Gravitation Fan Fiction ❯ Specific Gravity ❯ Painful Truth ( Chapter 6 )

Warning: This chapter contains strong sexual content.

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Chapter 6: Painful Truth

“That was so much fun!” Shuichi exclaimed. “And thanks for buying me this game.” He clutched the plastic bag with the video game inside and bounced up and down on his toes. “Are you sure your parents won't mind if we play it at your house? I can get kind of loud.”

Yuki smiled. “My parents aren't home. They're visiting our relatives in Kyoto.” He unlocked the front door and led the way into the house. “They won't be back until late tonight. So you can be as loud as you want.” His smile became suggestive.

Shuichi grinned through his blush. “I do want to play the game for a little while.”

“We will.”

Sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of the video game system in Yuki's bedroom, Shuichi quickly beat Yuki four times in a row.

“Are you sure you haven't played this before?” Yuki complained. “You're awfully good at it.”

“First time!” Shuichi assured him. He leaned over and kissed Yuki on the cheek. “I'm just better at it than you are.”

“Brat!” Yuki pulled Shuichi into his lap and kissed him. Shuichi dropped his controller so he could embrace Yuki and kiss back passionately. Yuki unzipped Shuichi's pants and began stroking his erection through his underwear.

“Mmmm…” Shuichi moaned. “I like that,” he mumbled against Yuki's lips.

“Why don't you take your clothes off?” Yuki mumbled back.

“You're just trying to have your way with me.” Shuichi pulled his lips away. “I think we should play for it. Whoever wins the next game gets to take off whatever article of clothing from the loser that he wants.” He raised his eyebrows. “Whoever ends up naked first has to let the winner do whatever he wants.”

“You're setting me up.”

“I want to be on top this time.”

“We'll see about that.”

A half-hour later, Shuichi was still completely dressed and Yuki was wearing nothing but his shirt.

“You did set me up,” Yuki grumbled.

“I kicked your butt fair and square,” Shuichi declared. “Hold still.” He unbuttoned Yuki's shirt slowly and lifted it up over his head without undoing the cuffs.

“It's not going to come off that way.”

“I know.” Shuichi grinned as he knotted the shirt so that Yuki's hands were effectively bound above his head. Then he pushed Yuki onto his back. “Now I get to have fun.” He stretched out on top of Yuki's naked body and kissed him deeply. “Say that you belong to me,” he whispered, nibbling on Yuki's ear.

“Shuichi…”

“Say it!” Shuichi nipped his ear lobe.

“Ouch! All right! I belong to you.”

“Good. Now remember, I get to do whatever I want.” Shuichi moved to the side. “First of all, I want you to tell me when something feels good, ok?”

“Yes, master.”

Shuichi giggled. “I like that!” He crawled to Yuki's feet and picked up his right foot. Slowly and deliberately, he wrapped his lips around Yuki's big toe and sucked on it. Yuki let out a soft gasp. “Do you like that?”

“Yes,” Yuki groaned as Shuichi resumed sucking on his toe. “Umm… Ah… You're getting me hard.”

“I noticed.” Shuichi switched to his left big toe. Yuki moaned. Shuichi licked the inside of his ankle.

“I like that…”

Shuichi lifted Yuki's leg and leaned over so he could lick the back of his knee.

“I like that, too…”

Shuichi licked his way up the inside of Yuki's thigh. “Your skin smells good. It tastes good, too.”

“That feels really good.”

Shuichi kept working his way up and Yuki's breathing quickened. Then Shuichi sat up with a smile.

Yuki groaned. “I hope you're not going to stop there.”

“I get to do what I want, remember?”

“Can I make suggestions?”

“Sure! I may ignore you, though.” Shuichi stood up and started to undress. “But I promise you'll enjoy this. You always make me feel so good when we make love. I want to do the same for you.”

“While I'm bound and helpless?”

