InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A deal with a demon ❯ Chapter 43
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
He couldn't believe it.
He was in a hotel.
With Kagome.
She had willingly come, hell, she had suggested it!
A smile crept across his face.
He had kissed her.
He had touched her.
Gods, he had touched her.
It had been so long since he was even allowed to be near her for
longer than a passing moment. The change was so sudden and
unexpected he felt as if his head was swimming. He had to pinch
himself to make sure he wasn't delusional.
…
"I dont understand Inuyasha. What is it your
saying? What is it your trying to get at?"
He turned her chin up to look at him. Absent
mindedly, she bit her lip in anticipation.
Gods he loved that about her.
He leaned down, slowly, to capture her. He
glanced at her, he needed to see her reaction. When he felt the
softness of her pink lips, her eyes fluttered closed.
He held her, gently kissing her, trying to pour
all of his emotions into it.
"I want to hear you say it. But only if you
mean it, Inuyasha. I- If you say it, I'll trust you." She looked at
him, waiting on baited breath.
"I like you Kagome." He rumbled out, kissing
her neck. "I love you." He nipped at the juncture near her
shoulder. "You're mine."
“Inu-“ She moaned, tilting her neck to give him better
access. Her breathing was quick and heavy. He slowly slid his
clawed hands down her arms, moving to the small of her back. His
demon was delighted, eager to taste more of her. He let out a growl
as he pulled her in closer to him.
Her hands flew to his hips, and she dug her blunt nails into him,
trying to get a better hold on the hanyou. He felt his senses
becoming both duller and sharper. He was being lulled into ecstasy
and feeling everything more acutely than ever.
His heart was racing as he pulled down the fabric of her shirt,
placing kisses along her collarbone. She gasped as gripped his
fabric of his shirt. He felt like he was in heaven.
That was before he ground his hips into hers.
He hadnt meant to, but instinct was quickly taking over. He was so
hard it was almost painful. He needed to soothe the ache she was
causing.
She moaned when he rubbed against her, the sound music to his ears.
But nothing compared to the thrill he felt when she bucked against
him, her own need driving her. His fingers wandered to the band of
her pants, teasing her as he toyed with it.
“Mm, Inuyasha…” She moaned, encouraging him.
He knew had to stop himself, or he would take her right there, out
in the open. And while that had its own very, very appealing image,
he knew he couldn't bed her for the first time in the grass.
Not his first time with Kagome. He had to make it memorable.
He kissed the sides of her face, trying to slow the tempo.
“Fuck Kagome…” He panted, trying to take more air
into his lungs. He felt as if he couldn't breathe. She was looking
up at him with half lidded eyes as she licked her lips.
He couldn't resist. He had to kiss her once more.
She cupped the side of his face as she moved to deepen it. His
sanity was slowly slipping away. He was losing reason; suddenly
taking her out in the open was mattering less and less. Maybe it
could be construed as romantic?
That was until she jumped in shock at the sound of an owl passing
by.
Apparently she had gotten swept up in the moment too. Taking in a
deep breath to steady himself, he groaned. The air was laced with
the fragrance of her desire.
She bit her lip as she looked around.
“Its gotten really dark…” She said shyly.
“Mm.” He agreed, rubbing the sides of her arms.
“We should get back.”
“Home?” She squeaked.
“Feh. Where else?”
“Its going to take all night to get back.” She said
with a frown. “What if we go to a hotel for the
night?”
A hotel? Was she that eager?
Fuck, he knew he was!
So he had taken them to a hotel, checked into the suite, and waited
patiently for her to come out of the shower.
She emerged, looking soft and supple, wearing a plush robe. Her
hair was let and loose as she ran her fingers through it.
The scent of her had him whining. She smelled clean, fresh and
utterly Kagome.
“Did you want to get in?” She asked.
Inuyasha swallowed hard and he nodded. He felt nervous and
jittery.
“I left the clothes from the gift shop in the bag.” She
said helpfully.
“Thanks.” He managed out. His mouth felt dry.
She walked over to him and hesitated briefly, before standing on
her tip toes to place a chaste kiss on his cheek.
“I- I just want you to know…” she bit her lip as
she looked at him. “That nothing is happening
tonight.”
He should have expected it. Really, he should have.
It still didn't stop him from feeling like the wind was knocked out
of him.
“Look, Inuyasha, its not that I don't want to… I think
you know I do.” She blushed, looking anywhere but in his
eyes.
“Then why-?” He whined.
“Because… its all just a bit much right now. The last
two days have been crazy.”
