Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Lost Souls ❯ Chapter 14

Disclaimer: I don't own the G boys, I just borrow them to play with from time to time and return them relatively undamaged... honest... :)

Rating: NC 17, Angst, Yaoi, Sap, masturbation, sad in parts, LEMON.

Pairings: 3x4, 2xH, 5+S, OCx2, eventual 1x2x1

Notes: Set 2 years after Endless Waltz. The pilots have all gone their separate ways but still keep in touch. Duo is with Hilde on L2 but cannot forget Heero.

" Lost Souls "

May 2002 ShenLong

Chapter 14

Quatre tucked the younger boys into bed. "Now off to sleep you three."

Toby reached out and gave Quatre a hug. "Thanks Mr. Quatre."

"You're welcome Toby." said Quatre as he placed a kiss on the little boy's head. "Sleep well guys, I'll see you in the morning." He left the room and ran into Shane in the hallway.

"I just wanted to say how much I.... we all appreciate what you're doing fer us." he said.

"I'm glad we could help you out Shane. You lot have been through so much you deserve a bit of happiness and if we can make it happen for you then I'm glad." Quatre gave the older boy a hug. "Now it's time you were in bed as well young man." He said trying to appear stern.

Shane returned the hug then went to his room. Pausing in the doorway he looked back at Quatre and smiled.

Quatre returned to his own room deep in thought. Trowa lay waiting for him under the blankets. Still thinking Quatre removed his clothes and slid into the bed next to his lanky lover.

"Penny for them?" said Trowa as he pulled the blonde closer to his body.

"I was just thinking..."

"Always a dangerous sign." responded Trowa as he began to place feather kisses along that creamy neck.

"Seriously I was thinking about young Toby and Benny."

"And?" The kisses continued down the neck and across the collar bone.

Shifting to give better access Quatre continued, "I really like those two, I mean I like all of them but those two especially."

"Your point being?" lips found the dusky nipple and began to suckle gently.

Quatre moaned softly, "Hmmmm.... that's nice. Well I was wondering how you would feel about them living here permanently. Oh Allah that's so good."

Trowa's slender fingers began a dance along the inside of silky thighs as his mouth continued to nibble and suck at the hardening nub. A grunt was all the reply he could manage.

"Are you listening to me?" Quatre giggled as he writhed gently under the touches.

'Hmmmm, You want to adopt Toby and Benny... am I right?"

Lifting himself up slightly Quatre pulled Trowa's face up to stare into his emerald eyes. "Yes Trowa... I would. But how would you feel about it?"

Trowa stopped his ministrations for a moment and looked at the Arabian. "I think it's a good idea. Wufei is keen to have Paul with him and Sally so that only leaves Mickey, Colin and Shane. Have you asked the boys?"

"No, not yet. I wanted to see what you thought first. We are a team now Trowa. I also thought it would pay to see what Shane thinks about it before we say anything to the pair of them."

"Sensible thinking my love... I admire that in you."

"That's not all you admire." giggle Quatre as he pushed his hips against Trowa's thigh.

Trowa returned the thrust with one of his own.

"That reminds me, I owe you for teasing me earlier." Quatre said, his eyes taking on a predatory gleam. He pushed the Latin onto his back and began to seduce the teen. Kissing a trail down over Trowa's chest he paused to take a nipple into his mouth and nip and suck at it while his fingers toyed with its twin.

Trowa gasped and lay back allowing the blonde free rein over his body.

Quatre continued his journey down over the flat planes of Trowa's stomach pausing to dip his tongue into Trowa's navel. Then he followed the line of dark hairs to where Trowa's need stood proud and weeping for attention. Dipping his tongue into the slit and lapping away the tears he reached to still the thrusting hips. Drawing Trowa's cock into his mouth he swirled his tongue around the head before running it along the sensitive underside.

Trowa relaxed and allowed the sensations to run over his sensitive nerves, enjoying every touch, every lick that his partner was providing.

Quatre continued to bathe the elegant length with his mouth as he reached under the pillow for the familiar tube. Flipping the cap he managed to squeeze some of the gel onto his fingers.

Feeling a slippery digit trace around his entrance Trowa bucked his hips. Quatre was driving him wild. Grabbing the sheets Trowa tried to anchor himself in the sea of feeling that threatened to take over his soul.

