Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ A Love Beyond All Measure ❯ A love beyond all measure ch 17 ( Chapter 17 )

WARNING DANGER WILL ROBINSON DANGER::: 1+R, 1xR

* Ryouga Runs like hell*

Title: A Love Beyond All Measure

Author: Ryouga

Idea: Supplied by Belinda

Pairing: 1+2,1x1, 2x2, 2x1, 1xR, and 1x2

May contain foul and blasphemous language and violence

Warning some chapters may contain lemon and NC17,

And this is my first Gundam Wing fic

OOC…

Disclaimer: I don't own the boys I want to but don't *sighs* Bandai Toei own every inch of their beautiful sexy bodies. Anywaaaaay ^^;

A Love Beyond All Measure part 17

"FUCK YOU HEERO YUY! FUCK YOU!!"

Those words cut into him like a knife, but he kept moving towards the kitchen, not looking back, even as he listened to the sobs of the heartbroken Shinigami.

Slumping down at the table his hands cupped his face and a tear rolled down his cheeks, falling onto the table, like a raindrop shattering on a footpath.

His mind raced, his heart ached and his emotions were totally screwed up now. He kept glancing at the phone on the wall. He stared and stared at it, contemplating things over and over in his confused mind, he needed to know that he was normal, he needed to know that he wasn't losing his mind, he got up and picked up the phone.

Hesitating momentarily, he glanced toward the direction of the sobs and then began dialing a number. It rang through and a voice on the other end piped up, "Peacecraft reside~"

"It's me I~"

"Heero?"

"Just listen, I need to talk to~~" the perfect soldier struggled to get the words out without his original gusto. "I need to, I need, damn it! I errr... I need your help Relena."

Silence momentarily reigned and Heero shuffled nervously.

"~You ~ need ~my~ help?" the stunned girl repeated sure that she must've heard him wrong.

Heero sighed. "Yes! I, I need your help." he re-confirmed, almost ashamed of himself. "Can you come over?"

"Now?" she asked.

Heero bit his lip and glanced back towards the sobbing which had started to subside a little, this was no time for her to be dense. "Yes, now!"

Another pause and a sigh. "Do you realize what time it is Heero?"

"I know, but I really need to talk to someone. I'm not, I don't know if I, I can't just~"

"All right Heero." she accepted. "I'll make my way over to you. I can hear it in your voice you sound upset and that's not like you. I'll be about an hour I need to get changed."

"NO!" Heero begged. He didn't want to wait, he needed to sort out this confusion once and for all. "Please just come as you are."

"All right Heero." Relena agreed gently. "I'm a little more than worried about you now. I'll be there in half an hour. Just stay there."

* Click *

Heero stood with the receiver in his hand, barely moving for a few moments, then slowly returned it to it's place of origin.

He sighed and headed back to the lounge, throwing himself down onto the couch and closing his eyes.

He could hear the sobs had slowed almost to a complete halt and he hoped the boy would be able to at least cry himself to sleep.

Heero's head began to spin and he pulled the pillow up over his head. Half an hours rest should be enough to get rid of a stress headache.

