Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Friends or More ❯ Chapter 9: Healing a Broken Soul ( Chapter 9 )
Hiya hiya hiya. Well in response to all of the reviews you guys sent me, I have decided to update this fic again. Yay.
Warnings: - angst
- bad dreams (lol)
- male/male
- LEMON/LIME/CITRUS
Parings: hmmmmmmmm, I wonder. lol
Thankyou to everyone who has reviewed my story and I hope to update my others really soon. I have been working really hard to please the 2X1 fans out there. LONG LIVE 2X1
Disclaimer: Its opposite day. YAY!!!! I own them all. -evil laugh-. mwa ha ha ha. Duo and Heero are mine.
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(Healing a Broken Soul)
The restless stirring of my beloved was what awoke me from a pleasant sleep. At first I wasn't sure why I had awoken, but when I felt Heero's body shifting over and over...I finally understood. Heero emitted a low moan and tried to roll out of my grasp, but I wouldn't let him, instead I held on tighter. I realized a few seconds later that this was the wrong approach to the situation at hand. He shivered in my strong grasp and tried harder to escape from his captivity within my embrace. When this didn't work, Heero subconsciously took up a defensive attitude.
I'll tell you one thing that I learnt tonight…Heero may have lost all of his confidence with his fighting abilities, but believe me when he is upset he can still through a good punch.
The frightened boy threw a punch that came in contact with my cheek, the force of the contact sending my head around. I lost my breath for a few minutes, before I realized that Heero was preparing to throw another punch. Without thinking, I grabbed both of Heero's delicate arms and pinned them to his body. In return Heero's breathing became short and sharp and his whole body shook, this was when I learnt that I had chosen the wrong approach yet again.
When Heero began whispering, in a painfully broken voice, I could feel my heart breaking into two. There was so much agony concealed in Heero's voice that I almost wept.
"Please, no...Dr J, not tonight. I can't take anymore of this. I can't. Please not tonight. Help me! Duo! Somebody...Anybody"
I rolled over onto my back and brought Heero to rest on my chest, stroking his soft hair as I tried to relax him so that he could escape his nightmare. But nothing worked. The poor thing kept whispering for help, trying to end the horrid nightmare but not finding a way out. In the end, when I couldn't handle listening to his pained voice for much longer, I shook the frightened boy awake.
"Wake up Hee-chan! Come on. It's me, Duo" I begged as I softly shook his body.
A few seconds later, his eyes snapped open and he quickly sat up from his lying position on my chest. I quickly followed suit and rested my body against the headboard. Heero's eyes darted around the room, as if looking for someone and I think I knew whom.
"He's not here Hee-chan. He died with the other four scientists when the base blew up. He can't hurt you anymore."
During this, Heero had turned slowly to look at me and when he did, his eyes widened in fear. He reached towards my cheek and softly ran his fingers over the area. When he made contact with the damaged skin, it was hard for me not to hiss in pain.
"What did I do?" He asked as he rubbed his fingers gently over the bruise.
I sighed and grabbed his fingers. "It's not your fault Hee-chan. You thought I was Doctor J and you were trying to protect yourself.
"But I hurt you." Heero replied, his voice slightly panicked.
"No Hee-chan." I replied while running my fingers softly through his silky locks, "You didn't hurt me at all. It was Dr J"
To this Heero looked at me with shocked blue orbs, with his mouth slightly parted. I lent forward and gave him a soft kiss to the lips before replying.
"He didn't hurt me physically Hee-chan...He hurt me when he hurt you. To hear you begging, pleading, with all that pain in your voice, broke my heart. To learn how much you had to suffer when you were younger and that there was no one there to help you; that hurt me. But what hurt me most was that I wasn't there to help you in your dreams, that no one was there." I spoke, breathing in again before continuing "But I'm here now Hee-chan and I promise to protect you for the rest of my life and throughout the ages. The love I feel for you, is strong enough to last forever; to keep us together forever."
Heero looked at me with sparkling blue orbs and a soft smile on his pouting lips.
"Ai shiteru Duo, eien ni ai shiteru."
I smiled at him gently and opened my arms, offering a sanctuary if he needed it. Without waiting, my arms were immediately filled with his small body, which I clutched carefully yet possessively to my own body. 'I will never let him go again' I vowed.
I felt slight movement and looked down to where Heero was nestled in my grasp, only to find that he was returning my gaze with intense blue orbs.
"Please Duo, ai shiteru, take my pain away" He whispered in a broken voice, "Make it stop, the pain. I can't live with this intense pain any longer. Do what you have to make it stop hurting"
I looked down at him with a gentle expression and ran one hand through his hair while the other rubbed his back.
"Will you let me love you? Make love to you? Claim you as mine so no one else can ever touch you?"
Heero looked at me with scared, wide eyes that suddenly softened. Nodding his head softly, Heero buried himself closer to my chest and then delivered a soft, chaste kiss to my bare chest.
I felt a possessive shiver run down my spine as I hugged the lithe body close to me and buried my face in his hair, inhaling the wonderful sent. Loosening my grip, I separated my body from Heero's and looked down into the beautiful, captivating eyes.
