Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ These Private Emotions. ❯ Part 6 ( Chapter 6 )

Title: These Private Emotions.

Disclaimers: Don't own Gundam Wing.

Warnings:Shounen ai, Une bashing.

Zechs and his friend, who's love life wasn't in a happy chapter, had retired to the staff's rec room where they could talk without being disturbed and Treize could get a drink. They wounded up playing a game of pool, as Treize needing to keep moving.

" …And I haven't a clue of what to do next, Zechs. If I try to approach him now, he'll just clamp up around me, " he was saying. Sally Po was a woman who could pick up subtleness and if she was one to gossip, he knew that his friends already knew of his attraction to Chang Wufei. And since neither Noin nor Zechs had come forth with concerns about this attraction, saying that Wufei was too young or it wasn't right because he was under the center's care, then they must be supportive of his choice or indifferent and was waiting for Treize to tell them when he felt comfortable.

" Then have one of his friends approach him for you. I wouldn't advise you to ask Sally because that might be too obvious that you asked her to, Treize, " Zechs replied.

" It would be so much easier if he would just come to me or I to him. That way less people would know or have to get involved in something they don't want to be, " Treize muttered, running a hand through his hair.

Zechs reached out and gripped his friend's shoulder, " Love isn't easy, man. You do love him, right? This isn't going to end up some passing phase? "

" I think I first knew I loved him when he tried to pick my pocket, " Treize admitted with a small smile.

" Then I may know a couple of people who share similar tastes and are Wufei's friends that could help the two of you out. Or at least encourage him to talk to you, " Zechs replied.

" Thank you. "

* - * - *

Wufei sighed as he walked down the hallways in the school's wing. This section of the building was empty and quiet and just what the Chinese boy needed right now to sort out his feelings and thoughts. He paused by a large window that over looked the faculty's quarters, coming to lean his back against the wall, and slid to sit on the mirror polished floor. The sunlight pouring into the lonely hallway in soft, dreamy streams created a surrealism effect around the boy one might come to expect the romantic movie viewer's hero to met up with their loved one by chance or fate pier to the romantic, if not cliché, scene.

He could imagine the tall, broad shouldered, devilishly handsome leading man, walking silently down the hallway, the soft sunlight catching the gold in his ginger locks, casting shadows to his splendid, aristocratic featured face and adding an unapproachable glamour to his appearance. And then Treize would…

Treize?

' Shit. '

Wufei gave a sigh and hung his head between his knees. " What am I going to do now? " He murmured to himself.

" What's up, Fei-kun? "

Wufei looked up quickly when his solitude was invaded by a whirlwind of long chestnut hair and friendly indigo eyes. Duo plunked himself down besides the surprised Chinese boy.

" Nothing. "

" Nothing, huh? " Duo replied, " Bullshit. Want to talk about it? "

Blunt and to the point. Maxwell was anything, but a foul and had a knack of knowing when something was bothering one of his friends. But Wufei was not in the mood for sharing.

" Just why are you here? " He asked.

" Washing black boards. Your turn, " Duo replied.

The Chinese boy wondered briefly if he could survive jumping out of the window and onto the ground two stories below him rather then unload his personal problems with the American? But then Duo, if not one or more of the others would track him down and offer him a chance to help sort out his problems and make Wufei feel way too imposed on and really clamp up. Or worse, he might want to tell them, but be around too many people and have to go through the pain of finding a private area. But seeing, as they were alone right now, why not? Duo was an open-minded person so revealing and worrying what his friend thought about his sexual choice was an obstacle Wufei didn't have to worry about. But perhaps rather whom because Treize was older then himself and fact that he owned the very place they lived at. Well…

" I've suddenly realized that the someone I care for was someone I've always pushed away because I was always attractive to this person, I just didn't want to admit to it. But now they'll hate me, " Wufei said.

" No he won't. If he really cares that much about you, he'd probably flip for joy that you've finally stopped the denial and is waiting for you to run into his open arms, " Duo replied with a smirk.

Wufei blushed, " How did you know- "

" … It's a guy? 'Cause you said 'someone' rather then 'she' if it was a girl you were referring to, " Duo said.

" Oh. " ' Makes sense. ...It does seem rather obvious. '

" So why do you think he'll hate you? " Duo asked.

Wufei shifted a bit on the floor, " Well, I've always assumed that anything remotely familiar to flirtation was just amusement on his behalf because he's older then me, probably sees me as a cute kid to joke with, and because I'm younger then him, he couldn't see himself getting involved with me, but liked to flirt anyway because he thinks I'm attractive. But I was wrong. He flirted with me because he meant it and since he is someone who's naturally charming and sensual, I always thought he was jerking me around and I used that as a kind of defense for whenever I thought he was serious in our encounters. I don't' want him to think I'm just playing with him or conceited. "

" Besides, " Wufei snorted, " Why would he even want me? "

" Ask him that yourself, " Duo replied and winked, " Besides, why wouldn't he? You, Chang Wufei, despite the cold front you usual show, can't hid that fact that you're one gorgeous, warm, adorably shy, fiercely loyal, strong, and sensual piece of ass… " For that, Maxwell got a hard, but not-so-hard shot to the arm, " Okay, sorry, -person. No, this guy is smart to want you, Wufei. So just talk to him. "

" I guess I should, " Wufei agreed. He frowned at himself, " No, I know I should, considering how I ran off when I realized I had to stop lying to myself. " He gave an embarrassed little groan and pulled up his knees to hid his face in them. ' I can't believe I ran off like that. Like some love traumatized moron. '

" So…" Duo grinned and wiggled his eyebrows, " Just who is he? "

Wufei gave another little groan. ' Well, he's seen me, of all people, acting like one of those moronic anime school girls and not make a big deal out of it… ' " Treize. "

Duo doubled over with laughter. Wufei glared at him and was just about start shouting a long speech of betrayed friendship when his friend sat up and grinned. " I knew it! I always thought there was something going on between you two. Oh, man, Une is gonna explode if she ever hears about this. "

Hearing this phrase used yet again and without any previous explanation from last time when they had first met, Wufei asked him just what he meant by that. But he had an idea that the woman had a thing for her boss, but Treize had interest elsewhere.

