Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ It has to be Over to Begin ❯ Trust ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Sueona 
Shuichi moves on and has a date with someone else. Who could this lucky person be?
Anime/Manga: Gravitation Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.01.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.5K | Visits: 285 | Status: Work In Progress
Shuichi moves on and has a date with someone else. Who could this lucky person be?
Anime/Manga: Gravitation Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.01.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.5K | Visits: 285 | Status: Work In Progress
Chapter Two: Trust
Disclaimer: I do not own the Gravitation Characters.
Warning: Have some bad language and sex in it.
Note: Sorry if it is mess up or hard to understand. Please review this and tell me how to improve it. I am still trying to get used to this. I usually write in script form.
K’s POV:
I am looking at Ryuichi rolling on the floor. It is pissing me off because he is acting this way. I pull out my gun ready to shot Ryuichi when he stands straight up and looks at me seriously. I ask, “What is going on, Ryuichi? You know more than you are saying.” I look over at my boss’ ex-wife.
Ryuichi answers me, “There is a lot of things that no one knows about Eiri. I only know a little about it, but I will not tell anyone.”
Hiroshi looks at everyone and ask, “Why not?”
Ryuichi takes a seat and says, “Because it is not my place. Shuichi knows what happened in Eiri’s past, but he does not know everything.” He looks at Mika and smiles, “It is not only him who has a crush.”
I watch Ryuichi run out with a grin. I put my gun away. He is crazy. That is all I can say. I wonder if Ryuichi is truly happy. I sigh to myself while saying to Miss Mika, “What did he mean by that?”
Mika answers, “I am not sure by that.” She looks at Hiroshi and asks, “Does Shuichi have a crush on someone?”
Hiroshi responds, “The only person Shu talks about is Mr. Yuki. I cannot see him having a crush on someone else.”
I watch as Mika gives a sad smile. I know something is up with that. I thought she would be upset about that. It is her brother after all. I hear a cell phone ring and watch Miss Mika pick it up.
Mika answers, “Is everything all right, Tohma?” She pauses to let him speak and then asks, “What will you do?” She listens for a minute and says, “I thought you would be happy about that. Tohma, what is wrong with that?” She pauses again and says in angry, “He is not like that and you know that!”
I watch her hang up in angry. I ask, “Something wrong with the boss?”
She answers, “In love.”
I watch her walk out and stare at the partly open door. Did she say in love? I look at Hiroshi and Suguru for a moment. I ask, “Do you guys know anything about that?”
Suguru speaks up shyly, “Well... I know he has been in love with Mr. Yuki, but I do not think that is what she was talking about.”
I watch as Hiroshi shakes his head. I say, “You knew about this, Hiroshi.” I watch him nod. I say, “Well, I doubt our singer is coming back. So, lets call it a day.”
Hiroshi answers, “Yeah, but I am going to stay to wait for Shu. If something is wrong with him, I want him to know that I will be here no matter what I think about Mr. Yuki.”
I understand how Hiroshi feels. I wonder if it is just friendship or if it is love. I am ready to ask when Sakano walks in. I look at him and ask, “Where is Shuichi?”
Sakano says, “He will not be coming back. He is still talking to the boss.” He sighs and says, “He told me to tell Nakano that he will stop by his place tonight.”
Hiroshi speaks up, “I guess I will be leaving after all.”
I watch everyone leave. I look over at Sakano to see his sadness. I ask, “Is everything all right with you?”
He looks at me and says, “I would like to talk to you about something other than business. Would you mind going to a bar with me?”
I answer, “I need some beer. Lets go.” We both walk out of the studio.
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Tohma’s POV:
I am sitting here wondering what to do. Shuichi Shindou is still sitting in my office. I sigh as I walk into my office again. I walked out when he made he confession. I could not help myself but feel that he was just doing it to get back at Eiri. I look at the chair where he is sitting. I hear him sniffing. Is he crying because I left the room without a word to him? I walk over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. He jumps away and runs into my desk.
Shuichi is jumping around and saying, “Ouch! Ouch!”
