InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Never-Ending Love ❯ Chapter 11

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** Warning this chapter contains a Lime. It includes implied sexual content and may not be suitable for minors. Thank you very much. **

When we arrived at the mansion, the windows were rattling a bit. I guess because of the music inside and it became obvious that the party had already started without us. A knot suddenly built up in my throat and for some reason, I started feeling somewhat nervous. I wasn’t sure why but I held it back and tried to convince myself that there was nothing to be worried about. But the more I thought of it, the more nervous I got. When we arrived to the front of the mansion, the lump present in my throat suddenly became hard to swallow. Instantly, the valets opened the doors for us and we stepped out of the car. I walked up to the porch and waited for Sesshomaru. He immediately handed the keys to the young man and walked over to where I was standing.

Looking at him with pleading eyes, “Is it too late to change my mind?”

Raising an eyebrow, he shook his head, “It’s much too late now. Now come on, everyone’s waiting for us.” Taking my hand and wrapping my arm around his.

As we were walking towards the door, I stuck my tongue out at him and he smiled, giving my hand a light squeeze. Before we even arrived to the door, it opened up and a gentleman greeted us in. “Good Evening Mr. Kitazawa, Ms. Imamura. Everyone’s been expecting your arrival. Please come in.” Stepping into the house, the gentleman closed the door behind us and we entered the entrance hall. “Please follow me.” He guided us into the living room and stopped, “Wait here for a moment while I announce your arrival. If you’ll excuse me.” He bowed slightly and turned, walking in the direction of the ballroom.

I looked around and noticed that they’d even decorated the living room. Then I turned to look at Sesshomaru, raising an eyebrow, “Now, don’t you think that this is just way too much?”

When I noticed that he’d already put his stoic mask on, I couldn’t hold back and snickered. He looked over only with his eyes and shook his head slightly, “No, it’s not enough.” I felt my cheeks heat up and looked up at him, smiling. He curled his lips up to a smile and looked down at my hand then back at me, “Why are you shaking?”

I felt my cheeks heat up even more, “I’m nervous.”

He turned his head slightly towards me, “Why would you be?”

Shaking my head, “I don’t know. I mean I don’t know half of the people in there, why shouldn’t I be?”

He looked down, closed his eyes, shook his head, and chuckled all at the same time. Then he fully turned towards me; “Don’t let it get to you. Just worry about the half that you know and don’t worry about the other half.”

I looked forward, noticing that the gentleman was coming back, “It’s easier said than done.”

As he reentered the room, “The guests are anxiously waiting for you. Please follow me.”

I turned to look at Sesshomaru and he smiled, lifting my hand up to his lips, “Ready?” Placing a kiss on the back of my hand.

Smiling, “As ready as I’ll ever be.”

So we started making our way towards the great hall. When we arrived, I took a deep breath before we made our way inside. “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” was called out from everyone the moment we stepped into the ballroom and was followed by an enormous applause from all the guests. I was left speechless at the sudden greeting from everyone. I never expected for it to be so big and the hall was decorated beautifully with my favorite colors: cream and dark maroon. As we were walking in, people I never even knew kept congratulating me so not wanting to be rude, I thanked them for being there and walked on. Sess lead me through the dance floor until we reached the table where the group was seated, all except Kagome and Sango.

The first person to congratulate me was Miroku. He reached out and wrapped his arms around me, “Happy Birthday, Rin. So how old are you now?”

I hugged him in return, “Thanks Miroku. I’m 23 years old.” But when I felt his hand start to lower from my back to my rear, I pulled back and raised an eyebrow, “Miroku, behave yourself. Remember, hands to yourself.” Pulling his hands off me.

He put a surprised expression on his face and snickered, “I don’t have the slightest idea of what you’re talking about. I always behave.”

Nodding, “Uh huh.” Internally, I hoped that Sesshomaru didn’t see that otherwise all hell would’ve broken loose. Then I took a step back, giving me a safe distance from him AND his hand, and started looking around. Raising my voice loud enough to be heard through the music playing, “Where’s Sango?” Turning towards him.

“She’s with Kagome.”

My eyes widened a bit; “Kagome’s here? Wow, how did Sango do it?”

Shaking his head, “It wasn’t easy but in the end, Sango always has her way no matter what. Just ask me if she doesn’t.” Both of us started laughing.

Then Kohaku came up to me and wrapped his arms around, “Happy Birthday Rin.”

