InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Decisions ❯ Chapter 25

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Decisions
 
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or Yu Yu Hakusho or any characters or plotlines associated with either show. Let's put it this way: If the characters, situations, or storylines are recognizable, then I don't own them. I own the particular plot of this story and the few characters that I made up and will make up, but that is it. At least, I think it is.
 
WARNING: Another lemon. Why do I keep putting these in here even when I told you that I wouldn't? Maybe it's because they are so terrible that I want you to have a chance to skip around it if possible? Haven't really thought about it.
 
IMPORTANT: Read the author's note at the end of the chapter.
 
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Chapter Twenty-Five (I really didn't think that this story would be this long.)
 
They were at a desk in Kurama's apartment in a room that Kagome had never seen before, but Kagome suspected that it was his bedroom. Kagome felt heat flood through her body as she leaned closer to Kurama to look at a math problem. She couldn't really make out what he was saying; she could only listen to his voice roll over her. He dropped his pencil when a strand of her hair fell across his hand. She slowly sank to her knees and came up between his legs where she undid his pants and reached up to pull his boxers and pants down, uncovering his throbbing erection. Kagome met Kurama's gaze as she slowly bent forward to lick the tip. She heard Kurama moan her name, a drop of precum forming on the tip before she took the entire length of his erection deep into her mouth. Kurama moaned again, sank his hands into her hair, and pushed forward a little, almost as if even he wasn't able to control himself. She paused as another insistent rush of heat went through her. She wanted to be in control. This was her dream. HERS! What happened was in her control. The heat got more and more intense the more she thought about it. She would be the one in control. NOW!
 
The dream seemed to pause for a moment. Then Kagome broke through and straddled Kurama in his chair. In an instant, her clothes were gone and she sank down on his lap, not stopping until he was deeply imbedded in her. She was now in control of the dream!
 
Kurama tried to get her to move to the bed, but Kagome wasn't going to have it. She had finally gotten control of this dream and she was not going to give up even a little of it. She needed relief now! She kissed him deeply to shut him up and began to move. Faster and faster as she got closer to what she had unconsciously been searching for all day, but had been denied when he had neglected to finish what he started in her room. Together they exploded and as this happened, so did two other things. The last thing that happened was they both woke up…but not before Kurama sank his teeth deep into her neck.
 
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Kagome bounded out of bed, her hand immediately flying to her neck. It was on fire from where Kurama had bitten it. Why had he done it? What did it mean? Kagome did the only thing that she could think of to do. She ran to the library. Sesshomaru's books were sure to have some answers as to why these things were happening to her.
 
Kagome ran into Sesshomaru in the hall on her way to the library. Unfortunately, she was so distraught and off balance, she let her guard down and allowed her smell to escape, causing Sesshomaru to stop in his tracks for a moment in shock and let out a low growl. He turned around and stormed after Kagome, eyes flashing red. “Why do you smell of sex and an adult male kitsune? There are none on my guard and I would know if one other than Hakurama had been on my lands. Tell me!”
 
Kagome couldn't believe that she had been so careless. Her only excuse was that she felt safe to let her guard down here. But that didn't get her out of the mess that she currently found herself in. “I just had a dream Sesshomaru. I suspect the kitsune that you smell is the residual essence of Kurama, the guy that my mom got to tutor me. I've been having very…intense dreams about him, ever since I first met him. I can't control them, and, until recently, I couldn't even control myself in them. Oh Sesshomaru, I don't know what's happening to me!” She flung herself into his arms. “When I woke up this morning, I felt very strange. As the day went on, it got worse. It was like all my inhibitions went away and I had almost no control over my own body! I even tried to seduce Kurama! I don't know the first thing about seduction and I would never try to do that! I rushed back here to get away from him until I could figure this thing out, but then I had another dream when I have never had one in this era. And something else happened in it and it seems to have spilled over into reality. He bit my neck and now I feel an intense throbbing where he bit me. I don't know what is going on!”
 
Sesshomaru got a cold look in his eyes. “He bit you? Let me see.”
 
Kagome froze at the look in his eyes. What was he thinking? She slowly moved her hair and Sesshomaru leaned forward to inspect her neck.
 
He let out a menacing growl and swung around.
 
Kagome ran after him, really scared now. “Sesshomaru, where are you going? Come back!”
 
He never paused. “I am going to find this fox that dared to claim you without gaining my permission first. Then, I am going to kill him.”
 
