Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Carousel ❯ What Happened? ( Chapter 3 )

A/N: I still don't own Gravitation. But I did just buy book 7! Yay me now I have 2! Yea anyways there is a bit of OOC here but uh that really can't be justified becuase do any of us know what Yuki does by himslef or what goes on in his mind? No we don't so there *sticks out tounge* Yea so I was just trying to make me look like a better person......

Starts from where first chapter left off.

Yuki sat on floor sobbing silently.

 

I don't get it, what just happened? Why am I crying? Yuki punched the floor in frustration. Stop crying! Eiri stop crying this isn't going to help! Okay just be calm and collected. Calm Eiri, be calm.

 

"I'm just going to call Shu. Yea I'll do that." He said out loud. Yuki stood on unstable legs, breathing uneven and made his way as fast as he could to the bedroom. He got out his half way dead phone and hit the third speed dial button. He briefly wondered why Shu was the third speed dial, he jumped when he heard Shuichis voice on the other line.

 

"Moshimoshi-"

 

"SHU!"

 

"I can't answer the phone right now so leave a message......" Yuki's face fell, it wasn't Shu it was just a recording."YUKI!!! HOW DO I TURN THIS OFF?!" He smiled slightly the boy sounded so helpless. "'Just hit the 'END' button baka!'" He frowned, "YUKI! Don't be so mean! 'Then don't be such an idiot!' Yuki..*beep*"

 

"Please leave your message after the beep." It was now a robotic female voice.

 

"Kusou!" Yuki threw the helpless phone across the room, it hit a wall and smashed to pieces.

 

Dammit! Do I always sound like that to him? And now anyone who calls him know how I sound. Do they all think I'm just some asshole? I have to talk to him.

 

"I'll just call Nakano." He sat down and picked up the phone on the night stand beside him. Yuki started to dial when he realized he didn't know the number, it was in his phone. His very broken with no chance of it ever turning on again phone. "Shit!" He slammed the phone back down on it's cradle nearly cracking it. Yuki got up and started to pace the floor.

 

I can't even talk to him! Wait...why do I care? He's gone I should be happy, now that he's not running around I can get some work done in peace. Hmpf; I should have know better anyway no one stays forever. *sigh*I can't deal with this right now I have a deadline in 2 days, I'm going back to sleep.

 

Yuki got in bed and stared at the ceiling. He couldn't get thoughts of Shuichi out of his mind. Through it all he just had one question- Why? Why did Shuichi leave him so suddenly? Why didn't he say anything? Why did he do it while Yuki was still in the house? Why did he wan to leave anyway?

 

You know why he left. A voice cut through his questioning.

 

No I don't.

 

Yes you do; if I know then you know.

 

And what if I don't want to know?

 

Then you'll never get him back.

 

Yuki thought this over for a moment before responding to himself.

 

So tell me how to get him back.

 

Haha, I can't do that Eiri. Call it a life lesson if you will but in order to get him back you have to do it on your own.

 

So why the Hell did you bring it up in the first place?

 

Haha, rather slow aren't we Eiri? The answer should be obvious.

 

Well it's not so why don't you make it a bit clearer?

 

You need to remember Eiri. Even if you don't want to you need to remember what happened and why it did. Then just think about Shuichi and what you guys had the answer should be far from there.

 

Thats all you're going to give me?

 

...........

 

Hey! Great now I'm talking to myself or rather thinking. Wait don't people normally do that? What the Hell damn you Shuichi I can't even think straight! Now what the hell was that dude saying? Remember, right.

 

Yuki turned and looked at Shuichi's side of the bed. It seemed like no one had ever lain there before.

 

No, I'm sick of remembering. It's the past and I'm going to keep it that way; I'll get Shuichi back my own way.

 

He grabbed Shu's pillow and buried his face into it; it still smelt like strawberries, vanilla, and Shuichi's own unique scent. It drove Yuki wild on any other day; but today it just made him wish it was never there. Yuki began to fall asleep missing when that small voice in the back of his head whispered to him'You can only fool yourself.'

 

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

 

Yuki woke with a start still clutching the pillow covered in sweet.

 

Must have been dreaming.

 

He got out of bed and walked into the kitchen half expecting to see his little pink haired lover waiting for him. No such luck. Yuki walked into the kitchen; he was in a desperate need of a beer. Yuki looked at the contents of his refrigerator.