Hugging him, “Thanks Kohaku.” As I released him, I noticed the young woman sitting right next to him. He stepped aside as the young woman stood and Kohaku wrapped his arm around her shoulders, “Rin, this is my girlfriend, Kanna.”

She turned towards me with her lips curved up in a smile and extended her hand, “Nice to meet you Rin. Happy Birthday.” Her voice was as soft as a whisper. Luckily the music had been stopped for a bit otherwise I wouldn’t been able to hear her.

Shaking her hand and smiling, “Thank you Kanna. Nice to meet you too.”

She was a sweet girl, real quiet but sweet. She wasn’t very tall, reached to about Kohaku’s shoulders and was very petite. Although there was one feature that immediately caught my attention, to others she hardly showed any emotion but when it came to Kohaku, there wasn’t an emotion she wouldn’t. It just reminded me so much of my Sesshomaru. Kohaku seemed to really like this girl too and I was happy for him. But there was one thing that picked at my curiosity and I just HAD to ask.

Pulling Kohaku to the side, “Does Kagome know about her?”

Shaking his head, “No, she will tonight though. That’s why I brought her.”

Nodding, “Ah, ok. Well, I’m happy for you Kohaku. She seems like a really sweet girl.”

He turned towards Kanna and looked at her with loving eyes, “Thanks, she really is.” Then he walked away and took his seat next to her.

I giggled as I made my way back, not removing my sight from the loving couple and watched as Kohaku placed a kiss on Kanna’s left temple. Immediately, my smiled widened at the sight of Kanna’s face, it was as if she placed her entire world in his hands and when I looked over to Kohaku, he had the same look as well.

Smiling, ‘That’s definitely true love.’ As I walked towards where Sesshomaru was sitting.

As I was taking my seat, the lights dimmed and upbeat music started to play again. He was turned over, talking to Miroku when I reached over and grabbed onto his hand, giving it a light squeeze. He turned towards me and smiled, leaning in to speak into my right ear, “It’s not so bad now, is it?”

I shook my head and lifted it to speak into his ear, “No, it really isn’t.”

Leaning in again, “I’m glad you liked it.” He placed a kiss on my right temple. I turned to look at him and smiled, looking into his eyes that reflected the bright lights, looking almost as if they were glowing. But just as I was going to turn away from him, I noticed Ayame walking towards us. When she arrived, I stood up, reached over and wrapped my arms tightly around her.

She wrapped her arms tightly around me and spoke into my ear, “I’m so glad you made it. Happy Birthday my dear, so what do you think about the party now?”

I released her and backed away, smiling, “Thank you so much. I love it; it looked so much different this afternoon. I can’t believe it’s the same house.”

Giggling, “That’s because of the lighting. It’s what sets the mood.” Then she turned her attention to Sesshomaru as he stood to greet her, placing a kiss on her cheek. She signaled and he lowered himself so she could speak into his ear as she pointed towards me; “I’m going to steal her away from you for a while. I promise to bring her back.”

He started to laugh and nodded, turning towards her, “All right but as long as I get her back. Otherwise, I know who to hunt down.” Ayame started to laugh. I, on the other hand, raised an eyebrow and curled my lips up to a smirk as he smiled and looked at me with loving eyes.

Suddenly, Ayame started to pull me away towards the dance floor so we could walk across to the other side. “Come, I want you to meet some friends of mine,” as I tried to catch up to her.

Finally walking next to her, “Oh ok.” I turned towards her, “By the way, have you seen Sango and Kagome anywhere? When I got here they weren’t at the table.”

Shaking her head, “No, I saw them when they first arrived. Kagome didn’t look too happy about something but I don’t know where they could’ve gone.”

So I turned to look towards the door, “Oh.”

Changing the subject, “That’s such a cute bracelet. Where did you get it? I love it.”

I looked over and down at the bracelet then back at her, smiling, “Oh, thanks. Actually, it’s Sesshomaru’s birthday present. He gave it to me before we came here.”

Smiling, “Really? It’s very pretty.” She turned and smiled to a group of people that stood ahead of us, “Rita, how nice to see you!” Then she walked over to hug the older woman, I just kept walking until I caught up to her.

