Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Hopes and Fears ❯ Everybody's Changing ( Chapter 2 )

Disclaimers: I do not own anything on these pages but the words that are not Duo... anything else? Nope. Only thing I don't own is Duo... Oh wait! If the others show up, I don't own them either.

 

Warnings: This alludes to yaoi, which is men loving men. If you have a problem with this, I suggest you stop reading this now and go find a nice het writer, like C. Queen. (I love you Queen!) I am not forcing you to read this, so don't blame me... er flame me... or something.

 

Pairings: Who do you think?

 

Rating: Again, I wasn't quite sure what to rate this, so... it gets an R this time, because I am so not sure what will offend anyone. Ja!

 

Summary: This is the sequel/companion fic to Your Eyes Open. If you haven't read that, it's okay. It's inspired by our dear couple and a song called Everybody's Changing. I listened to it on repeat while typing this. It's on Keane's album, Hopes And Fears, if you're interested... (if you don't know who they are, google them)

 

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Everybody's Changing

 

 

You seem like you are so in control of yourself. I know other people would laugh if I said this aloud, but it's true. But I saw your eyes this morning. It startled me. Not the love, but the pain. You were causing yourself pain to stay with me. Why? Not just for the sex, I know.

I know, I haven't made it easy. I'm cold, and it's hard for me to express myself. But you've changed so much. And now you're gone. You left this morning, when I woke up. You didn't give me a chance to speak; you just stood up, and left. You even left your clothing.

Where did you go? Why did you leave? I wanted you to stay. I want to change, too. You could have helped me. But you're gone.

I love you. Would you come back if I told you that? It's true, but would you believe me? I know I was killing you, not telling you, trying to ignore my feelings.

Please... I... I... I miss you.

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You still haven't come back, but I found you. You went home, to L2. I won't bother you, but I wish you'd at least call. I can't live like this.

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It's been two months, and I still haven't heard from you. I'm getting desperate. I called your work yesterday, but they said you were busy. I know you knew it was me. I understand. But it's too late. I meant it. I can't live like this. Goodbye Duo.

 

 

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A/N: Whew! I can't believe I wrote that. It was so sad... I'm so glad I decided the rest of the series wouldn't be so bad... mostly. I can't promise, because most of the songs on the CD are really depressing. By the way, this is going to be part of a larger series called Hopes and Fears. Most of them will be totally unconnected, but some, like this one and Your Eyes Open, will be connected a little bit. Watch for my next one. I think it'll be She Has No Time. It'll be a true song-fic this time, not just based on it. Oh yeah, R&R!

Lovies... Bombayoni... or Shini's Priestess, whichever you prefer. Ja! Owari! And all those goodbye things.