InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Somewhere I Belong ❯ Somewhere I belong ( Chapter 1 )
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By: ivecriedbecauseofyou05 
All the emotions she felt, finlly are let lose.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): | Type: Crossover | Uploaded On: 11.30.2005 | Updated On: 12.27.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Completed
All the emotions she felt, finlly are let lose.
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction | Genre(s): | Type: Crossover | Uploaded On: 11.30.2005 | Updated On: 12.27.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Completed
I DO NOT OWN THE SHOW YU YU HAKUSHO OR INUYASHA! IF I DID, YUSUKE WOULD BE MY LOVE SLAVE!
that's the disclaimer for the whole story.
i decided to make this NOT a on shot.
She silently waited outside for a person that will never come, knowing that the person will never come. She knew that he would not come, but still she waited for her prince in shinning armor on such a glorious night. The stars were out and shinning to its brightest light yet, the moon was shinning to its full potentional, and a soft cool breeze was blowing. The lights from the tall skyscraper buildings were bright and seemed to be blocking some of the stars light to make it look like there weren't as much stars out. The cars speeding on the road made a cooler breeze that made her shiver through her black fish-net stockings. The trees blowing softly. The sound of branches brushing up against other braches with leaves gave off a weary kind of noise.
Why isn't he here? He promised her this time. He promised her that this time he would come to her.
She had to go. She had to go before she started crying again, besides she WAS getting cold and people were starting to stare at her.
Just imagine it, a girl about 5 foot and 8 inches clad in a form fitting black shirt with the words in blood red “MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE” printed on the front in bloody type letter and some knee length baggy black shorts with chains and zippers all over the place, with black fish-net stockings, and some black high-top converse . Then add all the odd and disgusting looks people kept on sending her. They were probably saying thing like, “Look at her, she looks like a slut!” They were right though. She did look like a slut just standing there on the corner. The girl had raven black hair with neon blue streaks down to her butt, black mascara, black eye shadow that went at least an inch around her eyes, pure black lipstick, some big hoop earrings, and a necklace that had a light blue dagger-like ice gem representing ice, and another necklace that was the same design only this one was black and orange representing fire.
She got tired of all the stares and decided that it was time to go. Things burst into flames as she passed them, and some things even became frozen over with ice. It was all her fault. She made those things happen. She couldn't control her powers. Her powers ran on her emotions. If she was feeling very mad or depressed about something, thing would go into flames, but if she was feeling two different emotions at the same time, things would burst into flames and then become glazed over with ice. Fire would come out for the same thing, but different things would be iced over. Ice would come out if she has come to terms with something. This has happened to her before. It had happened to her before she met HIM. HE was supposed to meet her here tonight, a year ago, to help her learn how to control her powers since he was the exact same type of demon as her. Though none of them looked like demons, they fell in love. It was on this day, December 25, 2005, on Christmas Day and here she was standing on a corner with no one to save her from herself.
No one to help her stay sane. Somehow, the very day before Christmas last year, her emotions had apparently been welled up inside of her until they just….burst. Even though they loved each other they still didn't live with each other. They weren't ready for that yet, so he had promised to meet he here the next day and help her regain control of her powers again….but that was to never come. Some where in the middle of the night she went for a walk in the park, and a demon that was extremely powerful had come out of hiding and attacked. Though her powers did come out, she just wasn't strong enough. Just when she thought she was going to die, the Dragon of the Darkness Flame came out of no where. She thought that it was her since she had the exact same thing, but it wasn't. It was him. He fell out of the three he had been standing in. Torrents of crimson blood were gushing out of his body in every cut and scratch he had because of the Black Dragon.
She had rushed over to her lover as fast as she could with her cut up legs, but by the time that she got there it was too late. He had perished. She had cried until there were no more tears left to cry. He had died saving her life. She couldn't bear to be near him anymore for the sake of her life. She ran and ran and ran until she got to her house and changed into a form fitting black shirt that said ` I'll let myself out the front door before I let somebody push me out the back.' (That saying is from The Shield) and some long black pants that had chains all over that covered up her black converse.
She had to get out of here. So she decided to go to the club `THE SINS' and sing her heart out to a certain song, to vent some of her anger.
When the announcer got to announcing her to the people, she got nervous. HE was always here for her to cheer her on. She was never nervous when he was near, but he wasn't here anymore, so she would just have to do this on her own and get used to it. Hearing her name brought her out of her thoughts and she went up to the stage and immediately started singing her heart out, her angelic voice filling the over crowded room. This song ment to much to her. She wanted everybody to now how she felt. She wanted everybody in the club to know how she felt. She wanted them to feel every last bit of her anger. Of her sadness. Of her envy toward those people who had somebody.She wanted them to know ust how alone she felt in this world.
