Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Never Again ❯ Up and Gone ( Chapter 2 )

:: Never Again ::

By: lil Angel

Rated: PG-13 for foul language.

Pairings: All past relationships 1+2, 2+1. 3+4 might be mentioned.

Warnings: Cussing, and very mild sexual reference, male+male relationships.

Authors Notes: I just wanted to thank Kita-Hoshi, OtterMoon, Yutia, and Night. Special thanks to Yutia for catching my mistake. I did go and correct it, and I'm sorry for the misspelling on Heero's name.

Disclaimers: I do not own Gundam Wing or the song by: Hoobastank `Up And Gone.'

"Spoken Words"

[Song Lyrics]

{A Persons Thoughts}

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[Staring at the white above]
[Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead]
[Or is it in my head?]

{Oh, Duo. Let me back into your life. I need you so much, it hurts to think about living my life without you in it. It wouldn't be living, merely existing.} Heero leaned heavily against the cold hard wood door as it shut behind him. He had failed. Duo had shot him down; but it wasn't like he hadn't been expecting it. Duo had his reasons. Reason's Heero understood and respected. Heero, himself had just finally come to grips with his own emotional impairment. He had been a walking corpse before, just drifting along in life. He had been a bastard in the past and he knew it. Now all he had to do was show Duo he had changed for the better.

[Where'd I go wrong]
[Staring at the white above]
[One day I closed my eyes and here I am]

But where to start. Surely, there was still hope for Duo and himself. He looked up at the sky, the silver moon hanging high and proud above the treetops. He closed his eyes, taking a moment to clear his mind. He would try again, but he needed a plan. Something to help guide his next few steps involving any future plans on winning Duo back. "Duo, you will be mine. I will have your heart, body, and soul. Just as I have given you mine." He said aloud to himself. He moved to leave, gathering up his courage he moved away from the door, stepping onto the sidewalk.

[A cold, unhappy man]
[I've come to realize the life I have I hate]
[The pulse I need is slowly fading]

The cold night breeze bite into his skin. Making goose bumps rise across his arms. His shoes making a soft clicking noise as he made his way along the path. His destination already picked. A long walk across town and he was standing in the yard of a large brick home. He wasn't going back to the life he once had. Not now, not ever. All he had to do was convince the person he had in mind to help him.

[Until I've lost it all]
[I've been waiting for an inspiration]
[For a chance I never got to take]

He rang the bell hoping it wasn't to late in the evening to be calling on an old friend. After several rings, he stared to turn away only to have the door jerked open catching him by surprise. "I'm sorry, about tha- Heero? What brings you here at.. " A quick glance at the persons watch. "At eleven thirty?" Heero stood there, looking at the blonde young man. "Quatre, I need your help." He said staring into the cool turquoise eyes. "What's wrong? Are you hurt? Is one of the others hurt?" Worry creeping into Quatre's voice.

[Before it's much too late]
[Where'd I go wrong]
[Where's the boy that used to run?]

"No, no one's been…..Well, everyone's fine. Can we please take this inside?" Heero asked. Not wanting anyone to over hear. "Sure, how rude of me. Please do come in." Quatre stepped out of the doorway, opening it wider. Silence carried as they walked into a small study. "Quatre did you know Duo has been living here, in the same town as you for the past year?" Heero spoke as he sat on a plush couch. Quatre puzzled over it. "He has? Last I knew, he had been living on L3."

[Could it be he's up and gone away?]
[He seems so far away]
[And all the things I could have done]

"He moved not to long after that. He's running." Quatre sighed as he heard that. "He loves you Heero, but I guess we've all hurt him in one way or another." Quatre said trying to keep himself in check. "What do you mean Quatre?" Heero looked at him.

[Could it be they've up and gone away?]
[They seem so far away]
[It feels as if the boy in me]

" Did you know Trowa and I were together for awhile?" Heero stared at him. "No I wasn't aware of that. What happened?" Quatre turned away, wrapping his arms around his own slim waist. " We were constantly arguing. We loved each other, but it wasn't enough. And Duo turned up at the wrong times. Usually after one of our fights. More often than not, one or both me and Trowa snapped at him for it. And then after the war I guess I got so wrapped up in they family business I didn't keep it touch with any of you."

[Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter]
[Imposter of myself]
[I must find the one that used to be]

"Quatre that wasn't your fault. I'm sure he understands." Heero said sympathetically. Quatre sighed at just looked at him for a moment. "Heero just what was it you wanted? I don't want to sound unkind, but if you don't tell me then how will we get anything done?"

[Approach him slow, don't be afraid to say]
["Can he come out and play?"]
[Where'd I go wrong]

"Q, I've learned the hard way, that when you love something or someone it leaves you feeling empty to live without them. I talked with Duo earlier, and he told me he doesn't care anymore. I can't believe him. If it were true then I would have nothing to live for. I want to try and win him back Quatre." He laughed softly to himself. "To win back something that was never mine to begin with."

[Staring at the sky above]
[I've found a chance I'm finally going to take]
[I've learned from my mistakes]

"Quatre, I've learned from my mistakes. I want to do it right. I just need your help." Heero looked at him pleadingly. And Quatre seemed to be thinking it over carefully. "Alright, I guess it's time we all faced him as well. I'll call the Wufei and Trowa in the morning."

[Where'd I go wrong]

"Thank you. Maybe then we can all figure out just where we went wrong." Heero said at he slumped back against the couch cushion. "Maybe then I'll figure out just where I went wrong……"

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Lil Angel : Well did ya' like it? * has a hopeful look on her face *

Huntress : Ofcourse they didn't!!! * crosses her arms, and sticks her tongue out at Angel *

Rose : Here we go again……… * shakes her head sadly*