Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Love Beyond All Measure ❯ A love beyond all measure ch 15 ( Chapter 15 )

Title: A Love Beyond All Measure

Author: Ryouga

Idea: Supplied by Belinda

Pairing: 1+2,1x1, 2x2, 2x1, 1xR, and 1x2

May contain foul and blasphemous language and violence

Warning some chapters may contain lemon and NC17,

And this is my first Gundam Wing fic

OOC…

Disclaimer: I don't own the Gundam boys . I'd like to, but, unless I win tons of money on the lottery ..Nah even then I'm just dreaming * sighs *

A love Beyond All Measure part 15

Another fever developed and Duo was back to square one as he tried to combat the drugs that had been forced into his recovering system. He was violently ill for weeks after and Heero was scared at one stage he may not make it through the night.

After that the blue eyed boy spent all his time taking care of his friend and watching him with hawk like eyes, while at the same time managing to avoid the feelings he'd felt so many times before, and it seemed to be working, he'd shut them out quite well....until.

One month later

It was evening when Heero brought Duo's dinner to him only to find that the violet-eyed Shinigami had drifted off to sleep again and Heero suddenly found himself smiling down at his friend.

He placed the bowl of soup down onto the bedside table and sat on the bed beside the sleeping boy. Sweat still poured from his brow and without a seconds hesitation Heero picked up the cloth from the bed beside the boy, rinsed it in the cool water, and placed it back onto his forehead.

The boy stirred in his sleep and Heero gasped as the boy rolled over and curled around his waist but then smiled as he saw the peaceful look on Duo's face.

There was that feeling again, the strange warm sensation lingered about him once more, only a little stronger this time and he shivered as Duo's violet eyes sprung open and smiled up at him. He looked away, immediately focussing on the bowl of soup he'd brought for his friend, trying as hard as possible to ignore the unexplainable urge he had to take the boy in his arms and hold him.

Any excuse to ignore what he was sensing, although he still couldn't understand why he felt this way. It still made him feel uncomfortable he wasn't used to feeling strange things like this and he sighed.

"Hey Duo. Soups up buddy. "

After all they had been friends for a long time now and friends were allowed to feel worried about each other, right?! At least that's what he was thinking as the boy touched his arm.

"Soup? " the boy questioned, still extremely groggy, his hand still attached to Heero's arm.

"Yeah Duo, soup. I made it for you, it's vegetable combo." He found himself placing his hand unthinkingly over Duo's and squeezing it gently before realizing it and letting go.

"W, Well you need to sit up " Heero almost stuttered as he helped the Shinigami to sit upright by putting the pillows around him so that he could take the soup with out choking.

"You want me to leave you to it or do you need help?"

"Heero you shouldn't be doing all this for me, I'm just a worthless idiot. It's what I am now. I'm not worth it!" the violet-eyed boy turned his head away in shame.

Heero's face turned from concern into a mild anger. "IIE CHIGAU!!! " The wild blue-eyed boy almost yelled

"Who says you're not worth it Maxwell? You!" he turned the boys face back to face his own. "Wrong. Do you think I'd be here with you now, do you think I'd drink that disgusting medication and spit it into your mouth every day, do you think I'd make you soup and bring it to you, do you think I'd spend all my time with you, taking care of you and worrying about you for the past 8 months, If you weren't fucking worth it?!!!!!!!"

Duo gasped at the sincerity in the boys' angered but firm words. "H, Heero.I I.."

"Shut up I haven't finished Maxwell!"

Duo shut his mouth, surprised at Heero's sudden *I'm talking here* mode.

"Don't you ever think for one minute that you're not worth it Duo Maxwell. You've saved me and risked your life for mine more than once and now it's my god damned turn... and you are not gonna take this away from me you hear me Maxwell.... You god damned Shinigami, stop playing god of death for once and try to find a reason enough to live!!!!!" he sighed deeply staring into the other boy's eyes.

Duo suddenly raised his hand up to Heero's cheek and gently touched it. "I already found it Heero that's why I've been fighting harder." He spoke up sincerely and his eyes pierced Heero's. "I just wish my reason for living could love me the way I know I love him."

Heero stared at the boy shocked by the revelation of the last comment, although his heart jumped as Duo had spoken…. "Duo I, I'm .. Still not sure How I feel …"

"You obviously felt something the night you jerked off while watching me sleep!!" the boy almost growled.

"What?! What the hell?! You were awake ??"

"I heard you, you called my name."

Heero's heart skipped a beat ……………

"Here eat your soup. I have 6 months to get you back to your old self." the perfect soldier ordered as he lifted the bowl to his friends mouth and shoveled in a mouthful of soup before the surprised Shinigami could reply.

"Heero don't change the damn subject!"

"We'll talk about this later."

"Too damn right we will!" Duo snapped at the perfect soldier. "Too damn fucking right!"

Translations…

IIE CHIGAU… In this instance this means No you're wrong..(also can be used as differ or different Ie I beg to differ..or I feel different about that .. again it remains up to the translator as to which they prefer to use)