Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Lost ❯ Hope ( Chapter 5 )

Sorry Guys that the last chapter was so short..This one is also a short one.. but I promise the next one will be longer.

Thanx to those that have reviewed, means alot to me... In this chapter there is going to be a slight indication of a growing relationship between 1X2..no flames please you have been warned.

Hope ya like. AND REVIEW PLEASE

--Shinigami-koi.

 

Hope

 

The days seemed to go on forever for Heero, each blearing into the next.

He would sleep( usually only if Duo was with him),eat what Quatra brought up to him and try to get over what had happened to him.

After awhile Heero started to venture out of his room but never for long periods of time. He would sit with Duo on the couch silently watching the flames in the fire place, but if any of the others entered the room he would tense up, casting a nervous glance at him before retreating back to his room. After the fith time that happened Duo came up with an idea about how to get Heero to allow their friends near him once again. But first he needed to talk to the other teen and tell him that by refusing to be close to them he was in fact hurting them.

 

That night after Heero a curled up beside him, Duo decided that it was time to talk.

"Heero?"

"Hmm?"

"We need to talk"

Sensing the seriousness in Duo's tone Heero sat up, nervously watching the braided teen. Wandering what he'd done wrong

"What about?"

"Look, Heero, I know you dont like being around more then one person at a time but your refusal to acknoladge the others is hurting them. They are your friends and would never,Heero, NEVER hurt you. you trust me don't you?"

Seeing Heero nod Duo continued.

"I'm asking you to trust them as well. Please? In all the time that you've known them have any of them even hinted at wanting to hurt you.?

"N-no" Heero stared at Duo in confusion. He didnt want to hurt the others, but why couldnt Duo see that he didn't want the others around him because he was filth, he didn't deserve their care or friendship. He'd only taint them.

seeing the confused emotions flash though Heeros eyes, Duo pulled the distressed teen onto his lap. He recalled the conversations he'd had with Heero every night since the rape.

"Heero. You are not filth. Your a human being, and you do deserve to have others care about you." Heero looked Duo in the eyes, desperatly wanting to believe what Duo was telling him."I told you that I care about you Heero, and that I never lie. Please trust me in this. The others only want to help. They're worried."

Heero continued to look into Duo's eyes for a while longer, before laying back down beside the other teen.

He grabbed a hold of Duo's braid, wrapping it around his hand a couple of time before speaking.

"Ok, I'll try not to push them away. If you really think that it would make them feel better."

"Heero I don't want you to do this just because of them. If you really can't be close to them for long don't force yourself. Just try ok?"

"Ok"

 

Duo was just starting to fall asleep when Heero spoke.

"Duo?"

"Hmm"

"Do you really care about me?"

Duo looked at Heero.

"Of coarse I do. How could I not. You're a kind person Heero. You don't ask for much, if anything at all, and you try your best not to cause others pain."

Heero smiled shyly, leaning closer to the sleepy teen before placing a timid kiss on Duo's lips.

"Good. Cause I care for you to."

Duo just stared in shock as Heero curled closer to his body, promtly falling asleep.