Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Lucid Consequences ❯ Chapter 6: Spinning in your head ( Chapter 6 )
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By: DeityofDeath 
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 616 | Status: Completed
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 616 | Status: Completed
Title: Lucid ConsequencesAuthor: DeityOfDeathArchive: Yes please......Pairings: Lucius/Harry/SnapeCategory: Drama, romance, slashrating: NC-17/RSpoilers: Maybe.Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg SPOILERS!!!!!! If you haven't read HBP then DON'T READ THIS FIC~!!!!!!!Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Harry Potter or its chars. They are property of JK Rowling and major companies.
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 6: Spinning in your head
I heard someone softly call my name and I fought to ignore it. I really didn't want to be awake yet. I was having the most beautiful dream.
I stood by a lake with two younger children, one a boy and one a girl. They were pretty close in age but neither were the same age. The boy looked older by only a year or two. The boys hair was dark and his eyes were a beautiful silver. He had pouty lips that were set in a big smile. The girl had long black hair that fell in ringlets at the ends and emerald eyes. She smiled and bounded away to play with the younger boy and that was when I saw myself. I stood there in a field of wild flowers as the two ran off to play and I put my hand on my stomach feeling a large swelling there and upon looking down I saw myself heavy with child. A gentle hand touched my shoulder and as I turned to face the person whose hand had been on my shoulder I was pulled from my dream.
I groaned and looked up into the worried eyes of Madam Pomphrey who now lumbered over me. I blinked a few times and closed my eyes trying to fall back into the comfortable and haunting dream I had left.
"Harold James Potter! Don't you dare go back to sleep."
There was that whole reprimand thing I had been telling Sev about. What in the world did I do this time? I'm innocent! What could I have done when I was sleeping?
I opened my eyes again and felt a cold that I hadn't remembered feeling before I went to bed. I shivered and looked around me and saw six pairs of worried eyes looking down at me. I was surprised to see Mrs. Weasley, Mr. Weasley, Remus, Sev, Lucis and Madam Pomphrey in my room and that I was once again in bed, feeling sick and weak in front of them all. I took a breath and tried to keep my body from shivering. Why was I so cold? Everyone else looked fine.
"Co..col...cold", I managed to chatter out.
Lucius stood and opened a closet door rooting through it until he found a thick quilt which he spread over me and the other covers I had been covered with. I sighed as I felt some warmth and closed my eyes again.
"His fevers pretty high. I think we should get a fever reducing potion into him as soon as possible", I heard Madam Pomphrey say.
"So is it the pregnancy that's causing the fever", the familiar voice of Remus asked.
"It's partly that and it’s partly stress. The poor boy has been through alot if the haunted look in his eyes is any indication", said Madam Pomphrey as I felt her wipe away the cold sweat from my brow.
"What aren't you telling us Lucius", accused Mr. Weasley.
"Before we discuss this any further I ask that you have your sons remove their extendable ears from under the door", said a very agitated Severus.
The door slammed open and muttered shouts filled the room before it shut again.
"Now, both of you have some explaining to do", said Mrs. Weasley in a voice that left no room for argument.
"Voldemort had Harry raped."
I felt myself stiffen in bed and wanted nothing more than to disappear into nothingness instead of being in the same room with all the people I respected as that bit of information was delivered. I heard audible gasps and then silence as I felt their eyes fall on me. I wanted to be gone. To be anywhere but there and around anyone but them.
"We don't know who and how many times but afterwards Voldemort wanted me to make a pregnancy potion. I wanted to let him go but then we would lose all we fought to gain and I couldn't allow all of our hard work hard and earned trust to be destroyed. So we did what we thought was best..."
"What was that?"
Silence filled the room and I felt myself shivering again and I knew that the water that now trickled down my cheeks and chin had not come from my sweat soaked brow.
"We asked Harry if he would rather carry one of our children instead. If he chose to do so and did not wish to keep the child then we would gladly take the child into our custody. Harry agreed."
Silence filled the room and suddenly it felt like I couldn't breathe. I started gasping for breath and clutching at the sheets wildly when I suddenly felt the blankets lifted from my body as hands began to touch my face and throat and then my eyes. I felt a pair of hands hold me while another set poured a potion down my throat, massaging it to make sure I swallowed every drop. No sooner had that one been swallowed another one was forced down my throat.
It became easier to breath and it felt like I could breathe again. I felt a firm chest against my back and I relaxed into it as it gently rocked me. I felt the darkness closing in and I allowed it to swallow me just like last time. The darkness was becoming a very comforting place.