She gazed at every set of eyes in the room to let them know her emotions, but when she set her eyes on a set of chocolate eyes, she just couldn't tear her eyes away from the pretty boy.
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Yusuke Urameshi walked in the club 'The Sins' with a heavy heart. His girlfriend of seven long years jsut broke up with him. She ended it with him saying that it was because of what he was and that she didn't love him anymore. He had been inlove with her so much and it hurt. To see the love of your life say that she didn't love you and that how could anybody love a horrid beast like him. How could anybody love a cold, heartless, and ruthless murderer like him? He needed to get away from her before he did something he'd regret. ( NOT LIKE THAT....perverts) So he came here. Just in time to. He walked in the club only to hear the annoncer announcing this girl to come up on stage. His breath hitched when she saw the magnicifent creature that walked up on stage. He thought that she was so magnicifent, she was an angel. As she began singing, he was lost in her words. He could feel her every emotion. He felt her pain. This song explained his life. The thing was, what or who could have caused the angel to pick such a song. He watched as she gazed at everybody in the eyes, then she rested upon his eyes. What he saw, he did not like one bit. The anger, the sadness, the evny, the sorrow, the loneliness, every emotion was there, even regret. he wondered who could have caused this. such a beautiful creature such as her should not wear these emotions in her eyes.
(Yusuke's hot!) = background
Yusuke's hot! = is the person singing.
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "Somewhere I Belong"(
When this began)I had nothing to sayAnd I get lost in the nothingness inside of me(I was confused)And I let it all out to findThat I'm not the only person with these things in mind(Inside of me)But all the vacancy the words revealedIs the only real thing that I've got left to feel(Nothing to lose)Just stuck/ hollow and aloneAnd the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
She was so confused when she found out about her powers. She drowned in her misery. She had a heavy heart.She had told him what she felt and he told her that he felt the same way to when he found out, but he eventually came to terms with it. She never did. After he died, she had nothing to lose. All her family was killed by a madman who thought it would be funny if he came into random houses and killed every body there. All her family was with her parents that night for a family gathering. She had gone out to get some drinks and came back to nothing but blood. It was her fault that he died. As she gazed in his eyes, she was at a loss. She thought that she was the only one in here with a heavy heart. She was wrong. This boy held every emotion that she was probably wearing in her eyes this instant. Never once did she leave his gaze. Somehow, she felt the slightest ray of hope. That there was still some hope for her to love again. HE would love for her to move on and be ableto love again, she just knew it.
[Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never realI wanna let go of the pain I've held so long(Erase all the pain till it's gone)I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something realI wanna find something I've wanted all alongSomewhere I belong
She wanted to feel what she never felt before him. She wanted to feel love. She wanted to be loved by somebody who would love her for who she is and not what she was. All the pain she let bottled up in her; She wanted it gone. So she sang.
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Never did he once look away from those liquid brown eyes, and for a momement, he felt it. He felt the slightesy ray of hope. Hope of him finding love again.Oh how he wished that ray would expand to the ends of te earth.
********************
And I've got nothing to sayI can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face(I was confused)Looking everywhere only to findThat it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind(So what am I)What do I have but negativity'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me(Nothing to lose)Nothing to gain/ hollow and aloneAnd the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
She had nothing to say except that she was nothing but a very sad girl who thought of suicide every day. She could have just gave up and fell to her death on that bridge, but she didn't. She had met him. She was so confused on her emotions. Looking at her family's body was NOT how she imagined it to be. She had imagined a perfect life. She didn't have a good thought in her mind for at least two months. She had nothing to lose. She felt so alone.
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It's all his fault that Kayko and him were over. He had nothing to lose. His mother had finall drank herself to death a little over a year ago. It was arouind thanksgiving. He had no other family. Raizen had died killing a very tough enemy. Even though he considered Kawabara, Kurama, Genkai, Hiei, Yukina, and hell, he even considered Koenma his familly, he had no REAL family, Besides, Hiei died a little over a year ago, and Kawabara had moved to america with Yukina as a wedding present. Kurama said something like Hiei died protecting girl. Yusuke didn't dare laugh, even though it was hard not to, he believed that he had found his true love, so he didn't argue.
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[Repeat Chorus]I will never know myself until I do this on my ownAnd I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healedI will never be anything till I break away from meI will break away, I'll find myself today
She won't let people lead her life. She couldn't feel her heart being ripped out of its place if it has already been ripped out. Could she? She had to get away from all this pain. She will breakaway from all these wild emotions.
[Repeat Chorus]I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belongI wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belongSomewhere I belong
She wanted to feel loved. She wanted someone to love her. She just wanted Somewhere to Belong.
