Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Friends or More ❯ Chapter 8: Please ( Chapter 8 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Yume Maxwell-Yuy 
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 12.27.2002 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 513 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 12.27.2002 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.4K | Visits: 513 | Status: Work In Progress
Warnings: -ummmm
- suicide attempt
- lemon
Pairings: - anouuuuuu. 2+1
Disclaimer: Don't ask....it makes me too upset to even consider that I don't own these two gorgous bishies.
A majorally big thankyou to everyone who has reviewed that I didn't get time to mention. I luv you all. thankyou for all the e-mails and encouraging letters, they mean heaps to me. Hugs, kisses and cyber pocky for all. yay!!!
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Chapter 8
(Please!)
I shook him. No response. I shook him harder....still no response. I was getting desperate. Heero needed help, so I decided to take him to the school nurse, which would probably be the best source of help, for now. I knelt down and placed one arm under his lithe legs and another under his shoulders, lifting his lighter form to rest in my arms and against my chest. It was only when separated from the ground that I noticed the puddle of blood forming. I couldn't believe it, he had cut again? I gently pulled one of his small arms towards my eyes and looked in shocked amazement at the accumulating blood. Heero had cut wide gashes into his thin arms, measuring from elbow to wrist. Blood was pouring in a steady river that had no visible end in site.
I cradled his smaller form and quickly rushed him towards the nurse's office, making sure not to make the ride any more unpleasant than it already was.
We finally made it to the nurse's office and Heero was placed on a bed. The nurse, a small, chubby woman, rushed in and immediately set to work, bandaging the long gashes on Heero's arms. His breathing was shallow, almost not moving his chest. His eyes were shut and the long lashes were curved against his cheeks. The boy before me laid completely still on the bed, the only visible signs of life were the shallow breaths.
The nurse had informed me that Heero wasn't allowed to go home until he had woken up, but, me being me??Well... I waited for the old bag to leave and then ten minutes later Heero was nestled safely in my arms and we were heading home.
As soon as we arrived home, I sat down on the large bed and pulled his unyielding body towards my own. He was unresponsive. There was nothing I could do but sit and wait for him to wake up.
The feelings I held were so different compared to the last time I was waiting for him to awaken. I was panicked and uptight, scared that the precious bundle nestled in my arms would never awaken. It's probably the worst emotion that I ever had to endure.
I watched over Heero deep into the night, but at some time I must have fallen asleep, because I suddenly opened my eyes to find it morning and that I was alone in my bed. Where the fuck had Heero gone? I walked around the apartment in a panic, but finally found him sitting on the balcony looking out towards the horizon. His right hand was gently playing with the red tinged bandage on his left arm.
The relief that suddenly washed through my system spurred me on and I ran over to where he was sitting. With none to gentle hands I lifted him off the ground and into my arms, forcing his head to rest under my chin.
"What the hell do you think your doing" I asked and winced, as I felt the small body in my grasp flinch.
"I just came out to look at the scenery." He replied tentatively.
Without replying, I carried him back into the house and up to my bedroom not even caring that he might have objections. The most important thing on my mind at that moment was dealing with the now useless bandages. We arrived in my bedroom shortly after and I placed the lithe boy onto my bed and then made my way into the adjoining bathroom. Grabbing the first aid kit, I returned to the bed and grabbed one of Heero's arms in my hand. With a flick of my wrist, the bandage was removed and a trickle of blood ran down the slim arm and splattered onto the bed. I grabbed a long bandage out of the first aid kit and wrapped it tightly around Heero's arm, making sure that the correct amount of pressure was applied in order to stop the blood flow; then repeated the action on the other arm. While completing the second arm, all the concern and grief came flooding back to my memory and I exploded verbally.
"What the HELL do you think you were doing Heero? I can't believe that you were stupid enough to try and take your own life. Why the fuck did you even consider this course of action?"
With each harsh word I could sense the panic rising in Heero as he slowly inched away from me; and then I felt the worst of all. I keep forgetting how easily Heero is scared now; that the emotional child is taking over his personality. Tears began streaking down his shapely face but he did nothing to stop them and waited until I had finished yelling at him before he tried to reply.
