Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Here I am ❯ Chapter 2
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Note: here’s chapter 2. I hope you like it. Please read and review.
He stared at the open window by his bed. It was nearly a week since he’d been out of the hospital. The doctor looked as if christmas had come early when she escorted him and the guys out. And the guys have never been gentler with him. As if he would shatter into a billion pieces if you looked at him to hard. Now he knew they were doing it because they love him but this is to much. Wufei couldn’t even use the bathroom with out someone fusing and making a big deal. He didn’t want to be coddled in any way. But they don’t seem to realize that because, they were always fusing over him. Quatre would cluck and fuss over his pillows and blankets. Bring him tea every hour, or so when his old tea got cold. Making sure Wufei took his medication, and prepared huge meals for him to eat. The doctor had said he was a quit a few pounds underweight and that 3 full meals a day would do him a world of good. Trowa and Duo had been at his side constantly. Duo chatting light heartedly about everything and nothing, while Trowa nodded his head and just offered general comfort. Even Heero acted strangely toward him. His eyes would become so soft and warm whenever he looked at Wufei. Making him paralyzed under his intense gaze. But the question still remained. How did Wufei feel?
In all truth he felt like shit. No lie. He just couldn’t get over the feeling of overwhelming loneliness and betrayal. How long had it been going on? Had it all been lies? Did he even really matter to him? The questions went on and on, until they became jumbled up and incoherent in his brain. Like before Wufei’s mind overflowed with memories of nights together. Of them laying in a huge silk draped bed, Treize’s arms wrapped around him so lovingly, as he whispered soft endearing things to him. Made him feel like he was someone. Like as long as he was with him, he would be alright. Was that all a lie? Was it all a game to him? Because it sure as hell wasn’t a game for Wufei. When he saw them together.... It was like the walls were closing in on him. Like all the air was sucked out of his body. To see them wrapped in each other like that. Bile rose in the back of his throat again but he fought it off. He still didn’t cry. No, not him. He just couldn’t find it in his being to shed tears for him. It just wasn’t in his programing.
Quatre called him. It was time for dinner. He didn’t move, just kept looking out the window. He guessed he should be thanking Treize. He taught him a valuable lesson. He had aimed to high again. He had gotten to comfortable. To attached. I mean who would actually consider him mate material. Not him. No, not him. Zechs was though. A tall blonde prince, with flowing grace and elegance. Breed to perfection. Just like Treize. Then there was Wufei. A short bony little boy, with too wide eyes. Willing to trust the first person that says I love you. Yes, a valuable lesson indeed. Never again. He was alone again. It was better that way. Now he didn’t have to get hurt so much.
Quatre called again. His voice a little higher then before. Wufei remained still, his eyes squeezed shut. The first signs of rain began to gather outside. He smiled. Rain was always good. Quatre gave up on calling Wufei. If he didn’t want to come down he wouldn’t make him. He’d come down when he wanted to. Heero looked up the stairs toward the open door of Wufei’s room. Then at the window by the kitchen. It was raining again.
He snuggled deeper into his cocoon of blankets. The sound of heavy rain drop pounding against his window pane soothing him. His mind raised in every direction. Wondering were that little boy who loved books went. The one who was so happy and innocent. So ignorant. Well know he knew the saying was true. ‘Ignorance is bliss.’
Duo padded down the hallway. His mission was over, and he was home now. They had managed to get home just before the rain started. It was dumb luck they had. It was freezing out there. The mission had been to blow up an OZ base. This time it had been done a little more aggressive then usual. The thought of doing something that damaged Khusandra was real tempting. And they hoped they did a lot of damage.
He stepped out the shower wrapping a towel around his waist. His mind wondered off to Wufei as he got dressed. It had been a few days since he had seen him. He hoped he was ok. So he checked on him.
The top of his head popped up from his cocoon of blankets. Curved cat like eyes and tousled black hair was the only thing that could be seen. His eyes glittered, as he watched the rain fall. He wasn’t willing have a repeat of last time. So he kept the window closed. He had scared the others enough. No, he would just watch it fall this time.
Duo eased into the into the room. He knew Wufei knew he was there. Even of he didn’t so much as twitch in recognition. He was thinking again. Letting his mind run over all his faults. Telling himself that he was meant to be alone. Breaking him self down. Duo sat next to him, lifting his hand and pulling down the blanket that covered Wufei. It was like opening a package. The blankets peeled away layer by layer. Until it revealed the contents with in.