 

Cheese, pocky, strawberry cheesecake, damn no beer. He shut the door and walked back to his office.I'll just have a cigarette and work on my novel.....WHAT?! I'm out of cigarettes too?! Dammit why me?

 

Yuki rummaged around his apartment checking for his hidden stashes of Narborlos and found none. He decided he couldn't wait for a cigarette any longer and went to the store.

 

*Marusho*

 

"Excuse me miss where is your beer?" Yuki asked the young cashier. She seemed to recognize him because her eyes turned to the size of grapefruits.

 

"Uh..I-it's down that aisle." She stammered as she pointed.

 

"Arigatou." Yuki flashed her his best smile and bowed. As he was walking away he heard her call out,

 

"Gomen, Yuki-sama." He turned to her.

 

"Pardon?"

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry about Shindo-sama, I thought you guys were the perfect couple." She looked at the ground as she spoke.

 

"What are you talking about how did you-" Yuki stopped. He heard giggling. He'd know that giggle anywhere. He followed the giggles down to the aisle where the beer happened to be where he found the gigglers owner, getting his face sucked off by his best friend.

 

"Shuichi?" Yuki whispered so low no one heard him in fact Hiro and Shuichi didn't even notice he was there. "Shuichi!" The two broke apart.

 

"Oh..Yuki." Shuichi wouldn't look at him.

 

"Is..is this why you left me? For him?" Yuki ground out.

 

"H-hai." Shuichi wasn't looking at him.

 

"Look at me dammit!" Shu obeyed instantly and Yuki moved closer. "Do you love him?"

 

"Hai." Shuichi's voice was stronger now.

 

"Since?"Yuki asked, not really wanting to know the answer.

 

"......."

 

"TELL ME!"

 

"Forever." Shuichi turned to Hiro, "Let's go."

 

"Shuichi!" Yuki called but they kept walking, "Shuichi!" Yuki was running after them, out of the store into the streets."Shuichi!" He screamed at no one in particular, but he couldn't seem to fathom where they had disappeared to so quickly.

 

"SHUICHI!"

 

Yuki shot up in bed and looked around. He realized it was just a dream.

 

Oh thank Kami-sama it was just a dream.

 

He looked at his clock, it read 9:00 AM.

 

I suppose I should get some work done.....

 

Yuki went to his office and switched on his laptop; a picture of him and Shuichi came up as the background loaded.

 

"Oh that's just what I need today." He grumbled. Yuki typed for half an hour before deciding to look at what he had written.

 

Ronin had just left the dinning room when he heard a crash coming from the bedroom, Once there he found Kichi; packing. "Hey, what are you doing?" His voice was a mere whisper. "Packing." She replied without looking up. "Nande?" "I can't be with you anymore Yuki, gomen." "But...I." Yuki sputtered to say something anything that would make his ray of sunshine stay. "Save it Yuki, I don't want to hear your lies." Shuichi zipped up his suitcase and put it on the floor, "I'm going now Yuki and I'm not coming back. But still I think you should know I still love you." "Then why won't you stay with me?!" Shuichi chuckled, "Yuki how am I supposed to stay with you? You're no good, a playboy, a cold hearted bastard, a chain smoker and alcoholic. Not mention a murder. How you could expect me to stay with you after that is a mystery." Shuichi smiled at him like he hadn't just stabbed him in his heart. "B-but Shu..I...I love-" "I don't care." Then Shuichi was gone and Yuki was alone. Shuichi why are you gone? Why won't you come back to me? Do you...hate me?

 

DAMMIT! Yuki slammed his fist down on the desk after reading what he had just wrote.

 

You know what to do Eiri...

 

Fuck not you again!

 

So hostile! Why don't you just listen to me?

 

Screw you I don't need your help.

 

So now you're tellin me that you can get Shu back with out me? Ha I'd like to see you try.

 

I will.

 

Wait Eiri you're not going to call...

 

To late.

 

Yuki had already started dialing the number.

 

"Moshimoshi."A womans voice came through the phone.

 

"Mika, put Tohma on."

 

 

A/N:Incase any of you were wondering Marusho is a grocery store chain in Japan that went bankrupt. Now the only reson I'm using it si A) I don't know any other stores in Japan and 2) I heard it on a Japanese comedy show called...I think it was Yakisoba......no wait that's what I had for lunch today. No it was called Utaban (SP?) guest starring my favorite Japanese rock star Gackt. Well until next time!