Within a few moments he had drifted of to sleep.

~~~35 mins later~~~

Tap tap tap. Tap tap tap

Heero sat upright awakened from his short slumber; at least the headache had disappeared.

Tap tap tap.

"Shit!" Heero jumped from the couch tripping over the edge of it and stumbling into the hall, managing not to fall flat on his face. He reached for the door handle and opened the door.

"Thanks for coming." he said quietly as she walked into the hallway.

Relena looked him in the eyes. "Heero, Have you been crying?" She asked sincerely, the concern showing in her face.

"I fell asleep waiting. I'm all right." he lied as he ushered her into the lounge.

Relena wasn't convinced, but she pushed the issue no further. "So, are you ok? How's Duo doing?"

He balked at Shinigami's name. "He, errrr.... He's fine, sleeping right now."

Relena moved up closer to him and put a hand on his shoulder. "Heero." she began tentatively.

The blue eyed perfect soldier plopped himself back onto the couch.

"You said you needed my help, is it with Duo? Do you need a break because I'll gladly stay here and watch him for a few days if you need me to?"

Heero swallowed. "It's not him. It's me."

The girl sat beside him. "You? Why? What's the matter? Aren't you well?"

Heero gave a small sarcastic laugh. "I have no idea what my problem is, I'm just totally confused about some things right now and I..." he looked her directly in the eyes. "...I don't know, I just~~ " He sighed looking down at the floor.

Relena placed a comforting hand on his back. It was obvious that something out of the ordinary was bothering him greatly, she'd never seen him like this the whole entire time she'd known him "Just take your time Heero, I'll stay for as long as you need me to."

Heero looked back up at her. "I really need your help on this but I'm not sure I should even request something like this." his eyes had a look of unsurety and his demeanor was soft and gentle.

"I'll help you Heero in any way I can." she informed him "But I can't if you don't tell me what you want from me."

Heero sighed deeply. "You still have feelings for me don't you Relena?"

A stunned silence reigned for a moment.

"Yes I do." came the meek reply. "But I know you don't feel the same way."

"I'm sorry Relena, If I could love you the way you wanted me to I would, and I guess I don't want to jeopardize the friendship we do have, for something like this, that's the reason why it's so hard to ask you for the kind of help I need."

Relena swallowed and sat upright what was it he needed from her that could be that hard to ask for. It couldn't be that much of a sacrifice, could it? "Heero. Tell me now, everything." she insisted firmly, but gently. "I want to know what's wrong and what you need from me and I promise you, I'll give it you if I can, no matter what." she held his hand in hers and looked into his cobalt blue eyes. "Isn't that what friends are for Heero?"

The perfect soldier swallowed and nodded. "I know, but I don't want to hurt your feelings."

"Heero talk to me!!" the girl almost demanded.

The blue-eyed boy took a deep breath. "I'm struggling with who I am, with what I am right now. I swear I'm losing my mind over it. I called you here for a reason, you were the only girl I could think of "

"Because of how I feel about you?"

He nodded.

"You've always been honest with me Relena, and I need to know, well do I um, do I come across to you as, as well, gay?"

Relena sat there stunned she didn't know whether to outright laugh or giggle at him. She felt it appropriate to refrain from both at his point in time. "You want the truth? "

Heero nodded a little more.

"I've never really noticed that much but I've seen you look at a certain boy a certain way once before."..she said with a wink.

Heero looked pale. "Relena, forgive me for this but ~" Without further warning, he reached over for her, pulling her to him and kissing her in a passionate embrace. She protested momentarily but then let herself go, suddenly realizing what this was all about. She understood Heero's problem now, his whole sexual existence had been in turmoil.

He broke the kiss, ashamed of himself for taking advantage of her. "God Relena, I'm so sorry I just need to know... I just."

She smiled at him. A look of understanding on her face and if this was the only way ever she'd get to have him then so be it. "It's all right, go ahead. If you think it's what will help decide exactly who and what you are then I want to be the one it happens with." She blushed at her own forwardness.

Heero smiled at her a look of relief and gratefulness on his face. He stood and reached for her hand leading her towards the spare room and over to the bed.

Relena blushed as Heero pulled the door to and moved over to her. "Are you sure?" he asked her. "It's a big thing I've asked of you."

She nodded. "I am and I understand this is not a reflection of how you feel towards me." she removed her shoes and socks.

Heero nodded and pushed her back onto the bed, slowly unbuttoning her shirt and removing it tossing it onto the floor. Then he slowly removed her trousers, underwear, and then removing his own clothes discarded them to the floor also.

He crawled up beside her "Thankyou Relena." he whispered. "I'll never forget this." he kissed her softly and a slight tingle crawled up his spine as his hands wandered down towards her thighs.

She moaned as Heero's finger penetrated her womanhood in preparation of what was to come. His mouth found her nipples and his tongue teased them.

The girl's back arched and she moaned more, if ever she had wanted a dream to come true this ~was~ the one! He slowly kissed down her body and reached her soft mound, slowly he removed his finger and replaced it with his tongue. She cried out loudly as he lapped at her clit then delved his tongue deeply into her moist slit.

He felt himself becoming aroused, his hardness responding to each of Relena's moans, they had him worked up within seconds, and he sat up, positioning himself above her and then slowly and gently, eased himself into her.

It was tight fit and there was a slight pause as he reached her virgin spot but one gentle quick thrust and a gasp from her and it was done. She reached up and grabbed him by the buttocks pulling him harder into her and he cried out as she did, it felt so warm so tight and so soft. The feeling was sweet as he began to thrust himself in and out of her but something was missing it felt good, it felt *normal* but it didn't feel like, like Duo.

.What the hell did Duo have to do with this? he thought and suddenly remembered the feelings he had when Duo had taken his cock into his mouth. "Oh God " he heard himself cry as suddenly an intense feeling ripped through his body, his cock hardened to it's maximum and all he could see was Duo fucking his cock with his mouth, and he thrust faster as the vision of Duo worked it's way up and down his cock sucking harder.

"Oh fuck!!" Heero yelled loudly as he thrust his cock deeper and faster into Relena. Her moans didn't help his cause any as she suddenly screamed "Heero I'm, cuming I'm, aaaahhhhhh god Heeeeero " she panted heavily moaning in-between crying out his name as she felt her body explode in spasms and her juices were finally set free.

Heero's control had gone and he was fucking her hard now and as she came, he followed suit refraining from calling out the name in his mind for fear of really hurting her feelings, but as the vision of Duo finally disappeared and his orgasm subsided, he knew in whose arms he belonged.

But was it too late.

The spare room door was slammed open and the two of them jumped apart in time to hear the sound of extremely distressed wails and a fleeing of the scene. A moment later the sound of the front door window smashing after it was slammed with great force.

"OH FUCK!" Heero panicked. "What have I done?!"

End part 17