InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ The Winged Angel ❯ Yusuke's Tears ( Chapter 4 )

Chapter 4: Yusuke’s Tears.


A raven black haired teen that looked like he was 18, silently walked in a park, head hanged low. Surrounded by Sakura trees blowing in the wind, this teen thought about his life. His mind shrouded by thoughts of a very beautiful girl named Kagome. He hasn’t seen Kagome since he was 13. He hasn’t seen her in a long time. He missed so badly. She was the reason why he was here in the first place. He had been in America for the last six years. His mother got a better job offer that they just couldn’t refuse. Even though she came home almost every night, she still had to support her only child. He was the only family she had left.

Now Kagome…Kagome was his number one reason he had to live. Without Kagome, he might as well be dead. She was his everything. She didn’t know. She didn’t know how much he loved her. She didn’t know what he was willing to sacrifice just to be with her. She didn’t know how much he missed her. Sure, he’s thought about telling her, but he might never do it. For fear of rejection. She might not remember him. She might be mad at him for getting up one day and leaving with not saying goodbye. That day, he was walking In the park, he was going to her house to tell her that he had to leave the next day, but he never got the chance. Thinking that he could forget her (even though he never could); he went out with a girl name Kayko (that’s how it’s spelled in America). Though she never was able to get Kagome of his mind, at least he gained a new friend. That didn’t last long though because she also moved to America.

Eventually, his thoughts led him to as why he was here in the first place. He was here to clear his mind. ’That makes me sound like a girl.’ He thought bitterly. If he stayed cooped up in his house any longer, he was going to go insane. He continued to think about Kagome until a gruff voice put a stop to his thoughts.

“ Hey, Urameshi! What you thinkin’ about? You were just standing there looking stupid, as usual. You thinking about that girl again?”

‘Awe damnit. Why did he have to be here?’ Choosing to ignore the remark about Kagome, he replied back. He really didn’t feel like betting him up again today.

“How can I look like that when you fill that spot all the time? Any ways, what do you want Kuwabara?”

“ I look stupid?! You should try looking in a mirror sometimes! Well, Koenma has another job for us.” See? The big monkey brought nothing but bad news.

“Damn it.” This was just not his day. He was getting more pissed of by the second.

