InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Innovation of Light ❯ Chapter 7 ( Chapter 7 )

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Innovation of Light


Warnings: language, fluff,

Notes: Thanks for all reviews peeps!

This chapter is for Youko. I got some people wanting to know his thoughts and feelings on Kagome and her leaving with Suuichi. Its not very long, I'm not very good with male thoughts, if anyone understands. *sleepish look* Mainly a filler chapter, skip if you want. The next chapter is with Kagome. I should have it out within the next few days, maybe less. *is writing on it now*

Takes place around the time Kagome first came to the house, just to get an in-look on what Youko was feeling and thinking. Tell me if i do good. *hopes she did good* Oh! Also, i needs meh a beta, anyone good wanting to take the job? PM or email me, don't leave it in a review, thanks!


-Chapter seven-

.:Youko's Prov:.


I loved watching her, have since she first came here. They way she moves, though I'm sure she doesn't notice it, so graceful, so sure of herself. I knew the second she stepped out of the car, face twisted in a scowl, eyes moving quickly to take in her surroundings, that i was hooked.

Over the first week, she became an obsession of some sort. By the third day, i knew her daily routine by heart. I knew that by twisting a small lock of her raven hair between her fingers that she was nervous, anxious about something. I knew that by twiddling her thumbs she was excited, the light in her eyes said it all, though.

On her first day alone in the house, i knew that i had to make my move, make her acknowledge my presence. She could feel me, i knew she knew that someone was watching her. She was a miko, her aura screamed it at me as soon as she stepped foot in the house, even before. Strong, but untrained, I'm sure she didn't even know she was a miko.

She was cautious as she walked down the steps, hands fidgeting, wanting to mess with her hair. My gaze was intense, but i couldn't help it, she was lovely. She always wore black, or something along the same lines, making her skin pale even more, somehow enhancing her beauty, when on a normal human would make them look sickly, or make them blend in more. But it made Kagome stand out, made her electric blue eyes, so unearthly, come alive on her face. Never in my years, alive or dead, had i seen a human with eyes of that color.

I opened door for her, lit incense and turned on music. I guess, on some embarrassing level, was trying to set the mood, trying to loosen her up more. I didn't want to scare her, chase her away, so i slunk back as she ate, but followed her as she walked to the living room. Watching as she dozed off quickly to the sounds of the music.

I heaved a sigh and focused on my youki, feeling the drain as my skin became solid. After all these years, i still don't know how, or why for that matter, i could do it.

I picked her small body up gently, cradling her to my chest as i made my way up to her room. I still don't understand how she could get lost so much, i always thought she needed to pay attention more, but i think i loved her more as she was.

Love.

It was a strange word, and i had never though to much on the subject. When living, i never planed on taking a mate, never did see the need, and i didn't really want one. All the females around only wanted money, or sex, which ever came first. I'd had my share of exploits during my younger years, but it was never more than sex, and then Kuronue or i would kick them out before they had a chance to steal something.

I don't think i loved Kagome, though i wasn't really sure. I always got so giddy, like a little school boy, when she was around, or i could feel her coming. I loved to watch her read, how much she would get into it, how the world around her would fade and she was sucked into the words, events happening. She would lock herself in her room for hours, just reading, or writing in those little notebooks of hers. Writing so elegant, so neat, yet so simple.

When we first spoke, i was shocked to find she wasn't more scarred, more afraid, to be talking to something as transparent as me. But she kept calm, cool, the air around her not really caring, as if i was human and we where talking about the weather over tea. I fell even more deeper into her.

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I remember the first time she tried to ignore me. I still chuckle at the thought. I couldn't bare the silence more than five minutes before i cracked and cleared my throat, trying to get her to pay attention to me.

A small part of me wanted her to be infatuated with me as i was with her. Wanted her to need my company as i needed hers, as i needed her just to be around me.

When she finally gave up and talked, a sence of pride flowed through me at her smile, her cunning ways, the way she so easily got me riled up. I was in a constance state of nervousness around her, though i fought tooth and nail not to show it.

I learned she was into vampires, that she wanted to meet one. I almost scoffed at the thought. Vampire youkai was among the most cruelest of our kind, i don't think she would want to meet one after i told her that, so i kept it to myself. I didn't want to crush her lovely thought on their breed, telling her that her petty books got the creatures tempers all wrong.

When i asked her if she was scared to fall in love with me, i held my breath, well, i would have, but technically, ghost don't have to breathe.

She told me that there was no way she could fall in love with me, let alone have sex with me. I was surprised at her wording, I'm sure it had showed, woman of my time never talked like that. They would have blushed and avoided the subject. Not my Kagome.

I also learned her father was dead. She seemed so sad at the thought, so lost on how to explain her pain on the matter. I had never wanted to comfort someone so bad in my whole, pathetic life. Her eyes had dimmed and she had stuffed the small picture back under her pillow with indifference.

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I watched with anger how her mom treated her.

I wasn't sure whether or not the woman was aware of her treatment of Kagome. Commenting on her choice of clothes, belittling her at every chance she got, or if she just ignored it. Was it like that with every human family?

I had watched as she walked into her room, making her bed, taking as long as she could on the task then sitting down with a book i know she had read before.

While she slept, i had taken to reading her books while she visited dreamland. Even after reading though three Anita Black novels, i still didn't understand her fascination with the things.

When she closed the book with a snap after about five minutes, i made myself known and sat beside her.

I felt happiness flow through my proverbial veins as she didn't ignore me. I tried out the french word i had picked up from one of her vampire character reads.

She had scoffed at me, but i could see a pirk of interest in her eyes, and a faint flush on her cheeks.

Her face had flamed red when i accused her of reading erotica, and she had screeched at me that it wasn't true. I could just look in her eyes, they darkened when she lied. It was cute, though, how she panicked at the thought of me knowing something so personal, something embarrassing.

The night i told her of my being able to become solid. She had whacked me with a pillow, sending me flying backwards onto her bed, with her plopping down next to me, eyes shining in laughter.

When she had tried to fix my hair, i lost it. Her face so close, wonderful sent of oranges and lilies so close. I yanked her onto my lap and caught her lips with mine.

No one had ever turned me on more than Kagome, and the feeling was almost overwhelming.

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The next day her mother took her into town with her brother. I had planed on following them, but i figured that i had to let her have some time on her own.

Mistake.

Big mistake.

She met that other kitsune, Suuichii was his name. Tch, whatever.

I tried to ignore it, the scent of someone else clinging to hers, another male coming into my territory, smothering her perfect scent with his own, and she didn't even know it. Kitsunes know there life mate within an hour or less of meeting them. Apparently, Suuichi thought MY Kagome was his life mate.

It was also the day some of my memories came back.

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B eing dead, and being youkai is a strange thing. Your not really dead, or, at least, i wasn't. I was a soul without a body. Find a hollow body, and Boom! I'm alive again.

Not so easy finding a hollow body that is technically 'alive'.

Of course, i could share a body, that is, if their soul its self excepted me. I could be pushed back out easily.

I had thought about it, ever since Kagome met that other guy. He was kitsune, his soul should except mine. And that way, we could both have her.

I'm not a selfish guy, wait, yeah i am, but that's not the point. I'm willing to share her, with this Suuichi character.

And when she gets back, I'll make her mine.


...that is, if i don't drive myself mad while shes gone.

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T.B.C

Heh, okay, a little look on Youko. It probably makes no since to y'all, but, I'm not so good with 'guy emotions'. The next chapter should be out soon...ohh, Kagome, you lucky bi-otch