Why did I have to be right! Kagome screamed in her head. They were now in the training yard.
 
“Sesshomaru, you are not going to kill Kurama! Listen to me!” Kagome flung out her hand and wrapped a confining barrier around Sesshomaru, halting his progression away from the palace. Sesshomaru stopped and started growling again. “Listen, I don't know what the deal is with this biting thing, but it isn't Kurama's fault! It was a dream. I was dreaming when it happened so it couldn't have anything to do with him! As I said before, I have been having dreams about him ever since we first met. I have no idea why, but they will not stop. But they have never occurred here before. Things have been strange all day. If you had been listening before, then you would have known all this.”
 
Sesshomaru immediately stopped his growling and instead looked contemplative. “Dreaming you say? Ever since you first met? Is this boy a hanyou?”
 
“I don't know exactly what he is. I know that he is a kitsune, but he feels human at the same time.”
 
“Then he is a hanyou.”
 
Kagome shook her head. “No. He feels like a full youkai and like a full human. I thought that he might be like me, but the youki in his soul is much more strong and dominant than mine.”
 
Sesshomaru nodded. “That makes sense. You have a very large soul and miko abilities to keep the youki in your soul in line. They are more like silent partners allowing you to use their powers in exchange for peace and life. And power. Nothing is more important to youkai then power and you have more than all of them together. They do not exist anymore. They are you now. Especially now that you have youkai blood in your veins.”
 
Kagome ignored what he was saying about her for the moment. It wasn't relevant to Kurama's problem. “But sometimes I get the feeling that his two souls are fighting for dominance. And other times they seem perfectly in accord with each other. They seem to be trying to mix together but something seems to be stopping them from doing so; instead they seem to be trying to repel and subdue each other. Plus, I don't sense any holy energy coming from him, just youki and that other strange energy that I told you about. I don't think that he can take much more of this. Either they stop fighting each other or one triumphs over the other. My youkai souls and I had an agreement. I don't know if Kurama's did. Forcing one side to submit to the other may not be such a good idea.”
 
“I agree. I will look into this and into the dream matter. Now, what were the other things that were troubling you?”
 
Kagome's eyes narrowed. “You really weren't listening before were you?”
 
“No.”
 
Kagome rolled her eyes and continued. “I have been acting strange all day. It has been like all of my inhibitions have gone. And my skin has been so sensitive and I feel as if I can't sit still. I don't know what's wrong with me. This has never happened before.”
 
Sesshomaru was silent for a moment. He cautiously sniffed the air and examined her eyes more closely. There was still a slight red glow to them. If he hadn't been looking for it then he wouldn't have even noticed it. “I should have anticipated this. When you absorbed mine and Inuyasha's blood, in addition to being able to control your youkai abilities, you also took on more youkai traits. You see, at certain times a female youkai has a day when she is more susceptible to…” Damn this was hard. Thank Kami he wasn't going to have to explain sex to Rin. If he was having this much trouble with such a simple thing as telling Kagome she was in heat, then he would hate to see how he would have handled that. Maybe he should just spit it out and get it over with. Surely Kagome would get the point. “Kagome, you are in heat.”
 
“…”
 
WHAT?!!!”
 
“It is when-”
 
“I know what it means you idiot! What I want to know is how I got that way and how to stop it!”
 
Sesshomaru decided to let her comment pass. “It is a part of your biology now. You cannot stop it until you take a mate. Even then you will have some times when you are hypersensitive, but it will be more manageable. It cannot be helped.”
 
Kagome generally made it a policy not to complain about things that she couldn't change, but for her this was worst than when she got her period! It was like her brain was shut off. The only way to manage this thing was to lock herself up during these times. And she resolved to do just that. “How long does it last?”
 
Sesshomaru blinked, surprised that she was taking it this well. Considering her earlier reaction, he had expected more of an explosion. “The most intense part only lasts a day. But the day before and the day after you will experience a greater sensitivity. The rub of certain fabrics may bother you but that can be solved by wearing something smooth, like silk or satin. Nothing rough. You should be able to function almost normally during these times, now that you are aware of what is going on. And it's only once every few months, although the exact interval depends on the individual.”
 
Kagome sighed. “Well, I guess I have no other choice then do I? I'll just have to deal with it.” Kagome paused, remembering why she had left her room in the first place. “Sesshomaru, why did you react so strongly to the bite on my neck? Does it mean anything? How could a bite that I got in my dreams show up in real life?”
 