"Duo. I have nothing to live for. This pain I have to live through everyday...it hurts so much. The only time it doesn't hurt is when I'm with you, and when we were at school you were always detained. I didn't want to trouble you. I wanted to leave you with your new friends so that you would be happy. The pain is becoming so intense that this is the only way that I can deal with it."
Throughout his speech Heero had been staring at the bed, not meeting my eyes, but at the very end his eyes lifted and met with mine. The pain reflected in his beautiful orbs sent shivers down my spine; at that moment I felt like an uncaring prick.
Without hesitation, I brought Heero's smaller body to me and cuddled him to my body, not wanting to let go. I ran a hand through his untamed, silky locks while the other caressed his back. I thought the situation out clearly and both my heart and mind told me that now was a time for truth. That I had to tell Heero the words that I wanted to say and the words he needed to hear, to save his life.
"Heero look at me." I commanded, shortly afterwards two blue orbs came in contact with my own eyes, "you will never know the extent of my love for you, as something this size can not be measured. It is greater than the universes, stronger than the winds, larger than the mountains and longer lasting than eternity. I will always love you, as long as day turns to night and the stars light the night's sky. You are the heavenly body in my universe, everything I do, say and act revolves around you."
With each endearment the blue eyes in my vision began watering more, tears upon tears spilling down the curved cheeks.
"You really love me?" He questioned.
"With all my heart and more" I replied earnestly. He looked at me for a while, analyzing what he saw in my eyes and then suddenly collapsed against my chest.
"Duo…..aishiteru."
With this admission, the small boy curled into my arms and rested his head against my chest. I bent down slowly to kiss him on the lips, a sign of pure love that we both enjoyed. We both completed the kiss gasping for air. Rather than catching his breath, Heero's tired body collapsed against me and gave up; reacting to the blood loss. I gently lay Heero on the bed and then drew the sheets to cover his thin body. Afterwards I slipped under the covers and pulled his smaller body towards my own. Wrapping protective arms around his lithe body, I fell asleep inhaling the sent of my beloved.
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tsuzuku?
Please minna-chan what shoud I do next?
Should I continue?
Write a lemon? <= this idea sounds yummy
More angst?
Anything for 2X1 fans.
Please, write to me at kawaii_neko85@hotmail.com
Or leave a review. Please. Onegaishimasu.
Yume Maxwell-Yuy
- suicide attempt
- lemon
Pairings: - anouuuuuu. 2+1
Disclaimer: Don't ask....it makes me too upset to even consider that I don't own these two gorgous bishies.
A majorally big thankyou to everyone who has reviewed that I didn't get time to mention. I luv you all. thankyou for all the e-mails and encouraging letters, they mean heaps to me. Hugs, kisses and cyber pocky for all. yay!!!
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Chapter 8
(Please!)
I shook him. No response. I shook him harder....still no response. I was getting desperate. Heero needed help, so I decided to take him to the school nurse, which would probably be the best source of help, for now. I knelt down and placed one arm under his lithe legs and another under his shoulders, lifting his lighter form to rest in my arms and against my chest. It was only when separated from the ground that I noticed the puddle of blood forming. I couldn't believe it, he had cut again? I gently pulled one of his small arms towards my eyes and looked in shocked amazement at the accumulating blood. Heero had cut wide gashes into his thin arms, measuring from elbow to wrist. Blood was pouring in a steady river that had no visible end in site.
I cradled his smaller form and quickly rushed him towards the nurse's office, making sure not to make the ride any more unpleasant than it already was.
We finally made it to the nurse's office and Heero was placed on a bed. The nurse, a small, chubby woman, rushed in and immediately set to work, bandaging the long gashes on Heero's arms. His breathing was shallow, almost not moving his chest. His eyes were shut and the long lashes were curved against his cheeks. The boy before me laid completely still on the bed, the only visible signs of life were the shallow breaths.
The nurse had informed me that Heero wasn't allowed to go home until he had woken up, but, me being me??Well... I waited for the old bag to leave and then ten minutes later Heero was nestled safely in my arms and we were heading home.
As soon as we arrived home, I sat down on the large bed and pulled his unyielding body towards my own. He was unresponsive. There was nothing I could do but sit and wait for him to wake up.
The feelings I held were so different compared to the last time I was waiting for him to awaken. I was panicked and uptight, scared that the precious bundle nestled in my arms would never awaken. It's probably the worst emotion that I ever had to endure.