“Oh, yeah!” Shuichi stepped out of his pants. “You wouldn't believe how much that's turning me on.”

Yuki looked at Shuichi's erection and lifted an eyebrow. “Yes I would.”

Shuichi looked down at himself and chuckled. “Ok, so it's obvious. But since I usually look like this when I'm alone with you, I thought it worth mentioning that I'm especially excited right now.” He knelt back down beside Yuki's legs. “But I do need to get you ready for me.” He put Yuki's erection in his mouth and began working up and down on it.

Yuki closed his eyes with a groan. “You know, it's… kind of exciting... getting head when I'm tied up like this.” Shuichi kept at it and Yuki's groans got louder. He gasped when Shuichi stopped. “You're torturing me!”

“Only for a second.” Shuichi straddled him and reached between his legs to guide Yuki into himself. He closed his eyes with a grunt as he settled onto Yuki's erect cock. The hard shaft felt good sliding up into him. Shuichi arched his back and leaned back, gripping Yuki's thighs as he rode up and down on his knees.

Yuki moaned and moved with him, his hips lifting up against Shuichi, his heels digging into the floor. He clenched and unclenched his fists helplessly, groaning aloud with deep pleasure. Shuichi rode him hard, driving his hips faster and faster and clenching his body so that he pulled on Yuki's cock as he moved. Yuki began to cry aloud through his open mouth, his hips bucking against Shuichi as his chest heaved.

“Shu-chan!” Yuki gasped.

“Is this good for you?” Shuichi gasped back. “Because it's really good for me!”

“Yes!” was all Yuki could manage. Tears of pleasure were leaking from his eyes.

Shuichi began groaning aloud. “Oh Yuki! I'm going to come!”

A wordless cry of ecstasy was Yuki's only answer. He bucked up hard against Shuichi, lifting him up into the air. Shuichi clutched Yuki's shuddering thighs and held on for dear life as his erection exploded into orgasm.

“AHHH!”

Yuki slumped to the floor and Shuichi collapsed on top of him, stretching out on his chest.

“That was really good!” Yuki panted.

“I promised you'd enjoy it.”

“I love a man of his word.”

Shuichi lifted his head. “Do you really love me?”

“Of course I do.”

“You've never said so.”

“We're lovers, Shuichi.”

“We have sex.”

Yuki shook his head and kissed Shuichi's forehead. “We're lovers,” he repeated softly. “I've had sex with other people. You're the only person I've ever made love with.”

“Really?”

“Really.” Yuki kissed him on the mouth. “I should take you home. It's getting late.”

“I wish I could stay with you longer.” Shuichi untied Yuki's hands and started to sit up, but Yuki caught his shoulders and pulled him back down for a long, deep kiss. Then he looked into Shuichi's eyes.

“Please don't doubt my feelings for you, Shu-chan,” he said. “I truly want to be with you.”

Shuichi returned his gaze, but he didn't say anything. Yuki still hadn't said the words.

-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-

It was a bonus getting to see Shuichi two days in a row. Eiri had made sure to ask Maiko first thing Monday if she would be going to her dance class that afternoon. She had told him previously that she was thinking of skipping it because of her play, but Eiri talked her into going anyway. He felt a little guilty about it. Maiko had a strong sense of obligation to others and it made her easy to manipulate. She looked tired, too, which made him feel even worse for doing it, but the desire to see Shuichi was impossible to deny. So when he saw her heading off with the other girls from her dance class, Eiri went straight to the Shindou house.

“Yuki!” Shuichi exclaimed when he answered the door. “I didn't expect to see you! Maiko told me she was going to skip dance today.”

Eiri embraced him as soon as the door was closed. “I talked her into going. I wanted to see you.” He kissed Shuichi deeply, savoring the warmth and softness of Shuichi's lips. Shuichi returned his kiss with passionate abandon. “I really enjoy kissing you,” Eiri murmured. “Sometimes when I kiss people, I get the feeling that they're thinking about other things. When I kiss you, I have the distinct impression you're not thinking about anything but me. I like that.”

