Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Lucid Consequences ❯ Chapter 18: And ride the whims of your mind ( Chapter 18 )
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Title: Lucid ConsequencesAuthor: DeityOfDeathArchive: Yes please......Pairings: Lucius/Harry/SnapeCategory: Drama, romance, slashrating: NC-17/RSpoilers: Maybe.Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg SPOILERS!!!!!! If you haven't read HBP then DON'T READ THIS FIC~!!!!!!!Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Harry Potter or its chars. They are property of JK Rowling and major companies.
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SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 18: And ride the whims of your mind
I had found myself in a full body bind and I felt very much like crying. I was on my way to a hideout that the apparently mysterious new member lived in. From the conversation they had while driving, it was apparently him who had saw me on my trip to Tokyo and decided that he could gain much by joining Voldemort and helping to capture me. Here I was, once again at the mercy of Voldemort and his henchmen and I had to do everything in my power to stay calm and think of a way out of this. From the sound of it, they were going to this place to use the floo network and transport me to one of Voldemort's favorite places; his fathers house, Riddle mansion.
I felt another back stabbing pain and this time it came hard and long. I felt it through my stomach causing my stomach to grow taut and tighten. It seemed that these weren't Braxton hicks' but real and I was in a good deal deeper than I wanted to be.
The car stopped and I heard the front doors open and slam close and then the back seat opened near my feet. I felt my body being pulled down and soon I found my arms held by the two of them, one arm in each of their hands as they dragged me up a set of stairs in what seemed to be the back way in an alley. They knocked on the door and it swung open showing none other than Crabbe Senior who grinned when he saw me in-between dumb and dumber. They drug me inside and as they did I began to feel my arms and legs tingle as stupefy wore off.
"We've got to get him to Voldemort tonight. Lucius and Severus have probably caught on to our plan and they will most likely know where to find us if they use Amaya Sensei's sources", said the new man. He was Japanese and very tall but he was lacking in the looks department.
"Your right, sides' looks like Potter's fit to bust any moment now", said Goyle looking down at my extended stomach.
"I'm surprised he carried it to term", said Crabbe.
"That was part of 'his' plan. He knew that soft hearted Potter would never take the life of an innocent. Now his innocent is going to become our Lords heir", said Goyle.
I wiggled my fingers and found relief in the fact that I would be able to move soon. Unfortunately I could also make noises now and as the next pain moved from my back through my midsection I whimpered.
"Wha's that? Look at him Crabbe! I think he's going into labor."
"I told you! Lord Voldemort is never wrong. He predicted all of this", said Goyle grinning.
"Let's get him out of here. I don't want Amaya or her guards raining down upon my establishment and find him here. It would make it very bad for business", said the tall dark and Asian.
"We got it, we got it. We'll be seeing you Akiha", said Goyle as he and Crabbe walked me towards a fireplace.
I tried struggling but it was no use. I hadn't regained enough of my movement and the last contraction had taken a lot of my energy. They stepped into the fire place with me and dropped the floo powder calling out "Riddle Manner". I felt my feet floating in the air and then we landed and I was propelled out of their arms. I saw myself falling and managed to fall on my side instead of my stomach. That caused my little one to kick and struggle which caused another contraction. I gasped and concentrated on breathing, praying to any deity listening that I would be rescued.
"YOU FOOLS! Are you trying to kill him and my heir!?"
As the contraction ended I found myself staring up into a pair of red snake like eyes belonging to Voldemort.
"Take the body bind off of him! He needs to be able to move so that the baby isn't stressed."
I felt the body bind as it was removed and without a second thought I wrapped my arms around my stomach and fought to regain my breath as the contraction ended.
"Take him down to the basement. That med witch should already be there. I had the others go with Wormtail to retrieve her."
I was lifted roughly to my feet and then lugged through the house and to a pair of stairs leading down into the basement. They walked one in front and one in back of me down the steps. Once at the bottom I saw none other than Madam Pomphrey sitting on an old mattress that was covered with white, pristine sheets.
"Oh, Harry!"
I watched her stand and run to my side and I was more than grateful to have her with me. I ran to her and wrapped my arms around her neck burying my face into her neck as I sobbed my relief upon her shoulder.
"We'll be back to check on you in an hour or so. Don't try anything, we've got a few werewolves wandering the grounds", said Crabbe grinning widely.
I heard their heavy foot falls on the wooden steps and I would have been happy if I hadn't had another contraction lace through my back.
"Harry!?"
