Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Beauty and the Cunning Beast ❯ Beauty and the Cunning Beast ( Chapter 1 )

Beauty and the Cunning Beast

Author/Artist: Amanda, aka: lady_ofthe_silverlight23@yahoo.com

Rating: NC-17 for Bastardization, Rape mentioned, Prostitution mentioned, Brutalization of a character

Pairings: no names mentioned in this part

Warnings: Do not read this fic if any of the above offends you. Sever violence.

Feedback: I will not be posting chapter 2 until I get 10 responses. Guessing who the main characters are, of this fic and who is seme and uke. Those who respond will get mentioned in the next part and the first person who guesses correctly will get something special from me. I will contact you for any suggestions on what you would like from me if you are the first one right.

Archived: will be posted at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/anime_insanity_sweetness/ and www.mediaminer.org and http://www.gundam_wing_universe.net/

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Gundam Wing characters but they seem to think they own me. I do not take responsibility for this fic because I'm only the messenger. The damn bastard would not leave me alone until I got all of this fic written down to his satisfaction. He pushed aside my other fics and made me find new groups to post this on. I also don't own Nickelback, Seether, Ben Moody, Jason Miller, Jason Jones, Steven Wiser, Smile Empty Soul, Trapt, Atomship, or any of the Punisher Soundtract. I just found that the songs were right for this fic.

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I cowered in the corner, not again, not so soon. It had only been two days since the last time. He usually waited until the bruises were gone or at least faded to that sickly yellowish-green.

// Well the straw just broke

Of a line in your tasteless joke //

I tried to remember what I had done wrong. What had I forgotten to do this time? The bedroom was spotless. The tile grout gleamed as if it had been laid yesterday, thanks to three days of scrubbing ever crevice with my own toothbrush. The shopping was done. Everything he had demanded was in the mini-fridge, including that nasty expensive cheese and the small perfect loaf of dark pumpernickel bread. It had taken the last of the money I had earned to buy the yelling man's groceries. It looked like the small jar of peanut butter and the three packages of Ramen were going to have to last me until the next mission's paycheck came in two weeks.

// What's up with that hutch you've stolen

Don't worry 'cause it's not broken, it's just swollen //

Starving was nothing new to me, but the complete humiliation of having to whore myself out to pay for my lovers 'necessities', was wearing my spirit down faster than anything else I had ever done in my short life. The only thing good about the beatings was that I would be out of commission for most of my clients.

// Could anticipate

How you're feeling from day to day //

There was only one who would even touch me after a beating. She actually got excited by the blood and bruising. My lover had offered to do a beating in front of her or even let her do the beating if she paid more. She had not taken him up on the offer, yet.

//Well about you now, that's your needing

Don't worry 'cause they're laughing, and you're bleeding //

I had once pleaded with my lover to whore me out to a man, any man. I had been beaten within a hair of my death, for that. There was not a spot on my body that had not been bruised. I threw up on the floor after a really nasty hit to the base of my neck and after he had finished hitting me, with the brush, he had me eat my own vomit and blood off the floor. I had only finished cleaning up the floor when he tore off my shorts and raped me to the point that I passed out on the floor.

// Well I'm drowning

in your ocean //

I slept on the floor, in a comatose like sleep, for two days before I could get up to go to the bathroom. I crawled into the bathroom and sat on the john for 2 hours before I could force the small amount of piss out. I drank cup after cup of water out of the sink next to me and then passes out, before I could move into my bed.

// It's much cooler

in slow motion //

Later I remember him coming home and chatting away with one of the other pilots, never mentioning me. He finally went back out and I crawled into my bed and slept for the rest of the day. I drank water and slept for the rest of the week, as my body healed the internal and externally. The good thing about being too beaten to eat, was that my anal cavity had time to heal enough that I didn't get fecal matter, into my blood stream.

// Don't care where you've went

it's not really of what you've spent //

I know I am a failure to my lover, but trying to please, a women, goes against my sexual orientation. They smelled and they made noises, that caused me to fail in my job. I had to come to rely on my mouth and tongue, to please them recently. The excuse, I was giving them, was that the antidepressants, I was on. I wish I was on them.

// When it's obvious that you bore me

I'm not worried 'cause it's

five minutes to your glory //

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"I will give him to you, but it will cost you." He said to the girl sitting across from him.

// Well I'm drowning

in your ocean //

"How much and for how long?" She replied.

// It's much cooler

in slow motion //

"$1000. an hour." He said as he took a sip of his ice tea.

"Ok. When can I have him?" She said. "I want him for at least 5 hrs, the first time."

// Leave it up to me and I will

Be the one there to see that you stand still //

"It can be arranged. Give me a few more days to finish training him. He should be ready by Friday." He said as the ice cubes clinked together when he moved to set his glass down. "I want the money handed to me exclusively when I pick him up afterwards." He said as he walked out the door of her office.

// Everyone sees your eyes getting wider

Everyone here believes you're a liar

You're a liar //

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Oh god. He was found out! The door to the bathroom slammed into the wall. I looked up into my lovers face and saw the rage. I was helpless and as he ordered, naked. I was not to wear any clothes when I was in our room.

// Well the straw just broke

Of a line, in your tasteless joke //

"You fucking shit-head! I got a complaint about your 'performance' last night! She was not happy. She said that you couldn't KEEP IT UP!" He raged at me.

// Right after you've a punched a hole in //

"I-I-I'm sorry, but she kept whining and crying out. I couldn't block out her voice. I'm sorry." I looked up at him as I huddled on the floor I tried not to panic.

// Don't worry

'cause it's not broken, it's just swollen //

"Well tonight will be for free since you messed up so badly last night and I'm going to help you out."

// Could anticipate //

"I will make the only thought in your head be, that when you get home."

// How you're feeling from day to day //

"You will either be rewarded or punished. I'm even going to make it easier on you." He said as he paced the small confines of the bathroom in his school uniform.

// Since it's obvious that you bore me //

"I 'm going with you tonight, to watch. "

// I'm not worried

'cause it's five minutes to your glory

Leave it up to me and I will //

He said it as if he was doing me a favor by watching me fuck a woman I despised.

// Be the one here to see that you stand still //

What he really was doing was making the possibility of me succeeding in my job a total impossibility.

// Everyone sees your eyes getting wider //

I was afraid enough as it is.

// Everyone here believes you're a liar, //

I knew if I even looked at him once during this session, I would pray Shinigami would strike me down.

// You're a liar //

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