Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Bleeding Me Songfic ARc ❯ Rearranged ( Chapter 4 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: kmblue 
Ryu looks back on everything that happened.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Angst / Psychological | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.25.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.0K | Visits: 181 | Status: Completed
Ryu looks back on everything that happened.
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Angst / Psychological | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 09.25.2004 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.0K | Visits: 181 | Status: Completed
Title: Rearranged
Author: Kendra
Pairing: References to 1x2, 1xR, 6x9, 4xC, 3xH
Rating: not quite R
Disclaimer: Sure as hell don't own Gundam Wing and this song, but I
would like to.
Warning: More angst. Short.
Notes: 4/4 and Ryu's story.
Rearranged by Limp Bizkit.
18 years in the future.
//Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
id love to be the one to disappoint you
when I don't fall down//
The young man stared at the graves, his expression betraying nothing, but acceptance and maybe a little sadness. He stood at attention, as if he was a troop being examined by his sergeant. Waiting for the last limousine to leave, the young man looked unseeingly into the distance, his Prussian blue eyes shadowed by the look of someone who has seen death before, someone who has lost part of his humanity and is struggling to hold on to what's left.
//but you don't understand
when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all
and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand
when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember
when im letting go of...//
Satisfied that he was alone, the young man broke down, dissolving into tears, but he soon stopped his display of emotion. Whispering, the man said, "Father, you've finally joined my beloved mother in death. Did she welcome you, did she forgive you, or is her heart
still broken?"
Ryu shook his head, desperately trying to clear the images. For eighteen years he had forgotten about his mother's suicide, banning it to the back of his head, but his father's death and the rehashing of his life brought it all back. 'Heero and Relena, Relena and Heero. Star-crossed lovers.', Ryu thought sardonically.
His father spent the first part of his life breaking his mother's heart and the second half regretting his mistake. It became taboo to mention his mother's name around Heero, but never reluctant to tell his son about his mother's life, what she stood for.
//you and me we're through
and rearranged
It seems that your not satisfied
there's too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe
all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you
when I don't fall down//
Ryu kicked a stone that had been lying near his shoes. He didn't find out about the truth until he was 18 years old from Aunt Noin, but he blocked it out then, he didn't want to know, he couldn't handle the truth. Yet, this time, he didn't go ballistic when he had
to face why his mother committed suicide. The images bothered him, but he didn't yell and scream anymore, no longer cutting himself, hoping that the pain would make them go away. Yes, he was better now, more normal.
//but you don't understand
when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all
and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand
when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember//
when im letting go of...
It wasn't until he talked to Duo that he was able to start to let the past go. Hearing Duo's side, the story of the triangle, was Ryu finally able to put all of the pieces together. Kneeling by the gravestones, Ryu said, "I know that the two of you were passionate
people. Mother, I no longer hate you for leaving me here on Earth, Father, I no longer hate you for what you did. I have some understanding, I'll never really understand why, but I can finally come to grips with it all."
//you and me we're through
and rearranged
you're no good for me
Thank God its over
You make believe that nothing is wrong
until you're cryin'
You make believe life is so long
until you're dyin'
You make believe that nothing is wrong
until you're cryin'
cryin' on me
You make believe that life is so long
until you're dyin'
dyin' on me!!//
Ryu continue to kneel between the headstones into the voice of a young lady came to him. "Ryu, Ryu, Aunt Noin and Uncle Zechs need you to come back to the house now, the reporters are getting anxious."
Looking at the lady, a smile came to Ryu's face as he walked towards her. An understanding look on her face, she said, "Daddy has been fostering questions so far, but they don't want Quatre Raberba Winner, they want his son-in-law, Ryu Yuy, Foreign Minister to the Colonies."
Looking back at the graves of his parents, Ryu said, "I think I'm finished with what I have to say, my final goodbye.".
Offering his arm to the young lady, Ryu said, "Please escort me, Fatima Winner Yuy."
Fatima laughed, and said, "Sure.", as she heaved a silent sigh of relief. The past couldn't be averted, and it was good that he finally was able to put it behind him.