"Are you sure?" I asked quietly.
He nodded without hesitation. "Hai, take the pain away and make me yours"
Using two fingers, I gently placed them under his chin and raised his head and at the same time lowered my own until our faces were scant millimeters away from each other. I could feel his breath brushing softly over my lips in warm successions. Still cupping his chin, I brought my other hand to the back of his head and breached the distance between our two lips. The first kiss was heaven, chaste and innocent with just a touch of desire; we parted soon after...but not for long. Hurriedly, I brought my lips back to his and kissed him with all the desire in my body, massaging his lips gently with my own. I could feel his lips massaging my own and I shuddered slightly, before applying a bit more pressure. I flickered my tongue across his lower lip and in reply, Heero opened his mouth slightly, unsure of what I was going to do. With a burst of desire, my tongue entered his mouth and began licking at all the reachable areas. Possessively, claiming the warm cavern as my own. My tongue slid across Heero's, the softness of his inner cheeks, the roughness of his palate and then ran over his smooth white teeth. Afterwards, my tongue returned to Heero's and I invited it to join in the slippery dance. He joined in the dance without hesitation and the kiss continued until I felt Heero's chest constricting as he struggled for breath. I pulled away slightly allowing him to catch his breath, but not removing my lips from his. While waiting for Heero to catch his breath I delivered quick, light kisses to every part of his face that I could reach. His cheeks, his pert nose, his forehead and his eyes, no part of his beautiful face was left un-worshipped.
Deciding that there were too many layers of clothes separating our bodies I slowly, undressed myself first, removing my boxers and nightshirt and then moved onto Heero's smaller form. He wore a long nightshirt and boxers underneath. Pressing a gentle kiss to his lips, I slowly tried to remove the boxers from his lower body, but was stopped when I felt to shaking hands clasp over my own. Looking up, I saw fear clearly in his ocean blue eyes, and I felt the tremors travelling through his slight form.
"Don't worry Hee-chan," I cooed, "I won't hurt you."
With a sigh, his arms dropped and allowed me to continue with my previous actions. The silky boxers easily slipped off his slim form and then joined the pile of clothes at the end of the bed. The long nightshirt still covered his body to mid thigh and was the only article that had to be removed. Placing a gentle kiss on his lips, I directed him to lift his arms up and then slowly pulled the last piece of material up his body. Soon, the nightshirt joined the other articles of clothing and there were no more cloth barriers.
With a small kiss to the lips, I lay Heero's small body onto the bed and then moved to lie gently on top of him. Resting the majority of my weight on his lower half, so as not to interfere with his breathing. Looking down at Heero, I saw him returning my gaze with his beautiful eyes unguarded, showing all of his emotions. Trust and love where dominant.
With a content moan, I lowered my head to capture his soft lips again. Immediately gaining access to the warm cavern and reclaiming it as my own. I felt Heero's hands move around my body and wrap around my waist, one of them grasping my braid; as he tried to kiss back. When I felt the affects of low oxygen, I removed my lips from his and traveled down towards his neck. Sucking, I found the boy's weak-point and began to exploit it, until I felt Heero shiver with nearly every movement. Moving again, my lips reached the juncture between neck and shoulder, where I began to deliver a series of small, teasing kisses.
Suddenly, I bit down on the juncture until I felt the coppery blood flowing though my teeth. This was my claim on Heero, this was my mark; proving to everyone that Heero belonged to me.
I felt and heard Heero scream as he tried to push my larger frame away, but I wouldn't budge.
Licking the abused area, I swallowed all traces of blood and soothed the reddened area.
"This is my mark on you Heero." I whispered, "This will show everyone that I am here to protect you and to love you."
Heero looked up at me, sniffled, and then nodded in reply. Words, for the moment, eluding him.
Slowly, my lips returned to worshipping his body, placing a trail of kisses down his chest; paying particular attention to the nipples. Each bud was kissed and worried until it protruded from the rest of his skin; when this task was complete I moved onto the second bud, treating it in the same manner as I had the first. Moving slowly down his chest, with pleasurable nips and kisses; I was happy to discover that my actions were affecting Heero in the same way they were affecting me. When I felt his proof of passion pressing into my stomach, I quickened my journey towards my prize.
Upon reaching the target area, I looked up and saw Heero's beautiful eyes glazed over with lust and a slight sheen of sweat covering his body. Grinning, I placed a delicate kiss on his shaft, resulting in a visible shiver running through Heero's body.
"Duo" He moaned softly, I took this as a sign to continue.
Without warning, I took the whole of Heero's erection into my mouth and deep throated him at the first thrust.
"Duo!" Heero screamed as he jumped and placed his hands on either side of my head. Trying his hardest to keep me in place, so that I wouldn't stop the sweet torture. But he had nothing to worry about, I had no intention of removing my mouth from this delicious lollypop. I sucked him hard, bobbed my head up and down, and ran my tongue over the slit at the very top. These actions proved to be too much as I felt Heero shudder and suddenly my mouth was filled with spurt after spurt of warm, milky white cum. It was the best thing I've ever tasted.