Raven black locks fell down to his shoulder in soft waves. Left unbound for fear of a headache. He wore a thin over sized cotton shirt that hung off one creamy smooth shoulder. Tempting one to kiss the space were the shoulder and neck meet. Stunning onyx colored eyes were partially covered by silky hair. Leaning forward Duo did something he should have done a long time ago.
He pressed his lips against the soft smooth skin of Wufei’s forehead. He let his lips brush down. Past fluttering eyelids, over the bridge of one small nose, and down a smooth cheek. Until his lips landed on those pillowy soft, pouty little lips. He molded his lips against Wufei’s slowly, enjoying the feel of those smaller ones beneath his own. His tongue traced over his bottom lip, then sucked that lip into his mouth, sucking on it gently. He did the same to the top one. Wufei moaned softly, opening his mouth and kissing back. Tilting his head slightly, as Duo’s larger tongue wrapped around his on, and sucked on it gently. Duo’s tongue probed Wufei’s mouth. Looking for every nook and crannie. Wanting to taste all that was Wufei. Small hands wrapped around his neck pulling him closer, as his own larger ones found Wufei’s small waist. Duo pulled him closer, using one hand to palm the back of Wufei’s head, and the other to run down the length of his spin. Making tiny shivers run down Wufei’s back and across his shoulders. He moaned again, as that same hand found his thigh, and kneaded the soft flesh tenderly. The need for air became to strong. Warm air puffed against Wufei’s cheeks as Duo pulled away. He showered little butterfly kisses on his bottom lip, chin cheeks. Before moving lower. To Wufei’s smooth column of neck to the hollow of his throat. Across his collar bone and finally, he kissed that tempting curve of exposed shoulder. Loving how warm and pliable Wufei felt against him. The hand not palming the back of Wufei’s head slipped down on hairless thigh, behind the knee. Pulling it up until it pressed against his hip. His fingertips barley grazed flesh, as he ran his hand up Wufei’s inner thigh, toward the hot sex between his legs. Wufei shuttered and arched his lower back, hoping Duo would hurry up. Duo froze, and pulled back.
Confusion and hurt flashed in Wufei’s eyes as he looked at Duo. Silently asking him if it was all just a joke. Duo leaned forward and kissed him again. A soft a chaste one this time. Before grabbing the fallen covers and wrapping them in their warmth. He pulled Wufei to his chest, tucking his head under his chin. Large strong hands rubbed small circles in Wufei’s back lolling him to sleep. And for the first time in weeks he fell asleep with no problems.
Duo sighed. He knew that sex was the last thing Wufei needed right now. It would have meant nothing if he had continued. He wanted to make love to Wufei. To show him the right way to be loved. To be treated like the angel he was. A fiery, passionate angel, who glowed with a unique sensuality. Treize was a complete idiot to let such a wonderful thing slip past him. Someone like Wufei only came by every once in a blue moon. A person who loves from the very center of their being, and stands by you when you need him. A person who fought for you when you couldn’t. Yes, defiantly an idiot. Zechs got nothing on Wufei.
The rain pounded on the window pane, as the worst of the storm blew by. It made a kind of odd lullaby in the background. Soothing Duo to sleep. On his chest lay a black haired angel. His chest rising and falling slightly with every even deep breath. Duo planted one more kiss on pillowy soft lips, before joining his beloved in a peaceful slumber.
Heero stood by the still partially opened door, leading to Wufei’s room. Trowa and Quatre stood next to him. Silent tears streamed down Quatre’s face as he watched them sleep. I prayed to Allah that Duo knew what he was doing. And that he meant it. He allowed himself a small smile, before retreating to the kitchen. Trowa did the same. Giving the couple one last lingering look. Heero was left in the door way. His colblat colored eyes never leaving the sleeping pair.
Stealthily he slipped into the room. Leaning over the bed he brushed a few strands of silky black hair from Wufei’s angelic face. Lowering his face he gently pressed his lips against Wufei’s temple. He stayed there for a few moments before backing off. He gave Wufei one last loving look and left the room. Wufei cracked open one eye and stared a the retreating figure. A small smile stretching his lips.
Maybe Wufei didn’t have to be alone anymore. Maybe he didn’t have to hurt anymore. Only time would tell. But if this did work out he deserved it. Heero only prayed that it was right this time. Because the sight of his little brother in so much pain tore at his chest. And if Duo did hurt his little boy. Well....there will be hell to pay. In the room Wufei snuggled a little closer to his new love. His new found hope.
DestineysMistake: well here you go. A little lovin’ for Duo and Wufei. One of my favorite pairings. I hope I didn’t completely ruin this story by adding this chapter, but what the hey. Please read and review guys.
