 

“No! What happened? Did he get contacts and realize how ugly you are?” Hiro joked.

 

“No… let's just say he likes holy man now a days.” Shu smirked getting the phone. “What's up Fujisaki?” Shuichi listened to the teen making gestures with his hand for him to get on with it.

 

“You mean he's taking that jerk Tatsuha over you?” Hiro interrupted wanting very much to gossip about it.

 

“No Suguru, Tatsuha is not here, Hiro just ask me something.” Shuichi turned sharply to his friend and gave him a warning look.

 

“So?” Hiro insisted. Shuichi nodded and Hiro started making mocking gestures to Shuichi's annoyance.

 

“Cool, we'll wait for you, but I'm warning you I'm already stressed out, so you better make it snappy!” Shuichi snapped, then hung up. “You're such a jerk you know that?” He turned to Hiro who was still laughing.

 

“So is Suguru coming with?” Shuichi nodded adding nothing further.

 

“So, clarify this for me. Sakuma gave up on you because of that asshole?”

 

“Isn't life a bitch?” Shuichi said between his teeth.

 

“Man, the kid must be good.” Hiro snickered; he couldn't understand for the life of him what was it about Uesugi Tatsuha that people found so irresistible. Granted, he was good looking, but his personality countered all his good looks in Hiro's view.

 

“Why don't you give it try?” Shu asked none too pleased with Hiro's teasing.

 

“I'm not a pedophile, plus why would I trade my Tohma for a Yuki Eiri cheap clone?” Shu fell silent; he looked at his watch uncomfortably. Hiro noticed the change in him at the mere mention of the mangaka. He wished Shuichi would forget him once and for all, but knew that in love, things did not always had to make sense.

 

“Sorry man, that was way out of line.” Hiroshi muttered in apology.

 

“Sorry for what? It's true, although the original isn't that big of a deal either. I'm waiting half an hour, if Fujisaki doesn't make it, I'm going without him.” Shu changed the subject.

 

“It's early still, what are you going to do wandering the streets `till ten?”

 

“I can't take it man!” Shuichi whined pulling his hair.

 

 

X

 

Suguru came in some time later carrying loads of breakfast. The other two members of Bad Luck couldn't be more thankful for it as they took the food from the teen and carried it to the table.

 

“Some day you'll be a great wife.” Shuichi joked setting on the table what he was carrying and sitting in his usual place, immediately helping himself.

 

“And someday, you might be a wife at all.” Suguru quipped snidely.

 

“Shut up!” Shu snapped.

 

“You shut up!” Suguru spat back, sparks flew between the two knuckleheads.

 

“You both shut up!” Hiro slammed the palm of his hands forcefully on the table, making the two turn to him with wide eyes, “If you two are going to behave like this all day I'm not coming along.” The longhaired man wondered if they were going to get like this every time they got together, if so… he better buy some hair dye.

 

“No man! What are you saying? We have to go together… remember our dream dude?!” Shuichi begged with watery eyes, and Suguru just rolled his eyes at their proud `leader'.

 

“Where is Tohma-kun?” Suguru asked looking around for his cousin, ignoring the crying man sitting next to him.

 

“He left really early to get ready… you know about these things better than I do.” Hiro replied eating some soba.

 

“I can't believe he's actually staying here!” Suguru marveled.

 

“Why you say that?”

 

“Are you kidding me? His bedroom closet is bigger than this room! Damn, his office is bigger than this room… you guys seen it”

 

“His office is not that big” Shuichi said unimpressed.

 

“Well, I must have something he can't resist ne?” Hiro winked at the teen.

 

“Please… don't put that kind of pictures in my head on the most important day of my life.” Shuichi stated halting his hand.

 

“He's getting a place in a couple of weeks.” Hiro continued nonchalantly.

 

“Oh… so you talked to Sakuma-san?” Suguru turned to Shuichi changing the subject.

 

“No, was I supposed to?”

 

“Grasper is releasing today as well… man the press is talking about nothing else.”

 

“Yeah, but to them is not the same,” Shu observed.

 

“I know Tohma-kun don't care, but Sakuma-san… you figure he'd be exited.!”

 

“I haven't seen him.” Shuichi lied, choosing to keep the meeting from the night before to himself. Fujisaki didn't need to know about Ryuichi's plan to sweep Tatsuha off his feet today.

 

“We should get going.” Hiro interrupted the two. He got up and went towards his room. “I'm going to guise, you guys do the same.”

 

“I didn't bring anything to guise myself with.” Suguru admitted worriedly.

 

“You weren't planning in going as yourself were you Fujisaki-kun? Weren't you the one who told me not to risk recognition, remember? As uncool as you might be, you're still in Bad Luck… people can recognize your ugly self.” Shuichi quipped graciously.

 

“Can I borrow something from you Hiro-kun?” Suguru shouted at the departing man, turning his back on Shuichi to show him just how funny he thought his joke was.

 

“Sure come with me,” Shuichi stared at the two and a big smile spread across his face… Finally… one of my dreams is about to come true! The fear he'd harbored these past few days melted away, and gave way to an overwhelming excitement that threatened to make his heart burst… If only my other dream …

 

XXX

 

“So, Here's the plan; we'll hit a couple of stores in guise, just to see what's up, and then we'll make an unannounced appearance at the old store Shu and I used to hang at.” Hiro said as he drove the busy streets of the Shinjuku district.

 

“Are we even allowed to do that?” Suguru asked shocked.

 

“Why wouldn't we? But even if we're not, I don't give a fuck! I'm going to Amano-san's store and cause a riot!” Shuichi's eyes shinned with anticipation.

 

“We'll deal with the repercussions later.” Hiro added winking at the worried teen.

 

“If you two are going to take responsibility. I guess it'll be fine.” Suguru said getting as exited. Hiro saw a record store with a huge line waiting for the shop to open. They looked at each other and smiled like idiots. Hiro parked the car wherever he could, and throwing sunglasses and hats on, they went out to face the crowd.