Quatre ran his finger gently around the tight ring and then pushed forward. The muscle yielded and allowed the invader to penetrate the warmth within. Sliding the finger in and out Quatre quickly added a second as he prepared his lover to receive his gift.

Small whimpers and moans came from Trowa's throat as he gave himself over to the pleasure. He was like a finely tuned instrument and Quatre knew exactly how to play him to coax the music from his flesh.

Finding the small bundle of nerves within, Quatre rubbed gently sending shock waves through his lover's body and screams from his throat.

Panting Trowa cracked open an eye to see the blonde head bobbing gently in his lap as those fingers continued to tease him inside. "Please Quatre.... take me..."

Quatre withdrew his fingers and pulled his mouth away from his feast. His eyes were full of love as he met emerald glazed with passion. "How can I refuse when you ask so nicely.." He said and proceeded to lather his own aching need with the lube.

"Please... hurry Quatre... don't make me wait. I need you... now..."

"And you shall have me my love." and Quatre positioned the head of his penis at Trowa's entrance. He began to push gently, feeling the muscle relax and part to permit his intrusion. The head slipped in and Quatre paused for a moment.

"Please... enough teasing.." growled Trowa as he tried to push his hips up.

Quatre laughed, "No, no, no my sweet." And as if to emphasize his point Quatre began to move slowly, only allowing the head of his cock to penetrate that small opening. He teased the former pilot by gently thrusting only the head of his cock in and out of the tight channel.

Trowa bucked in frustration, "Damnit Quatre! Fuck me now..."

"All right then... hang on." And Quatre snapped his hips to drive his shaft completely inside Trowa's willing body. Once seated to the hilt he gave Trowa a moment to adjust and then commenced to move. Slowly at first, building up into a rhythm as Trowa arched from the bed to meet his penetration attempting to draw more of Quatre's searing length into his body.

Two bodies moved as one in a primal dance as old as time. Quatre savoring every thrust, every stroke as that hot channel stroked and caressed his shaft. Beneath him Trowa was also lost in the heat of the moment as Quatre's cock rubbed over that spot inside causing him to see stars.

Feeling the end drawing near Quatre reached between them and wrapped his hand around Trowa's burning length. He began to pump his lovers shaft as He felt the warmth uncoil from his belly and make its way through his balls and along his length to erupt from his cock deep into Trowa's insides.

Feeling the heat and slickness of Quatre's release Trowa also plunged headlong into bliss as his cock pulsed his seed to cover his chest and Quatre's hand. Collapsing into a tangled heap Trowa held the blonde close to his chest as they waited for their breathing to return to normal.

Quatre rolled off and slid from that warm passage, reaching to the night stand he grabbed a handful of tissues and began to clean himself and his lover. Task complete he snuggled against the uni-banged teen.

Trowa stole a gentle kiss, "Thank you for loving me." He said quietly.

"Thank you for letting me." came the sleepy reply.

The two exhausted lovers drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

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Life at the Winner mansion began to fall into a routine over the next couple of days. The boys all settled in quickly and found themselves with a number of chores to do. This gave them a sense of belonging as well as security. Duo regained some of his strength and Sally had decided to wait a little longer to operate. Heero only left Duo's bedside to eat and shower and relied on Wufei to keep him informed of his new *families* activities. He was pleased to note that Quatre had introduced them to the Maguanacs and that the boys had formed friendships with some of the other children.

It was the third day since their arrival on earth and as they all sat down to breakfast so Sally announced her intention to operate on Duo that morning.

"Are you sure Sally?" asked Quatre.

"Yes, the drugs have the disease under control and he is getting stronger each day. I need to operate now or else he is going to begin to suffer soon."

"Just let us know when you want us." Said Trowa as he nodded to Wufei.

"After breakfast I will give him a pre med and begin the preliminary preparations." Sally answered. "He should be ready for the general about an hour or so after."

Heero watched the conversation as it flowed around him. He knew Sally was right, he was too personally involved to be of any use in the operation but it didn't help to ease his troubled mind.

Feeling the emotion coming from Heero, Quatre looked at the stoic ex pilot. "He's going to be just fine Heero."

"Hai.... I know."

"If it will help any I will wait with you." Quatre's voice was soft and comforting.