//////With Koenma////////

Yusuke, Kurama, Kuwabara, and Hiei were currently standing in Prince Koenma's office. Koenma had Boton drag them all hear saying that they all had a new and important mission to be assigned. So here they are. Waiting.
" Ithat Boton told you all why you are all here?" Koenma said.
" Yeah. So what's the new mission diaper breath?" Yusuke, obviously peeved, asked.
Koenma, not wanting to lose his concentration, ignored the rude name and answered.
" Well, you knew assignment is to find and protect the Winged Angel." Before Yusuke could ask anything, he continued.
"Well, The Winged Angel is obviously and angel. SHE is the very first and probably theof her race. Haven't the ignorant teachers told yawl that all angels have wings. White ones?" Koenma asked with curiosity.
" You are correct. They have also told us that angels are very beautiful and elegant looking and very nice. The only color wings they have are white." Kuramasaid with wisdom in his voice. Why did Koenma ask such a thing? Had he heard that angels could have different colored wings? Probably. (i know, lame)
" Why do you ask?" Kurama asked.
" Well, first off, The Winged Angel has long black wings. Both wings added up would come to about one mile. The Winged Angel is the only Angel with wings. The other people in heaven just have halos. Winged Angels just have wings." Koenma paused for a moment to listen to the shocked gasps coming from Yusuke, Kuwabara, and Kurama. He paused to watch every body's eyes go wide, and then he continued,
"Only angels that are born very powerful will have wings. She wasn't born just to be born. She was born for a reason. She was born to defeat her enemy.” Koenma, who usually says things in a calm voice, except when talking to Yusuke, was shaking. He never gets like this!! Something was wrong. Everybody could feel it. Everybody was worried about Koenma. Even Hiei. Hiei never care about anybody except his younger sister Yukina!
“ Koenma, just tell them and get over it. It’ll be alright.” Came the reassuring calm voice of Boton, scarring the crap out of Yusuke.
“ Hey! Bubble head, don’t sneak up on me like that! You almost gave me a heart attack!” Yusuke shouted.
“ Ahem.”
“ No need to shout! I wouldn’t have given you a heart attack if you learned how to never let your guard down. I could have made you black out and you would never know who did it!” Boton, now shouting herself, replied.
“ Ahem.”
“ You black me out?!? That’ll be the day that I marry Hiei! ( insert snort and gagging sounds from Hiei and snickering from everybody else except Boton.)”
“Ahem.”
“ Spiky haired ignorameous!” ( ig – nor – ray – me – ous ) ( no clue what that words means so if you know, leave me a review!)
“Ahem.” That came a little louder than the last.
“ Bubbled headed PIG!”
“ AHEM.”
“Death addicted JERK!!!”
“ AHEM.”
“ Death addicted jerk?! How am I a death addicted jerk?!” Yusuke shouted now pissed.
“Ahem.” Came a squeaky voice. Obviously scared.
“At least I didn’t die 3 times!!!!” (is that how many times Yusuke has died?)
“ SHUT THE HELL UP YOU TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!” Came an angry Koenma.
“ Er…sorry Koenma.” Boton apologized and set down the tray of drinks she had In her hands before she spilt them.
“Anyways, the Winged Angels enemy destroyed her entire family along with every body else in her world. I am quite sure that the teachers have also told yawl that there is a Zeus and that he is the ruller of the heavens.( or something like that) well. Once again, there wrong. Arch angels are the rulers of heaven.”
“Arch angels? What the hell are those?” Yusuke and Kuwabara asked at the same time.
“ Arch angels are the warriors of heaven. They protect the angels. (The people in heaven who don’t have wings. In this case, everybody except The Winged Angel. In my story, angels are people in heaven who don’t have wings.) ( in books about heaven and that stuff, Arch angels ARE mentioned, so I just didn’t make something up….excepte the angels that don’t have wings are called angels….thats mine so u no steal without permission.)” Kurama explained. He continued,
“I’ve read that they are really beautiful.” He said thoughtfully.
I bet they really are pretty. I can’t wait to see one! Yusuke thought to himself. Then he got really curious. What did Arch Angels have to do The Winged Angel. He decided to ask.
“ What does the Arch Angels have to do with the Winged Angel?”
“Well, Yusuke, The Winged Angel is an Arch Angel.” Koenma replied obviously. Listening, once again, to the shocked gasps coming from Boton and Kurama.
“Ok but, who is her enemy?” Yusuke asked. He wanted answers NOW!
Ignoring the question, Koenma began to explain just what there enemy was.
“Her enemy …HE is a Dark Angel. You were all fooled into believing that heaven was a place for peace. The perfect sanctuary. The perfect paradise. Nothing to harm you. Nothing to make you sad or anybody to be mad at. The perfect place to live in. thought that everybody that was in heaven was a saint. Well, they were wrong. Her enemy was a saint, but one day, his parents started to fight and they ended up splitting up, and in turn, ended up making him splitting up at the seams. It drove him mad. He started to reek havoc among poor, innocent people who wanted nothing better to do then to live in peace. He did not allow such a thing. He killed each and every single child who had a parent.” He took a deep breath then continued.
“Then killed the parents themselves. All except her. He killed her parents, but not her. I personally think that he didn’t kill her because he felt her growing power and decided to let her live to possibly get the chance to fight her on earth. Well, some people were on trip somewhere and when they heard of the killings, went into hiding I guess, because they were part of the government (just go with me here) and they banned him. He happily agreed. So he went to earth, but not before somehow killing them. She seeing that she was left alone, fled the so called paradise and came here to earth. (I am so sorry if I afend some body because of that paragraph.)” Koenma finished with a sigh of relief. He was glad to get that part over. It really nerved him. It was the next part that really made him mad. He stilled his thoughts on how mad Yusuke was going to be and listened to the shocked gasps coming from Yusuke, Kurama, Boton, and Kuwabara. And looked at Hiei’s wide eyes.
“I’ll ask this once again diaper breath. Who is her enemy?” Yusuke asked, coming out of his thoughts.
“……Shinobu Sensui….” He said with regret. He was going to get yelled at for saying that. Just wait till they heard the other news. He was going to die! All the shocked gasps, even from Hiei, died down but were immediately replaced with questions.
“What?!?!? That’s not true! I killed him! He can’t be alive! Unless you let him live.” Yusuke yelled at the top of his lungs, grabbing a hold of Koenma’s color and picking him up, shacking him violently.
“Yusuke, please, put me DOWN! NOW! I didn’t let him live. In fact, his spirit never cam here. He’s still alive, and I am truly sorry.” He yelled back, but with a shaky voice. He didn’t want Yusuke mad at him any further. He knew he bad his temper could get.
“But Koenma, how could he have lived? Yusuke shot him right in the head with one of his spirit guns.” (Yusuke’s spirit gun is nothing but a blast of his spirit energy, formed in a ball.) Kurama asked. This was interesting. How could a deadly wounded man, take a powerful blast to the head and still live?
“We suspect it to be his will to want to fight her.” Came the calm reply. Yusuke took in this new information and slowly put Koenma down. He swore that if he were a girl, he would have fainted, but he was a boy and proud to be one.
“Who is she?" Yusuke asked. His voiced filled with interest.
"That’s the problem.....We don't who she is." Koenma said withhint of sadness in his voice. He really wanted to know who she was!
As Kawabara was about to step through a portal to go home, he asked a questioin.
“Hey, Urameshi?”
“Yeah?”
“You know, now that I think about, that girl you always think about, she must be a tramp for you to like her. Yusuke’s eyes bulged out of his head. ‘The fuck did he just say?’ before he could think it through, Yusuke punched him dead in the face, leaving a big black eye in its wake.
“If I ever hear you talking about Kagome like that again I swear I’ll fucking castrate you and then force feed it to you! You hear me? If I ever, ever, EVER hear another word from you mouth like that again, I swear I’ll kill you!” Yusuke, having no mercy on the pour soul, kept punching Kawabara like he did Toguro. ( sp?) Hard. Leaving black, blue, and purple bruises in it’s wake. Everybody just gaped at them both.
“Love makes us do crazy things.” Kurama simply stated.
“Yep.” Koenma said as he snuck behind Yusuke and knocked him out. “Now hurry up and get him oput of here. And quick.” He shouted for them to go and go they did.