I cannot help myself but smile and laugh. He looks at me with a pout. I wish he did not do that. It just makes me what to throw him on my desk and have my way with him. I wonder how long he has been feeling this way. It has been a month for me. I found myself watching him and smiling. I think Ryuichi saw it and was teasing me. I would never do that to Eiri. So, I pushed my feelings aside. I notice that Shuichi is staring at me confuse.
Shuichi looks away and says, “I know... I know... I do not know how to say this.” He sighs and sits on the floor as he says, “I do not know when I started to feel something for you.”
I speak up, “Well, I am surprise by your feelings.”
He stands up and says, “Sorry. Just forget them. Ineversaidthem.”
I grab his arm before he can run out of my office. I look at him and see that he is blushing. It is cute. I think to myself, “Why does he do this to me? I have never show anyone my real self except Ryuichi.” I make Shuichi take a seat while I take a seat on my desk. I look at him and try to find the right words. I sigh as I say, “I been having feelings for you for a month now.” I watch him look up at me and his eyes are making this hard for me to say anything. All sudden I hear someone laughing. I look over at the door to find Ryuichi leaning against it.
Shuichi looks over and blushes while screaming, “Ryuichi!”
Ryuichi smiles at him and looks at me, “Just tell him, Tohma.”
I watch him walk out and cannot help feel sadness for my friend. I am not sure that he has ever gotten over being in love with me. I wonder if he ever said anything to Shuichi about how he feels. I look at Shuichi and he is beat red. I speak up again, “I never said anything because you were with Eiri. I would not dream of hurting Eiri.” I take a deep breath as I say, “I never knew how he truly felt about you.”
Shuichi looks me in the eyes and asks, “Did you love Eiri?”
I sigh as I say, “Yes, I did love him in that way. I also loved other people.” I look at the door as I say, “But they did not fill the emptiness.”
He asks, “Was one of them Ryuichi?”
I nod to answer him. I think to myself, “Ryuichi, thank you, my dear friend.” I look at Shuichi waiting for him to say something. It looks like that he is trying to find the right words. I cannot tell him that I even dream about him. He looks at the door and then at me. I sigh and ask, “What is it?”
He answers me, “I think I found myself feeling for you about three weeks ago. I noticed you watching me. At first I thought it was to see what was going on between Eiri and I.” He takes a deep breath and say as he turns away from me, “I even had dreams about you.”
I watch him blush even more. I laugh to myself. I know what kind of dreams those were about. I blush slightly because it was also the same with me. I say, “What do we do now?” I cannot believe I asked that. I never had a problem of not knowing what do to next.
He looks at me and smiles, “How about we go out on a date?”
I see him pleading with me with his eyes. I think for a moment before I answer, “That sounds like a plan. I will pick you up after work tomorrow.” He jumps up and hugs me. I am taken by surprise but I hug him back. He feels so warm that I can lose myself in him. I think about the past relationships I had and none of them made me feel like this.
He lets go as he says, “All right. It is a date.” He looks at me seriously and says, “Do you mind if I tell Hiro?”
I smile at him. I cannot believe he asks me that question. I answer him, “It does not bother me. I am bi. Even the media knows that. I have only hid some of my past relationships.”
He tilts his head while asking, “You mean Ryuichi?”
I answer him, “Yes, but for a good reason. It was not because I was ashamed of our relationship.” I hope he understands what I mean by that. It is different with Ryuichi.
He answers me, “Yeah, I can understand. It is okay if you tell people to. I do not care.”
I watch him jump up and down. I smile sweetly at him. I know it has been a long time since I smiled a true smile. He leans into me and kisses me. I am surprise as he runs out of my office.
Ryuichi speaks up, “So, that was the first kiss.”
I look over to see Ryuichi watching Shuichi running down the hall. I sigh to myself as I ask, “Are you all right about this, Ryuichi?”
He looks at me and says, “He is good for you. It is different than when we were together. You should have told him that it was I who would not let you make our relationship public.”
I say, “I know what your reasons were. I was never mad about that.”
He takes a seat in front of me as he says, “I am sad that I do not have you anymore, but I found myself liking someone else these days. I tried to date Tatsuha for awhile but him and I knew it would never work. So, we ended it.” He sighs and says, “This person is hard to understand.”