I spent most of the party with Ayame and her friends. Many of them had gotten to know my parents when they were alive and it was interesting to hear the memories they had about them. Although at one point, I got the sudden urge to return to the table, wanting to return to my Sesshomaru. But when I looked towards it, he wasn’t there. I kept looking around until I found him standing with a group of his friends and partners, talking. Sadly pushing that thought aside, I turned and continued talking to the group. What I hadn’t noticed though was that Kagome and Sango had returned to the table during the time I was away. When I glanced at the table again, I noticed that they were there. So I excused myself from the group and started to make my way back. I guess Kagome must’ve seen me heading their way because she stood up and walked away, heading back into the house. Sango stood telling her something but then turned my way with a sad smile on her face.

When I walked up to her, she wrapped her arms around me and spoke into my ear, “Hey Rin. Happy Birthday! How are you?”

I held her tightly and pulled back, “Thanks Sango. I’m doing well. But... umm… why did Kagome leave? Was it because I was walking towards here?”

She placed her hand on head and slightly shook is as she turned towards the door, “I don’t know with her anymore. She’s just so stubborn sometimes, it’s hard getting anything into that thick skull of hers.”

Lowering my head a bit, “Well, I’m glad to see something hasn’t changed.”

She lowered herself to look at my eyes, “Are you going to talk to her or try at least?”

I looked at her and nodded, “Yeah, I think it’s time we settled this.”

Nodding, “Ok. Well, I would say that right now is the best time to do it. Most likely she went to hide herself in the study again. I’m sure you’ll find her there. Good Luck, Rin.” Then she reached and wrapped her arms around me again.

I held her tightly one more time, “Thank you so much Sango for everything you’ve done for Kagome and I. Honestly I don’t know how to ever repay you. I don’t think there even is a way but I will.” I pulled back and placed a kiss on her cheek.

She had the same sad smile on her face again; “You’re welcome Rin. Look, don’t worry, we’re friends and that’s what friends do for each other. You don’t have to repay me for anything. Now go! Go talk to Kagome and see if you can knock some sense into her cause, hell, I couldn’t.”

Giggling, “I will, I just need to let Sesshomaru know where I am just in case. Thanks again.” So I turned around and walked away in the direction I’d last seen him standing.

When I found him, he was still talking to his friends and one of them must’ve told him that I was walking towards him. He turned to me and smiled but it faded, I guess when he noticed the sad expression on my face. I walked up to him and pulled him down to whisper in his ear, “I’m going to talk to Kagome. Sango said she might be in the study so I’m going to catch her there. Could you let Ayame know that we’ll be in there just in case if she comes looking for me?”

He nodded and turned towards me, “I will, do you want me to come with you?” He reached down and held my hands in his.

Shaking my head, “No, I need to talk to her alone. I’ll be all right. Just wish me luck.”

So he placed a kiss on my cheek, “Good luck.” I quirked my lips up to a smile and turned to walk towards the house.

Luckily, the hall doors had been made soundproof for when I closed them behind me; the sound of the party disappeared, leaving absolute silence. I walked in the direction of the study, gathering up all the courage I had. I never thought I’d be nervous to talk to my own sister. I mean she’s my SISTER for Pete’s sake, it wasn’t supposed to be that way but circumstances had lead it to become like that.

When I reached the study doors, I hesitated and placed my ear to the door, hoping to hear something from the inside. When I heard nothing, I took a deep breath, turned the doorknob and pushed the door in. Peeking in, “Kagome?” I turned towards the right she wasn’t there. But when I looked to the left, I saw her standing by the window, looking out with her back facing me. She must’ve been really into her thoughts that she never noticed I’d opened the door until I entered and called her name again, closing the door behind me.

She immediately stiffened at the sound of my voice and I saw through her reflection that her eyes widened for a moment but then shifted back to normal. Looking out, “What do you want?” Her voice was full of scorn adding more to the chilling feeling that suddenly came into the room. I kept walking towards her, trying to get close but I stopped when she turned her head over and hissed, “Don’t come any closer.” Then she turned back to look out the window and crossed her arms.

My eyes widened at the sudden reaction and lowered my head, trying to hide the tears that were threatening to pool in my eyes, “I just wanted to talk to you.”

Snapping back, “There’s nothing to talk about. So just leave me alone.”

I lifted my head up to look at her, “What do you mean there’s nothing? That’s not true Kagome and you know that. We have something we need to settle between us and I’m not leaving until we do.”

She shrugged her shoulders, “Humph… why bother? You got what you wanted from me, now I see that you two are living together. Well, go back to your little ‘boyfriend’ and do what ever it is you do with him and just leave me the hell ALONE.”