////////////With Kagome and Miroku/////////

Kagome, Miroku and another girl were walking down a sidewalk when they heard the sound of a guitar.

“ Hey Sango, Miroku, want to go check it out?” Asked a curious Kagome.

“ Sure.” Replied a soft voice that had black hair with hot pink streaks, obviousy Sango.

“ We got nothing better to do anyway.” Came Miroku’s gentle voice.

They walked until they saw a garage door open with a sexy and seductive voice singing. Kagome and Miroku stopped dead, while Sango continued forward, but stopped when she realized that her friend were not by her side. She turned and walked to Kagome.

“ Kagome? Kagome what’s wrong? You look like you had just seen a ghost. Miroku, what’s wrong with Kagome?” Worry painted in her voice. When she received no response, she turned from Kagome’s wide eyes, to Miroku’s open mouth. ‘What’s going on? They both look like they had just seen a ghost. Something’s not right. I’ve never seen them like this.’ They must have stood there looking like complete idiots for about half a minute before someone spoke up.

“ No…” At the sound of Kagome’s almost inaudible voice, Sango and Miroku turned to face Kagome only to find that she had tears staining her cheeks, then she ran off towards the voice.

“ Miroku, what’s wrong with Kagome? I never seen her this scared before.” She was worried for her friend.

“ I don’t know Sango, but it looks like were about to find out. Come on.” They ran toward their scared friend.

//////back with Kagome//////

‘ No! it can’t be! He’s gone! He left! He left me all on my own six years ago. It just can’t be. I’ll kill him if it is him.’ Kagome stopped running when she reached the garage and couldn’t keep the pain filled gasp that came from her, or the pain filled tears that made there down her cheeks. In front of her stood the very boy who had plagued her thoughts since she first met him. The very boy who had left her on her own. The very boy who she kept to her heart so dearly. Hearing him start singing the song, she gave Yusuke all of her intention, ignoring her friends that were beside her.