 

 

Shuichi had no problem getting around the countless young boys and girls—who by all means looked as if they'd skipped class, some were even wearing uniforms-- Hiro and Suguru just leaned on a wall across the street drinking everything in, while waiting for their extroverted leader to return with the scoop.

 

After several minutes, Shu crossed the street running, almost getting hit by a car in the process. “Holy shit! Every person I talked to is buying both Grasper and Bad Luck's albums… and believe you me, I talked to a lot of people!!” The singer gushed excitedly. “I didn't even hear Mikka Costa's name… and Oh my god! They have a huge poster of us right on the front door! Not even Grasper's poster is so huge!” Shu let out almost about to pass out.

 

“Yeah… Tohma told me he's pushing Bad Luck a bit harder than Grasper.” Hiro noted, his eyes shinned with happiness as well, “I gotta go and see for myself!” He ran across the street as well, Suguru eyed Shuichi and the two ran after him as well. The day had just begun, and it was already looking great for the fresh band with the happy-go-lucky lyrics of love.

 

XXX

 

“Seguchi-sama!” Sakano came running into his boss' office like a bat out of hell. Tohma wasn't too surprised, since the man was such a nerve wreck, but this time he positively looked scared.

 

“What's the matter Sakano-san?” The producer asked not very interested, he'd been trying to call Hiro for the past hour and was getting no answer.

 

 

“Please look at this!” The man turned on the TV and changed it to the mid-day news.

 

“…We're here at Amano's record store in the Harajuku district. Where swarms of fans are fighting their way to get inside the small shop and see the popular band Bad Luck. Who is releasing their debut album titled Gravity today.

 

The album is being produced by the biggest record label in Japan “NG Records” owned by no less than Seguchi Tohma, member of the legendary band Nittle Grasper. Who are also releasing a Collection of Hits today as well. And after three years of absence from the charts, they are gracing us with three new songs, one of which, is a collaboration with Bad Luck. This is very exiting news, since this is something Nittle Grasper has never done before… but back to our topic. Bad Luck apparently just showed up unannounced and caused a riot as fans got word of the surprise signing session. Apparently, the band members used to get their own CD's here before they hit stardom

 

The camera moved from the reporter and focused on the riot outside the small shop. Tohma smiled inwardly thinking it was just like Shuichi to come up with a stunt like that—not even imagining that it had been Hiro in fact who came up with the scheme-- but put on a stern face for his hardest working manager.

 

“Why is your band holding a signing session and you're not there with them Sakano-san?” The man was rendered speechless yet again by the charismatic producer. “Why did you come here to show me this? If I were you, I'd get over there and keep them from screwing up. Sakano almost tripped and fall as he ran out the door to do his bosses' bidding, cursing himself again for letting him down.

 

“I am so sorry Seguchi-sama,” Sakano popped his head and said a second later, then disappeared before the mogul could even realize what had just happened.

 

Tohma sat back and sighed, whishing very much he could be there with Hiro, sharing his moment in the sun with him, and telling him how proud he was.

 

“…We were finally able to get through the crowd and inside the store to talk to our young stars!” Tohma turned his attention back to the screen, and watched the three sitting at an improvised signing area. “ Shindou-san! Please give our audience a few words!” The woman shoved the mic at Shuichi, who grabbed it from her and turned to the camera smirking evilly.

 

“You people better buy our album or I'm coming to eat your souls mwhahahahaha!” Shuichi laughed maniacally into the camera, Tohma laughed loud, setting his eyes on Hiro, who sat next to the crazy kid. Shuichi gave him the mic, and his longhaired love just smiled waiving at the camera.

 

“I love you T… don't be mad at me, it was all Shu's idea!” it was all he said, and then he handed the mic to Suguru who took it rolling his eyes. Tohma put his hand over his mouth to keep the laughter from growing louder, he felt so overwhelmed with love for Hiro that it ought to be a sin.

 

“Thank you all for your support, and we hope our album is everything you, our fans, hope for it to be.” Suguru said respectfully, bowing low and eyeing Shuichi embarrassed, as the singer kept on laughing like a maniac with some fans in the background.

 

…Well, there you have it Japan, buy their album or your souls will be eaten by an angry Shindou Shuichi… although, I wouldn't mind having my soul eaten by such a stud… Back to you studio.

 

XXX

 

Yuki turned off the television and threw the remote to it frustrated. It seemed that he could not escape Shindou Shuichi, even in the sanctuary of his own office. Throwing his head back and staring at the ceiling, he pictured once more the last meeting he and the singer had, to get his anger going, but no such luck, the frustration was stronger than his resolve to hate the beautiful man.

 

He'd come to work early to escape from Mikka and her nagging, he drew all morning until his finger were numb, so he'd taken a small break to put his ideas in order and to give his fingers a well deserved break. But instead of relaxing, he got more exasperated as he watched the mid-day news and saw him. Enjoying himself, flirting with the whole county… Shuichi looked so good… and happy, it made his heart ache.

 

Yuki had not been able to take him out of his mind since he came back from Hokkaido. His only consolation was that Shuichi had been as depressed as he, but judging by what he saw just now, that didn't seem to be the case anymore. He should be glad that the kid had forgotten about him and moved on, but he was not. He wanted Shuichi to need him, to obsess about him just like he did.

 

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Yuki asked himself with a small ironic laugh, he sighed deeply willing his heart to harden back to its stone cold self. “Wasn't this what you wanted?” He whispered to himself then opened his eyes and smiled “…Coming to eat your souls huh?” Yuki repeated lowly, “hmph… you already swallowed mine.” He stood and walked to his desk determined, then dialed a number

 

 

XXX

 

 

“Shit… I've never seen record stores so packed before!” Shuichi sighed, throwing himself on a couch exhausted. After going from store to store to wind up at Amano's and having the most massive, improvised signing session and interview, he was about ready to pass out.

 

“Most people were wearing Grasper shirts though.” Suguru added matter-of-factly.