"Please...don't hate me. Please...” I whispered as I closed my eyes tightly squeezing out my remaining tears as the firm chest, rocking and the familiar scent of herbs and spices lull me to sleep.
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I felt a familiar presence at my side and instead of pushing away I cuddled against it. I felt that person move and then I saw myself looking up into a pair of silver eyes. He looked at me with an expressionless face and yet I saw everything unspoken in those frozen eyes.
"How are you feeling?"
I felt my cheeks warm and wondered how noticeable my blush was. It must have been pretty noticeable because I felt a large yet soft hand touch my forehead where it stayed for a moment before coming to rest on my left cheek momentarily. I found myself leaning into that hand like an attention deprived cat.
"No fever. Do you think you’re ready to actually eat something Harry?"
I looked up at him and nodded and my stomach silently growled. I was thankful it hadn't been loud enough for him to hear.
"How long have I been asleep?"
"About two days. Madam Pomphrey thought it best if everyone went home and allowed you at least a month or more to rest. They said that they would inform the others of your condition."
I felt a panic rise inside of me and I knew I must have looked as frightened as I felt if the tender hug I was pressed into was any indication.
"Harry, rape is nothing for you’re to be ashamed of. It wasn't something you wanted or deserved. You are a strong person for living through it and continuing to live. As for the pregnancy, Severus and I have agreed to be there for you every step of the way."
I nodded my ahead against his chest and took a deep breath, "But why?"
"Because you've grown on us Harry. Like a weed. Severus is adamant enough about it that I bet he would be willing to make an honest man out of you."
I looked up at him and felt a smile tug at my lips, "Honest man? You mean wizards can marry?"
"Of course wizards can marry. Some wizards can even conceive naturally. We didn't find out whether or not you could but there could always be a next time", he said with a mischievous grin.
I must have looked surprised and a tad bit shocked because his grin only grew, "Poor Harry, so naive when it comes to the world of witch craft and wizardry. Severus and I will have a lot to teach you."
"Does that mean that you will make an honest man out of me if I am carrying your child?"
He looked down at me for a moment surprised by my blunt question.
"We'll see young Harry, we'll see."
With that we both sat up as my stomach growled out loud.
"Let's go feed you and your growing child. We have plenty of time to discuss this further in further detail", said Lucius as he stood up offering me his hand.
I took it and smiled. These next few months were going too filled with many interesting and memorable things.
To Be Continued.....
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 6: Spinning in your head
I heard someone softly call my name and I fought to ignore it. I really didn't want to be awake yet. I was having the most beautiful dream.
I stood by a lake with two younger children, one a boy and one a girl. They were pretty close in age but neither were the same age. The boy looked older by only a year or two. The boys hair was dark and his eyes were a beautiful silver. He had pouty lips that were set in a big smile. The girl had long black hair that fell in ringlets at the ends and emerald eyes. She smiled and bounded away to play with the younger boy and that was when I saw myself. I stood there in a field of wild flowers as the two ran off to play and I put my hand on my stomach feeling a large swelling there and upon looking down I saw myself heavy with child. A gentle hand touched my shoulder and as I turned to face the person whose hand had been on my shoulder I was pulled from my dream.
I groaned and looked up into the worried eyes of Madam Pomphrey who now lumbered over me. I blinked a few times and closed my eyes trying to fall back into the comfortable and haunting dream I had left.
"Harold James Potter! Don't you dare go back to sleep."
There was that whole reprimand thing I had been telling Sev about. What in the world did I do this time? I'm innocent! What could I have done when I was sleeping?
I opened my eyes again and felt a cold that I hadn't remembered feeling before I went to bed. I shivered and looked around me and saw six pairs of worried eyes looking down at me. I was surprised to see Mrs. Weasley, Mr. Weasley, Remus, Sev, Lucis and Madam Pomphrey in my room and that I was once again in bed, feeling sick and weak in front of them all. I took a breath and tried to keep my body from shivering. Why was I so cold? Everyone else looked fine.
"Co..col...cold", I managed to chatter out.
Lucius stood and opened a closet door rooting through it until he found a thick quilt which he spread over me and the other covers I had been covered with. I sighed as I felt some warmth and closed my eyes again.
"His fevers pretty high. I think we should get a fever reducing potion into him as soon as possible", I heard Madam Pomphrey say.
