Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Ai Qing Gu Shi ❯ Eyes on Me ( Chapter 3 )

Standard Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in Gundam Wing.

Author: Tsuki Tenshi

Pairing: 1x2

Email: Luv_bpgal@yahoo.com

Title: Ai Qing Gu Shi (chinese) Love story

A/N: Just a note here. I am not sure if you want the "thank you" page to be at the top or bottom. Imean, maybe some of you find it irritating because you cannot get to the story faster? I am asking if any of you would prefer it to be at the bottom or remain at the top. The author's comment on the story will still be at the bottom though…Also…. Please REVIEW!!! I loved it when you review… hehe~





Goddess of Death: Of cuz! The two BELONGS together! ^.^-V

mistress shinimegami: I hope you like this one as well…. Though it may not be as angst… Damn I think I am losing my touch…

Xellas M: Thanks… I hope you would continue to review???? Hehe…

Valerian: Thanks… I will keep them in the POV of just the two of them I think… Hm… Lets see how the story turns out? Right now, I am just as clueless as the rest of you… Hehe~

chopsticks: Well, I may not be able to write as fast coz my mid year exams is nearing… But I'll try~!^.^

dark faeri: Yea.. Relena is definitely evil here… Heero and Duo will still be the main course, dun worry!

Valandra: Dun worry, there will be a happy ending… I just love Heero and Duo too much to separate them… Torturing them is another thing though… ^.^

angelz3x: Heero again… So what you think.. I dun think the song fits the chapter though… sigh…

Duo's ONLY chick: They will be happy… I dun like deathfics myself… Though I dun think this fic is good enough to make anyone cry.. I must be losing it… sigh…

Morningstar: I am sorry I didn't use Angel…. I would in one of these chapters.. But the song doesn't really fit into the chapter… Not that this one does… I wrote this chapter with no inspiration from a song and my friend suggested using Eyes on me so…. Anyway, if you have that MP3, listen to it. It's a really great song!^.^

Bluerock: Dang! I think I am losing my touch… Argh!!! The evilness of examinations… O' levels sucks!

Pallapalla: Of cuz Relena is lying… She is evil… She did it on purpose to break Heero and Duo up… Now lets see what she's up to next….

Amalthaea: The happy parts would be pretty soon… My friend is telling me that the story is going too damn slow and so… hehe… Me trying to speed things up a bit here. ^.~



Here goes…







//…song lyrics….//





Eyes on Me





Angels sang that night. A sorrowful, alluring tune that warms even the coldest of heart. Twinkling stars hiding behind the hazy wall of clouds peeked out to listen to the enchanting music made by the winged creatures of the highest of the heavens, soothing all pain and misery of all walking beings. All was healed, all, except for a few….



//Whenever sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard//





The icy atmosphere of the room did not bother him at all. Nothing could be colder than the heart that lay inside the chest of this boy. His loose green tank top did not ward away the cold zephyr that send a normal person shivering to the very bones, his clinging black spandex was not at all useful in keeping a body warm. Yet this youth sat quietly, almost still with exception of fingers flying over the keypads of his laptop. Not one shiver, not a sneeze. He stopped for a moment, running his long, graceful fingers through his still damp hair before resuming his work determinedly.

//I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy//



Unlike the work he had done before, this mission he was doing had nothing to do with hacking into enemy base, getting enemy information, no explosions. War was over, there was no need for such violent or devious means to achieve peace. Yet this mission held more importance to the gundam pilot than any mission he had done in the past, in the war. This mission involved the searching out for a certain braided boy, the only means to end the seemingly endless chill in his soul.

//You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar//



Duo… Where are you? Why do you hide from me? How could you believe her, leaving me here, alone? Empty? You gave me hope, then ran away, shattering all the dreams I had dared to have from that moment you told me you love me.



//My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?//



You loved me. Do you still love me? Have you found someone else already? Or are you still waiting for me? Most probably attached, that Hilde girl? I knew she liked you from the moment she saw you… Who wouldn't though? You are the sweetest creature, fairer than any fairy, belonging to the realms of the highest heavens, amongst the angels.

//Maybe yes, Maybe no

I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me//





I wished I had the nerve to tell you I loved you too. I wished I had caught you when you turned away from me, running from the room. I wished I could tell you that you are the lifeline I was holding to, the reason I didn't die in the war, the only thing that I had even yearned for. But I had not. And the regrets hit me like a tsunami, drowning me in my sorrow of losing you.