"I think my little one wants to be born during the most inopportune time, Poppy."
Her eyes widened and she held me at arms length, "How long and how far apart?"
"Since early this morning and they've been sporadic. They've been coming closer and closer since I was kidnapped."
"The stress is probably causing them to come sooner and harder", she said looking me over worriedly.
I rubbed my stomach and began to pace the room; the pain began to loose some of its potency so I continued to walk.
"Does it help?"
"A little..."
She patted the bed, "Come over and lay down. I'll examine you and see exactly what's going on."
I nodded and sat down on the bed and then slowly laid back. I felt her hands untie my haori and then my obi. I sat up and helped her remove my haori, obi and kimono; leaving on my yukata and under robes. I lie back again and felt her hands poke, prod and roam over my swollen stomach.
"It seems as though your little one has already moved so that they are facing the exit. If you don't mind Harry, I'm going to check and see how dilated you are."
I nodded and allowed her to remove my boxers as she poked and prodded my newest organ.
"It seems you are only a little bit away from 3 cm dilated dear."
I nodded and felt another contraction coming on. I gasped as it rippled through my body. I clutched at the bed and sheets below me waiting for the pain to end.
"Deep breaths Harry. Does it feel better when your up and walking or do want to see if you can find a better position?"
I rode the contraction out and decided to stand up and walk around the room for a bit. I paced for a good five minutes when another contraction hit, "Oh! Merlin...."
"Their about five minutes apart and they'll probably stay that way for a while", said Poppy watching me pace the room.
I did this for an hour and continued to do so when Crabbe and Goyle checked in on us. It seemed as though my little one wanted out, but not bad enough to end my suffering quickly. I went from pacing the room for two hours to crouching on the floor on my hands and knees every time a contraction hit. I had Poppy at my side the whole time rubbing my back and massaging every so often.
"How long has it been now", I asked her wiping my sweaty brow.
"Well...” she flipped open a pocket watch and looked at the time, "I'd say about four hours now."
I gasped as another pain tore through my body. This one was different; with this one came a gush of fluids that soaked my thighs and lower body.
"Oh, Merlin! I think my waters broke."
Poppy grabbed a towel from a large pile they had left her and handed it to me. When the pain subsided I cleaned myself off as best as I could.
"Come, Harry. Let me check you again. If my guess is correct you should be at 4 cm."
I stood and lay on the bed. I no longer cared about embarrassment or decency. I wanted this pain to end.
"I was wrong, you’re at 5 cm. A few more hours and we'll be ready to deliver a baby."
I would have glared at her if I hadn't had another contraction at that moment.
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I have been in pain for a total of ten hours. Ten! I think I would prefer the Cruciatus curse to this. It was now ten at night and I was almost fully dilated. I had at least another centimeter to go and my contractions were coming ever every two minutes.
"I want Lucius and Sev..."
"I know Harry. Just bear with it a while longer. You can do it. Think about the little one you'll be holding in your arms. No doubt Lucius and Severus are out of their minds with worry. I expect them to come crashing down with the wrath of a demon any time now. You just forget about everything for now and concentrate and bringing this little one into the world."
I felt another contraction and a breathed through it, praying Poppy was right. I fell back against the mattress and tried to get in a moments rest before the next one hit. It was then Crabbe once again poked his head into the room.
"How long, Pomphrey?"
Another contraction hit and I sat up with the pain of this one and screamed my frustration, anger and distress.
"Not long now Crabbe. Bring me my wand and you can feel every contraction and then you won't have to come down here and ask every few minutes", said Poppy as she squeezed my hands.
Crabbe's hurried footfalls told me he was escaping not only Poppy's anger but the idea of being in my shoes at the moment.
"Uh...Poppy...I have to push..."
She looked down and I saw her eyes widen, "As soon as the next contraction hits I want you to do just that."
It hit and I pushed with all I had in me. I felt a pressure building and I felt a movement deep inside. When the contraction ended I fell back and prepared to push with the next one which took little or no time to hit. I pushed like this for five minutes and then I felt a pressure that was painful and uncomfortable and I struggled to push it out.
"Easy Harry, easy. That's your child’s head. It's crowned. Just a bit more."
I felt another contraction hit and as the excruciating pain hit me I struggled to push. At the same time I heard a commotion going on upstairs. I was ignored all the noise and commotion and pushed until that pressure ended with what felt like a pop. I gasped and fell back trying to catch my breath.
"The heads out, Harry. Give er' one more push, Harry. You can do it. I'm going to help slid the shoulders out."