"So is it the pregnancy that's causing the fever", the familiar voice of Remus asked.
"It's partly that and it’s partly stress. The poor boy has been through alot if the haunted look in his eyes is any indication", said Madam Pomphrey as I felt her wipe away the cold sweat from my brow.
"What aren't you telling us Lucius", accused Mr. Weasley.
"Before we discuss this any further I ask that you have your sons remove their extendable ears from under the door", said a very agitated Severus.
The door slammed open and muttered shouts filled the room before it shut again.
"Now, both of you have some explaining to do", said Mrs. Weasley in a voice that left no room for argument.
"Voldemort had Harry raped."
I felt myself stiffen in bed and wanted nothing more than to disappear into nothingness instead of being in the same room with all the people I respected as that bit of information was delivered. I heard audible gasps and then silence as I felt their eyes fall on me. I wanted to be gone. To be anywhere but there and around anyone but them.
"We don't know who and how many times but afterwards Voldemort wanted me to make a pregnancy potion. I wanted to let him go but then we would lose all we fought to gain and I couldn't allow all of our hard work hard and earned trust to be destroyed. So we did what we thought was best..."
"What was that?"
Silence filled the room and I felt myself shivering again and I knew that the water that now trickled down my cheeks and chin had not come from my sweat soaked brow.
"We asked Harry if he would rather carry one of our children instead. If he chose to do so and did not wish to keep the child then we would gladly take the child into our custody. Harry agreed."
Silence filled the room and suddenly it felt like I couldn't breathe. I started gasping for breath and clutching at the sheets wildly when I suddenly felt the blankets lifted from my body as hands began to touch my face and throat and then my eyes. I felt a pair of hands hold me while another set poured a potion down my throat, massaging it to make sure I swallowed every drop. No sooner had that one been swallowed another one was forced down my throat.
It became easier to breath and it felt like I could breathe again. I felt a firm chest against my back and I relaxed into it as it gently rocked me. I felt the darkness closing in and I allowed it to swallow me just like last time. The darkness was becoming a very comforting place.
"Please...don't hate me. Please...” I whispered as I closed my eyes tightly squeezing out my remaining tears as the firm chest, rocking and the familiar scent of herbs and spices lull me to sleep.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I felt a familiar presence at my side and instead of pushing away I cuddled against it. I felt that person move and then I saw myself looking up into a pair of silver eyes. He looked at me with an expressionless face and yet I saw everything unspoken in those frozen eyes.
"How are you feeling?"
I felt my cheeks warm and wondered how noticeable my blush was. It must have been pretty noticeable because I felt a large yet soft hand touch my forehead where it stayed for a moment before coming to rest on my left cheek momentarily. I found myself leaning into that hand like an attention deprived cat.
"No fever. Do you think you’re ready to actually eat something Harry?"
I looked up at him and nodded and my stomach silently growled. I was thankful it hadn't been loud enough for him to hear.
"How long have I been asleep?"
"About two days. Madam Pomphrey thought it best if everyone went home and allowed you at least a month or more to rest. They said that they would inform the others of your condition."
I felt a panic rise inside of me and I knew I must have looked as frightened as I felt if the tender hug I was pressed into was any indication.
"Harry, rape is nothing for you’re to be ashamed of. It wasn't something you wanted or deserved. You are a strong person for living through it and continuing to live. As for the pregnancy, Severus and I have agreed to be there for you every step of the way."
I nodded my ahead against his chest and took a deep breath, "But why?"
"Because you've grown on us Harry. Like a weed. Severus is adamant enough about it that I bet he would be willing to make an honest man out of you."
I looked up at him and felt a smile tug at my lips, "Honest man? You mean wizards can marry?"
"Of course wizards can marry. Some wizards can even conceive naturally. We didn't find out whether or not you could but there could always be a next time", he said with a mischievous grin.
I must have looked surprised and a tad bit shocked because his grin only grew, "Poor Harry, so naive when it comes to the world of witch craft and wizardry. Severus and I will have a lot to teach you."
"Does that mean that you will make an honest man out of me if I am carrying your child?"
He looked down at me for a moment surprised by my blunt question.
"We'll see young Harry, we'll see."
With that we both sat up as my stomach growled out loud.
"Let's go feed you and your growing child. We have plenty of time to discuss this further in further detail", said Lucius as he stood up offering me his hand.
I took it and smiled. These next few months were going too filled with many interesting and memorable things.
To Be Continued.....