Now THAT was what sparked up something inside me, I felt a combination of anger at her words and frustration at her stubbornness. Although, I tried to hold it back for sake of the conversation but I just couldn’t, she had crossed the line. ‘Oh no. She did NOT just go there.’ I fisted my hands at my sides as I raised my voice, “I bother because you’re my sister and we DON’T sleep together if that’s what you’re trying to say. So we do live together and so what? What are you going to do about it, huh? Can’t you just be happy for me for once? Is that so hard for you to do? Just what the HELL is your problem, Kagome?”

That was when I saw her eyes widen again and she turned completely towards me, looking at me with hateful eyes. She started taking steps towards me and was practically screaming, as she fisted her hands at her sides, “MY PROBLEM? What is MY PROBLEM? YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT MY PROBLEM IS, RIN?” Pointing towards me, “ ‘YOU’ ARE MY PROBLEM. YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN AND TO THIS DAY YOU STILL ARE.”

My eyes widened as I took a step back, trying to keep some distance between us, shaking my head slightly, “WHAT? What did I ever do for you to hate me so much?”

She took another step closer, “YOU STILL HAVE THE FUCKING NERVE TO ASK WHAT.” Pointing at me, “BECAUSE OF YOU, I’VE BEEN MISERABLE. BECAUSE OF YOU, I’VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO BE HAPPY AND BECAUSE OF YOU, I LOST THE ONE I HAD EVER TRULY LOVED.”

My eyes widened as the memory came back to me; “Yuki.” But I pushed it away and frowned angrily. That was when Kagome had TRULY crossed the line. I just couldn’t hold back anymore and did exactly as I’d told Sesshomaru before; I began to speak my mind openly. I raised my voice and began to talk to her in the same tone that she was using towards me, full of scorn, “Kagome that was never my fault. I never did anything to take him away from you. Maybe if you would’ve listen to HIM more often instead of always ranting about YOU, he would’ve never left. That’s why he fell in love with me because I did what YOU never would and I’m not making this up, he told me himself as did the others. You were just too stubborn and selfish and by the looks of it, you obviously still ARE. You’re exactly like Koga. Have you ever realized that the world doesn’t revolve just around YOU! People change Kagome and it’s about damn time you did too.”

She remained speechless and frozen still at my cruel words but they were the truth. The truth that thanks to the help from Sesshomaru, I was finally able to figure out and accept. But I still wasn’t quite done yet. She stood there looking at me and I noticed that tears started to pool in her eyes, it hurt me to have to do that but she’d left me no other choice. I lowered my voice but kept it stern, “Now, you know why Yuki and all the others chose me instead of you. You were always too full of yourself and pushed them away. I know that’s why you left Kohaku too because you knew very well that he would end up falling for me. When you broke up, I knew immediately why you ended it and it was not as you’d claimed that he was too ‘nice’ for you.” Shaking my head, “Now it’s too late, you’ve lost him as well.” Pointing towards the wall, “Have you seen his girlfriend, Kagome? Have you seen the way she looks at him? She gives herself entirely to him as he does to her. It’s the same thing with Sesshomaru and I. A relationship is not just one way Kagome, you have to put in as much as you want to receive and sometimes even more and not expect anything in return.” Pointing towards her, “But perhaps you can’t understand that, you’re too stubborn. You’ve always thought just about yourself right, well that’s all that’s left now, just you until you change. I’ve had to carry the blame for this all my life but enough is enough. I’ve suffered tremendously because of it and now I’ve had it. I’ve asked for your forgiveness before even when I’m not supposed to but I’ll ask for it again. Kagome, could you please forgive me?”

By the time I was finished, she had tears running down her cheeks. I honestly thought that I’d knocked some sense into her and made her reason. I thought that she was finally going to forgive me and let bygones be bygones but I was very wrong…

Shaking her head, “I DON’T FUCKING BELIEVE A WORD YOU JUST SAID. They’re all lies just to get to me. Well, You know what, FUCK YOU! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, I DON’T EVER WANT TO SEE OR TALK TO YOU EVER AGAIN.” Then she turned around to face the window.