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Shuichi’s POV:
I run so fast that it only takes me ten minutes to get to Hiro’s. It usually takes me a half an hour to get here from work. I knock on the door over and over until he opens up the door. I guess he is surprise to see me happy. I walk in and see he has the phone off the hook. I look at him and ask, “Were you talking to someone?”
He answers me, “I was a minute ago, but I did not want to hear anymore. So, I kept it off the hook.”
I look at him and see that something is wrong. I ask, “Did Ayaka and you break up?” He nods to me. I pull him into a hug. He hugs me back and we both take a seat on the couch. I say, “I wanted to tell you some stuff but I will wait until another time.”
He answers me, “Say what you want. It was I who broke it off with Ayaka. I started to like someone else and she knew that. I did not feel like her making sure I was all right about things. She still wants to be friends and I agreed with her.” He looks at me and smiles as he says, “So spill. Why are you so happy?”
I start to rub my hands together. Where do I start? I say slowly so he can understand, “Well, Eiri has problems.”
He says, “I know.”
I give him a cold glare and say, “I know what they are. Well, you see we were growing apart for about a month.” I sigh as I say, “He was in love with someone in the past. Well, that person has been dead for a long time and he has never forgave himself for it.”
Hiro asks, “What do you mean by that?”
I answer him while looking away, “It is something that I will not speak of because it is not my place.” I take a deep breath as I say, “Well, he loves me like I love you. I been feeling the way towards him for three weeks but did not find the time to tell him. I did not want to hurt him in any way. Well, I found myself wanting to be with someone else.”
Hiro asks, “Who?”
I see that he is eager to know who it is and I also see sadness. I answer him, “Tohma Seguchi.” I watch him fall off the couch and laugh. I get upset and say, “It is not funny, Hiro! I have a date with him tomorrow after work!”
He looks at me and blinks a couple of time as he asks, “You are serious ?”
I respond, “Yes. It would seem that Tohma was feeling that way too. Are you happy for me? Do you think it is okay?”
He smiles at me while pulling himself up from the floor and says, “Whatever makes you happy is okay. I am glad that he feels the same way.”
I stare at my feet as I say, “I am not sure if he feels the same way, but I hope he does. I have to earn his trust and I have to trust him too. I do not want to end the relationship the way it ended with Yuki and I.”
Note: So, what do you think? Tell me what you think in the reviews. Thanks to all who have reviewed the story.
Disclaimer: I do not own the Gravitation Characters.
Warning: Have some bad language and sex in it.
Note: Sorry if it is mess up or hard to understand. Please review this and tell me how to improve it. I am still trying to get used to this. I usually write in script form.
K’s POV:
I am looking at Ryuichi rolling on the floor. It is pissing me off because he is acting this way. I pull out my gun ready to shot Ryuichi when he stands straight up and looks at me seriously. I ask, “What is going on, Ryuichi? You know more than you are saying.” I look over at my boss’ ex-wife.
Ryuichi answers me, “There is a lot of things that no one knows about Eiri. I only know a little about it, but I will not tell anyone.”
Hiroshi looks at everyone and ask, “Why not?”
Ryuichi takes a seat and says, “Because it is not my place. Shuichi knows what happened in Eiri’s past, but he does not know everything.” He looks at Mika and smiles, “It is not only him who has a crush.”
I watch Ryuichi run out with a grin. I put my gun away. He is crazy. That is all I can say. I wonder if Ryuichi is truly happy. I sigh to myself while saying to Miss Mika, “What did he mean by that?”
Mika answers, “I am not sure by that.” She looks at Hiroshi and asks, “Does Shuichi have a crush on someone?”
Hiroshi responds, “The only person Shu talks about is Mr. Yuki. I cannot see him having a crush on someone else.”
I watch as Mika gives a sad smile. I know something is up with that. I thought she would be upset about that. It is her brother after all. I hear a cell phone ring and watch Miss Mika pick it up.
Mika answers, “Is everything all right, Tohma?” She pauses to let him speak and then asks, “What will you do?” She listens for a minute and says, “I thought you would be happy about that. Tohma, what is wrong with that?” She pauses again and says in angry, “He is not like that and you know that!”
I watch her hang up in angry. I ask, “Something wrong with the boss?”
She answers, “In love.”