“Why would I think about anything else?” Shuichi looked into his eyes. “All I ever think about is you.”

Eiri returned his gaze feeling a little overwhelmed. Shuichi's devotion was intimidating. He touched his lips to Shuichi's forehead. “I want to make love with you.”

Shuichi hugged him. “Two days in a row! We've never done that before.” He grabbed Eiri's hand and dragged him up the stairs. In his room, Shuichi flopped down on the bed with a wide smile. “I was just thinking about how nice it would be to tie you up again.” He giggled. “That was really hot!”

Eiri stretched out beside him. “I think it should be my turn.” He unbuckled his belt and pulled it out of the loops. “Put your hands together above your head.” Shuichi complied and Eiri wrapped the belt around his wrists. “Isn't it convenient that your headboard has this decorative railing along the bottom?” Eiri looped the belt through the railing and then fastened it to the end around Shuichi's wrists. “Now, you just lie there and let me entertain myself.”

Shuichi's eyes widened with excitement. “Just what are you planning to do to me?”

Eiri began unbuttoning Shuichi's shirt. “Oh, I don't know. Maybe I'll see how excited I can get you without making you come.” Shuichi's breathing quickened as Eiri pushed his shirt open and trailed his fingers down the middle of Shuichi's chest. “Although I anticipate failing multiple times.” He smiled and Shuichi drew in a deep breath. Eiri stroked a finger along the front of Shuichi's pants. “You seem to be getting ahead of me.” Shuichi began to pant. “I think I'll have to do something about this.”

Bondage suited Shuichi. He was already extremely sensitive to sexual stimulation. Being helpless heightened his responsiveness tremendously. Eiri found almost anything he did to Shuichi made him come. He managed to get Shuichi's pants off without triggering him, but as soon as Eiri touched his erection, Shuichi came.

“Now, now, Shuichi,” Eiri teased, “you need to have better control than that.”

“I can't help it!” Shuichi gasped. “I'm so turned on!”

“Oh, you haven't even begun to be turned on.” Eiri sucked on his right nipple and Shuichi groaned aloud. “Now,” Eiri whispered, letting his lips brush against Shuichi's nipple as he spoke, “I'm going to show you what it means to be really turned on.”

Everything Eiri did to Shuichi he had done to him before, but there was something deliciously arousing about doing it when Shuichi could do nothing to stop him. Eiri realized he was as excited by Shuichi's helplessness as Shuichi was, although he managed to control his arousal a lot better than Shuichi did. By the time Eiri settled on his knees between Shuichi's spread legs and lifted his hips so he could enter him, Shuichi had already come two more times.

“Now, Shuichi, it's time for you to give me everything,” Eiri whispered and he began driving himself into Shuichi as deeply as he could. The pleasure of it was shocking. As many times as he had been in Shuichi, this time was exhilarating beyond words. Shuichi cried aloud as Eiri took him, his whole body shuddering in response to Eiri's powerful thrusts.

The ecstasy of his climax stopped Eiri's breath in his throat. For a moment, he couldn't move or think. He just held onto Shuichi as his entire existence was focused for an instant in the exquisite pleasure in his loins. When he could finally focus his eyes on Shuichi again, he saw that Shuichi had climaxed too.

Shuichi was weeping as he panted. “Oh, Yuki,” he breathed. “I've never come so hard before!”

“Neither have I.” Eiri stared at Shuichi as the truth of that statement struck him. No one had ever made him feel the way Shuichi did. In fact, in or out of bed, he preferred Shuichi's company. Watching his face, Eiri knew what Shuichi wanted to hear, but he couldn't bring himself to say it. Instead, he said, “We should take a shower before Maiko gets home. You've really made a mess.”

Shuichi grinned at him. “That's not my fault. You're just too good.”