I felt so much anger emerge that moment that I full out screamed as I fisted my hands at my sides, feeling my fingernails almost dig into my palms of how angry I was, “FINE. YOU WANT US TO LOOK AT EACH OTHER AS STRANGERS? FINE WITH ME. JUST REMEMBER THIS, I TRIED TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT WITH YOU BUT YOU REFUSED. IT WAS YOU WHO CHOSE THIS, NOT ME. SO DON’T COME BACK TO ME LATER, BLAMING ME THAT I WAS THE ONE WHO PUSHED YOU AWAY BECAUSE BY THEN, I’M THE ONE THAT’S NOT GOING TO LISTEN. FROM NOW ON WE’RE NOTHING ANYMORE, SO… UNTIL NEVER.” I turned around and burst out the door, slamming it shut behind me.

I was literally fuming as I walked back towards the living room. Honestly, I’ve never been so angry in all my life as I was then. My face felt burning hot and I felt tears pooling in my eyes but I held them back since at that moment, I’d decided that Kagome was not worth my tears anymore. When I turned into the living room, I saw that Ayame and Sesshomaru were there, I guess they’d been waiting to see what happened. As I walked in, they both turned towards me but before they even had a chance to speak, I walked up to Sesshomaru and hissed, “I need to get out of here. Take me home.” I grabbed my purse from his hand and turned around to walk towards the door.

Immediately, he stopped me by holding onto my arm, “Rin, wait. Come back, what happened?” Pulling me towards him.

I turned towards him, bluntly, “I don’t want to talk about it. Could you just please take me home?”

He frowned at my tone of voice and released my arm, his voice stern, “As you wish.”

I turned around and walked towards the door but before I stepped out, I stopped and looked over at Ayame. She had such a sad look on her face and it made me feel awful. With my voice low, “I’m sorry.” She never said anything just smiled before I finally stepped out of the house. Immediately when I stepped out, the valet fetched Sesshomaru’s car and brought it around. But Sesshomaru was taking forever to come out so I stepped into the car and buckled myself in, waiting for him to come out. A few moments later, he came out and walked straight to the drivers seat and stepped inside. I said nothing to him, not even turned to look at him. He buckled himself in and drove off, silently. Throughout the way back home, we said nothing to each other. Instead, I rested my head on the window and cried, silent hurtful tears running down my cheeks the entire way.

When we arrived home, I didn’t even wait for him to shut off the car when I unbuckled myself and stepped out of the car, walking towards the building. I heard him mumble something before the car door slammed shut and his alarm beeped. By the time he caught up to me, I was standing waiting for the elevator to arrive. He stood next to me and I didn’t direct a word or a look towards him, sniffles were the only sounds coming from me. He tried to say something but the elevator bell cut him off and I walked inside immediately when the doors opened. Same thing happened when we arrived to the 4th floor but I walked out of the elevator and headed towards the door, leaving him behind. When he caught up to me again, he already had the key in his hand and opened the door, allowing me to walk in first.

But just when I was going to head towards my room, he got a hold of my arm and turned me towards him, looking straight into my eyes, “Rin, enough with the silent treatment. What happened?” as he held onto my biceps. I was caught entirely by surprise when he turned me around like that. My eyes widened as I looked at him with tears still falling down my cheeks. But nonetheless, I said nothing to him and turned away to look out the balcony door. He released my left arm and held my chin, turning me to face him. “By the look of your reaction, it didn’t go so well. But what happened in there to have made you so angry?” Wiping the tears with his thumb.

I let out a frustrated sigh and loosened myself from his grasp, walking towards the sofa. I took off my jacket and threw it forcefully towards the recliner, trying to relieve some tension as I turned over and fell onto the sofa, lying on my back. I placed my hand over my eyes and sighed, “What DIDN’T happen in there is the actual question.” By then, the tears had ceased to fall.

I heard him remove his jacket and his footsteps were coming closer until he walked around and sat next to me, lifting my legs up and placing them on his lap. I peeked through my hand and saw him looking at me, “I’m listening.” Then I felt him start to massage my calves through the boots.

I shook my head and let out a frustrated groan as I removed my hand and looked at him, “Just like I told you, she refused to listen to me.” Then I lifted my head up to see him unzipping my boots.

He slipped them off and placed them on the floor. Nodding, “Uh huh, what else?” as he started to massage my feet.

I lowered my head back on the sofa, closed my eyes and sighed, trying to relax, savored the firm, soothing movements his hands were doing on my feet. “Well, since she refused to listen, I did just as I’d told you, I spoke my mind openly. I told her the truth of why the others dumped her. But now that I think about it, I don’t think anyone, other than Sango, has ever talked to her that way. That’s why she was left shocked after I was done.” Suddenly, he stopped the massage and I lifted my head up to look at him.