//Oh, did you ever know?

That I had mine of you//





I never knew Relena would do such a thing. I thought she knew that I treated her as a sister, someone to protect, to comfort. I want to keep the innocence that she had, to keep her safe from the war. I do not want another incident of the girl and her puppy. By protecting her, my conscious eased somehow, for I would know that in the cruel war, which out sole mission is to destroy, I had managed to protect and save this one innocent from the endless killings.



Maybe she wasn't as innocent as I thought she was. I was reeling with shock when she kissed me on the lips. It was such an sudden act that my quick reflexes couldn't even help me when her lips made contact with mine. Staring at her with shock in my eyes, I stammered my question.



" What do you think you are doing?"

I was still rooted to the ground, the porch actually, sheltered from the pounding rain.

"Heero, you know that I loved you. I just want to let you know that I really don't mind if you are shy or anything… but this relationship is going far too slow!"

"Relationship? Relena, what relationship do you think we had?" I was amazed by the skills of deduction, or rather, the lack of it… How could she think that I love her?

"Oh, don't be silly Heero. I know that you loved me. I really understand your problem with your emotions, so you may be a little shy… But it had already been so many months and you haven't even done anything more than hold my hands…."

"Lo..Love? What … Relena.."

I was a little disgusted by her anticipating look and fluttering eyelashes. They weren't even half as pretty as Duo's…

"Yes?"

I could tell that she thought I was going to propose… What an irking thought… She was like my sister for god's sake… That would be like incest!

" … Relena, I don't love you."

"Haha… Very funny joke…."

I thought I had been very convincing and blunt in telling her the brutal reality. It seemed that she wasn't very bright…

"That was not a joke."



Her eyes widen by cm. Her blue eyes seemed to glaze over with what I thought was tears. The thought of a sobbing Relena was frightening. She was irritating enough normally. I thought that was all what little sisters do… irritate?



Fortunately, or rather, unfortunately, Relena did not cry. She didn't even whimper. She looked at me with those once worshipping eyes, now cold and hard. I was stunned, for those were not the eyes of the Relena I knew, the little innocent that was so trusting and peaceful. Her eyes were that of a seasoned soldier, determined and hard.



//Daring, so there you are

With that look on your face//



She whispered something so softly that I couldn't have caught it had I not been staring at her intently. It was weird, her behavior.



"Duo…"

Her voice sounded harsh and accusing.



//As if you're never hurt//



Duo? She knew where Duo was? I was about to ask her when she suddenly just turned and left.



//As if you're never down//



That left me in my solitary thoughts. Duo. Suddenly, the world seemed to be in a whole new dimension. This was no dream, no little fantasy. You loved me... And it finally hit me that I do love you.



//Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are not dreamer//



Which is the reason why I am now searching desperately for you. You could be in danger. My instincts told me that this new Relena could be dangerous and I am not taking any chance on my love. Even if you had found someone new, even if you did not love me anymore, I still want you to live. Not matter how much I tried to hide behind this wall of indifference, the emotions within still survived, swirling, getting stronger with each day.



//So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast//





But who am I kidding? I need you. You are like the antidote to this poison inside me. I need you to live, to heal me, to love me. I need you to be whole.



//And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I had mine of you//





Yes Duo… I love you. Please, be safe… Don't leave me here, not when I finally found out that I do love you. I need to see you at least this one time, to tell you what I feel. I owned you this. But at the same time, I am scared. I do not know how I would react if you had found someone else… Wish you happiness? Could I? Before I break down this last time, crumpling into pieces? Pieces that could never be picked up again? Ever?



//Daring, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if you're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is//



I am scared Duo, of this emotion called love… Don't hurt me… please…. I really need you… Duo, do you want me?



//How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming//



Owari or TBC…



AN:

So here is the chapter… FINALLY!! * Whew! * I think this chapter is not up to standard… In fact, kinda crappy…. Sigh… Can't seem to write lately… Anyway, the examinations will be coming soon and I don't think I would be able to post for some time. I will still continue the stories. (All stories), though you guys would have to wait a while… Tell me what you think of this chapter? I really need some encouragement to get back my confidence in writing… My English teacher kinda flopped my essay…. She gave me a 29/40… Dang it…