Eiri smiled back. “I was inspired.”

-o-o-o-o-

Maiko wished she had not let Yuki convince her to go to dance. She wouldn't have missed anything. The other girls had ended up squabbling about what music to use and Maiko had finally left early, claiming she had a headache. She did have a headache in fact, brought on by their arguing, so it wasn't a lie. It was a relief to be home.

But as soon as she opened the door, she stopped in surprise. Yuki's shoes were lined up neatly next to Shuichi's in the entryway. She closed the door with a frown. Why is Eiri here? He knew I would be at dance. She dropped her backpack and her gym bag where she was standing and kicked off her shoes. Just as she started toward the stairs, Yuki appeared at the top. His hair was wet.

“Eiri-kun!” Maiko exclaimed. “I didn't know you were coming over.” She stared at him uncertainly. “Why is your hair wet? Were you taking a shower?”

Yuki touched his hair and smiled. “I was washing my face,” he replied. “I must have gotten my hair wet.” He came down the stairs and kissed her on the cheek.

“Oh.” That didn't make any sense, but for the moment, Maiko let it go. Her headache suddenly made her tired of feeling like she was always missing something. “Eiri, I feel like our relationship isn't going anywhere. We go out all the time, but I don't think we know each other any better now than we did when we first met. Why are you still dating me? My friends all think we should be sleeping together by now, but we aren't. You don't seem interested in me physically at all. Are you seeing someone else?”

Yuki smiled disarmingly. “Maiko, just because the only interest other girls had for me was sex doesn't mean I see you the same way. I like you for other reasons.”

“What reasons? According to my friends, you were having sex two or three times a week before we started dating. Everyone thinks you're still having sex with someone and I know it's not me. Who is she? Who are you seeing?”

“I'm not seeing another girl, Maiko,” Yuki said patiently.

“That's what I told myself when I wanted to believe my friends were wrong. The only person you seem to spend any time with other than me is Shuichi…” Maiko stopped in mid-sentence as a sickening realization struck her. Suddenly, all the times she'd come home and found Yuki already here, all the times he'd taken Shuichi places, all the little looks and whispered exchanges made horrible sense. She stared at Yuki and the resignation on his face told her everything.

“How could you?” she whispered. The sinking sensation in her stomach made her feel like she was going to throw up. “With my brother? You've been seeing my brother?” She couldn't look at him.

“Maiko…”

“Get out!” she cried abruptly. “Get out of my house! I never want to see you again!”

“Maiko please let me explain!”

“NO!” Maiko screamed. She put her hands over her ears. “GET OUT!” She squeezed her eyes shut, as much to hold in the tears as to block out the sight of him. She stood frozen until she felt the faint rush of air as the door closed behind her. Then she dropped her hands to her sides and looked up the stairs. “Shuichi,” she whispered. She walked slowly up the stairs, but she did not stop outside his door, or knock. She thrust the door open so sharply it smacked against the wall with a loud bang.

Shuichi was sitting huddled on his bed. He jumped at the sound of the door crashing into the wall and immediately flung himself onto his knees in front of her, his hands held out to her pleadingly. “I'm sorry, Maiko! I'm so sorry!” he cried.

“How could you do this to me?!” Maiko exclaimed. “You betrayed me!”

“I never meant for this to happen!” he wept. “I swear I didn't!”

“Tell me you haven't been having sex with him,” Maiko demanded angrily. “Tell me you're not his lover!”

Shuichi hung his head and his shoulders slumped. “I can't!” he whispered in a shaking voice. “I'm in love with him!”

For a long time, Maiko couldn't think. All she could do was look at Shuichi and imagine him in Yuki's arms receiving the kisses she never got. “I hate you!” she whispered. “Never speak to me again!” She whirled away and stumbled to her room, suddenly blinded by tears. She collapsed onto her bed, muffling her sobs in the lacy covering of her pillow sham.