Note: here’s chapter 2. I hope you like it. Please read and review.
He stared at the open window by his bed. It was nearly a week since he’d been out of the hospital. The doctor looked as if christmas had come early when she escorted him and the guys out. And the guys have never been gentler with him. As if he would shatter into a billion pieces if you looked at him to hard. Now he knew they were doing it because they love him but this is to much. Wufei couldn’t even use the bathroom with out someone fusing and making a big deal. He didn’t want to be coddled in any way. But they don’t seem to realize that because, they were always fusing over him. Quatre would cluck and fuss over his pillows and blankets. Bring him tea every hour, or so when his old tea got cold. Making sure Wufei took his medication, and prepared huge meals for him to eat. The doctor had said he was a quit a few pounds underweight and that 3 full meals a day would do him a world of good. Trowa and Duo had been at his side constantly. Duo chatting light heartedly about everything and nothing, while Trowa nodded his head and just offered general comfort. Even Heero acted strangely toward him. His eyes would become so soft and warm whenever he looked at Wufei. Making him paralyzed under his intense gaze. But the question still remained. How did Wufei feel?
In all truth he felt like shit. No lie. He just couldn’t get over the feeling of overwhelming loneliness and betrayal. How long had it been going on? Had it all been lies? Did he even really matter to him? The questions went on and on, until they became jumbled up and incoherent in his brain. Like before Wufei’s mind overflowed with memories of nights together. Of them laying in a huge silk draped bed, Treize’s arms wrapped around him so lovingly, as he whispered soft endearing things to him. Made him feel like he was someone. Like as long as he was with him, he would be alright. Was that all a lie? Was it all a game to him? Because it sure as hell wasn’t a game for Wufei. When he saw them together.... It was like the walls were closing in on him. Like all the air was sucked out of his body. To see them wrapped in each other like that. Bile rose in the back of his throat again but he fought it off. He still didn’t cry. No, not him. He just couldn’t find it in his being to shed tears for him. It just wasn’t in his programing.
Quatre called him. It was time for dinner. He didn’t move, just kept looking out the window. He guessed he should be thanking Treize. He taught him a valuable lesson. He had aimed to high again. He had gotten to comfortable. To attached. I mean who would actually consider him mate material. Not him. No, not him. Zechs was though. A tall blonde prince, with flowing grace and elegance. Breed to perfection. Just like Treize. Then there was Wufei. A short bony little boy, with too wide eyes. Willing to trust the first person that says I love you. Yes, a valuable lesson indeed. Never again. He was alone again. It was better that way. Now he didn’t have to get hurt so much.
Quatre called again. His voice a little higher then before. Wufei remained still, his eyes squeezed shut. The first signs of rain began to gather outside. He smiled. Rain was always good. Quatre gave up on calling Wufei. If he didn’t want to come down he wouldn’t make him. He’d come down when he wanted to. Heero looked up the stairs toward the open door of Wufei’s room. Then at the window by the kitchen. It was raining again.
He snuggled deeper into his cocoon of blankets. The sound of heavy rain drop pounding against his window pane soothing him. His mind raised in every direction. Wondering were that little boy who loved books went. The one who was so happy and innocent. So ignorant. Well know he knew the saying was true. ‘Ignorance is bliss.’
Duo padded down the hallway. His mission was over, and he was home now. They had managed to get home just before the rain started. It was dumb luck they had. It was freezing out there. The mission had been to blow up an OZ base. This time it had been done a little more aggressive then usual. The thought of doing something that damaged Khusandra was real tempting. And they hoped they did a lot of damage.
He stepped out the shower wrapping a towel around his waist. His mind wondered off to Wufei as he got dressed. It had been a few days since he had seen him. He hoped he was ok. So he checked on him.
The top of his head popped up from his cocoon of blankets. Curved cat like eyes and tousled black hair was the only thing that could be seen. His eyes glittered, as he watched the rain fall. He wasn’t willing have a repeat of last time. So he kept the window closed. He had scared the others enough. No, he would just watch it fall this time.
Duo eased into the into the room. He knew Wufei knew he was there. Even of he didn’t so much as twitch in recognition. He was thinking again. Letting his mind run over all his faults. Telling himself that he was meant to be alone. Breaking him self down. Duo sat next to him, lifting his hand and pulling down the blanket that covered Wufei. It was like opening a package. The blankets peeled away layer by layer. Until it revealed the contents with in.
