Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Hopes and Fears ❯ Your Eyes Open ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimers: I don't own any of these characters used in this story, they belong to their respective owners (even though they're both owned by the same company). I make no money off of this.

 

Warnings: This alludes to yaoi, which is men loving men. If you have a problem with this, you should stop reading this right now and find a nice het writer, of which there are many. I am not forcing you to read.

 

Pairings: ?x?

 

Rating: I don't know what to rate this, it's PG-13 as a precaution, but I don't know if it's even that bad. Just read it, okay? If you think it needs to be rated higher, email me.

 

 

 

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Your Eyes Open

 

Hot hands, sweaty bodies... unending pleasure... to end up here.

 

It's morning, and you're just laying there. I know you know I'm here. I don't know what happened to you before or after training, but you ended up here. With me.

Normally I just leave, but something about this morning... I know you only do it for the sex. A good reason, I admit. It's fantastic, but then when it reaches morning, you ignore me.

Oh shit! You just opened your eyes. I know you see it. I know it. Damn it! I wasn't supposed to be here! I wasn't supposed to form an attachment. Stress relief, nothing more. But I fell in love. StupidStupidStupid!

You're just staring at me. I don't know what you're thinking. I'm thinking `Omae o korosu' while staring at a mirror. I wish you'd speak, but you won't. I'm not talking either. Shit.

You can see it all. All the pain, all the love. It's frightening, but liberating. I'm getting up now. I'll just let you do... whatever it is that you do when I leave.

I can't believe you saw it! It wasn't supposed to happen that way! It was never supposed to happen. I'll deserve it if you leave, if you die. I let myself love you, and now you'll pay the price. Because Shinigami doesn't like it when his disciples love other people. Goodbye Heero.