Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Shatterglass ❯ Lessons ( Chapter 6 )

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Gundam Wing character and I'm not making a profit by writing this. This is purely for pleasure!

Warnings: Language, eventual lemon, ATTEMPTED suicide, yaoi

Authors note: Would any of you guys be interested in a Xmas type special of this??? It wouldn't really be a sequel. More like and epilogue for this story, which would show what Heero is like after this story is over. It definitely wouldn't be as dark as this story (it would be an Christmas story, after all) and have more fluff type stuff in it. I think I would be interesting to see how Heero views Xmas though.

MM.org, next total number of reviews is 29, before you get Chapter 7 and 8 (I'm posting them both at the same time b/c they are the two halves of the lemon)!!!! And after there is only one more chapter left!!!!!

Important Note!!!! In a previous chapter, it stated that Dr.J adopted Heero when he is six months old! This was a typo b/c Heero's true origins are going to be talked about in chapter six. I have also fixed that mistake for any future readers for this fic. I just wanted to mention that, since I don't want you guys to think I'm contradicting myself in my writing! ENJOY! : )

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Chapter 6: Lessons

Duo's POV

Once we were safely in our room, I closed the door and locked it behind us.

"Sit," I commanded, pointing at his bed. Surprisingly, he obeyed, sitting quietly with his bandaged hands resting lightly on his knees.

"Now what?" he asked calmly.

Flustered, I replied hotly, "I don't know… just let me think." I began pacing in front of him. "I've never tried to teach someone to fall in love before."

"Teaching me to feel anything would be a good place to start," he stated matter-of-factly.

I paused in my pacing; I'd had an epiphany.

"Well, you can fell physical stuff, right?"

"Yes."

"Well," I said, my eyes twinkling at the prospect, "we'll start something that closely links physical and emotional feeling together. Like sex."

"Sex?" he asked blankly.

"Sex," I confirmed.

When he still had that blank look on his face, I began to get a nagging feeling that this might be harder than I thought.

"You don't know what sex is, do you?" I asked.

He wouldn't meet my eye, which meant that clearly he didn't.

"God, you mean Dr.J never taught you about sex?!"

"No."

"Well…uh…sex is sort of like jerking off, only with…you know…two people."

He looked back at me, his face still uncomprehending.

"Uh…you know, masturbation?"

Silence.

"Oh God," I said." Please tell me you know what masturbation is!"

Still that blank look.

"Heero, man, you have a much bigger problem than I thought. Don't you ever wake up at night with a hard on?"

I waited for him to answer, but he just stared back again, unblinking. I clinched and unclenched my fists in frustration. I was already beginning to hat that blank, unknowing look even more than his normal, uncaring one.

"In layman's terms that means, do you ever wake up at night with your dick standing straight up?"

"Yes." Finally a reaction! I cheered silently.

"Well, what do you do about it?"

"I ignore it until it goes away," he said matter-of-factly.

I sighed dramatically. "Well, that sure does explain why you are such and uptight bastard all the time. No stress relief!" I thought for a minute. "Hey, wait right here; I'll be right back!" I ran to the door and unlocked it before turning around to study Heero. "You'll be here when I get back, right?"

"Yes," he said automatically.

"Promise?"

He looked back at me, this time taking the time to consider the question more thoughtfully. "I promise."

I smiled. "Good," I said, and then rushed out the door.

In the living room, it only took me a minute to properly shut down Heero's laptop. I knew better than to rush the process by just pulling the plug. The one-and only-time I did that I was threatened with several different kinds of torture and Heero very nearly pulled some of them off. It was only by pure luck and the help of the others that I remained relatively unscathed.

Once the screen was black, I proceeded to disconnect all the wires and then walk-not run-with it carefully in both hands back to our room. Running while carrying Heero's laptop was punishable by very convincing death threats and more vicious torture.

I'm not sure what happened to Quarte and the others, but I didn't see any of them during my little trip to the living room.

The moment I entered the room, Heero rushed forward, snatched the laptop out of my hands and gave me his patented death glare for good measure.

"You've been banned from touching my laptop, remember?" Heero said coldly.

Deciding to side step that comment and the death threats waiting to happen, I said as I locked the door again, "Okay, here's the plan. I'm going to go take a shower while you do some research on what sex is. I'm sure as hell not going to have the birds and the bees talk with you. And I'm definitely not going to explain to you where babies come from.

"Test tubes."

"Huh?" I said. I really hadn't expected him to respond.

"Baby's come from test tubes."

I goggled at him. "You're kidding, right?"

He frowned. "I came from a test tube."

"Oh boy," I said. "I'll make sure I take a really long shower. Give you plenty of time to research this stuff, okay?" Stepping forward, I gripped his shoulders and steered him towards the desk near the door. "Sit. Research. When I get back, if you still want to proceed, I'll give you a hands on demonstration."

"And this will help me feel emotion?" Heero asked dubiously.

"Well, even if it doesn't, it will be a learning experience and I'll just figure out another way to tackle the problem."

"Okay."

I watched as Heero turned towards the desk and began to methodically hook up his laptop. Finally, I turned and entered the adjoining bathroom. Shutting the door, I sighed, glad that he was going to try this (as opposed to jumping out the window again). I looked down. Another part of my body was happy too. Making love to Heero had been a wet dream of mine for a long time and I'd pretty much given up hope that it would ever come true. Of course, this wasn't the ideal situation I pictured. Still, it was better than nothing and I'd do anything it took to keep him alive.

I smiled.

And if that meant fucking him, then so be it.