Sesshomaru didn't want to upset her before he was absolutely sure what was going on. “I will know more once I start looking into the matter of your dreams. I think that I have some idea as to what is going on, but it has been so long since I have heard of anything like this that I want to be sure.”
 
“Are you going to see if you can find out anything about what is going on with Kurama's aura?”
 
“I will try. Get some rest or whatever it is you do when you sleep.” Sesshomaru turned and strode in the direction of his library. He would get to the bottom of this. If he was right about the dreams and the mark, then maybe the fox had no idea of what he was doing. Sesshomaru might not have to kill him for doing what he had. But as to what this Kurama was and what was going on with his souls, he had no idea. He had never been really interested in souls and their workings. He might be able to avoid his paper work for an entire week, if this turned into the project that he thought that it would. Plus there were his and Kagome's training sessions. He might even be able to stretch it to a month if he was lucky.
 
Or he could make Inuyasha do it. On second thought, no. He wanted to have at least some allies left. Maybe he should talk to Lord Hakurama. He might know something about this. After all, this `Kurama' of Kagome's was a fox.
 
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Kurama woke up from his dream. He could still taste Kagome's blood in his mouth. His youkai fangs had yet to recede. He couldn't believe that he had done that. Thank goodness that it was just a dream. That had to be in reaction to what had happened with Kagome earlier. He was still feeling guilty. He never lost control like that! Now he wasn't sure what was going on. Kagome had seemed to want him as much as he wanted her, but she still didn't smell like she was aroused. He still had all of his youkai senses. He didn't know what was wrong. Was he imagining things?
 
Maybe it was best not to think about it. He could find no logical explanation anyway. Kurama rolled onto his back and put his hands behind his head, staring up at the ceiling. It was almost time to go back to Makai. That bastard Sachi was causing too much trouble; he would have to be eliminated soon.
 
There was also the matter of his service to Yomi. How was he to get out of it? He was not going to spend the rest of his life in Makai as Yomi's advisor. Mukuro would most definitely attack Yomi in a bid to gain control of Makai after Raizen died, which would surely be soon. He had gone through the various outcomes in his head, weighing the strengths and advantages of each, and had concluded that there was at least a 72% chance that Yomi would emerge the victor. But this would not be without cost. Yomi would most definitely be weakened. Kurama could challenge him then and kill him.
 
Kurama shook his head forcefully. No! I will not be like you, Youko! He was once your friend and you had his sight taken away just to get rid of him. Instead of just kicking him out, you almost had him killed. I will not be that heartless.
 
He should not have made a threat against our mother. He crossed the line first this time; it is only fitting that I join him there. Youko said in a cold voice.
 
We will find another way. I doubt it would work anyway. He would be expecting something like that after what happened last time.
 
Youko growled but could not argue with his other half's logic.
 
Both their minds returned to the dream. Their other problems could only distract them for so long before going back to Kagome. He would have given anything to be able to do to her earlier that day what he had done in the dream. Logic told him that he shouldn't be feeling this way about someone that he didn't really know all that well. Total, he hadn't spent even a month with her. He was not the type of person to jump into something without considering all his options. But it seemed that he didn't have a choice in the matter. Kagome was in his heart to stay, whether he liked it or not. He just hoped that he could get back to Human World safely, hopefully without furry ears and a tail, and maybe patch things up with Kagome when she got back from her retreat.
 
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Well, that was strange…
 
About the neck biting thing, I'm just going by what I have read in other fanfictions. I don't know if this is accurate or not but it fits with what I'm trying to accomplish in this story.
 
Now for the bad news. I think that I'm going to be putting this story on hold for a while. I need to reread it because I really can't remember all that happened and I'm sure that I will make some mistakes. I have many little angles going and they all mean something but I'm afraid that I will leave out something important if I don't get everything straight. Plus I'd like to get over a little slump with this story. I will promise you all that I will have a big update when I take this story off hold and I am not going to forget about this story nor is it going to be discontinued. REPEAT: IT IS NOT GOING TO BE DISCONTINUED UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES!!! It's just that my muse hates me right now. I think she's sulking because I hardly ever have time for her anymore what with school and work. Anyway, now that I'm back from my trip from crazytown I'd like to thank all the reviewers. Can't leave that out now can we?
 
Again, sorry!