Raven black locks fell down to his shoulder in soft waves. Left unbound for fear of a headache. He wore a thin over sized cotton shirt that hung off one creamy smooth shoulder. Tempting one to kiss the space were the shoulder and neck meet. Stunning onyx colored eyes were partially covered by silky hair. Leaning forward Duo did something he should have done a long time ago.
He pressed his lips against the soft smooth skin of Wufei’s forehead. He let his lips brush down. Past fluttering eyelids, over the bridge of one small nose, and down a smooth cheek. Until his lips landed on those pillowy soft, pouty little lips. He molded his lips against Wufei’s slowly, enjoying the feel of those smaller ones beneath his own. His tongue traced over his bottom lip, then sucked that lip into his mouth, sucking on it gently. He did the same to the top one. Wufei moaned softly, opening his mouth and kissing back. Tilting his head slightly, as Duo’s larger tongue wrapped around his on, and sucked on it gently. Duo’s tongue probed Wufei’s mouth. Looking for every nook and crannie. Wanting to taste all that was Wufei. Small hands wrapped around his neck pulling him closer, as his own larger ones found Wufei’s small waist. Duo pulled him closer, using one hand to palm the back of Wufei’s head, and the other to run down the length of his spin. Making tiny shivers run down Wufei’s back and across his shoulders. He moaned again, as that same hand found his thigh, and kneaded the soft flesh tenderly. The need for air became to strong. Warm air puffed against Wufei’s cheeks as Duo pulled away. He showered little butterfly kisses on his bottom lip, chin cheeks. Before moving lower. To Wufei’s smooth column of neck to the hollow of his throat. Across his collar bone and finally, he kissed that tempting curve of exposed shoulder. Loving how warm and pliable Wufei felt against him. The hand not palming the back of Wufei’s head slipped down on hairless thigh, behind the knee. Pulling it up until it pressed against his hip. His fingertips barley grazed flesh, as he ran his hand up Wufei’s inner thigh, toward the hot sex between his legs. Wufei shuttered and arched his lower back, hoping Duo would hurry up. Duo froze, and pulled back.
Confusion and hurt flashed in Wufei’s eyes as he looked at Duo. Silently asking him if it was all just a joke. Duo leaned forward and kissed him again. A soft a chaste one this time. Before grabbing the fallen covers and wrapping them in their warmth. He pulled Wufei to his chest, tucking his head under his chin. Large strong hands rubbed small circles in Wufei’s back lolling him to sleep. And for the first time in weeks he fell asleep with no problems.
Duo sighed. He knew that sex was the last thing Wufei needed right now. It would have meant nothing if he had continued. He wanted to make love to Wufei. To show him the right way to be loved. To be treated like the angel he was. A fiery, passionate angel, who glowed with a unique sensuality. Treize was a complete idiot to let such a wonderful thing slip past him. Someone like Wufei only came by every once in a blue moon. A person who loves from the very center of their being, and stands by you when you need him. A person who fought for you when you couldn’t. Yes, defiantly an idiot. Zechs got nothing on Wufei.
The rain pounded on the window pane, as the worst of the storm blew by. It made a kind of odd lullaby in the background. Soothing Duo to sleep. On his chest lay a black haired angel. His chest rising and falling slightly with every even deep breath. Duo planted one more kiss on pillowy soft lips, before joining his beloved in a peaceful slumber.
Heero stood by the still partially opened door, leading to Wufei’s room. Trowa and Quatre stood next to him. Silent tears streamed down Quatre’s face as he watched them sleep. I prayed to Allah that Duo knew what he was doing. And that he meant it. He allowed himself a small smile, before retreating to the kitchen. Trowa did the same. Giving the couple one last lingering look. Heero was left in the door way. His colblat colored eyes never leaving the sleeping pair.
Stealthily he slipped into the room. Leaning over the bed he brushed a few strands of silky black hair from Wufei’s angelic face. Lowering his face he gently pressed his lips against Wufei’s temple. He stayed there for a few moments before backing off. He gave Wufei one last loving look and left the room. Wufei cracked open one eye and stared a the retreating figure. A small smile stretching his lips.
Maybe Wufei didn’t have to be alone anymore. Maybe he didn’t have to hurt anymore. Only time would tell. But if this did work out he deserved it. Heero only prayed that it was right this time. Because the sight of his little brother in so much pain tore at his chest. And if Duo did hurt his little boy. Well....there will be hell to pay. In the room Wufei snuggled a little closer to his new love. His new found hope.
DestineysMistake: well here you go. A little lovin’ for Duo and Wufei. One of my favorite pairings. I hope I didn’t completely ruin this story by adding this chapter, but what the hey. Please read and review guys.