"Arigato Quatre."

After breakfast was finished Shane took the rest of the group out onto the estate to play a game of football with the rest of the Maguanac's children. He thought it best if they weren't around. He figured he older boys had enough to worry about without the likes of Toby and Benny pestering them as well.

Heero was grateful for this, he began to realize just how much he had grown to like Shane over the past few days. The boy was older than his years and so very similar to his Duo.

Sally went back to Duo's room to begin the preparations. Trowa and Wufei went with her to get themselves ready and Heero sat in his usual spot, next to Duo's bedside.

Duo had begun to remember a lot more since Heero had divested what he knew to the braided American. He had yet to come to terms with some of it and still had nightmares, but he knew he would survive, would continue to fight. He had promised Heero he would and now after Heero's confession that his feelings were returned he had a reason to live. His soul had begun the process of healing.

Sally came back into the room with the pre med. She had gone through the details of the operation with Duo and while he had understood all she told him it still didn't alter the fact that he hated being in the position he was in. Never one to have enjoyed being in hospital on the few occasions it had happened to him during the wars, and while he knew this was slightly different, he was still scared shitless.

Heero took his love's hand and stared into Duo's violet eyes. He could see the worry and fear locked there and did his best to comfort Duo. "It wont take long. I will be here for you Duo." He said calmly even though he was a whirlpool of emotion himself.

Duo smiled gratefully and squeezed Heero's hand. "I know but I'm still scared Heero."

"That's normal. But try not to worry, Sally will take care of you and it will all be over before you know it. Then we can really start to get you well."

Duo sighed. "Easy for you to say, you're not the one lying here about to have some woman about to go probing around your ass." He quipped trying to lighten the mood and make himself relax a little.

Heero recognized Duo's attempt at making them both more comfortable and tried to play along. "Think of this, once you're all better only I will be probing around your ass as you so eloquently put it." he whispered.

"Ohh... promises.... promises."

"You should know by now that I always keep my promises Duo."

"Well in that case I have no objections to anything you wish to do to my ass." he snickered.

"Then let me tell you I have lots of things I want to do to that gorgeous ass of yours. We have a lot of making up to do." Heero said seductively.

The pre med began to kick in and Duo felt himself becoming light headed and woozy. He watched Heero's face as his vision began to blur. "Sleepy.." he slurred.

"Hai."

Sally came back with the anesthetic."Feeling a bit sleepy Duo?"

Duo could only stare at her and nod his head.

"Hai Sally. He's drifting away." Heero said on Duo's behalf.

Sally slipped the anesthetic into the cannula in Duo's vein and the last thing Duo saw before everything went black was a pair of cobalt eyes watching lovingly over him.

As Duo slid into unconsciousness so Sally moved quickly. She told Heero to leave as Trowa and Wufei brought in the small gurney to shift Duo into the next room which had been set up as a make shift operating theater.

Heero gave Duo's sleeping form a peck on the cheek as Trowa prepared to wheel him away. "Come back soon to me Duo, I love you."

Trowa nodded at Heero, "He will be okay Heero." he said and then turning he and Wufei maneuvered the gurney through the door and away from Heero's concerned gaze.

The warmth of a hand on his arm brought Heero back to the present. He turned to find Quatre standing beside him. Looking at the blonde Heero suddenly felt uncertain. What if something went wrong?... What if the operation wasn't a success?... What if Duo had a reaction to the anesthetic?...

Quatre could feel the panic beginning to rise in Heero and he did the only thing he could think of. He pulled Heero into his arms and held him close. Stroking Heero's back soothingly he talked quietly to the former Wing pilot. "He will be okay Heero. There is nothing to worry about, Sally knows what she is doing."

"Hai I know but I still can't help feeling something is going to go wrong."

"Nothing will go wrong Heero, my empathy tells me all will be well."

"But we don't know that for sure..... If anything happened to him now.... I don't think I could live without him..."

"It's okay to be worried and scared Heero. Let the feelings out. You don't have to be so strong anymore. Remember you are human like the rest of us."

Heero felt his breath hitch, "It's just that... well... I love him so much Quatre and I couldn't bear to lose him again ... not when I have just found him."

"Come on, lets go get a cup of coffee. That might settle you a bit and then we can come back up and wait."