 

“Shut up! There was a lot of Bad Luck fans too,” Shu snapped feeling warm all over at the memory of a girl wearing his face across her chest.

 

“Yeah, and don't forget the attack of the killer Kumagoros!” Hiro laughed holding the bunny he picked from the floor. “I'm giving this one to Tohma.” He added happily holding the plush close.

 

“Yeah… I'm sure Seguchi would like that very much.” Shu mocked.

 

“ I didn't know they mass produced them.” Suguru said amazed, he'd never seen one save the worn out bunny Sakuma Ryuichi carried everywhere.

 

“Of course they mass produce them you dork! Where do you think Ryuichi got his to begin with? I bet though, they started selling a hell of a lot more of them since Ryuichi started carrying Kuma-chan everywhere!” Shuichi laughed.

 

“I think they're even called Kumagoros now.” Hiro observed looking at the tag.

 

“Shit I want something to be mass produced and named after me!” Shuichi sighed jealously.

 

“We know its not going to be condoms.” Hiro smirked.

 

“Shut up you… oversexed asshole!” Shuichi threw a cushion at his friend.

 

“Hey… the truth hurts.” The longhaired man threw it back.

 

“Anyway… how do you think we did? Amano's is just one store, remember Mikka Costa and Grasper released today as well” Suguru took the cushion and held on to it so they wouldn't keep on throwing it back and forth.

 

“I don't know, but I saw a lot of people getting Grasper's and Bad Luck's cd together.” Shuichi got serious.

 

“Me too, and curiously enough, I didn't see many people getting Mikka Costa's album.” Hiro noted with a smirk to Shuichi.

 

 

“That's because she's a bitch!” Shuichi spat, remembering her little snide smile at Hokkaido.

 

“The fact that she is the love of your ex's life, doesn't make her a bitch, or a bad artist for that matter,” Hiro eyed his friend.

 

“ Listen Hiro, I'm fucking tired of you throwing shit on my face every chance you get, Yuki Eiri and I were never together, and will never be together! It was a one night stand gone wrong, so give it a fucking rest already!” Shuichi spat at his friend infuriated. Suguru looked form one to the other sensing tension between the two.

 

“I thought you liked him and he knew about it, but… I didn't know you actually slept with him,” the teen let out in awe.

 

“You too?!” Shuichi turned viciously towards the younger man. “Fuck you both!” The singer yelled and got up to go. The door almost hit him as it opened and Seguchi Tohma made his way in, taking in the tense sight.

 

“Sorry I'm late, I had loads to do… what's going on?” He asked eying Hiro. The said guitar player came to his lover and gave him a tender kiss on the forehead.

 

“Nothing important… look I got this for you.” He held the Kumagoro doll, Tohma took it and stared at it stupefied, then turned to Shuichi.

 

“That was quite a show you guys put on.” The producer said seriously.

 

“You saw that Tohma-kun?” Suguru asked scared.

 

“Yes, and so did half Japan, I got the ratings from the news cast.” He turned to Hiro again and smiled “Half Japan is wondering who `T' is.” Hiro smiled wide. It gave Shuichi a toothache just to see it

 

“I didn't know you were going to be here, I thought Sakano-san was going to meet us here.” Shuichi said wiping off the stupid puppy in love look from their faces.

 

“He's here, I left him talking to the producers of the show to clarify a misunderstanding.” Tohma replied.

 

“What misunderstanding is that?” Shuichi asked still upset. Tohma looked at him sternly, not appreciating the tone the young singer had used. Shu realized this and immediately lowered his head, “I'm sorry… I just had a very rough day.” He apologized.

 

“It didn't seem that way to me, but regardless, don't let them get to you. You will have plenty more, and it wouldn't be wise to go off on people because of it.” The producer replied nonchalantly and turned to his lover.

 

“I wanted you guys to do an interview rather than performing this time around, but it seems that Mikka's manager beat us to it. She will be a panelist, while you will perform a song at the end of the show… like last time.

 

“Wow… dejavu…” Hiro let out, “Since you said we'd be interviewed, we're not ready to do a song.

 

“I know, Sakano is talking to the producers of the show as we speak, if worst comes to worst, we'll get your equipment, that's not a problem, but I don't want to let them think they can push you around.” Tohma said matter of fact.

 

“What song should we play?” Suguru asked, he would much rather perform than be interviewed, especially in the mood Shuichi was in.

 

“But why can't Mikka Costa play? She has not promoted her album nearly enough.” Shuichi whined.

 

“That's not for us to decide,” Tohma said, “She's not much of a live act. In any case, we have to be ready for anything.

 

“She's a fake!” Shuichi blurted and walked back to the couch. The other two just looked at him but said nothing.

 

“Shuichi,” Tohma began after a while, “ You have to take control of your emotions, “The singer turned sharply to his boss, “You can't let your personal life take precedence over your professional one. You are no longer entitled to these petty emotions. Tough it up, and put on a big fake smile for your fans… you're a pro now, and that's what you're expected to do.” Hiro expected his friend to blow up, and Suguru pretty much took cover behind a couch and waited for the storm to hit… it never did. Shuichi kept his eyes on Tohma, and then lowered them to stare at the ground.

 

“I know,” was all he could say. At that moment, Sakano came in with a scared look on his face—as usual—

 

“No good, they cannot change the set up in such short notice. They need a performing act, and they been running advertisement for the show's line up since yesterday. They said they already did you a favor by fitting us in such short notice Seguchi-san.” Sakano said in a grave tone.

 

“I think we should do Blade.” Shuichi blurted surprising them all. “I want to do something new and upbeat, Glaring dream is a ballad, so the pop contrast will be great.”

 

“That's the spirit.” Tohma smiled, “But Blade is scheduled to be your forth single, you can't bypass the other two.” The producer reasoned.

 

“No Style is upbeat too.” Suguru added, referring to their next single.