*****************
He wanted to feel loved for who he is. He wanted someong to love him. He just wanted Somewhere to Belong.
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sorry for how the story is set up. i had to copy and paste it from my other site because i don't have it saved on this computer and it jsut really screwwed it up...srry!
that's the disclaimer for the whole story.
i decided to make this NOT a on shot.
She silently waited outside for a person that will never come, knowing that the person will never come. She knew that he would not come, but still she waited for her prince in shinning armor on such a glorious night. The stars were out and shinning to its brightest light yet, the moon was shinning to its full potentional, and a soft cool breeze was blowing. The lights from the tall skyscraper buildings were bright and seemed to be blocking some of the stars light to make it look like there weren't as much stars out. The cars speeding on the road made a cooler breeze that made her shiver through her black fish-net stockings. The trees blowing softly. The sound of branches brushing up against other braches with leaves gave off a weary kind of noise.
Why isn't he here? He promised her this time. He promised her that this time he would come to her.
She had to go. She had to go before she started crying again, besides she WAS getting cold and people were starting to stare at her.
Just imagine it, a girl about 5 foot and 8 inches clad in a form fitting black shirt with the words in blood red “MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE” printed on the front in bloody type letter and some knee length baggy black shorts with chains and zippers all over the place, with black fish-net stockings, and some black high-top converse . Then add all the odd and disgusting looks people kept on sending her. They were probably saying thing like, “Look at her, she looks like a slut!” They were right though. She did look like a slut just standing there on the corner. The girl had raven black hair with neon blue streaks down to her butt, black mascara, black eye shadow that went at least an inch around her eyes, pure black lipstick, some big hoop earrings, and a necklace that had a light blue dagger-like ice gem representing ice, and another necklace that was the same design only this one was black and orange representing fire.
She got tired of all the stares and decided that it was time to go. Things burst into flames as she passed them, and some things even became frozen over with ice. It was all her fault. She made those things happen. She couldn't control her powers. Her powers ran on her emotions. If she was feeling very mad or depressed about something, thing would go into flames, but if she was feeling two different emotions at the same time, things would burst into flames and then become glazed over with ice. Fire would come out for the same thing, but different things would be iced over. Ice would come out if she has come to terms with something. This has happened to her before. It had happened to her before she met HIM. HE was supposed to meet her here tonight, a year ago, to help her learn how to control her powers since he was the exact same type of demon as her. Though none of them looked like demons, they fell in love. It was on this day, December 25, 2005, on Christmas Day and here she was standing on a corner with no one to save her from herself.
No one to help her stay sane. Somehow, the very day before Christmas last year, her emotions had apparently been welled up inside of her until they just….burst. Even though they loved each other they still didn't live with each other. They weren't ready for that yet, so he had promised to meet he here the next day and help her regain control of her powers again….but that was to never come. Some where in the middle of the night she went for a walk in the park, and a demon that was extremely powerful had come out of hiding and attacked. Though her powers did come out, she just wasn't strong enough. Just when she thought she was going to die, the Dragon of the Darkness Flame came out of no where. She thought that it was her since she had the exact same thing, but it wasn't. It was him. He fell out of the three he had been standing in. Torrents of crimson blood were gushing out of his body in every cut and scratch he had because of the Black Dragon.
She had rushed over to her lover as fast as she could with her cut up legs, but by the time that she got there it was too late. He had perished. She had cried until there were no more tears left to cry. He had died saving her life. She couldn't bear to be near him anymore for the sake of her life. She ran and ran and ran until she got to her house and changed into a form fitting black shirt that said ` I'll let myself out the front door before I let somebody push me out the back.' (That saying is from The Shield) and some long black pants that had chains all over that covered up her black converse.
She had to get out of here. So she decided to go to the club `THE SINS' and sing her heart out to a certain song, to vent some of her anger.
When the announcer got to announcing her to the people, she got nervous. HE was always here for her to cheer her on. She was never nervous when he was near, but he wasn't here anymore, so she would just have to do this on her own and get used to it. Hearing her name brought her out of her thoughts and she went up to the stage and immediately started singing her heart out, her angelic voice filling the over crowded room. This song ment to much to her. She wanted everybody to now how she felt. She wanted everybody in the club to know how she felt. She wanted them to feel every last bit of her anger. Of her sadness. Of her envy toward those people who had somebody.She wanted them to know ust how alone she felt in this world.
She gazed at every set of eyes in the room to let them know her emotions, but when she set her eyes on a set of chocolate eyes, she just couldn't tear her eyes away from the pretty boy.