Reluctantly Heero let himself be taken downstairs to get the coffee. Quatre was right, it did help to settle him a little. Finishing off the last drop he stood up. "I'm going back up to wait." he stated.

"Then I will accompany you." and Quatre followed the Japanese man back to Duo's room.

Deciding he needed to occupy himself Heero stripped the bed and placed fresh sheets upon it. He fluffed up the pillows and sorted through the stack of CD's that Duo had been listening to, placing them back into their appropriate cases. Then he began to methodically tidy up the room, placing all the equipment neatly and wiping down benches. When he had exhausted every available thing to do in the room he began to pace.

Quatre watched as Heero busied himself, a small smile playing on his lips. He didn't offer to help knowing that it was something Heero needed to do in order to keep his mind off Duo. When Heero began to pace up and down Quatre couldn't help but giggle.

Hearing the sound Heero turned around and stared at the Arabian. "What's so funny?" he demanded.

Quatre smiled that dazzling smile of his before replying. "You are Heero."

"Nani?"

"The way you are pacing up and down. I would hate to see you if you were awaiting the birth of your first child." he laughed.

Seeing the funny side Heero allowed a smile to appear. "Hai I guess you're right. I should sit down shouldn't I?"

"Yes you should otherwise I will need to replace the carpet."

Heero sat but began to fidget. Why was it taking so long? Surely they should be finished by now.

Reading his mind Quatre spoke. "It shouldn't be too much longer now Heero. Sally said it would take about and hour."

"Its been an hour and ten minutes." came the flat reply.

As he spoke so the door opened and Sally appeared. Pulling off the mask she approached the two teens.

Heero was on his feet in an instant. "How is he? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"

"Whoa.. hold on there a second Heero. Firstly the operation was a success. We removed all the scar tissue and let me say it wasn't before time. Had we left it another week then he would have been in big trouble. He's doing just fine although still unconscious. He will need to rest and be careful not to move too much in the next forty eight hours. The stitches will begin to dissolve in around seven days time and be completely gone in ten. Wufei will be bringing him out in just a moment, and he should begin to wake up in the next fifteen minutes or so."

"Arigato Sally."

"You're welcome Heero, but I warn you." she said wagging her finger in Heero's face, "No sex for at least two weeks."

Heero blushed. He hadn't even given sex with Duo a thought until now. Still he had waited two years for the American... another few weeks wasn't going to kill him. He looked up as Wufei appeared pushing the gurney. Instantly he was beside the braided teens side.

Duo was lying on his stomach, his hair draped over one shoulder and dangling off the side. Heero picked up the heavy rope of hair and placed it back on the bed. Wufei wheeled the gurney over to Duo's bed and between the two of them they lifted Duo onto the soft mattress.

Sally came over and adjusted the flow rate of the drip before checking Duo's pulse, blood pressure and temperature. Satisfied with the results she turned once more to Heero. "I will be back every fifteen minutes to do his ob's, once they are stable I will reduce them to every hour."

"Hai."

Wufei returned to give Trowa a hand to clean up the other room and then both boys left to give Heero some time alone.

Sitting next to Duo, Heero found the hand beneath the covers and began to stroke his thumb slowly across the back of it. Violet eyes began to flutter and then open.

"Heero?"

"Hai. I'm here Duo."

"Is it over?"

"Hai."

Duo sighed. "It all go 'kay?"

"Hai. Rest Duo."

"Love you Heero."

"Aishiteru Duo."

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Quatre looked up as Trowa came into their bedroom. "You okay?"

"Yes. I'm fine."

"Everything did go all right didn't it?"

"Yes. Sally is a wonderful surgeon."

Quatre felt himself begin to relax. Now that the op was out of the way Duo could finally begin to heal. Quatre felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted from his shoulders.

Trowa pulled the blonde into his arms sensing his love needed to be held. He kissed his forehead, nose and then lips. "Everything is going to be just fine Quatre." he murmured.

The sound of several young voices downstairs reminded them that they still had a few little guests to speak with. All would be wondering how Duo was and so they broke their embrace and headed downstairs.

Toby was The first one to spot them and e launched himself at Quatre. "How's Duo doin?" he demanded.

"Is he 'kay now?" asked Mickey.

"Is it over yet?" asked Shane.

