Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Loneliness ❯ The Sweepers ( Prologue )

Loneliness by akutenshi.

Disclaimer: No, I don't own Duo, or Wufei, or Trowa, or Heero, or Quatre, and thank shinigami I don't own Relena. Basically, I don't own gundam wing. Happy? My fantasies have just been torn to shreds. I hope your happy with yourselves *pouts*

Warnings: lemons. main pairing eventually 5x2. others:1x2, 3x2, 4x2, possiple 1x3x4. yeah... poor Duo. Lots of Duo-torture, absolutely no idea how it will end though I have a couple endings in mind. One is happy, one is not so read at your own risk and don't kill me if it's a tragedy and be happy if the ending is nice.

.DUO Point Of View.

Summary: Duo feels like a dirty whore and is plagued by loneliness, will his empty heart ever be filled?

Prologue: The Sweepers

I've been alone for most of my life. Everyone I get close to dies. I suppose that's why I'm so desperate for human contact. I suppose that's why being called a whore never used to bother me. I thought that I would be able to fill the loneliness I felt in the heat of passion, but it only worked for a few moments. The moment after we were done, they would put on their pants and walk away content, leaving me worse than before. But I was addicted, in those few moments filled with passion, I would forget the loneliness that haunted me and for that I kept coming back like the dirty little slut I am.

I didn't always have sex with every willing person I could find. I only had two lovers before I was picked up by the sweepers, but one had been raped and tortured to death, the other had betrayed me. Usually, a kid is a whore on the streets, but if they ever got enough luck to escape from the streets, then they would straighten they're act and live a normal life. It was different for me, I didn't become a slut till I was off the streets instead of being one while on it.

When I got caught by the sweepers, Howard didn't give me any charity, as some might think. I became their whore, and in return they gave me food and a place to sleep each night. The only reason why I know mechanics is because I was allowed to watch them. G only taught me to be a gundam pilot because there was no one else there. Well that, and because he needed an excuse to fuck me when ever he wanted to.

Every night I was in another man's bed, swallowing his cock or getting fucked till my ass was numb. It wasn't that bad I guess. I felt dirty, I knew that I was nothing more than a slut to them that just happened to look good. The real reason as to why they kept me around was because taking me was better than masturbating. I couldn't stop them though, I couldn't run away because those few moments when we were in the heat of passion, it didn't matter who I was with, who was touching me, or why, all that mattered was that for a few moments that emptiness inside me was filled.

It was weird, leaving the Sweepers to go to Earth. I was relieved, but I also felt lonelier than ever. I would miss the human contact, so I suppose that's really what makes me a whore. I didn't think that I would be able to be with some one else for a long time, or ever again if I didn't live through it, but when I went to Earth I found that I would still play the part of a dirty slut. I became a rag doll that the others could use and through away as soon as they grew tired of me...

So what do you think so far? I know the prologue is really short but the chapters will be longer. If you'd spare a couple minutes and review I'll love you forever, seriously ^_~ .