Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Your love will heal my pain ❯ Chapter 2: My cheap Life ( Chapter 1 )

Hey hey. This is Yume again. Well. This is going to be confusing if this chapter is read first. I recommend that you all go to mediaminer.org and read the first chapter. But beware, this story contains rape.

Well, This is the second chapter. I hope you all enjoy it.

Warnings: Mention of Rape

Pairings: Mention of RXD

Disclaimer: Not mine. Although……….I do own the whole series in one DVD box set though. YAY, go Yume.

Thankyous:

Elle-FaTe2x1 - I promise Duo and Heero will have a happy ending. ;-) I always make sure they do. LOL

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Aki - Gomen nasai that it took me so long to update. -pouts- I actually finished this a while ago -blushes- but forgot to update it.

Gomen nasai mina-chan that it has taken me sooo long to update this ficcie. I kinda forgot that I was writing it, baka ne? I am very nervous about posting this chapter……cause I dun think it is dat good. Please R&R. I lurve you guys heaps.

(Chapter 2 - My cheap life)

(Heero's POV)

I woke up to the smell of disinfectant and the beeping of many machines around me. I knew immediately that I was in a hospital, from the needles in my arm and the stiffness of the sheets I was covered in.

The pain engulfing my body kept me from falling into unconsciousness again, which is what my body and soul really wanted to do. I tried to sit up, but the pain in my backside forced me to fall back to the bed I was currently lying on. A gasp escaped my lips, without me even knowing it.

The door to my room opened softly and someone quietly shuffled in. At first I thought it was the nurse, but when that person spoke I knew exactly who that voice belonged to. I could recognise it anyway.

Relena.

I was both relieved and scared that she had come to visit me. How did she know I was here??? How was I going to tell her that I always loved someone else…and only considered her as a friend….a great friend.

A gentle hand came to rest on my forehead, but I tried to move away from it….I don't want any more pain.

I hear an inhalation of breath.

"Oh God Heero…..What happened to you?" The girl asked.

I look over at her and notice, for the first time, that she is crying again. Crying for me? Why would she do that?

I sigh.

"It's nothing."

"Bullshit it's nothing." She replies, "I heard from your nurse what happened to you. You were raped Heero. That man forced himself in you and took something that should only be given to the one you love. He caused you pain and he ripped tissues. He beat you……..He hurt you."

I sigh.

"Something that I could give someone I love huh?" I ask quietly, "That was taken from me a long time ago Relena. During my training….I was raped, when I wasn't even aware of what was happening to me. Since the war has ended, I've been selling myself just to stay alive…..just so I can afford to eat. I know that man forced himself in me.…But it's nothing that I can't handle. I'm used to pain and I can survive through this."

She looks at me sceptically for a few moments and then puts a hand on my chest. The minute that small appendage makes contact with my skin, I start to shiver, whimper and squirm. I don't want this touch.

"Don't hurt me." I whisper, subconsciously.

"See Heero. This is all the proof I need. He did hurt you. Beyond repair. I'm going to take you back to earth with me." She states

"No Relena, I can't possibly impose." I reply.

"I'm not expecting you to." She states, "I'm too busy to be able to look after you carefully. What with me having to run the Cinq Kingdom, its hard for me to find time to spend with my lover, Dorothy"

"See," I reply, "I can't impose on you and there is no one else I kno…."

"I'm going to send you to stay with Quatre."

The world around me fades to black at the mention of that name. NO. I can't. What will they think of me?

"Relena no." I try to convince her, but she won't listen.

"Heero. You have no say in this. As it is, you're supposed to be staying with me."

I slump back onto the mattress and close me eyes. I've lost the argument.

"Fine." I reply before turning over and falling asleep. It's the best way to escape from this pain that people call reality. I hear Relena sigh as she stands up and walks over to the door, there is a pause before the door slides open and then shuts again.

I sigh with relief, not realising until now how tense I was with her in the room. I gasp when I realise that I was scared.

Maybe I am worse off then I suspected.

Darkness consumes me and my body relaxes against the mattress. I wish I could escape to this comfort for the rest of my life, so that the pains of living can be removed from my conscious forever. But knowing my life, not even this simple wish can be granted. I just want to die.

………….'Life is cheap……especially mine.'

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Don't you feel sorry for poor Hee-chan? I do. Well, I hope that you guys enjoy this fic….although…..it's gonna be another angsty/Heero torture fic to add to my collection.

Please R&R, you know you want to.

But no flames, please. This author will cry otherwise. Although I don't mind creative criticism, that can be rather helpful

Until next time,

Ja ne

Luv Yume