' He's got better taste then that, if I do say so myself, ' Wufei thought with a little smug pride.

" It's well known that Une has this thing for Treize. I mean besides being his secretary, she'll do just about everything and anything he asks her too. And she goes out of her way to be around the poor man. It's well known he keeps his bedroom door locked when he's in there and I've seen him or heard from others, that the man has to order the woman to go away or leave him be when her services aren't needed. But sometimes she can really step over the line. Any social event, she's right there on his heels like a possessive bitch from hell making sure none of the ladies decided to get too friendly with the man. And this one time at a baseball game between the students and faculty, she followed him into the boy's locker room showers! With the kids getting dressed and showering too! Probably to make sure he didn't flirt with any of them. Une's not someone to let anyone else get in her way when she wants something and will any means to eliminate any obstacles. "

The American added, seeing a look of worry in his friend's dark eyes, " But don't worry. If it's Treize whom you like and he's got a thing for you, then he can protect you from the harpy. A pissed off Khushrenada is scarier then Une. "

" And he's got evil looking eyebrows to help the effect, " Wufei added with a tiny grin, but inside he felt relieved having talked with Duo. His thoughts and emotions were now sorted out. Sure, he still felt the usual 'what if's ' anyone would have to deal with when concerning their love life and the best way to deal with them was to find Treize, apologize, and tell him how he felt. His smile grew and Wufei actually participated when Duo started up another conversation, sensing that his friend was feeling better and had a plan of action for later on.

* - * - *

Treize, having retired to his office in the hopes that some delayed paper work would distract him till he could devise a plan to approach Wufei later, looked up from his desk when there came a knock on his door. Almost dreading it was Une back from the errand he had sent her on and hoping against hope that it was Wufei, called for the person to enter. The ginger haired man was delighted and surprised, mostly at how soon, when Wufei entered his office, shutting the door and locking it, the latching sound barely heard. Treize could tell his dragon was nervous, but was just as determined. He felt that swelling feeling of hope rise as Wufei crossed over his room, crawled across the older man's document covered desk, and almost falling off as he pulled Treize forward by his casual day shirt and locked the man into a kiss.

Almost pointless to say, but saying it anyway, Treize was not disappointed, overly delighted, and pulled Wufei into his lap, pushing his chair back away from his desk to make room for them both and so his dragon was more comfortable. Pent up frustrations and desires on both parts went into their first kiss. Perfect teeth nibbled on Wufei's lower lip, a warm tongue sweeping along it and thrusted into the boy's mouth when giving permission coaxed a low moan in the Chinese boy's throat as Treize explored and claimed with eagerness and expertise. Treize pulled Wufei closer to him as his boy returned his passion with an innocent eagerness only someone with inexperience could have. What fun Treize would have teaching Wufei.

His hand crept up under Wufei's shirt to caress and explore smooth, warm skin, trailing his fingertips down the boy's back. They trailed to the front, over Wufei's stomach and higher until they bumped into one of Wufei's nipples. The Chinese boy drew back, gasping at the sharp sweet sensation the touch coursed through him. Treize gave the boy a feral grin and stroked with his thumb, coming to growl at the blush that rose over Wufei's cheeks, his hitching breath, how the sweet nub swelled under his touch. Wufei bit his lip once before deciding against that action. He would not deny Treize anything now. He wanted to be open with his passion for the man and openly enjoy it with him. Treize locked Wufei into another kiss, devouring his dragon's pristine, full lips, his own pants becoming smaller as he worked Wufei with sweet, agonizing strokes, the boy's own desire pressing up against his as he tightened his thighs around Treize's waist.

Wufei broke the kiss, not wanting too, but needing too and tucked his face under Treize's neck, inhaling the man's familiar scent and tried to bury himself deeper into his embrace. Treize, sensing something other on the boy's mind besides a delightful bought of making out, slid his hand out of Wufei's shirt and rubbed his back.

" I'm sorry, " he heard Wufei murmur against his neck.

Treize reached up and broke the tie that held the boy's hair back, combing the silky strands and massaging his scalp, coming to ache once his hair was set free as a result from being tied back tightly.

" For what, Wufei? "

" For treating you like I disliked you. It was just my denial because at first I did dislike you, but then when I came to realize that I did more then like you, I pushed it aside by telling myself that you were a thoughtless flirt who flirted with me because it amused you. And it always seemed that whenever you did, it was somewhere where I could be embarrassed by others, " Wufei said.

" I apologize for ever making you feel that way, dragon, " Treize replied, lowering his head to inhale the boy's scent. Sandalwood, that was the other scent of his dragon, " Sometimes I get carried away, especially of how you make me feel. "

Wufei smiled. Treize didn't' need to say it yet, the Chinese boy felt what he had yet to say and he was content for this moment in time when everything in the world felt right.

" Perhaps I should call you my kitten instead of dragon, as you seem quite contend of sitting happily in my lap just like a little neko, " Treize remarked with an amused smile, tickling one of Wufei's ears.

Wufei looked up at Treize, glaring for a moment before a mischievous smile, worthy of Duo Maxwell, crept over his face as he sat up and licked Treize's nose in a very kittenish manor.

" Purr, Treize, " Wufei grinned. His taller lover leaned back in his chair as his laughter filled his office.

TBC.