I sat up and struggled to push and it was then I felt something slip from my body. A few seconds later angry wails filled the room. I closed my eyes and cried.
"He's beautiful Harry."
I struggled to sit up and from my position I saw Poppy wrap a new born in towels and rub his flailing limbs, trying to remove the much and mucus from his small body. I held out my arms, tears pouring down my face as I reached for my son. Poppy gently placed him in my arms and I lay back with my newborn son lying upon my chest. I looked at his tuffs of unruly black hair and small fingers that wiggled and moved amongst the towel. He had stopped wailing and now just lay there struggling to open his eyes for the first time. I saw them open and close a few times before he finally opened them and stared out at me with silvery blue eyes. I laughed and kissed him atop his wrinkled forehead.
I felt a pressure to push again and I sat up holding my son out to Poppy, She took him and rocked him a bit as she searched for a place to set him. She found an empty straw clothes basket and placed him in there. She attended me as I pushed out the afterbirth. As soon as that was done we heard silence above us and then a loud crack of wood and running down the stairs. Poppy automatically reached for my son and picked him up and out of the basket, cradling him in her arms. Four people descended the stairs; Remus, Sev, Lucius and Mr. Weasley. I let out a breath I was holding and fell back against the bed closing my eyes.
"Harry!?"
I felt hands on my face and I opened my eyes to see a very worried Lucius and Sev standing over me.
"I'm fine. A little tired and very sore, but fine. Poppy's holding your son, go get a good look at him."
Lucius buried his face in my neck and hugged me close, "I thought we had lost you."
"Let's get him out of here, boys. He needs to be in a place a lot cleaner than this and he needs a really good pain relieving potion."
"Here, here!"
I heard a stifled laugh in my neck and smiled. I watched as he backed away and then felt my body being sat up. I watched as Lucius draped my kimono over my shoulders and then lifted me up gently into his arms. I threaded my hands around his neck and held on with a death grip.
"Let's go", said Sev as and the others led the way out. Poppy followed behind Lucius, my son in her arms.
To Be Continued....
Wow~! What a quick chapter 2 hours but its done~! I managed to pump out 2 chapters in one day so does that mean I can take a week hiatus? LoL J/K~!
Are we close to the end? Not even! I have the whole plot worked out in this thick skull of mine, now if I can just work it out on the comp.
I would LOVE to see some fan art of Harry, Lucius and Sev in kimono's. I can draw but I prefer other people’s art. So if you feel adventuress feel free and email me the link~!!!!
Kat
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 18: And ride the whims of your mind
I had found myself in a full body bind and I felt very much like crying. I was on my way to a hideout that the apparently mysterious new member lived in. From the conversation they had while driving, it was apparently him who had saw me on my trip to Tokyo and decided that he could gain much by joining Voldemort and helping to capture me. Here I was, once again at the mercy of Voldemort and his henchmen and I had to do everything in my power to stay calm and think of a way out of this. From the sound of it, they were going to this place to use the floo network and transport me to one of Voldemort's favorite places; his fathers house, Riddle mansion.
I felt another back stabbing pain and this time it came hard and long. I felt it through my stomach causing my stomach to grow taut and tighten. It seemed that these weren't Braxton hicks' but real and I was in a good deal deeper than I wanted to be.
The car stopped and I heard the front doors open and slam close and then the back seat opened near my feet. I felt my body being pulled down and soon I found my arms held by the two of them, one arm in each of their hands as they dragged me up a set of stairs in what seemed to be the back way in an alley. They knocked on the door and it swung open showing none other than Crabbe Senior who grinned when he saw me in-between dumb and dumber. They drug me inside and as they did I began to feel my arms and legs tingle as stupefy wore off.
"We've got to get him to Voldemort tonight. Lucius and Severus have probably caught on to our plan and they will most likely know where to find us if they use Amaya Sensei's sources", said the new man. He was Japanese and very tall but he was lacking in the looks department.
"Your right, sides' looks like Potter's fit to bust any moment now", said Goyle looking down at my extended stomach.
"I'm surprised he carried it to term", said Crabbe.
"That was part of 'his' plan. He knew that soft hearted Potter would never take the life of an innocent. Now his innocent is going to become our Lords heir", said Goyle.
I wiggled my fingers and found relief in the fact that I would be able to move soon. Unfortunately I could also make noises now and as the next pain moved from my back through my midsection I whimpered.
"Wha's that? Look at him Crabbe! I think he's going into labor."