 

“Then No Style it is!” Shuichi smiled, giving his band mates the thumbs up. Sakano's phone rang, he answered it and listened for a few moments

 

“I understand, they are here now, let me run it by them… hold on,” He put a hand on the mouthpiece and turned to Tohma completely white.

 

“Costa-san just pulled out. Her manager just phoned, she'll be on next week's show, but right now they need a panelist to cover for her, so they want Bad Luck to do both an interview and a live performance.”

 

“You are their manager Sakano, I believe that decision is yours.” Tohma replied dryly, mad at Mikka for being so irresponsible. “Did she say why can't she make it?” The blonde producer asked annoyed.

 

“They can't tell me anything about that, perhaps if you talked to them Seguchi-san…”

 

“It doesn't matter one way or the other.” Tohma waived a hand at that idea.

 

“I'm cool with it.” Shuichi added turning to Hiro who just nodded, Suguru did the same, “Yeah, we'll do it… more exposure for us.” He replied turning to Sakano. Glad that he wouldn't have to share the same show with Mikka again. Hard a he tried, he could not get the image of that passionate kiss she shared with Yuki in Hokkaido out of his mind

 

“Good!” The manager exclaimed and got on the phone. “Aright, Bad Luck will be the final guest, and after a few questions will perform a song,” Sakano stated after hanging up, then turning to Tohma, “I already arranged for their equipment to be brought and installed. Since the show is live, there will be a rehearsal at seven -thirty… we're not needed until then. The show starts at nine, and we'll be on at about ten-thirty.”

 

“I don't know why you're telling me this Sakano, this is between you and your band.” Tohma replied a bit harshly, and then turned to Hiro ignoring the man's apologies.

 

“Let's go get some dinner love, I'll bring you on time.”

 

“Great! I'm starving.” The longhaired guitarist mouthed grabbing his jacket.

 

“I'll go ahead, meet me out back in ten minutes.” The producer said caressing the side of Hiro's face without any concern of who was looking.

 

“Why? Gotta call your mistress?” Hiro asked arching a brow.

 

“More like a pain on my side I would say.” Tohma smiled giving Hiro a quick peck, then going out.

 

“Let's go have some dinner… luuuuv” Shuichi mimicked Tohma perfectly, “What, you got promoted?”

 

Hiro just shook his head. “You need to grow up, no wonder you can't find a man.”

 

“Ooh… c'mere luuuv,” Shuichi chanted smacking his lips as he pressed his way to Hiro.

 

“Get away from me man!” Hiro pushed his friend as far away as he could, to keep him from actually kissing him.

 

“Who is Seguchi-san going to call?” Sakano interrupted the quarrel sounding very concerned.

 

“Mikka Costa, who else?” Hiro replied still wrestling with Shu.

 

“Shindou-san, you're such a child.” Suguru noted none too pleased with their leader.

 

“And you're so uptight! Are you jealous? Do you want me to kiss you instead?”

 

“You wish” Suguru mumbled under his breath.

 

“… Anyways, what the hell are you doing here luv? Go and get the scoop!” Shuichi let go of Hiro and snapped pushing Hiro towards the door anxiously.

 

“I'm not an eavesdropper, if Tohma wants me to know he will tell me.” Hiro replied.

 

“You suck…what good are you? And why are you the one with all the connections?” Shu pouted.

 

“All right losers, Tohma should be done, so I'll see you later,” Hiro said smacking Shuichi on the head, waived and took off.

 

XXX

 

When he got to the back exit. Tohma was still on the phone. Hiro immediately noticed his lover's ashen face. Tohma turned to him and caressed his face not missing a word of what whomever he was talking to was saying.

 

“I'll talk to you later, I have more important things to do now,” Tohma said abruptly and hang up.

 

“Is everything alright?” Hiro asked watching Tohma's worried expression.

 

“Eiri and Mikka set a date to get married,” Hiro didn't know what to say.

 

“Are you sad?” The blonde man snapped his eyes to his lover's.

 

“Is not what you think,” He kissed Hiro tenderly on the lips, “I love Eiri, but is another kind of love now, you are the light of my life, and don't you ever doubt it.” He kissed him again, more deeply this time. “Eiri doesn't love her, I know he's doing it for the wrong reasons.”

 

“Shuichi will be heart broken, I don't care what he say, but I know he's really hung up on Eiri-san.” Hiro said lowly, feeling bad or his friend.

 

“I'll talk to Eiri.” Tohma stated.

 

“I think you should let those two solve their issues on their own.”

 

“You don't know Eiri like I do, he'd rather die than to give in. he thinks is weak to show his emotions and to tell other what he feels”

 

“It might be true, but you can't make his decisions for him, or fix his mistakes, just like I can't lead Shuichi by the hand.”

 

“I know I shouldn't, but I can't stand and watch him make the biggest mistake of his life and do nothing about it.”

 

“How do you know is the biggest mistake? For all we know a family might be just what he needs.” Tohma stared at Hiro as if he didn't know him.

 

“Let's not tell Shuichi until I talk to Eiri.” Tohma suggested.

 

“I won't, is not my place, but I think he should know. Maybe that'll make the knuckle head swallow his pride and admit that he loves him.”

 

“Would he?” Tohma asked hopeful.

 

“Hmph, knowing Shuichi, he might find a bride of his own out of spite.”

 

“Then we keep it to ourselves, I'd hate to have two mistakes to deal with.”

 

XXX

 

Yuki walked in the room as Mikka hanged the phone, “He's a jerk!” She mumbled to herself.

 

“Who is?” Yuki asked bending down and kissing the top of her head.

 

“Tohma, I was supposed to do an interview tonight and I backed out. I swear I have no idea how does he finds out everything.” She complained, holding the back his head when he tried to stand, and kissing him on the lips.

 

“He called you?” Yuki smirked thinking his ex must really be mad.