/////// Before Kagome and the others arrived.///////

Yusuke, Kurama, Hiei, and Kuwabara were gathered in Yusuke’s garage, choosing which song to practice. They had just got back from Koenma’s when Kuwabara reminded everybody that they had to practice. Besides, they needed to get their minds off their job for a while. Finally they decided which song to sing. Hiei grabbed his plain black base guitar, Kurama grabbed his rose red guitar that had a rose on it, Yusuke grabbed his special made black guitar with the name Yusuke in blood red letters that looked like they were dripping blood, and Kuwabara sat at his blue drum set. ( Can’t you just picture this?) The guys started playing, and right before Yusuke started to sing, he heard a pain filled gasp, and he looked up into the most beautiful deep chocolate brown eyes there were. ‘Kagome…..you’re here.’ With that final thought, he started singing, noticing Kagome singing with him. ( yes, Yusuke was still mad at Kuwabara and no the big ape did not have anybruises on him because boton healed him.)


VELVET REVOLVER LYRICS"Fall To Pieces"It's been a long yearSince you've been goneI've been alone hereI've grown oldI fall to pieces, I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

After a year of painstaking separation, he started falling. Falling hard.Every time I'm falling downAll alone I fall to pieces

It hurt a lot. Not being with the one you love.I keep a journal of memoriesI'm feeling lonely, I can't breatheI fall to pieces, I'm fallingFell to pieces and I'm still falling
His mom and tried to make him feel better. She did however, but at a cost. She had to stay in America while he went back to Japan. With the pictures he gathered of both him and her, he started a picture journal.
All the years I've triedWith more to goWill the memories dieI'm waitingWill I find youCan I find youWe're falling downI'm falling
He just couldn’t stop falling.
Every time I’m falling downAll alone I fall to piecesEvery time I’m falling downAll alone I fall to piecesEvery time I’m falling downAll alone I fall to piecesEvery time I’m falling downAll alone I fall to pieces

( I seriously suggest that you listen to the music video. It’s by Velvet Revolve. in the video, I hope u get some ideas of what might becoming your way in the fic.)

When they were finished, Kagome stared at Yusuke in wonder.

“ Yusuke…” She just couldn’t hide the pain in her voice. ‘I’ve missed you so much. Your guys are good.’

“ Kagome…” When Kagome heard him say her name, a new batch of tears trailed down her reddened cheeks. They stood there, locked I each others eyes for five minutes before Kagome ran at full speed away from the house and away from him. Yusuke carefully laid his guitar down ran toward Kagome, shouting her name. Everybody just stared where Yusuke and Kagome once stood.

“Kagome!” Sango started to run, but Miroku held her back. She just looked at him like he had lost his mind. “What the fuck Miroku? Why can’t I go?” She asked pissed off.

“Because.” With that one simple word, Miroku gave Sango a wink and she blushed at the realization.

“Oh. That’s why. Ok. Come back soon Kagome.” Sango said starring off into the distance.

//////////With Kagome and Yusuke//////////

“ Kagome!!! Kagome wait! Please wait Kagome!” Pained tears of his own ran down his cheeks as he called for his long lost love. Every time Kagome heard him say her name, a fresh batch of tears would follow. She ran and ran until she reached the park where Yusuke talked her to the ground then picked her up and positioned her in his arms so that she couldn’t escape. He held her tight He just got her back. He didn’t want her going anywhere. He just wanted to hold her. He was NEVER letting her go. He had to say something before he went insane.

“ Kagome…I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for leaving you. I’ll never do it again. You have no idea just how much I missed you. The reason why I had to leave, was because my mother got a job offer to work for a Microsoft company that paid really good money and we had to take it. That night, when I found you on the ground, I was going to your house to tell you but, well, your mom said that I was never to come near you again. She still doesn’t know that I didn’t do it. I understand if you hate me and don’t want to be my friend anymore, just remember, I’ll always be here or you. I’m so sorry.” He had to let her know how sorry he was. The fact that tears were running down his cheeks should be enough. He shifted to look in Kagome’s eyes.