I watch her walk out and stare at the partly open door. Did she say in love? I look at Hiroshi and Suguru for a moment. I ask, “Do you guys know anything about that?”
Suguru speaks up shyly, “Well... I know he has been in love with Mr. Yuki, but I do not think that is what she was talking about.”
I watch as Hiroshi shakes his head. I say, “You knew about this, Hiroshi.” I watch him nod. I say, “Well, I doubt our singer is coming back. So, lets call it a day.”
Hiroshi answers, “Yeah, but I am going to stay to wait for Shu. If something is wrong with him, I want him to know that I will be here no matter what I think about Mr. Yuki.”
I understand how Hiroshi feels. I wonder if it is just friendship or if it is love. I am ready to ask when Sakano walks in. I look at him and ask, “Where is Shuichi?”
Sakano says, “He will not be coming back. He is still talking to the boss.” He sighs and says, “He told me to tell Nakano that he will stop by his place tonight.”
Hiroshi speaks up, “I guess I will be leaving after all.”
I watch everyone leave. I look over at Sakano to see his sadness. I ask, “Is everything all right with you?”
He looks at me and says, “I would like to talk to you about something other than business. Would you mind going to a bar with me?”
I answer, “I need some beer. Lets go.” We both walk out of the studio.
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Tohma’s POV:
I am sitting here wondering what to do. Shuichi Shindou is still sitting in my office. I sigh as I walk into my office again. I walked out when he made he confession. I could not help myself but feel that he was just doing it to get back at Eiri. I look at the chair where he is sitting. I hear him sniffing. Is he crying because I left the room without a word to him? I walk over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. He jumps away and runs into my desk.
Shuichi is jumping around and saying, “Ouch! Ouch!”
I cannot help myself but smile and laugh. He looks at me with a pout. I wish he did not do that. It just makes me what to throw him on my desk and have my way with him. I wonder how long he has been feeling this way. It has been a month for me. I found myself watching him and smiling. I think Ryuichi saw it and was teasing me. I would never do that to Eiri. So, I pushed my feelings aside. I notice that Shuichi is staring at me confuse.
Shuichi looks away and says, “I know... I know... I do not know how to say this.” He sighs and sits on the floor as he says, “I do not know when I started to feel something for you.”
I speak up, “Well, I am surprise by your feelings.”
He stands up and says, “Sorry. Just forget them. Ineversaidthem.”
I grab his arm before he can run out of my office. I look at him and see that he is blushing. It is cute. I think to myself, “Why does he do this to me? I have never show anyone my real self except Ryuichi.” I make Shuichi take a seat while I take a seat on my desk. I look at him and try to find the right words. I sigh as I say, “I been having feelings for you for a month now.” I watch him look up at me and his eyes are making this hard for me to say anything. All sudden I hear someone laughing. I look over at the door to find Ryuichi leaning against it.
Shuichi looks over and blushes while screaming, “Ryuichi!”
Ryuichi smiles at him and looks at me, “Just tell him, Tohma.”
I watch him walk out and cannot help feel sadness for my friend. I am not sure that he has ever gotten over being in love with me. I wonder if he ever said anything to Shuichi about how he feels. I look at Shuichi and he is beat red. I speak up again, “I never said anything because you were with Eiri. I would not dream of hurting Eiri.” I take a deep breath as I say, “I never knew how he truly felt about you.”
Shuichi looks me in the eyes and asks, “Did you love Eiri?”
I sigh as I say, “Yes, I did love him in that way. I also loved other people.” I look at the door as I say, “But they did not fill the emptiness.”
He asks, “Was one of them Ryuichi?”
I nod to answer him. I think to myself, “Ryuichi, thank you, my dear friend.” I look at Shuichi waiting for him to say something. It looks like that he is trying to find the right words. I cannot tell him that I even dream about him. He looks at the door and then at me. I sigh and ask, “What is it?”
He answers me, “I think I found myself feeling for you about three weeks ago. I noticed you watching me. At first I thought it was to see what was going on between Eiri and I.” He takes a deep breath and say as he turns away from me, “I even had dreams about you.”