//you think everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin'
with me until its over and I wont be the same)
you think everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin'
with me until its over and I wont be the same)//
Author: Kendra
Pairing: References to 1x2, 1xR, 6x9, 4xC, 3xH
Rating: not quite R
Disclaimer: Sure as hell don't own Gundam Wing and this song, but I
would like to.
Warning: More angst. Short.
Notes: 4/4 and Ryu's story.
Rearranged by Limp Bizkit.
18 years in the future.
//Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
id love to be the one to disappoint you
when I don't fall down//
The young man stared at the graves, his expression betraying nothing, but acceptance and maybe a little sadness. He stood at attention, as if he was a troop being examined by his sergeant. Waiting for the last limousine to leave, the young man looked unseeingly into the distance, his Prussian blue eyes shadowed by the look of someone who has seen death before, someone who has lost part of his humanity and is struggling to hold on to what's left.
//but you don't understand
when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all
and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand
when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember
when im letting go of...//
Satisfied that he was alone, the young man broke down, dissolving into tears, but he soon stopped his display of emotion. Whispering, the man said, "Father, you've finally joined my beloved mother in death. Did she welcome you, did she forgive you, or is her heart
still broken?"
Ryu shook his head, desperately trying to clear the images. For eighteen years he had forgotten about his mother's suicide, banning it to the back of his head, but his father's death and the rehashing of his life brought it all back. 'Heero and Relena, Relena and Heero. Star-crossed lovers.', Ryu thought sardonically.
His father spent the first part of his life breaking his mother's heart and the second half regretting his mistake. It became taboo to mention his mother's name around Heero, but never reluctant to tell his son about his mother's life, what she stood for.
//you and me we're through
and rearranged
It seems that your not satisfied
there's too much on your mind
So you leave and I cant believe
all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you
when I don't fall down//
Ryu kicked a stone that had been lying near his shoes. He didn't find out about the truth until he was 18 years old from Aunt Noin, but he blocked it out then, he didn't want to know, he couldn't handle the truth. Yet, this time, he didn't go ballistic when he had
to face why his mother committed suicide. The images bothered him, but he didn't yell and scream anymore, no longer cutting himself, hoping that the pain would make them go away. Yes, he was better now, more normal.
//but you don't understand
when I'm attempting to explain
because you know it all
and I guess things will never change
but you might need my hand
when falling in your whole
Your disposition ill remember//
when im letting go of...
It wasn't until he talked to Duo that he was able to start to let the past go. Hearing Duo's side, the story of the triangle, was Ryu finally able to put all of the pieces together. Kneeling by the gravestones, Ryu said, "I know that the two of you were passionate
people. Mother, I no longer hate you for leaving me here on Earth, Father, I no longer hate you for what you did. I have some understanding, I'll never really understand why, but I can finally come to grips with it all."
//you and me we're through
and rearranged
you're no good for me
Thank God its over
You make believe that nothing is wrong
until you're cryin'
You make believe life is so long
until you're dyin'
You make believe that nothing is wrong
until you're cryin'
cryin' on me
You make believe that life is so long
until you're dyin'
dyin' on me!!//
Ryu continue to kneel between the headstones into the voice of a young lady came to him. "Ryu, Ryu, Aunt Noin and Uncle Zechs need you to come back to the house now, the reporters are getting anxious."
Looking at the lady, a smile came to Ryu's face as he walked towards her. An understanding look on her face, she said, "Daddy has been fostering questions so far, but they don't want Quatre Raberba Winner, they want his son-in-law, Ryu Yuy, Foreign Minister to the Colonies."
Looking back at the graves of his parents, Ryu said, "I think I'm finished with what I have to say, my final goodbye.".
Offering his arm to the young lady, Ryu said, "Please escort me, Fatima Winner Yuy."
Fatima laughed, and said, "Sure.", as she heaved a silent sigh of relief. The past couldn't be averted, and it was good that he finally was able to put it behind him.
//you think everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin'
with me until its over and I wont be the same)
you think everybody is the same
I don't think that anybody is like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin'
with me until its over and I wont be the same)//