Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Anything You Want ❯ Anything You Want ( Chapter 1 )
[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
Disclaimer : I don't own them, no... thanks Sunrise
Warning : Yaoi, angst, 2+5,
Explanation : conversation in "-", thinking in 'Italic', flashback in //-//
=============================================================== -Anything you want-
By Kai
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"Wufei, over here!" Quatre is waving his hand to him among the crowded in the waiting room of the hospital. 'His statement doesn't seems right.'
"How is he?" Wufei asked between his fast breath after driving over the road's speed limit and running straight to the hospital.
"The doctor didn't come out for almost 4 hours."
"What took that long, Winner?!" he voice was nearly shouted and punched the wall nearby with the side of his fist
"Wufei, look, now his Deathscythe is nothing more than a wrecked doll, I can say that it is almost miracle that he can contact us or even...even survived, you understand?!" Quatre tried to calm Wufei down, he had never seen the chinese pilot out of character like this before.
Wufei tried to take a deep breath and asked " Where are the others?"
"They're waiting in front of the operating room, we should join them."
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-meanwhile- in front of the operating room.
"What do you think, Heero?" Trowa is leaning against the wall his arms folded across his chest and asking in an incredibly calm voice compared to the situation
"About what? Duo or the mission?"
Trowa stared back and made a slight curve at the corner of his mouth "I'm glad the you put 'the mission' after 'Duo'"
"Trowa";that's the two syllables that he sent out along with his metal glare
"About Duo, do you think he can make it?"
"Judging from the condition that he was in when I dug him out of Deathscythe, it's 50/50"
"50/50? I didn't expect you to say that, Heero"
"Alright, there's only 15% for him to survive.." as soon as he finished his sentence, he felt one rough hand grab his shirt and a hard fist on his cheekbone. Heero lost his balance and hit the wall
"What was that for, Wufei?" he asked, spitting a bloody tooth out, death in his eyes..
"15%? How can you say that!" Wufei's eyes are burning with anger too. Heero tried to punch him back but was stopped by Trowa and Quatre
"That's enough, both of you! Calm down!" Quatre yelled at them "All we can do now is wait. We already have enough stress, so don't make things worse!!!"
Heero freed himself from Trowa and Quatre's hands and sat back on the bench, Wufei ignored Heero and started walking around.
After long minutes of walking back and forth, Heero said "Sit down Wufei; that won't help." Wufei was amazed at Heero's soothing tone and moved to sit next to him.
'Duo, please don't die..'
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//"Wufeiiiiii" Shouted Duo while he gave Wufei his flying attack and ended up on top of him, both of his hands pressing Wufei's wrist to the floor
"Kisama, Get off me!"
"No, no Wufei you lost the bet, now you must do what I say!!"
"I didn't say a thing and I didn't bet on it!" he tried to escape the braided pilot's grip, but he was tougher than he looked.
"Chicken? You loser" Duo said while he dropped his nose down to nuzzle his prey's neck
"Stop that, Maxwell. I'll do it myself!"
Duo paused his ministration a little to say "You sure?"
"Yes! Get off me." Then Duo let Wufei go, sat back and waited with the big smile
"Look, Maxwell, I'm not going to..."
"You won't?! Do you have any idea how hard it is to polished all our Gundams within a day? Come on; Heero, Trowa and Quatre already did what I demanded, you're the last one"
"Sorry Maxwell, I have more important things to do" Wufei stood up and wished he could get out of the living room and away from wicked Duo as fast as he could But Duo, grinning Duo, jumped on Wufei's back. Wufei was lying on the floor again, but this time his chest and stomach face the floor with Duo's hands on his wrist once again, "Too slow, Wufei, now I'll do it"
"No!"
Duo lowered his jaw close to Wufei's neck and used his teeth to remove the rubber band from the ponytail. "There," he whispered. "Easy." Then he released him. Wufei got up, his silken black hair fell down his slim shoulder, but tried to turn his face away. Duo was stunned at the fact that Wufei's hair is very beautiful. It looked delicate and smooth, its color matching with his onyx eyes.