 

“Yes! Like is any of his business. I have a manager; I don't have to explain myself to him. Besides, why does he care so much? I'm sure he has better things to do with his time than to harass me.” Mikka's blood was beginning to boil. Tohma had never been at the top of her list, even more so now, but she had to admit that he was the best at what he did, and there was no one better to work for, and that got her even angrier.

 

“You're so angry… did he say he'd spank you? Because if it's a spanking you need…” Yuki teased, finding her infused face amusing.

 

“It's not funny Eiri! If he's got so much time in his hands, he should use it to call Mika.”

 

“Well, you do work under NG, if you look bad, he looks bad. Have you thought about that?” The mangaka went into the kitchen and got himself a beer, he came back shortly after and sat next to his fuming fiancé. “Besides, why would you back out? I would think you'd want to promote your album.” He continued, as he hadn't left.

 

“I do, but my life and my relationship are more important than a stupid interview. Besides Bad Luck is going to be in the same show, and I don't want to be thrown in the same melting pot as them.” Yuki chuckled at the real source for her behavior, but in reality all humor had left him. Just to remember about Shuichi sitting on that Sakuma's lap was enough to make his skin crawl.

 

“I thought they were good,” He added, Mikka looked at him horrified.

 

“You do know Tohma is lovers with one of them do you?”

 

“What does that have to do with then as artists? I think they're alright, even though they're morons.” He continued as nonchalantly as he could, but each word cut his throat.

 

Mikka on the other hand, noticed the way her fiancé always got when Shuichi Shindou was even mentioned. And now was no exception, even though Eiri was trying to act normal, he could not fool her… she knew him too well. The things that Mika told her came back to her once again, that night in `First Stage' and of course the show he had put on in Hokkaido. She hadn't said anything and had played along with the overly affectionate display of affection Eiri had never, ever shown before, she was actually waiting for the right time to ask him about it. Now that they were to be married, she wanted to clear every doubt from her mind.

 

“Nothing I guess,” She replied noticing that Eiri was staring at her strangely, “But I consider myself a better artist, and I don't want to be in the same show as them. I rather stay here with you and celebrate our engagement.” She scooted over and began kissing her way down his neck.

 

“We did… years ago.” Yuki whispered, throwing his head back to allow her more access. Which she took by straddling him and opening his shirt to kiss lower.

 

“But now I finally know when I'll get to wear my dress.” Mikka breathed as she ran her tongue over his collarbone. Yuki closed his eyes wishing he could stop thinking about the stupid kid at least for a second.

 

“Mikka, don't go overboard with the wedding. I just want a simple ceremony, with as little guests as possible.” Mikka sat up abruptly and looked at him with pure hurt in her eyes.

 

“I have waited for the day I'd get to walk down the isle with you ever since I was a teenager… you can't do this to me Eiri.” She said almost crying. She'd already chosen her wedding gown, wedding theme, bride's mates, and even the menu. Mikka had dreamed about the day she'd become Mrs. Uesugi ever since she could remember, and she was not about to let no one rob her of the happiest and most important day of her life… not even Eiri.

 

“Do we really need all the pomp, isn't just getting married enough?” He asked eying her, regretting having brought up the subject.

 

“Yes we do!” She insisted stubbornly.

 

“Don't you want to televise it too?” Yuki was beginning to get annoyed.

 

“If it's possible.” Mikka replied crossly, getting mad as well. Yuki got to his feet and walked away before he said something he might regret.

 

“Where are you going?” He turned to her with a cold look in his eyes.

 

“To take a shower, you can come if you want to. I'll have something to eat, and then I'll sit right on that spot,” Yuki pointed to the couch, “And I'm going to watch that show.

 

XXX

 

“Where the hell were you man?! I kept calling and calling. You'd figure since you were with the boss you'd be on time.” Shuichi lashed at Hiro as soon as the longhaired man made his entrance.

 

“I'm here now right?” Hiro replied smiling, trying to hide his worry from the singer.

 

“Dude! Do you take anything seriously?” Shuichi continued snapping.

 

“Of course… I take my horoscope seriously. C'mon man, lighten up!”

 

“Fuck you! Just go and change. We couldn't even rehearse because you were somewhere fucking the boss!” Hiro didn't take too kindly to the comment, especially since he and Tohma had not even enjoyed dinner for being stressing over Shuichi and his live problems. He came to his friend, getting on his face menacingly.

 

“I'm fucking tired of your bitching! What I do with Tohma or with your mother for that matter isn't any of your business. We're friends, but that doesn't give you the right to be an asshole.” Shuichi was taken aback by Hiro's aggressiveness, and so was Suguru who had been lingering silently in the background.

 

“I'm sorry man. I'm just nervous that's all. I didn't mean to take it out on you.” Shuichi apologized taking a step back. Hiro moved to change without saying a word. “The equipment is all ready to go.” Shu added lightly, trying to get back in Hiro's good graces.

 

“Which guitar did I get?” Hiro asked back to his composed self.

 

“The purple one.” Suguru replied.

 

“Cool!” Hiro exclaimed, “Just the one I wanted!” he smiled, giving Shuichi the thumbs up

 

X

 

They got ready and sat back stage going over the script they were given. It was essentially the same scrip Mikka Costa had had, minus the Yuki Eiri related questions. Shu could still see them scratched out.

 

“So, tell me Shindou-san, when will the wedding be?” Hiro joked reading one of the questions destined for his rival.

 

“Can it man! I'll kick your ass”

 

“Hey! That's payback for all the Tohma related bad jokes.” Hiro retort.

 

 

XXX

 

Finally their time came and the show host announced them. Shuichi felt such a rush of adrenaline. No matter how many times they did this, it would never cease to make him lightheaded, to make his blood rush through his veins.

 

Shuichi was the first to walk on stage, followed by Hiro and Suguru. The crowd screamed and applauded. This was so much different from `First Stage” This time people knew who they were, their names. Shuichi waived at the crowd as they chanted their names to call their attention.