"I told you! Lord Voldemort is never wrong. He predicted all of this", said Goyle grinning.
"Let's get him out of here. I don't want Amaya or her guards raining down upon my establishment and find him here. It would make it very bad for business", said the tall dark and Asian.
"We got it, we got it. We'll be seeing you Akiha", said Goyle as he and Crabbe walked me towards a fireplace.
I tried struggling but it was no use. I hadn't regained enough of my movement and the last contraction had taken a lot of my energy. They stepped into the fire place with me and dropped the floo powder calling out "Riddle Manner". I felt my feet floating in the air and then we landed and I was propelled out of their arms. I saw myself falling and managed to fall on my side instead of my stomach. That caused my little one to kick and struggle which caused another contraction. I gasped and concentrated on breathing, praying to any deity listening that I would be rescued.
"YOU FOOLS! Are you trying to kill him and my heir!?"
As the contraction ended I found myself staring up into a pair of red snake like eyes belonging to Voldemort.
"Take the body bind off of him! He needs to be able to move so that the baby isn't stressed."
I felt the body bind as it was removed and without a second thought I wrapped my arms around my stomach and fought to regain my breath as the contraction ended.
"Take him down to the basement. That med witch should already be there. I had the others go with Wormtail to retrieve her."
I was lifted roughly to my feet and then lugged through the house and to a pair of stairs leading down into the basement. They walked one in front and one in back of me down the steps. Once at the bottom I saw none other than Madam Pomphrey sitting on an old mattress that was covered with white, pristine sheets.
"Oh, Harry!"
I watched her stand and run to my side and I was more than grateful to have her with me. I ran to her and wrapped my arms around her neck burying my face into her neck as I sobbed my relief upon her shoulder.
"We'll be back to check on you in an hour or so. Don't try anything, we've got a few werewolves wandering the grounds", said Crabbe grinning widely.
I heard their heavy foot falls on the wooden steps and I would have been happy if I hadn't had another contraction lace through my back.
"Harry!?"
"I think my little one wants to be born during the most inopportune time, Poppy."
Her eyes widened and she held me at arms length, "How long and how far apart?"
"Since early this morning and they've been sporadic. They've been coming closer and closer since I was kidnapped."
"The stress is probably causing them to come sooner and harder", she said looking me over worriedly.
I rubbed my stomach and began to pace the room; the pain began to loose some of its potency so I continued to walk.
"Does it help?"
"A little..."
She patted the bed, "Come over and lay down. I'll examine you and see exactly what's going on."
I nodded and sat down on the bed and then slowly laid back. I felt her hands untie my haori and then my obi. I sat up and helped her remove my haori, obi and kimono; leaving on my yukata and under robes. I lie back again and felt her hands poke, prod and roam over my swollen stomach.
"It seems as though your little one has already moved so that they are facing the exit. If you don't mind Harry, I'm going to check and see how dilated you are."
I nodded and allowed her to remove my boxers as she poked and prodded my newest organ.
"It seems you are only a little bit away from 3 cm dilated dear."
I nodded and felt another contraction coming on. I gasped as it rippled through my body. I clutched at the bed and sheets below me waiting for the pain to end.
"Deep breaths Harry. Does it feel better when your up and walking or do want to see if you can find a better position?"
I rode the contraction out and decided to stand up and walk around the room for a bit. I paced for a good five minutes when another contraction hit, "Oh! Merlin...."
"Their about five minutes apart and they'll probably stay that way for a while", said Poppy watching me pace the room.
I did this for an hour and continued to do so when Crabbe and Goyle checked in on us. It seemed as though my little one wanted out, but not bad enough to end my suffering quickly. I went from pacing the room for two hours to crouching on the floor on my hands and knees every time a contraction hit. I had Poppy at my side the whole time rubbing my back and massaging every so often.
"How long has it been now", I asked her wiping my sweaty brow.
"Well...” she flipped open a pocket watch and looked at the time, "I'd say about four hours now."
I gasped as another pain tore through my body. This one was different; with this one came a gush of fluids that soaked my thighs and lower body.
"Oh, Merlin! I think my waters broke."
Poppy grabbed a towel from a large pile they had left her and handed it to me. When the pain subsided I cleaned myself off as best as I could.
"Come, Harry. Let me check you again. If my guess is correct you should be at 4 cm."
I stood and lay on the bed. I no longer cared about embarrassment or decency. I wanted this pain to end.
"I was wrong, you’re at 5 cm. A few more hours and we'll be ready to deliver a baby."