I watch him blush even more. I laugh to myself. I know what kind of dreams those were about. I blush slightly because it was also the same with me. I say, “What do we do now?” I cannot believe I asked that. I never had a problem of not knowing what do to next.
He looks at me and smiles, “How about we go out on a date?”
I see him pleading with me with his eyes. I think for a moment before I answer, “That sounds like a plan. I will pick you up after work tomorrow.” He jumps up and hugs me. I am taken by surprise but I hug him back. He feels so warm that I can lose myself in him. I think about the past relationships I had and none of them made me feel like this.
He lets go as he says, “All right. It is a date.” He looks at me seriously and says, “Do you mind if I tell Hiro?”
I smile at him. I cannot believe he asks me that question. I answer him, “It does not bother me. I am bi. Even the media knows that. I have only hid some of my past relationships.”
He tilts his head while asking, “You mean Ryuichi?”
I answer him, “Yes, but for a good reason. It was not because I was ashamed of our relationship.” I hope he understands what I mean by that. It is different with Ryuichi.
He answers me, “Yeah, I can understand. It is okay if you tell people to. I do not care.”
I watch him jump up and down. I smile sweetly at him. I know it has been a long time since I smiled a true smile. He leans into me and kisses me. I am surprise as he runs out of my office.
Ryuichi speaks up, “So, that was the first kiss.”
I look over to see Ryuichi watching Shuichi running down the hall. I sigh to myself as I ask, “Are you all right about this, Ryuichi?”
He looks at me and says, “He is good for you. It is different than when we were together. You should have told him that it was I who would not let you make our relationship public.”
I say, “I know what your reasons were. I was never mad about that.”
He takes a seat in front of me as he says, “I am sad that I do not have you anymore, but I found myself liking someone else these days. I tried to date Tatsuha for awhile but him and I knew it would never work. So, we ended it.” He sighs and says, “This person is hard to understand.”
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Shuichi’s POV:
I run so fast that it only takes me ten minutes to get to Hiro’s. It usually takes me a half an hour to get here from work. I knock on the door over and over until he opens up the door. I guess he is surprise to see me happy. I walk in and see he has the phone off the hook. I look at him and ask, “Were you talking to someone?”
He answers me, “I was a minute ago, but I did not want to hear anymore. So, I kept it off the hook.”
I look at him and see that something is wrong. I ask, “Did Ayaka and you break up?” He nods to me. I pull him into a hug. He hugs me back and we both take a seat on the couch. I say, “I wanted to tell you some stuff but I will wait until another time.”
He answers me, “Say what you want. It was I who broke it off with Ayaka. I started to like someone else and she knew that. I did not feel like her making sure I was all right about things. She still wants to be friends and I agreed with her.” He looks at me and smiles as he says, “So spill. Why are you so happy?”
I start to rub my hands together. Where do I start? I say slowly so he can understand, “Well, Eiri has problems.”
He says, “I know.”
I give him a cold glare and say, “I know what they are. Well, you see we were growing apart for about a month.” I sigh as I say, “He was in love with someone in the past. Well, that person has been dead for a long time and he has never forgave himself for it.”
Hiro asks, “What do you mean by that?”
I answer him while looking away, “It is something that I will not speak of because it is not my place.” I take a deep breath as I say, “Well, he loves me like I love you. I been feeling the way towards him for three weeks but did not find the time to tell him. I did not want to hurt him in any way. Well, I found myself wanting to be with someone else.”
Hiro asks, “Who?”
I see that he is eager to know who it is and I also see sadness. I answer him, “Tohma Seguchi.” I watch him fall off the couch and laugh. I get upset and say, “It is not funny, Hiro! I have a date with him tomorrow after work!”
He looks at me and blinks a couple of time as he asks, “You are serious ?”
I respond, “Yes. It would seem that Tohma was feeling that way too. Are you happy for me? Do you think it is okay?”
He smiles at me while pulling himself up from the floor and says, “Whatever makes you happy is okay. I am glad that he feels the same way.”
I stare at my feet as I say, “I am not sure if he feels the same way, but I hope he does. I have to earn his trust and I have to trust him too. I do not want to end the relationship the way it ended with Yuki and I.”
Note: So, what do you think? Tell me what you think in the reviews. Thanks to all who have reviewed the story.