Kagome slowly took in his words. If she didn’t love him like she did, she wouldn’t have forgiven him. But she loves him with her whole being. She did something that even surprised her. She slapped him hard on the cheek. Yusuke just sat there, dumb struck, with a disbelieving look on his face, tears still flowing down his face. It hurt, but he deserved it. Kagome wanted to let him know just how much he hurt her. Just how much he broke her fragile heart.

“ You left me Yusuke.” Her gentle voice was calming him somewhat. Oh how he missed her voice.

“ I know, and I’m sorry for leaving you. It won’t happen again. I promise.” The tears wouldn’t stop.

“ Heart broken and alone.”

“ I’m so sorry.” He was sobbing know.

“I sat at my bed many nights. Wondering.” She wanted him to fell her pain.

“I know and I am so sorry.” The tears just kept coming.

“ Crying.”

“ I know.” His voice was getting louder now. The higher his voice got Kagome’s got higher too.

“ Praying that this was just all a dream.” The tears stopped. Blood ran in its place.

“ I know.” His voice horse.

“ Wishing.” More blood.

“I’m sorry.” Now he has blood running down his face, staining his clothes.

“ You left me.” More blood.

“ I know.” More blood.

“ You left me to take care of her on my own besides my mom and my bother!” They were screaming now. Yusuke was at a loss. What was she talking about?

“ What are you talking about? What did you have to take care of Kagome? I don’t know what your talking about.” Voice calm now, but the blood still flowed.

“ That night, I was pregnant Yusuke! I have a six-year old girl name Jesse running around the house! Mom was almost never home! She was always with her bastard of hers boyfriend! It was just Miroku and I. It was hard Yusuke. After you left, the only other friend I had was Sango and Miroku. There the only friends I have! But now that you’re back, I got you. I know your sorry and I forgive you, but I just shake off how much you hurt me. If you ever, EVER leave me again, I’ll kill you with my bare hands!” blood smeared all around her face from Yusuke whipping it off her cheeks, she sobbed her soul out.

“ I’m so sorry.” With those soft words and the comforting movements and words from Yusuke, Kagome slipped off into a deep sleep, smiling. Yusuke slowly picked Kagome up in his arms bridal style and made his way back to his house.

///////At Yusuke’s house after the two left.//////

“ Before we say anything, why don’t we go inside, then we can talk.” A soft and gently voice said. Everybody’s head turned toward the red head, and agreed. The red head showed the two guests to the livening room, then the talking started.

“ Well, first off, I’m Suichi, but my friends call me Kurama. The one in blue is Kuwabara, and the one with black hair is Hiei. Who are you?” Said the red head that we shall call Kurama.

“ Hn.” Remarked Hiei.

“ Your pretty. Will you be my girlfriend?” Said Kuwabara. Miroku and Sango just looked at each other and before either knew it, Miroku punched him in the face leaving a black bruise in its wake. Man, he was just getting beat up today.

“ Sorry about him.” Kurama apologized.

“ It’s alright. I know where he comes from. I’m just like him. I’m Miroku by the way. The one that ran off was my sister Kagome. And this beauty sitting next to me is Sango. I wouldn’t make her mad. She packs a hard punch.” Miroku said while laughing.

“Kagome? So that’s the girl Yusuke wouldn’t shut up about. I’ve heard quite a lot about her. Yusuke’s always saying how sweet she is.” Kuwabara said.

“ Yep, that’s our Kagome. When we were just little kids, Yusuke left for some reason. I still don’t know why.” Miroku said with a laugh, then he got sad.

“ He said that his mom got job offer in America to work at the Microsoft Company. But he’s back now.”

“ Yeah, he is, and when I see him, I’m going to leave a bruise on his face.” Just as Miroku said this, Yusuke walked in the door with blood smeared on his face. The blood still flowing down his face. Mroku was just about to get up and punch him when he saw the bundle in his arms. He was about to say something about the blood on her face, when Yusuke interrupted him.