Well, she was right about that. The drinking, the hotel, bringing
her home, fucking kidnapping her… telling her the truth about
Kikyo…
Telling her he loved her…
Yeah, he could see why she would be overwhelmed.
He sighed, then nodded.
“All right.”
She smiled, then kissed him. It was gentle. Sweet.
He was trying his best to work his demon down. It was furious to be
so close, and denied.
Scared out of its mind that his he would lose her before he mated
her.
He kissed down her neck, finding the spot that called to him. The
spot that made his blood sing.
Where he would mark his bitch.
He grazed his fangs over it, causing her to shiver from
pleasure.
“Inu-“
He had to stop himself from doing it right there.
He sucked and nipped at her skin, darkening it until he was
satisfied.
It would have to be enough for now.
He could understand where his demon was coming from. The entire
situation felt fragile.
He was terrified that she was going to disappear. Scared that he
was going to fuck up. He was half convinced he was delusional; that
this was all a dream and he would wake up tomorrow to face reality,
alone. He would be back where he started, alone.
He wanted to stop time. He wanted to live in this moment. Things
didn't have to get better. He didn't have to sleep with her. She
just had to exist near him.
He needed her by his side. He needed her to smile. He needed her
scent, like a drug.
He was being eaten alive by anxiety of the future.
As she moed to walk away from him, he grabbed her wrist, bringing
her close.
“Inuyasha?” She asked, crushed against his chest.
“Just don't go anywhere.”
“Eh? Im just going to lay down while you
shower…?”
“Just- Just promise me.” He grunted out.
He could hear the fear in his voice, and he didn't care.
“…Okay.” She said soothingly. She brought her
hands up to caress his back. “Im not going
anywhere.”
~.~
“Are you freaking kidding, Kagome?!” Sango shrieked at
her friend. She winced at her tone.
“Dead.”
“I cant believe this.” She said with a sigh. Sango
narrowed her eyes to look at Kagome. “Well, actually, I
can.”
“Eh?”
“You've had the hots for him for months.”
“M-months?”
“Totally obvious. You've been into him as a friend for longer
than you let on.”
Kagome blushed in confirmation.
“Still, I don't know why he wouldn't tell you the truth about
Kikyo. She sounds insane.”
“To be honest, Im still kind of worried about
her…”
“Who wouldn't be?” Sango said, taking a sip of her
coffee. “What did she say when Inuyasha told her he cant see
her anymore?”
“She didn't take it well.” Kagome admitted. “She
cried… a lot. Inuyasha feels really guilty.” She said,
biting her lip. “Hes worried that shes going to be stuck in
there even longer because of him.”
“Guilty enough that he'd go back?”
“I- I don't think so.” She hesitated.
“You don't think? Oh, Kagome… I don't know how your
going to deal with this.”
“Ill figure it out… I- I love him.” She said, her
voice low in embarrassment.
Sango rolled her eyes and smirked.
“Obviously.”
“Still… Were taking it slow. Were going to go out on
dates. Were going to act like a normal couple.”
“Ha! Normal? That dog?” she scoffed. “Inuyasha
wouldn't know a normal relationship if-“
“That's why. Hes never experienced it. And really…
neither have I. Not for long anyway.”
“What about Hojo?”
Kagome frowned.
“It was really sad. He was worried for me at first,
considering how Inuyasha was… but he knew. I guess he had
known all along.”
“Yeah…”
“He said that he doesn't hold a grudge… but that hes
concerned for me.”
“Who isn't?” Sango said.
“Wha-“
“When I first noticed you falling for that idiot I half
wondered if you had beauty and the beast syndrome. Stuck in a house
with a rude animal, falling in love with his crude behavior. I was
nervous you would start talking to tea pots.”
Kagome shook her head with a smile.
“Just take it slow. I'll support whatever you do.”
Sango said reassuringly.
“Thanks. And im sure you will get to like him, once you give
him a chance.”
“As long as he is good to you, there will be no
problems.” Sango shrugged.
Kagome was thankful for her friend. Thankful that she had support,
someone who wouldn't judge her.
But most of all, she was thankful that tonight she would go back
home, change into a dress, and meet her husband for a dinner
date.
She loved that he looked at her like she was the most appetizing
thing in the world.
A/N:: Hey everyone! I wanted to do a quick update! Theres only a
few chapters left until this is wrapped up! ALSO! I have started a
new fic, and Im really excited about it! Its called
Fractured. Ive got big plans for it, so check it out!