He swallowed and managed to speak "Come on, Wufei. I just want to see your face when your hair is down."
Wufei exhaled in frustration. No one had ever seen him like this before, but Duo did it just for fun. He turned to Duo and said, " Are you satisfied?!"
"excuse me!" He didn't notice Duo's violet eyes were glowing with something inside.
"Wufei, I .."
"What?!" He didn't wait for the answer but stormed out of the room//
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The operating room door was opened, all four pilot rushed to the doctor.
"Are you with Mr. Maxwell?"
"Yes" Wufei replied. "How is he?"
"I wont' say that he's going to be alright, due to the amount of blood lost and some of his major organs aren't functioning properly, but we did our best. We'll just wait and see"
"Can we see him?" Quatre asked.
"We'll move him to ICU, go head and wait there"
'Wait?! How can I just wait?..'
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//"Pl ease Wufei, come with me." Duo asked with innocent eyes, kneeling beside Wufei's bed.
"It's not my business" he answered and continued reading his chinese textbook and rolled on his side, away from Duo
"Wufei, there's no one else home. Tomorrow will be Christmas eve and I need a Christmas tree"
"That's nonsense Maxwell, I see no use of it" With the long silence, Wufei expected Duo to either continue his begging or get out of his room, but only silence with a little sound of sobs followed. He turned to see Duo, crying...
"Maxwell, what's wrong?" Wufei had never seen Duo cry before and there was an unknown feeling tearing his at heart
"I, I've waited all my life for this Christmas, you know? I celebrated my last Christmas 10 years ago at the church. We didn't have a Christmas tree. Just sitting together to keep our bodies warm and singing was the only thing we had.."
Duo's past made Wufei regret his words. He never knew that this cheerful pilot used to have a harsh life.
"After that, I was trained to be Gundam Pilot. I didn't even had a chance to think about it. This is my first Christmas after this goddamn war, Wufei,...I..."
"Ok, Maxwell, anything you want.." he said as he wiped Duo's tear tenderly away with his finger//
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"Are you with Mr. Maxwell? You can see him now" said the nurse to four boys "But he's hasn't gained consciousness...if he doesn't tomorrow morning-"
"What?" Heero and Wufei asked in unison and glared at each other
"He may not get up again.."
"What do you mean by that?!" Wufei almost shouted at the nurse
"Like the doctor said, his body was too weak. Don't make me answer any further questions. You don't want to know it"
Wufei shook his head in disbelief, "I'm going in"
Inside, Duo was lying on the white bed, his pale body entangled with the tubes from medical equipment along with the oxygen mask. Only the sign of breathing and a noise of a heartbeat parameter were the evidence that he was still alive. Quatre, Trowa and Heero followed him inside and didn't say a thing, until the trembling voice of Quatre broke the silence
"Somebody must stay here with him, I'll get his clothes"
"Do you want to stay, Wufei?" asked Heero, his voice sounded like he knew something but Wufei neither replied or turned back Quatre was not sure if he could hear Heero's question and was about to call his name out but Trowa touched Quatre's shoulder lightly in protest. His green eye guided Quatre to look at Wufei's hands that clutched tightly into fists.
"I and Trowa will check out Deathscythe, Quatre is going to get your clothes, you stay here and take care of him, Wufei" Heero said. This time Wufei nodded slightly and said
"Turn off the light before you go, he doesn't like it."
"Aa"
After Heero and Trowa left the room, Quatre said "I think I have to tell you something Wufei"
"Can we talk later?" Quatre wasn't sure if Wufei's voice was trembling when he heard this.
"Just one thing, Wufei."
"What is it?"
"I think Duo is in love with you..." Quatre said in a low voice, and waited for the other boy's reaction.
"Yes, I think I know that too.."
"You know? So why didn't you do anything?"
"Do what? What do you want me to do, Winner?"
"Anything, Wufei, Do you love him?"