I would have glared at her if I hadn't had another contraction at that moment.
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I have been in pain for a total of ten hours. Ten! I think I would prefer the Cruciatus curse to this. It was now ten at night and I was almost fully dilated. I had at least another centimeter to go and my contractions were coming ever every two minutes.
"I want Lucius and Sev..."
"I know Harry. Just bear with it a while longer. You can do it. Think about the little one you'll be holding in your arms. No doubt Lucius and Severus are out of their minds with worry. I expect them to come crashing down with the wrath of a demon any time now. You just forget about everything for now and concentrate and bringing this little one into the world."
I felt another contraction and a breathed through it, praying Poppy was right. I fell back against the mattress and tried to get in a moments rest before the next one hit. It was then Crabbe once again poked his head into the room.
"How long, Pomphrey?"
Another contraction hit and I sat up with the pain of this one and screamed my frustration, anger and distress.
"Not long now Crabbe. Bring me my wand and you can feel every contraction and then you won't have to come down here and ask every few minutes", said Poppy as she squeezed my hands.
Crabbe's hurried footfalls told me he was escaping not only Poppy's anger but the idea of being in my shoes at the moment.
"Uh...Poppy...I have to push..."
She looked down and I saw her eyes widen, "As soon as the next contraction hits I want you to do just that."
It hit and I pushed with all I had in me. I felt a pressure building and I felt a movement deep inside. When the contraction ended I fell back and prepared to push with the next one which took little or no time to hit. I pushed like this for five minutes and then I felt a pressure that was painful and uncomfortable and I struggled to push it out.
"Easy Harry, easy. That's your child’s head. It's crowned. Just a bit more."
I felt another contraction hit and as the excruciating pain hit me I struggled to push. At the same time I heard a commotion going on upstairs. I was ignored all the noise and commotion and pushed until that pressure ended with what felt like a pop. I gasped and fell back trying to catch my breath.
"The heads out, Harry. Give er' one more push, Harry. You can do it. I'm going to help slid the shoulders out."
I sat up and struggled to push and it was then I felt something slip from my body. A few seconds later angry wails filled the room. I closed my eyes and cried.
"He's beautiful Harry."
I struggled to sit up and from my position I saw Poppy wrap a new born in towels and rub his flailing limbs, trying to remove the much and mucus from his small body. I held out my arms, tears pouring down my face as I reached for my son. Poppy gently placed him in my arms and I lay back with my newborn son lying upon my chest. I looked at his tuffs of unruly black hair and small fingers that wiggled and moved amongst the towel. He had stopped wailing and now just lay there struggling to open his eyes for the first time. I saw them open and close a few times before he finally opened them and stared out at me with silvery blue eyes. I laughed and kissed him atop his wrinkled forehead.
I felt a pressure to push again and I sat up holding my son out to Poppy, She took him and rocked him a bit as she searched for a place to set him. She found an empty straw clothes basket and placed him in there. She attended me as I pushed out the afterbirth. As soon as that was done we heard silence above us and then a loud crack of wood and running down the stairs. Poppy automatically reached for my son and picked him up and out of the basket, cradling him in her arms. Four people descended the stairs; Remus, Sev, Lucius and Mr. Weasley. I let out a breath I was holding and fell back against the bed closing my eyes.
"Harry!?"
I felt hands on my face and I opened my eyes to see a very worried Lucius and Sev standing over me.
"I'm fine. A little tired and very sore, but fine. Poppy's holding your son, go get a good look at him."
Lucius buried his face in my neck and hugged me close, "I thought we had lost you."
"Let's get him out of here, boys. He needs to be in a place a lot cleaner than this and he needs a really good pain relieving potion."
"Here, here!"
I heard a stifled laugh in my neck and smiled. I watched as he backed away and then felt my body being sat up. I watched as Lucius draped my kimono over my shoulders and then lifted me up gently into his arms. I threaded my hands around his neck and held on with a death grip.
"Let's go", said Sev as and the others led the way out. Poppy followed behind Lucius, my son in her arms.
To Be Continued....
Wow~! What a quick chapter 2 hours but its done~! I managed to pump out 2 chapters in one day so does that mean I can take a week hiatus? LoL J/K~!
Are we close to the end? Not even! I have the whole plot worked out in this thick skull of mine, now if I can just work it out on the comp.
I would LOVE to see some fan art of Harry, Lucius and Sev in kimono's. I can draw but I prefer other people’s art. So if you feel adventuress feel free and email me the link~!!!!
Kat