 

“Bad Luck everyone!” The host stood and bowed to them as if they were royalty, as they came to the panel. They bowed back, and then turned to the crowd and bowed to them as well before taking their sits. “Well, well, well. We finally get the honor of having the hottest act around in our show.” The man greeted as soon as they were sited.

 

“I don't know about being the hottest act around, but it's certainly an honor to be here.” Shuichi replied coolly, leaving all his nerves behind.

 

“We all know who you are, but would you mind introducing your band for our crowd?” The room came alive with screams from the eager fans. Shuichi smiled broadly waiving back at them.

 

“To my right, is the very talented, and very young keyboardist Fujisaki Suguru,” The audience yelled and screamed Suguru's name. The teen - who really didn't know how popular he was—blushed and waived shyly, bowing respectfully to the crowd. “This one here,” Shu continued once the screams subsided, “Is not only my best friend, and by far the most mature member of the band, but is also the smartest person I know; Nakano Hiroshi in guitar.” The crowd went wild. Hiro was rather shocked to see the response he was getting, he had never stopped to think about it before, and it felt good to know he was so well liked. He stood and bowed to the screaming girls, and this set them off even more. “And lastly, little `ol me Shindou Shuichi in vocals.” Nothing could prepare the young singer for the overwhelming welcome he got from the audience. The noise was positively deafening. Women screamed and confessed their love to him; a few flowers were thrown to the stage. It almost brought the young man to tears. He stood and bowed; waived like an idiot, until it all seemed too much to take. “Wow…wow,” He didn't know what to say, “This is all too much,” Shu managed to mumble as he bowed again, “Please settle down, you guys are making me blush.” He kept on bowing and waiving, and trying to signal them to settle down.

 

XXX

 

“Look at that! If I didn't know better I'd think he's actually somebody.” Mikka let out jealously. Yuki just stared calmly, but he was feeling nothing but. Shuichi looked better and better everywhere he laid eyes on him. The partly open red silk shirt, the black leather pants, made him look right out of a fantasy.

 

“Alright, settle down please!” The host called, trying to make himself heard above the crowd. “You do want me to interview them right?” The crowd settled, “ So, your album finally hit stores today… how do you think you're doing?”

 

“Oh man! We didn't know we were so …popular!” Shuichi gushed, making Yuki almost wince at the sight of the beautiful smile that kept coming back to hunt him. Making him realize now, that it hadn't change at all from when he saw it for the very first time all those years ago.

 

“Oh, you are! But tell me Shindou-kun, what was it like to work with Nittle Grasper. It was in the very same stage that Seguchi Tohma said they would not pick a band to collaborate with. That it would be unfair to all the talented bands out there to pick just one… tell me how did you guys pull off such a big feat being the `new' guys?”

 

“Yeah, I tell you how they pulled it off!” Mikka spat resentfully, Yuki shifted his eyes to her for a second, then went back to stare at the screen.

 

“Well, as you know, we are signed under NG records. Their current president… their only president.” Shuichi corrected himself, and then turned to Hiro, “Has NG had any other presidents?” He asked jokingly making the crowd laugh.

 

Hiro shrugged, “I don't think so.” and in the same jokingly manner turned to Suguru, “Fujisaki?” And the crowd laughed louder. Suguru rolled his eyes at the two, furthering the seemingly rehearsed `joke'

 

“No,” He replied rolling his eyes again, stating what his band mates and the crowd obviously already knew.

 

“Anyways…” Shuichi continued to stop the audience's laughter, “Seguchi-san scouted us himself at the club we used to play every weekend, he gave us his card, we called, and the rest is history.”

 

“Is not so, the public hardly know how you happen to meet the greatest band Japan has ever seen, there is a lot of speculation, but no concrete info from any of the involved parties, namely you guys.” The host pressed for a straight answer.

 

“Ooh you sound so formal, Hideo-san!” Shuichi gushed again eliciting more laughter from the audience.

 

“How is it what he's saying funny? I don't get it, are these low class women stupid!?” Mikka commented furious, regretting very much giving them all the spotlight.

 

“Seguchi-san introduced us to Ryu-kun, he saw me sing, and I guess I reminded him of himself when he was, you know… not that great. He felt sorry for me and decided to help me out by teaching me a thing or two about singing, before we knew it, we teamed up and did the song.” Shuichi ended his `not so accurate' recount of the facts by bowing. The crowd went wild again. Hearing the `true' story on how the two bands met was more than they hoped for. Mikka began laughing hysterically.

 

“The kid's a good liar, I give him that much…he felt sorry for me… that's rich! I bet you he worked his share of the deal with Sakuma!” Yuki snapped his eyes to her wanting very much to slap her. “And the other one is still paying his share with Tohma,” The woman continued sarcastically, “I tell you, that is how untalented people get in this business.” She ended fixing her gaze on the television set once more.

 

“Yeah… that's exactly right.” Yuki added tightly, remembering the time he got Tohma to sing her to NG to get her off his hair. Tohma had been very skeptical, but in the end he had won out in exactly the same way she was implying.

 

“Amazing!” Exclaimed the host, “And who wrote such an amazing song… did you Shindou-kun, or was it Sakuma-san?”

 

“Oh no! Neither Ryuichi nor myself can take credit for that one. In fact Shinning Collection was written and arranged by the most talented person I've ever had the pleasure to work with.”

 

“Even more talented than Sakuma-san!” The man asked amazed.

 

“Hey, I didn't say that! You're gonna get me in trouble with Ryu-kun” Shuichi whined and everyone laughed, “It was Seguchi-san who wrote it, he and Ryuichi have different type of talents, they're both the best at what they do. Kumagoro would agree with me on this one… Hi Kuma-chan!” Shuichi turned to the camera and waived at the bunny, he was sure Ryuichi was watching him, and knowing that made him feel better.

 

Yuki watched beside himself with jealousy, he was now positive that the two singers were a little more than singing partners. And even if that shouldn't matter to him, it did… a lot.

 

“It would be such an honor to have Bad Luck and Nittle Grasper play such a wondrous song together on our stage for us.” The host continued, snapping Yuki out of his thoughts.