"Get out, Winner"
"Fine, but think about it, Wufei"
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//"Wuf ei are you still awake?" Duo said after knocking on Wufei's door
"You're going to wake me anyway, What is it?" Wufei got off his bed to open the door and saw Duo hugging his big fluffy pillow
"I, er I can't sleep, would you...er...let me stay here?"
"What's the difference between your room and mine?"
"Quatre and Trowa are discussing about their new mission, I don't want to bother by telling them to turn off the light, beside, I just,...had a bad dream, I don't want to sleep alone" not many man can resist this sweet request, but unfortunately, Wufei was one of them..
"Go to Yuy's room, then" he said and closed the door, but even Wufei himself didn't know why he said that, maybe he felt that Duo are going to change him, or maybe it was him that changed because of Duo, and he didn't want to admit it..//
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'Du o, I'm sorry, so sorry, please get up and curse me for ignoring you, but I, I can't..'
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/ /"I'm not Meiran anymore, call me Nataku. I'll protect the Dragon clan and the entire colony"//
//"What do you think you're doing?! You're just a girl, you can't fight!"
"Or do you want me to watch my home blown away? I'm not a coward like you!"//
//No, don't die Nataku, I haven't proven myself worthy of being your husband"
"Protect our home, protect the colony for.. me... "//
//Stay with me Nataku. Protect me; give me your courage even though I'm not compatible with you, or anyone.."//
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'Open your eyes Duo, please' Wufei said, laying his hand on Duo's, squeezing it a little as if it was going to make Duo feel his existence. He lifted that pale hand to his damp cheek
'Yes, I'm a coward, I don't want to face the truth. Even though Nataku is dead, I still think that she's around, and even I barely know my feelings. I still hide, still lie. But Duo, I swear to you and to myself; if only you will open your eyes again, I'll not runaway anymore. I'll do anything you want Duo. I'll let my hair down for you. I'll go with you wherever you want. I'll not let your cruel past hurt you no matter day or night and if you want to hear it, I'll say it Duo...'
"I love you"
fin~
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Kai: Did I said this is deathfic?, no? yes! because this is not (*^_^*)
What about it? feedback please..
Edited by :Becky Chan!! thanks very MUCH
Warning : Yaoi, angst, 2+5,
Explanation : conversation in "-", thinking in 'Italic', flashback in //-//
=============================================================== -Anything you want-
By Kai
===============================================================
"Wufei, over here!" Quatre is waving his hand to him among the crowded in the waiting room of the hospital. 'His statement doesn't seems right.'
"How is he?" Wufei asked between his fast breath after driving over the road's speed limit and running straight to the hospital.
"The doctor didn't come out for almost 4 hours."
"What took that long, Winner?!" he voice was nearly shouted and punched the wall nearby with the side of his fist
"Wufei, look, now his Deathscythe is nothing more than a wrecked doll, I can say that it is almost miracle that he can contact us or even...even survived, you understand?!" Quatre tried to calm Wufei down, he had never seen the chinese pilot out of character like this before.
Wufei tried to take a deep breath and asked " Where are the others?"
"They're waiting in front of the operating room, we should join them."
----------------------------------------------------------------
-meanwhile- in front of the operating room.
"What do you think, Heero?" Trowa is leaning against the wall his arms folded across his chest and asking in an incredibly calm voice compared to the situation
"About what? Duo or the mission?"
Trowa stared back and made a slight curve at the corner of his mouth "I'm glad the you put 'the mission' after 'Duo'"
"Trowa";that's the two syllables that he sent out along with his metal glare
"About Duo, do you think he can make it?"
"Judging from the condition that he was in when I dug him out of Deathscythe, it's 50/50"
"50/50? I didn't expect you to say that, Heero"
"Alright, there's only 15% for him to survive.." as soon as he finished his sentence, he felt one rough hand grab his shirt and a hard fist on his cheekbone. Heero lost his balance and hit the wall
"What was that for, Wufei?" he asked, spitting a bloody tooth out, death in his eyes..
"15%? How can you say that!" Wufei's eyes are burning with anger too. Heero tried to punch him back but was stopped by Trowa and Quatre
"That's enough, both of you! Calm down!" Quatre yelled at them "All we can do now is wait. We already have enough stress, so don't make things worse!!!"
