Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Love Beyond All Measure ❯ A love beyond all measure ch 16 ( Chapter 16 )

Title: A Love Beyond All Measure

Author: Ryouga

Idea: Supplied by Belinda

Pairing: 1+2,1x1, 2x2, 2x1, 1xR, and 1x2

May contain foul and blasphemous language and violence

Warning some chapters may contain lemon and NC17,

And this is my first Gundam Wing fic

OOC…

Disclaimer: I have no rights, nor do I claim any to the Gundam characters.

A Love Beyond All Measure part 16

Heero sat staring at a blank TV screen. He glanced at the clock on the wall it was 11.30pm.

It was much to his relief that Duo had fallen asleep an hour or so earlier and he hope to hell that Duo would forget their earlier conversation by morning.

He got up to turn on the TV hoping to try and drive his thoughts of the violet eyed Shinigami away for now, but as he reached for the remote on the small table in front of him, the silence was shattered a loud ear piercing scream and Heero raced to the boys side without a seconds hesitation.

The violet-eyed boy was sitting upright, sweat and tears pouring down his face, his eyes wide and fearful. He was panting hard as if he'd been running away from something.

Heero sat beside him and took him by the shoulders "Duo?" he said softly without getting a response. "Duo, hey, snap out of it buddy it's ok, It's me Heero. Calm down you'll make yourself sick."

The violet-eyed boy's panting slowed and he slowly turned to face Heero.

"It's ok Duo, it was just another dream. I'm here now, you're ok "

Duo's violet eyes met Heero's blue and he flung himself into Heero's arms and sobbed into his chest.

The perfect soldier sighed and held the shaking, sobbing boy gently.

"H, He, Heero! P, Pl, please st stay with me h, here tonight, don't l, leave m, me a, alone, p. please!!"

The urgency in his voice almost broke Heero's heart as the boy sobbed pleadingly at him and he sighed let go of the violet-eyed Shinigami briefly.

"Heero!!" the boy whimpered fearfully afraid he wouldn't stay.

Heero placed his hand over Duo's arm reassuringly. "It's ok Duo, I'm just going to take my shoes off."

The boy nodded and watched as the other boy removed his shoes.

"Duo!" Heero said sternly, you should lie down now, you need to rest.

"Y, you're gonna stay then?"

Heero tried not to smile. "Yes Duo I'm going to stay."

Reassured, the boy lay back down and Heero apprehensively and slowly climbed under the covers next to him.

He could feel the warmth of Duo's soft body against his and he sighed and swallowed nervously as Duo rolled over and onto his side snuggling against the perfect soldiers head and neck

.

Warm breath softly blew onto Heero's neck and it felt like his whole body was alight as a tingling sensation rushed through him, but Duo was more relaxed now and Heero could sense that. Slowly he pulled the covers up over their shoulders being careful not to cover over the violet-eyed boy's face.

He couldn't help thinking to himself that he should be asleep on the couch, not here in with ~him~ like this.

Maybe if he were lucky, Duo would fall asleep again soon.

"Heero?" A voice softly whispered in his ear.

There went that idea.

"Yeah Duo?" He replied, turning to face his friend and immediately regretting it as Duo moved even closer into him.

"Thanks for staying with me." the boy said gratefully, wrapping his arm around the perfect but now, extremely nervous soldier's waist and moving tight into the contour of Heero's body.

Swallowing, Heero stiffened a little as Duo's breathing made him self-conscious about just how close the God of Death really was.

Heero closed his eyes, he could hear Duo's breathing it was getting a little heavier and it felt so warm on his cheek.

"Duo, I think you should try and sleep now buddy. You need to rest," he advised the braided baka, hoping that he would change positions and turn the other way.

Instead the boy responded by placing his hand gently over Heero's cheeks and looking him in the eyes.

Heero swallowed, those eyes, so beautiful so warm and caring. So, so, inviting

He didn't get the chance to have his senses return as Duo softly, but firmly commandeered Heero's lips.

He lay there, stunned, he wanted to protest but his mouth was pre-occupied with Duo's sweet tasting lips. He didn't know if he wanted this or not yet, at least not now, he still wasn't sure and Duo wasn't well enough to decide anything right now.

He froze when Duo moaned his name during the kiss and tried to think, he felt like he couldn't move, it was like some one was holding him down. He wanted to push away leave the room. But Duo's lips were so soft, so sweet, it was that moment he felt his cock, already hard and in badly need of releasing its juices, being grasped and pumped.

He gasped as Duo's hand massaged his swollen cock, his senses told him to run, but his body seemed to be to mesmerized, still held in place and it was starting to get a little warm right now.

"Ai shiteru Heero he said leaving the blue eyed boy's lips for a moment before kissing him more fervently this time, and Heero lay there his emotions in a turmoil.

God this felt so good, but at the same time it felt so wrong.

Duo began to kiss down Heero's neck, causing shivers to run through the perfect soldier's whole body and he heard himself gasp as the violet eyed boy started to pump his cock faster, kissing the blue eyed boy down over his shirt and towards his navel.

The blue eyed boy lay there motionless as Duo slowly started to pull down his shorts.

"D.Duo please, don't do this."

"But why? " Came the pleading reply. "I love you Heero."

There was a sigh and a slight pause. "I know you do Duo, but I, I don't know how or what I'm feeling. We shouldn't do this, not now, it's not right!" he said seriously.

"Just once won't hurt. Please Heero, please." The Shinigami pleaded more urgently.

Duo continued to pull down Heero's shorts until the perfect soldiers cock was free and standing to full attention. "You need releasing and I know you've fantasized about this. I watched you that night while you jacked off, it turned me on so bad that I did the same thing and I came almost at the same time as you. Can't you see Heero, you want this just as much as I do!"

He didn't give Heero a chance to reply as he took the boys cock into his mouth and began to work it up and down.

."Fucking hell! Duo! What the fuck is you doing?" Heero screamed pulling the other boys braid "I asked you not to." he yelled in shock

Duo flew upright. "Please Heero stop fighting this for god's sake, you were kissing me before, couldn't you feel it, you responded to my kiss and to my touches. Why are you fighting this? I know you feel something damn you!!"

"I told you Duo I don't know what I fucking feel and you're not helping me make up my mind any by confusing me even god damned fucking more!!" he exclaimed his voice shaking a little.

Pulling his shorts back up and scrambling out of the bed at the same time, Heero backed away from the bed. "I, I can't, I don't remember, a, and I don't know, I don't know what I'm feeling fuck you. And anyway ... My job is to get you better, make you whole again, get you off the drugs full time, so you can recover from this addiction" He glared daggers a the Shinigami.

Duo sat there, shattered by the tone of the perfect soldier's attitude and tears welled in his eyes. "IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU? A FUCKING MISSION" he yelled almost at the top of his lungs.

Don't put words into my mouth Duo that's ~not ~ what I meant!!"

"Then what the fuck did you mean Yuy?"

"I fucking didn't mean it like that you idiot. You're being paranoid and stupid now go back to sleep damn it!"

"You fucking emotionless bastard." Duo spat. "Do you have no feelings inside that hard shell of yours?"

"Goodnight Duo." he said unemotionally as he turned and left the room without so much as a final glance at the heartbroken violet-eyed Shinigami.

"FUCK YOU HEERO YUY! FUCK YOU!!!"