************************
Yusuke Urameshi walked in the club 'The Sins' with a heavy heart. His girlfriend of seven long years jsut broke up with him. She ended it with him saying that it was because of what he was and that she didn't love him anymore. He had been inlove with her so much and it hurt. To see the love of your life say that she didn't love you and that how could anybody love a horrid beast like him. How could anybody love a cold, heartless, and ruthless murderer like him? He needed to get away from her before he did something he'd regret. ( NOT LIKE THAT....perverts) So he came here. Just in time to. He walked in the club only to hear the annoncer announcing this girl to come up on stage. His breath hitched when she saw the magnicifent creature that walked up on stage. He thought that she was so magnicifent, she was an angel. As she began singing, he was lost in her words. He could feel her every emotion. He felt her pain. This song explained his life. The thing was, what or who could have caused the angel to pick such a song. He watched as she gazed at everybody in the eyes, then she rested upon his eyes. What he saw, he did not like one bit. The anger, the sadness, the evny, the sorrow, the loneliness, every emotion was there, even regret. he wondered who could have caused this. such a beautiful creature such as her should not wear these emotions in her eyes.
(Yusuke's hot!) = background
Yusuke's hot! = is the person singing.
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "Somewhere I Belong"(
When this began)I had nothing to sayAnd I get lost in the nothingness inside of me(I was confused)And I let it all out to findThat I'm not the only person with these things in mind(Inside of me)But all the vacancy the words revealedIs the only real thing that I've got left to feel(Nothing to lose)Just stuck/ hollow and aloneAnd the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
She was so confused when she found out about her powers. She drowned in her misery. She had a heavy heart.She had told him what she felt and he told her that he felt the same way to when he found out, but he eventually came to terms with it. She never did. After he died, she had nothing to lose. All her family was killed by a madman who thought it would be funny if he came into random houses and killed every body there. All her family was with her parents that night for a family gathering. She had gone out to get some drinks and came back to nothing but blood. It was her fault that he died. As she gazed in his eyes, she was at a loss. She thought that she was the only one in here with a heavy heart. She was wrong. This boy held every emotion that she was probably wearing in her eyes this instant. Never once did she leave his gaze. Somehow, she felt the slightest ray of hope. That there was still some hope for her to love again. HE would love for her to move on and be ableto love again, she just knew it.
[Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never realI wanna let go of the pain I've held so long(Erase all the pain till it's gone)I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something realI wanna find something I've wanted all alongSomewhere I belong
She wanted to feel what she never felt before him. She wanted to feel love. She wanted to be loved by somebody who would love her for who she is and not what she was. All the pain she let bottled up in her; She wanted it gone. So she sang.
********************
Never did he once look away from those liquid brown eyes, and for a momement, he felt it. He felt the slightesy ray of hope. Hope of him finding love again.Oh how he wished that ray would expand to the ends of te earth.
********************
And I've got nothing to sayI can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face(I was confused)Looking everywhere only to findThat it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind(So what am I)What do I have but negativity'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me(Nothing to lose)Nothing to gain/ hollow and aloneAnd the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
She had nothing to say except that she was nothing but a very sad girl who thought of suicide every day. She could have just gave up and fell to her death on that bridge, but she didn't. She had met him. She was so confused on her emotions. Looking at her family's body was NOT how she imagined it to be. She had imagined a perfect life. She didn't have a good thought in her mind for at least two months. She had nothing to lose. She felt so alone.
*****************
It's all his fault that Kayko and him were over. He had nothing to lose. His mother had finall drank herself to death a little over a year ago. It was arouind thanksgiving. He had no other family. Raizen had died killing a very tough enemy. Even though he considered Kawabara, Kurama, Genkai, Hiei, Yukina, and hell, he even considered Koenma his familly, he had no REAL family, Besides, Hiei died a little over a year ago, and Kawabara had moved to america with Yukina as a wedding present. Kurama said something like Hiei died protecting girl. Yusuke didn't dare laugh, even though it was hard not to, he believed that he had found his true love, so he didn't argue.
*****************
[Repeat Chorus]I will never know myself until I do this on my ownAnd I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healedI will never be anything till I break away from meI will break away, I'll find myself today
She won't let people lead her life. She couldn't feel her heart being ripped out of its place if it has already been ripped out. Could she? She had to get away from all this pain. She will breakaway from all these wild emotions.
[Repeat Chorus]I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belongI wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belongSomewhere I belong
She wanted to feel loved. She wanted someone to love her. She just wanted Somewhere to Belong.
*****************
He wanted to feel loved for who he is. He wanted someong to love him. He just wanted Somewhere to Belong.
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sorry for how the story is set up. i had to copy and paste it from my other site because i don't have it saved on this computer and it jsut really screwwed it up...srry!