I watched over Heero deep into the night, but at some time I must have fallen asleep, because I suddenly opened my eyes to find it morning and that I was alone in my bed. Where the fuck had Heero gone? I walked around the apartment in a panic, but finally found him sitting on the balcony looking out towards the horizon. His right hand was gently playing with the red tinged bandage on his left arm.
The relief that suddenly washed through my system spurred me on and I ran over to where he was sitting. With none to gentle hands I lifted him off the ground and into my arms, forcing his head to rest under my chin.
"What the hell do you think your doing" I asked and winced, as I felt the small body in my grasp flinch.
"I just came out to look at the scenery." He replied tentatively.
Without replying, I carried him back into the house and up to my bedroom not even caring that he might have objections. The most important thing on my mind at that moment was dealing with the now useless bandages. We arrived in my bedroom shortly after and I placed the lithe boy onto my bed and then made my way into the adjoining bathroom. Grabbing the first aid kit, I returned to the bed and grabbed one of Heero's arms in my hand. With a flick of my wrist, the bandage was removed and a trickle of blood ran down the slim arm and splattered onto the bed. I grabbed a long bandage out of the first aid kit and wrapped it tightly around Heero's arm, making sure that the correct amount of pressure was applied in order to stop the blood flow; then repeated the action on the other arm. While completing the second arm, all the concern and grief came flooding back to my memory and I exploded verbally.
"What the HELL do you think you were doing Heero? I can't believe that you were stupid enough to try and take your own life. Why the fuck did you even consider this course of action?"
With each harsh word I could sense the panic rising in Heero as he slowly inched away from me; and then I felt the worst of all. I keep forgetting how easily Heero is scared now; that the emotional child is taking over his personality. Tears began streaking down his shapely face but he did nothing to stop them and waited until I had finished yelling at him before he tried to reply.
"Duo. I have nothing to live for. This pain I have to live through everyday...it hurts so much. The only time it doesn't hurt is when I'm with you, and when we were at school you were always detained. I didn't want to trouble you. I wanted to leave you with your new friends so that you would be happy. The pain is becoming so intense that this is the only way that I can deal with it."
Throughout his speech Heero had been staring at the bed, not meeting my eyes, but at the very end his eyes lifted and met with mine. The pain reflected in his beautiful orbs sent shivers down my spine; at that moment I felt like an uncaring prick.
Without hesitation, I brought Heero's smaller body to me and cuddled him to my body, not wanting to let go. I ran a hand through his untamed, silky locks while the other caressed his back. I thought the situation out clearly and both my heart and mind told me that now was a time for truth. That I had to tell Heero the words that I wanted to say and the words he needed to hear, to save his life.
"Heero look at me." I commanded, shortly afterwards two blue orbs came in contact with my own eyes, "you will never know the extent of my love for you, as something this size can not be measured. It is greater than the universes, stronger than the winds, larger than the mountains and longer lasting than eternity. I will always love you, as long as day turns to night and the stars light the night's sky. You are the heavenly body in my universe, everything I do, say and act revolves around you."
With each endearment the blue eyes in my vision began watering more, tears upon tears spilling down the curved cheeks.
"You really love me?" He questioned.
"With all my heart and more" I replied earnestly. He looked at me for a while, analyzing what he saw in my eyes and then suddenly collapsed against my chest.
"Duo…..aishiteru."
With this admission, the small boy curled into my arms and rested his head against my chest. I bent down slowly to kiss him on the lips, a sign of pure love that we both enjoyed. We both completed the kiss gasping for air. Rather than catching his breath, Heero's tired body collapsed against me and gave up; reacting to the blood loss. I gently lay Heero on the bed and then drew the sheets to cover his thin body. Afterwards I slipped under the covers and pulled his smaller body towards my own. Wrapping protective arms around his lithe body, I fell asleep inhaling the sent of my beloved.
--------------------------------------------------------- --------------
tsuzuku?
Please minna-chan what shoud I do next?
Should I continue?
Write a lemon? <= this idea sounds yummy
More angst?
Anything for 2X1 fans.
Please, write to me at kawaii_neko85@hotmail.com
Or leave a review. Please. Onegaishimasu.
Yume Maxwell-Yuy