 

“Hey… we just might.” Shuichi half smiled, and everyone went wild, “I said we MIGHT.” Shuichi tried to calm down the crowd, “I'll put our special agent to start the beggin' ne Hiro?” Shuichi turned to his friend.

 

“Right,” The guitarist rolled his eyes at his friend, but he was actually looking forward to play with Tohma on the same stage. Of course he would never tell Shuichi that, lest he'd pester until he got Tohma to arrange something. That he would never do, he'd bowed long ago that he would never use his relationship with Tohma to get any special treatment for the band.

 

“We all know `who' that special agent is!” Mikka spat disgustedly, “I should have done the damn interview!” She continued furious.

 

“I don't understand why didn't you.” Yuki managed to sound normal in spite of the rage he felt toward Shuichi, Sakuma, Tohma… all of them.

 

“Now tell me, leaving your career aside for a moment. How are you dealing personally with your sudden success?” The man asked, both Hiro and Shuichi looked at one another trying to decide who would reply the unscripted question.

 

“Pretty normal I'd say, as opposed as what many might think.” Hiro began. “We've met a lot of cool people and done many amazing things that we wouldn't have otherwise, but for the most part our lives are pretty normal.”

 

“If by ruining marriages, he means normal… I guess he is right.: Mikka commented. Yuki was two seconds away form telling her to shut the fuck up, but then again… what the hell did he care? He no longer had anything to do with any of them. He kept his eyes on the screen trying his best to ignore her.

 

How about your love lives, have they been normal as well?” The crowd cheered showing their interest on the subject. The three-band members seemed surprised that people actually cared that much. Yuki on the other hand, unconsciously moved a bit forward on his seat. Mikka noticed but said nothing. Shuichi laughed, looking at the other two,

 

“We don't have time for love lives. We've been working very hard lately. Recording sessions, photo shoots, and promotions, we hardly have time to sleep. Actually this past week was the first break we've got since we signed with NG”. Suguru was quick to answer before Shuichi could say something moronic.

 

“Oh come now, that's not what the public want s to hear,” The host encouraged, and the crowd screamed louder.

 

”Pretty normal love lives too, we're no better or worst than any other twenty some out there.” Shuichi let out matter of fact, “We go through the same problems as anyone.”

 

“Not the same I'm sure.” The host teased.

 

“Yeah, actually,” Shuichi replied, “Take me for instance, I got dumped not too long ago.” Everyone gasped in unison; stars did not share these type of confessions with their fans.

 

“I don't believe that!” Hideo-san exclaimed incuriously.

 

“Yeah well, I guess we were not compatible or something stupid like that… So I'm single and looking,” Shu smiled to the audience who was positively going bonkers, “Seriously though, the fact that we're in the public eye doesn't mean our lives are perfect… except for Hiro's,” Shu winked at this friend, who just rolled his eyes Suguru style, “I Just want people to know that,” Shuichi concluded getting serious once more. “So, hopefully we'll start touring in the beginning of summer. Our next video is scheduled to release next week, and I'm already writing material for our next album. So, as you can see we're working really had… you'll have Bad Luck `till you can't take it no more!” Shuichi changed the subject swiftly, hoping Hideo-san would drop it.

 

Yuki sat staring at him baffled, was he talking about him, Or about Sakuma? Shuichi couldn't be talking about him; they never had a break up, or a relationship for that matter, still deep down he hoped it was so, for some reason he needed to know that the beautiful boy was suffering as well, as masochist as it may sound, it made him feel a little better.

 

“We'll be looking forward to all you have in store for us.” Hideo-san thankfully took Shu's bait and didn't peruse the previous subject.

 

“Yeah? I'll ask you a year from now whether you're sick of us yet.” Shuichi laughed going back to his outgoing self.

 

 

 

Yuki looked at Shuichi's face almost mesmerized. He had to recognize the kid had a gift, he could tell that the show host was completely taken by his infectious laugh and engaging personality. The mangaka wished—not for the first time—that things had gone different between them. He knew that was wishful thinking though, they were too different; they had nothing in common other than physical attraction for one another. As far as he was concerned Shuichi was much better off with Sakuma. The two singers were practically a match made in heaven, perfect for each other. Still, that didn't mean he didn't yearn for that lithe body under his once more, to hear Shuichi moan his name over and over in that godly voice of his, as he'd done that night.

 

The mangaka stared at the figure on the screen. Shuichi laughed and joked, he seemed so happy… and he was happy for him. This was his time in the sun and he deserved to enjoy it without all the baggage he brought along with him.

 

Yuki turned to Mikka-- who had been watching him—marrying her would do him good. There was no one in the world who cared more about him than she did. Tohma had, but he already moved on and was happy with someone who apparently deserved all the love his old lover had to give.

Yuki took the remote control form the coffee table and shut off the voice that would not let him be.

 

“What's wrong?” Mikka asked concerned, he'd seemed miles away just now, a look that one did not see too often on the blonde god's face.

 

“Nothing, what could be wrong?” He husked coming closer to her and kissing her deeply, “I'm sure we can find better things to do…” He kissed his way down her neck, spreading her legs apart to settle comfortably between them…

 

XXX

 

“So there you have it ladies and gentleman… Bad Luck! Let's give them a big round of applause” The host stood and applauded enthusiastically, “What song are you going to delight us with tonight?”

 

“Our next single “No Style'” Shuichi announce and they made their way to the stage. The crowd went wild. Shuichi gave his band members their cue once settled on their instruments.

 

The music began and the whole place went quiet, everyone listened respectfully. Shuichi had never felt better; these people were here to see them, to listen to their music. His heart swelled with emotion and he could feel the tears come. It was so difficult to get the words out, but he managed to give his best performance yet. But all the happiness he felt was overshadowed with one thought… If only the one I love were here sharing this moment with me… if only…

 

XXX

 

The show ended and they were a huge hit. The shows producer's announced that ratings had gone thirty present higher than predicted and they owed it all to them. The host—Hideo-san—even told them that he was glad Mikka Costa pulled out.