“ Miroku, you and the others go ahead and go home, it’s already 12 o’ clock. Your parents should be getting worried. Kagome’s staying here with me. I just got her back. Tell your mom that she’s staying at someone’s house.” Blood still flowed from his eyes.

“ Okay. Just don’t hurt her anymore than you already have.” He trusted him.

“ Thanks man. Oh, and Miroku, I know about her and I am so sorry that I couldn’t be there to help you guys. Now if yawl don’t mind. Please leave.” Sorrow and sadness radiated from him in waves. The blood still going. After they all said there good-bye’s, Yusuke carried Kagome into the bathroom and gently and reluctantly laid Kagome on the ground, ran to his room and grabbed a pair of his silky black boxers and a white shirt then rushed back to Kagome. He grabbed a wash rag, wet it, and gently rubbed the blood off of Kagome’s pale face. The blood had long ago stopped. He didn’t have the luck of keeping Kagome asleep tough.

Kagome woke to something wet and cold on her face. She opened her eyes to find that she was staring into Yusuke’s deep brown eyes. It took her a moment to realize that he was the one with the wash cloth on her face. She slowly rose her right arm up and placed her hand on top of his. The simple gesture was enough to make feel the unfamiliar pool of heat. Shooting shivers down her spine. Then she remembered what happened. Regular tears started flowing down her cheeks this time.

“ Yusuke. Your really here.” She flung her self into his open arms and dug her head into his chest, heat warming her cheeks.

“ Yes Kagome. I’m really here. Now layback down so I can finish.” Yusuke had a pleading look on so she couldn’t resist. Once he got through whipping the blood off her face, she stole the rag, wet it, and then proceeded to wipe the blood off his face. Yusuke couldn’t keep the shock look on his face or the gasp, but he let her do what she wanted. Neither said a word. All the words were spoken.

Now they just enjoyed their company. When Kagome was finished, Yusuke told her that the clothes beside her were hers to wear while she was here, and that he was going to change his clothes then come back here. Kagome did as asked and waited for Yusuke to come back. And when he did, she felt like she was on fire. She continued to stare at his well-muscled chest until she realized that she was being picked up and was being brought somewhere. When he sat her down, she realized that she was in his room and in his bed. (What I wouldn’t give to be here right now) She didn’t protest when he slipped in beside her and wrapped his warm arms around her waist. It seemed like eternity before either spoke or moved.

“ Kagome?” ’I’ve missed his sexy yet calm voice.’ The voice shooting shivers down her spine. Kagome turned around in his arms to stare in his eyes. Those eyes she could drown in.

“ Yes Yusuke?” ‘Calm and beautiful. Just like it used to be before I left.’ Now it was his turn to feel the shiver down his spine.

Once again, it was eternity. He’s waited his whole life to do this. He just hoped that she wouldn’t be mad at him for it. He slowly leaned down and his lips came in contact with hers. Heat flooded in her. Pooling at her core. She gasped and Yusuke took that time to search her mouth with his tongue. Kagome returned the kiss full forced, which surprised Yusuke. The kiss speaking unspoken words. Their hearts pounded in their chest. Both matched the others pace. It felt as if they were the only one’s left in the world. It ended all to soon for Romeo and Juliet. When they pulled apart, both were gasping for air.

“ I’m never letting you go Kagome.” He wanted to badly to say how much he loved her. He just didn’t have the guts.

“ Me either Yusuke. Good night.” She said with a smile.

“ Goodnight Kagome.” A true smile graced his face.

Just for tonight, they forgot their problems. They enjoyed being with each other. Just for tonight, they rejoiced. For tonight and every night ahead of them, they dreamt about each other. Not that they hadn’t before, they did, but this time something was different. They couldn’t quite place it, but something was different. Maybe it was the feeling of being complete. Maybe it was the feeling that they could take on the world. It could be the feeling that nothing else mattered.

All the promises, once said, now forgotten. All the promises to them selves about not loving ever again, and not helping an angel ever again, gone. Washed away into the midnight sky. Like they were never there. Like they never even thought up of such a ridiculous thing. Like the saying goes, Promises are empty words.