Heero freed himself from Trowa and Quatre's hands and sat back on the bench, Wufei ignored Heero and started walking around.
After long minutes of walking back and forth, Heero said "Sit down Wufei; that won't help." Wufei was amazed at Heero's soothing tone and moved to sit next to him.
'Duo, please don't die..'
------------------------------------------------------------
//"Wufeiiiiii" Shouted Duo while he gave Wufei his flying attack and ended up on top of him, both of his hands pressing Wufei's wrist to the floor
"Kisama, Get off me!"
"No, no Wufei you lost the bet, now you must do what I say!!"
"I didn't say a thing and I didn't bet on it!" he tried to escape the braided pilot's grip, but he was tougher than he looked.
"Chicken? You loser" Duo said while he dropped his nose down to nuzzle his prey's neck
"Stop that, Maxwell. I'll do it myself!"
Duo paused his ministration a little to say "You sure?"
"Yes! Get off me." Then Duo let Wufei go, sat back and waited with the big smile
"Look, Maxwell, I'm not going to..."
"You won't?! Do you have any idea how hard it is to polished all our Gundams within a day? Come on; Heero, Trowa and Quatre already did what I demanded, you're the last one"
"Sorry Maxwell, I have more important things to do" Wufei stood up and wished he could get out of the living room and away from wicked Duo as fast as he could But Duo, grinning Duo, jumped on Wufei's back. Wufei was lying on the floor again, but this time his chest and stomach face the floor with Duo's hands on his wrist once again, "Too slow, Wufei, now I'll do it"
"No!"
Duo lowered his jaw close to Wufei's neck and used his teeth to remove the rubber band from the ponytail. "There," he whispered. "Easy." Then he released him. Wufei got up, his silken black hair fell down his slim shoulder, but tried to turn his face away. Duo was stunned at the fact that Wufei's hair is very beautiful. It looked delicate and smooth, its color matching with his onyx eyes.
He swallowed and managed to speak "Come on, Wufei. I just want to see your face when your hair is down."
Wufei exhaled in frustration. No one had ever seen him like this before, but Duo did it just for fun. He turned to Duo and said, " Are you satisfied?!"
"excuse me!" He didn't notice Duo's violet eyes were glowing with something inside.
"Wufei, I .."
"What?!" He didn't wait for the answer but stormed out of the room//
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The operating room door was opened, all four pilot rushed to the doctor.
"Are you with Mr. Maxwell?"
"Yes" Wufei replied. "How is he?"
"I wont' say that he's going to be alright, due to the amount of blood lost and some of his major organs aren't functioning properly, but we did our best. We'll just wait and see"
"Can we see him?" Quatre asked.
"We'll move him to ICU, go head and wait there"
'Wait?! How can I just wait?..'
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//"Pl ease Wufei, come with me." Duo asked with innocent eyes, kneeling beside Wufei's bed.
"It's not my business" he answered and continued reading his chinese textbook and rolled on his side, away from Duo
"Wufei, there's no one else home. Tomorrow will be Christmas eve and I need a Christmas tree"
"That's nonsense Maxwell, I see no use of it" With the long silence, Wufei expected Duo to either continue his begging or get out of his room, but only silence with a little sound of sobs followed. He turned to see Duo, crying...
"Maxwell, what's wrong?" Wufei had never seen Duo cry before and there was an unknown feeling tearing his at heart
"I, I've waited all my life for this Christmas, you know? I celebrated my last Christmas 10 years ago at the church. We didn't have a Christmas tree. Just sitting together to keep our bodies warm and singing was the only thing we had.."
Duo's past made Wufei regret his words. He never knew that this cheerful pilot used to have a harsh life.
"After that, I was trained to be Gundam Pilot. I didn't even had a chance to think about it. This is my first Christmas after this goddamn war, Wufei,...I..."
