Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ I need you ❯ chapter 4 ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

****Chapter 4****

Eiri P.O.V.

I sent Shuichi home without knowing what was going to happen. somehow when I looked at his father something felt so off I didn't want to send him but I had because I had no evidence. He didn't seem so happy to see then at first then he started smiling so I guess I was ok to send him. I had a new job to go to I'm the youngest to ever do this job.

Shuichi/normal P.O.V.

The next morning I was sent to school. I took my usual seat in the back next to Hiro.

“Hey Shuichi” he said I didn't hear him I was too broken to hear anything at all. The only thing I remember was Eiri sending me off I was drifting away from the light and into the dark. I finally looked up at Hiro when he tapped me he gasped loudly looking at the little life in my eyes. Hiro almost cried right there and then just like Meiko but he knew he had to keep himself together to help me. It's pretty hard to get Hiro to cry.

“Oh my god Shu, why did this happen?” he said, his voice cracking. The principle came in the room saying something about our literature teacher retiring and we have another as a replacement. then I heard the name, that I was thinking about.

“Please let me introduce you to Mr. Eiri Uesugi.” My head jerked up and my eyes widened that got me out of slump and suddenly my eyes got its life. I couldn't understand why he made me feel this way it's like he's the light to my darkness. While deep in thought Eiri saw me and came over. I heard the girls screaming something about him being gorgeous, I didn't care. By time I snapped out of my thoughts, I jumped seeing Eiri in front of me frowning.

“God,” I said “you scared me.”

“I'm sorry” he said “but I saw you and didn't know I'll be teaching your class.”

“You don't look old enough to be a teacher how old are you anyway?”

“I'm 19.”

“Wow, you're so young.” I said.

“Yeah I was really good at literature so graduated early and got a job as a writer but I wanted more so I decided to become a teacher.” I don't know this guy took my mind off so many things he made me feel…feel happy. During my conversation, Hiro interrupted

“Shu you know this guy?”

“Yeah it's actually a long story” I said rubbing the back the head smiling. Thinking about our time we had together made my smile fall because it was actually his fault I went home. I started blaming him out of angry that was suppressed.

“It's your fault” I said loudly “I had to go home and…” with that I ran out to my hideout I found long time ago where thought no can find me. I left everyone puzzled and him running after me. I knew it wasn't his fault but I was so angry. As I soon as a sat down in my hideout I started to cry I let out the emotions I had bottled up in me.

I picked up a new hobby I saw in the paper one time when I was hurting so much. I picked up cutting. I saw that a girl cut herself to release pain. I removed my blade from a hole in my hideout and pulled up my sleeve. I ran the blade deep into wrist but not deep enough to pass out just enough let the blood run out the pain numb my heart. I didn't tell Eiri that cuts on my wrist were caused by me of my own will not abuse ever since I started I had to where long sleeves. I taught there wasn't enough so I cut again this time a little too deep and everything went fuzzy then black.