Trowa smiled at the group. "Come on you lot, lets go get some orange juice and raid the 'fridge. Then we can talk."

"Raid the 'fridge?" said Quatre with an inquiring eyebrow.

"Yup. I don't know about the rest of you but I'm starving." said Trowa and with that he took off at a run towards the kitchen.

It only took a second before the rest of the boys leapt into action and followed Trowa's fast disappearing form.

Quatre was suddenly left in an empty hallway. "I really must have a word to Trowa about this behavior of his... its not a good influence on the young ones." he thought, then with a wicked grin, "Ahh what the heck!" and with a shout of "Wait for me!" he chased after them all.

Everyone sat around the large table in the kitchen drinking orange juice and nibbling on apples and oranges. Trowa explained to them all that Duo's operation had been successful and that he was now well on the road to recovery.

This news made the boys really happy, knowing that the man they adored was going to be okay at last was reason for them all to want to celebrate.

"That's great news." said Shane.

Colin was the one to throw a dampener on the party though. "Now that Duo's gonna be 'kay that means we gotta leave don't it?" he asked in a small voice.

Silence descended on the group a each of the little minds began to work. With Duo recovering and soon to return to the fold there wouldn't be any room for them anymore.

Quatre stared at the sea of solemn faces. "No Colin. No one has to leave. I have told you all before that you are welcome to stay for as long as you want."

"But no one's gonna want street trash like us." said Paul.

"You are not street trash!" The words were spoken harshly from the doorway.

Everyone looked around to see who had spoken and their eyes fell on the form of Wufei.

Leaning against the door frame he had silently appeared Pushing himself away from the door, he entered the room. "None of you are street trash! You are all bright fun loving individuals with hearts of gold. It's not your fault that you all ended up on the streets. Any one would be proud to call you their son's. What you all did for Duo was most honorable, so I don't want to hear a single one of you ever saying that you are street trash or whores or anything else like that again."

The group all stared at Wufei with open mouths. Even Quatre and Trowa were awed by the speech from Wufei.

Shane looked up at the scowling Chinese man. "Thank you. That means a lot to us Wufei." he said quietly.

"I only speak the truth." said Wufei as he moved to get himself a drink.

"How about a game on the vid player?" Quatre asked.

Immediately the tension in the air evaporated as eager boys all agreed enthusiastically and headed back to the family room.

Watching the other's all leave Paul waited until he was alone with Wufei. Moving across to the black haired man he hesitated, searching for the right words.

"You wish to say something?" Wufei asked.

"How can yer stand there and say we aint street scum when yer know hardly anythin about us?"

"I know enough about you all to see that underneath all this pretense there are some fine young men. All they need is the opportunity to come out." replied Wufei.

Paul thought on this for a moment and then the facade crumbled. Gone was the sullen youth, replaced by a scared vulnerable boy. "I guess no one ever called us anythin else but gutter trash and street whores b'fore. Afta a while yer get to believe that's all yer really are.... that yer shouldn't even be breathin."

Wufei placed his hands on the youngster's shoulders and looked him square in the eye. "Paul listen to me, what you were called before is of no consequence now. People label those they feel intimidated by or do not understand. In reality they are the weak ones for not standing up and doing something to help those less fortunate than themselves. I see something in you Paul, a greatness if you will only let it happen."

"I ... I ... I don't know what yer mean Wufei... or how to make what yer claim ta see happen."

"Let me help you Paul. I will teach you, bring out the man that is hiding inside. Will you let me?"

Paul shrugged his shoulders. "If yer willin to try then so am I, but I warn yer I don' see what it is yer so intent on findin."

"We will find it Paul, we'll find it together or my name isn't Chang Wufei."

"Well in that case yer better start lookin for a new name then..." Paul smiled.

Wufei just grunted and tried to look sternly at the boy but failed miserably. "I suggest you get going or the games will be over. Think about what I have said, then we will talk more later."

"Okay, thank you Wufei." and Paul headed off to find the others.

Wufei picked up his glass and stared at the water in the bottom of it thoughtfully. It would be a challenge, of that he was sure. But he had faith in the boy as well as faith in his own abilities. Time would tell. Drinking down the last of The water he went after the group intent on showing them all that he... Chang Wufei.... could sure kick some ass when it came to playing some of Duo's vid games.

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