"Ok, Maxwell, anything you want.." he said as he wiped Duo's tear tenderly away with his finger//
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"Are you with Mr. Maxwell? You can see him now" said the nurse to four boys "But he's hasn't gained consciousness...if he doesn't tomorrow morning-"
"What?" Heero and Wufei asked in unison and glared at each other
"He may not get up again.."
"What do you mean by that?!" Wufei almost shouted at the nurse
"Like the doctor said, his body was too weak. Don't make me answer any further questions. You don't want to know it"
Wufei shook his head in disbelief, "I'm going in"
Inside, Duo was lying on the white bed, his pale body entangled with the tubes from medical equipment along with the oxygen mask. Only the sign of breathing and a noise of a heartbeat parameter were the evidence that he was still alive. Quatre, Trowa and Heero followed him inside and didn't say a thing, until the trembling voice of Quatre broke the silence
"Somebody must stay here with him, I'll get his clothes"
"Do you want to stay, Wufei?" asked Heero, his voice sounded like he knew something but Wufei neither replied or turned back Quatre was not sure if he could hear Heero's question and was about to call his name out but Trowa touched Quatre's shoulder lightly in protest. His green eye guided Quatre to look at Wufei's hands that clutched tightly into fists.
"I and Trowa will check out Deathscythe, Quatre is going to get your clothes, you stay here and take care of him, Wufei" Heero said. This time Wufei nodded slightly and said
"Turn off the light before you go, he doesn't like it."
"Aa"
After Heero and Trowa left the room, Quatre said "I think I have to tell you something Wufei"
"Can we talk later?" Quatre wasn't sure if Wufei's voice was trembling when he heard this.
"Just one thing, Wufei."
"What is it?"
"I think Duo is in love with you..." Quatre said in a low voice, and waited for the other boy's reaction.
"Yes, I think I know that too.."
"You know? So why didn't you do anything?"
"Do what? What do you want me to do, Winner?"
"Anything, Wufei, Do you love him?"
"Get out, Winner"
"Fine, but think about it, Wufei"
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//"Wuf ei are you still awake?" Duo said after knocking on Wufei's door
"You're going to wake me anyway, What is it?" Wufei got off his bed to open the door and saw Duo hugging his big fluffy pillow
"I, er I can't sleep, would you...er...let me stay here?"
"What's the difference between your room and mine?"
"Quatre and Trowa are discussing about their new mission, I don't want to bother by telling them to turn off the light, beside, I just,...had a bad dream, I don't want to sleep alone" not many man can resist this sweet request, but unfortunately, Wufei was one of them..
"Go to Yuy's room, then" he said and closed the door, but even Wufei himself didn't know why he said that, maybe he felt that Duo are going to change him, or maybe it was him that changed because of Duo, and he didn't want to admit it..//
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'Du o, I'm sorry, so sorry, please get up and curse me for ignoring you, but I, I can't..'
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/ /"I'm not Meiran anymore, call me Nataku. I'll protect the Dragon clan and the entire colony"//
//"What do you think you're doing?! You're just a girl, you can't fight!"
"Or do you want me to watch my home blown away? I'm not a coward like you!"//
//No, don't die Nataku, I haven't proven myself worthy of being your husband"
"Protect our home, protect the colony for.. me... "//
//Stay with me Nataku. Protect me; give me your courage even though I'm not compatible with you, or anyone.."//
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'Open your eyes Duo, please' Wufei said, laying his hand on Duo's, squeezing it a little as if it was going to make Duo feel his existence. He lifted that pale hand to his damp cheek
'Yes, I'm a coward, I don't want to face the truth. Even though Nataku is dead, I still think that she's around, and even I barely know my feelings. I still hide, still lie. But Duo, I swear to you and to myself; if only you will open your eyes again, I'll not runaway anymore. I'll do anything you want Duo. I'll let my hair down for you. I'll go with you wherever you want. I'll not let your cruel past hurt you no matter day or night and if you want to hear it, I'll say it Duo...'
"I love you"
fin~
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Kai: Did I said this is deathfic?, no? yes! because this is not (*^_^*)
What about it? feedback please..
Edited by :Becky Chan!! thanks very MUCH