"You are mine now Hee-chan. No one will ever be able to harm you again, I'll make sure of that." I whispered, while moving up his body and kissing him deeply, allowing him to taste himself.
As soon as our lips met, Heero became submissive and allowed me to do anything I wanted to his sweet mouth. While my tongue traveled inside his mouth, my hands teased his body, playing with his nipples, caressing his back and travelling further down to clasp the firmness of his behind. As a result I could feel Heero's desire returning as his shaft pressed against my stomach.
Moving my mouth, I kissed and licked the aforementioned abused area, containing my mark. While paying this particular spot such attention, I pushed my fingers against his lips, which he allowed entrance to almost immediately. Sucking on my fingers like there were the best lollypop in the world.
When I felt that my fingers were properly moistened, I removed the digits from his mouth and allowed my hand to travel down to his hidden entrance. Positioning my fingers at his entrance, I applied some pressure and felt Heero stiffen. Reaching up I placed another demanding kiss on his already bruised lips and waited for him to completely relax before I pushed the first finger in.
Heero tensed and whimpered at the intrusion, trying to push himself away from my probing fingers. Catching his whimpers in my mouth, I was able to relax my scared koi by increasing the intensity of the kiss.
Slowly, it became easier for me to move the finger around in his channel and, soon after, another finger was added and then another. When the three fingers were moving around easily, and Heero was no longer wincing from the slight pain, I removed my fingers and used both hands to coat my erection with some lubricant, which I found beside the bed.
I took that moment to stare down at Heero's slight form and what I saw made me want to cry...Heero, obviously scared, was looking up at me with clear, unmasked blue orbs; that contained not only fear...but also trust. Removing one of my hands from besides Heero's head, I gently let it brush against his tender cheek and up to his untamed, chocolate locks, then back down again.
"Don't be scared Hee-chan, I guarantee you that this will only hurt a little."
I waited for his body to relax, but when it didn't happen I decided to proceed, with caution, and then, maybe, Heero would realize that I wouldn't ever hurt him. So, leaning down I placed a gentle kiss to his lips, while gathering his slim legs and wrapping them on either side of my waist.
I pressed my hard cock to his entrance and then proceeded to apply the pressure necessary to pass through his tightly clenched ring. When it didn't seem that Heero was going to relax, I delivered him another kiss to the lips and wrapped my hand around his shaft and began to rub it. Releasing a soft moan, he yielded and I was permitted to enter his hot body. Heero gasped, in what I guess was pain, but this didn't stop me; as I found the tight heat to be addictive and couldn't control the urges of my body. Slowly, my hips moved forward until I was buried to the hilt in his warmth. When I finally stopped moving, Heero looked up at me with his beautiful blue orbs. Fidgeting, trying to accommodate my size, Heero moaned as a result of my length rubbing in his passage. Testing to see if he would again gain the same result, Heero moved harder against my length and, upon achieving the same result, slid his eyes shut and released another sexy moan. It became harder and harder for my to control my bodies urges, while Heero was being rubbing against me so deliciously. Slowly, I pulled out and then rushed back into the warm heat, missing it as soon as I moved; not wanting to ever leave. Enjoying the lovely friction, I moved again, drawing out of his small body and then driving in with more force. Heero moaned and writhed under me, tightening his leg's hold around my waist, wanting more of my delicious torture.
Attempting at different angles, I knew when I had found my baby's pleasure spot when his eyes suddenly flared open and looked at me with shock. Silently asking 'what the hell was that???' Drawing out, I quickly returned to his heat, making sure to hit his pleasure spot on the way back.
Slowly, subconsciously, the pace and intensity of my thrusts increased and soon I was slamming into his warmth, with such force that Heero's hips were lifting off the bed. With each thrust Heero released another sexy noise, which turned me on even more and increased my own need for completion.
The warmth spreading through my body indicated to me that I was on the verge of cumming. So, before that time came, I began slamming into his beautiful body, trying to get in deeper with each thrust. With one final thrust, I entered his body deeply and released my cum deep inside him, claiming him as mine.
Soon after my own release, Heero also came to his peak, releasing spurt after spurt of warm cum, which splattered between our two stomachs.
Rather than allowing my body to collapse, which was definitely what my body wanted to do, I rolled to the side so that I didn't crush Heero. Rolling, I pulled Heero atop of my chest, then reached around and pulled the blankets to cover us.
"So, how was that Heero?" I asked cautiously.
"Excellent" Came the breathed reply.
I kissed the top of his chocolate locks as I felt his heart calm down from its exerted high speed.
"Aishiteru Duo-chan" Heero whispered before his breathing became relaxed and even.
Looking down at my love, I realized that he had fallen asleep as a result of the strenuous love making. Running my hands through his beautiful locks I replied:
"I love you to Heero, my angel, always and forever. I will always protect you.
Wrapping my arms tightly around his body, I felt my eyes drift shut and the darkness slowly creep in, as my soul was carried away to the realm of dreams.
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