 

“Man, that was a great show!” Shuichi threw himself on a near by couch, they were in Hiro's dressing room, ready to plan how they would paint the town red.

 

“Yeah, it was great, but why do you always have to make everything about your personal life?” Suguru said a bit harshly.

 

“Because people care, when you're famous you have no personal life.” Shuichi replied offhandedly, still too high on adrenaline to realize Suguru was really upset.

 

“Yeah, why didn't you tell them who dumped you? I bet they'd eat that right up.” The teen spat.

 

“You know what Fjisaki? Whether I discuss my personal life or not, it's none of your business. Frankly man, why is it that you're never happy?” The singer sat up and stared at his band mate frustrated.

 

“I'm sure people care more about what's going on with the band, than what's not happening on your bed.”

 

“You know what? I'm tired of your bullshit.” Shuichi lunged himself at the younger boy, fully intent to put him in his place once and for all. He never made it to his target, instead he was stopped by Hiro's chest.

 

“Both of you stop it right now!” The older band member snapped at the two. Suguru had also stepped forward ready to pound Shuichi, and was now on the other side of the human wall trying to get to Shuichi.

 

“He started it!” Shuichi yelled trying to hit Suguru.

 

“It isn't always about you! Who the hell gives a fuck about Yuki Eiri dumping your ass!” Suguru yelled back.

 

“That's it!” Shuichi pushed Hiro hard and got to Suguru, landing a good one on the teen's face. The younger boy stood faster than Hiro could react and hit Shuichi on the face as well.

 

“I said STOP!” Hiro grabbed the both of them, and threw them to opposite sides of the room, and turned to Suguru angrily. “You apologize right now! What the hell is the matter with you?” Suguru looked the other way, he knew he'd gone too far, but was too stubborn to admit it.

 

 

“Listen, the both of you! We made it, we released our first album, and we had our first headliner spot on a very popular show I might add. People are responding to us, and instead of being happy, we're fighting amongst ourselves. Do you want to end up like one of those countless bands who fade just because it's members cannot get along… do you?” Hiro turned his angry eyes from one to the other, waiting for a mature answer.

 

“He started it,” Shu whispered in a small voice.

 

“And you continued it!” Hiro snapped.

 

“I'm sorry,” Suguru blurted looking down to the floor, “I shouldn't have said that, I just feel that you bring too much of your personal problems, and sometimes the band suffers because of it.”

 

“Shuichi looked at him angrily, but then his expression softened and he found himself staring a t the floor too, “I'll try not to in the future.” He said lowly.

 

“Was that so hard?” Hiro asked turning from one to the other. Neither of the two knuckleheads said a word. “Alright! We're going to that karaoke bar Shuichi like so much, and we're gonna to drink until we puke!” Hiro exclaimed grabbing the two by the neck and pushing them towards the exit.

 

“I'm not old enough to drink.” Suguru objected, already in a better mood.

 

“I won't tell if you don't, “Hiro eyed him mischievously. “I can invite that jerk you like so much if you want?” Suguru smiled broadly.

 

“You don't have to, the three of us is fine. That is if Shindou-san wants,” Shuichi looked at them, all humor had left him, but he was willing to make things easier. Hiro was right, he did not want to be another statistic in the music world, just because he couldn't control his pride.”

 

“Yeah… I'm game.” He muttered.

 

“Then it's settled.” The door opened and Seguchi Tohma walked in smiling, apparently he'd been listening for a while.

 

“Tohma!” Hiro exclaimed surprised, walking to him and kissing the top of his head.

 

“How do you do it to be everywhere?” Suguru threw his hands up.

 

“Not everywhere, only where Hiro is.” Tohma smiled, “I thought we'd go home together, but I see we'll get to party first.” He turned to his lover.

 

“Yeah, like you've ever karaoke before!” Shuichi teased, back in good humor.

 

“If you deal with Ryuichi… there's no way you can avoid it.” They all laughed, how true that was. Ryu certainly had the talent for making people do what he wanted.

 

“So let's go! The night is young and I want to make fun of somebody!” Hiro grabbed Tohma and headed out with the other two behind.

 

 

XXX

 

A/N: I told you guys this one wouldn't take that long^^

 

I got one piece of beef to pick with ya'll. As you can see I work hard to give you guys lengthy and quality (grammar aside^^) chapters, and all I get in reviews is WHEN IS YUKI AND SHU GONNA GET TOGETHER!??! I know this is what you all want… so do I, and I am getting to it trust me, but I want to give a conclusion to everything I started, and to every character involved. These things sometimes can take a little time. I don't know how many of you have seen the anime or read the manga (I have not finished the manga… I can't stand Rage, she gets on my nerves so I stopped reading in vol 10 ) Yuki is a total asshole to Shu the whole time. It doesn't seem that long and tedious because its only 13 episodes, but he is an asshole who I don't totally hate only because he is so beautiful >.< In writing however, things go a little slower.

 

The only reason why I bring this up, is because I feel that my work is being unappreciated (aside from a few very loyal and insightful fans) I feel that I might as well just write “… They met, they fucked, they got into a fight, they made up, and they fucked some more… the end” And I would get the same response. I'm not one to complain, but I guess it kind of got to me a bit this time, especially since I always stress over making some time to type a bit everyday no matter how busy I might be… not always works out, but I still stress. I hope you guys continue to read my fic, and that you have a little more patience, there are only a few more chapters left, so you know Yu&Shu will have to get back together soon^^

 

Whew… now that I got this out of my chest…

 

Next Stop: Drive me High, I just recently heard this song^^

On this one we focus on Ryuichi and Tatsuha a bit more, and will give a conclusion to their love dilemma… how will Kuma-chan get his Uesugi back? Stay tuned to find out^^

After that… It's all Yuki and Shuichi, and their drama baby!!!