Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Feel ❯ An Innocent Beginning ( Chapter 1 )

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Quatre sipped his wine as he looked out over the ocean. He and Duo were enjoying the rare peace of Quatre’s home while Heero and Trowa were off on a mission. Though the peace was enjoyable, the two pilots were contemplative as they thought about a tangible future that was quickly becoming more and more possible.
“All I want to do is spend the rest of my life with Heero,” Duo said. Quatre smiled. He and Duo were the best of friends,
and each knew the other’s deepest secrets. While Duo thought about Heero, Quatre’s thoughts wandered to Trowa. He, too,
had someone he wanted to spend his future with, but both pilots had different difficulties.

“He will come around,” Quatre comforted, “he just doesn’t know what to do about his feelings.”

“That’s what has me worried,” Duo confessed. “His training buried his emotions so far down inside him I’m not sure he will
be able to overcome it. Emotions are a weakness, and one he does not give in to. He doesn’t know how to feel. I want to
find his emotions! Make him see that strength can come from them.”

“You will,” Quatre assured him, “just be patient. He knows how you feel, and now all you can do is wait and see how he
handles it.”

Duo chuckled. “You should have seen his face when I told him I never wanted him to leave me,” he said. “He just stood there,
as impassive as ever, and all I wanted to do was scream ‘I LOVE YOU DAMNIT’ but I didn’t think he would take that any
better.” He sighed. “It’s all up to fate now. Hey, what about Trowa? Have you two done anything yet?” he wagged his
eyebrows at Quatre, making the smaller man blush.

“He has a similar, yet different problem as Heero. He has this stupid urge to protect me! He won’t do anything he thinks will hurt me, and he has no idea how to be intimate. Apart from kissing, well, that’s all we do. Whereas Heero thinks of emotions as a weakness, Trowa has them, he just refuses to show them to anyone! It doesn’t matter what I do, he remains calm and cool and all I want to do is shake him and make him express himself.”
Duo laughed out loud, startling Quatre out of his rant. Quatre smiled.

“Is it too much to ask that other people feel what we feel?” Duo asked.

“We will just have to show them,” Quatre said with a wicked gleam in his eye. “When they get back, I am going to lock us
in my room and we are not leaving until I break through Trowa’s mask,” he vowed.

Duo snickered. “Well, that’s the way to accomplish things. I do believe I will follow suit and lock Heero in with me. You and I can both get our answers tomorrow. No more waiting.”
Quatre raised his wine glass up in a toast. “To the future.” And the tinkling of glasses was heard.