He turned towards me, “What did she say?”

Shaking my head, “She didn’t believe a word I said.” I sighed and turned over to my left side, placing my hands under my cheek. Looking out the balcony, “She’s just like mom when she was alive, stubborn and impossible to deal with sometimes. Since I couldn’t convince her, it didn’t change anything. Now at her choice, we remain as nothing but strangers to each other.” I closed my eyes and tears began to fall again.

Softly, “Rin.” When I felt him shift, I turned over and opened my eyes, finding him on top of me. His arms on each of my sides, supporting him as his eyes locked with mine. Shaking his head and his voice low, “Please don’t cry, you know I can’t stand to see you cry. I… I can’t help feeling somewhat responsible for this and I know I shouldn’t but… I just can’t help it. You know I would give anything, anything in the world, just to see you happy. I would do whatever it takes to see you smile again.” Lowering his head a bit, “Even… even if I have to…”

My eyes widened and I whispered, “No,” before I pulled him down and silenced him with my lips. I stopped him from ever finishing his sentence, I knew where he was heading to and it was something I didn’t like to hear. I wouldn’t be able to take it if he left. When he pulled back, I wrapped my arms around his neck, not wanting to let go. Suddenly, everything else meant nothing to me anymore, the fact that Koga was still on the loose didn’t matter, and the fact that Kagome never wanted to see me again didn’t either, absolutely nothing just him. He’d become my life and if he left, it would be as if a part of me left with him as well. All I wanted was to know, to be absolutely sure that he wasn’t leaving, not now, not ever. I shook my head, “Please don’t leave,” as tears continued to fall.

He shook his head and curled his lips up to a smile, “Never,” as he leaned in and kissed the tears away. Then he lifted his head and looked at me, “I wouldn’t be able to even if I had to.” He leaned in again and fully captured my lips with his. Immediately, I pulled him in and responded to his kiss, giving myself entirely to him as I felt him do the same. I let him know through the intensity of my kiss how much I wanted him to stay and how much I loved him. Ending the kiss, we pulled back and looked at each other, both of us short of breath. His eyes mirrored exactly what I felt inside, deeply in love but with a new feeling mixed in it as well. It was more of a need that nothing or no one but he and I could ever satisfy. Suddenly, he leaned in and captured my lips once more in a fiery kiss that made my body go limp at the intensity of it.

I tightened my arms around his neck as I felt his left hand start to caress my shoulder and arm. He placed his knee in between my legs and parted them, positioning himself in between them before he lowered himself completely on top of me. His weight securing me underneath him as I lifted my knee up, feeling him grab hold of it and press himself onto me as he caressed his way up my thigh. A moan escaped me at the feeling of his growth pressing onto my most intimate spot even through the many layers of clothing. His mouth devouring every sound that came out of me as he steadily continued his actions. Then, he moved to place kisses on the sides of my mouth and kissed his way down to my neck, nipping at the sensitive skin there. At that moment, I slid my hand into his hair and because of the immense sensation running through me, I found myself slightly pulling it as he continued kissing and nipping at my neck. His hand found its way up and slipped underneath my top, caressing my sides and stomach making the muscles there contract at his delicate touch. As I felt him trace his lips down from my neck, I gasped and arched up to him, my body wanting and asking for more. He lifted himself in conjunction with my body, leaving him on his knees and placed his hand on my back, supporting me as I continued to arch up to his lips. He lightly kissed his way down from my collarbone and continued until he arrived to the valley in-between my breasts. I lifted my head up and found him looking at me, his eyes dazed and reflecting the same want, the same need that I felt towards him and noticed the slight traces of sweat glistening on his face. By then our breathing had become erratic, making our chests rise and fall at almost the same rhythm.

I lifted myself up and pulled him in for another kiss, tracing my tongue around the inside of his sensuous lips and teeth then moved back, catching his lower lip and sucking on it as a groan escaped him. He whispered huskily onto my lips, “Rin.”

The sound of his voice and tickle of his breath made my skin crawl, making my body shiver in delight. I moved my head to the side as he started to kiss his way down my cheek again, whispering in his ear; “Sess,” I made it sound like a hiss and lowered my head when he reached my neck. I felt him shiver as I slid my hand back up to his hair and lifted my head again, whispering into his ear, “Make love to me, Sess.”

He stopped and lifted his head, turning to look at me with his lust filled eyes looking slightly confused, “Huh?”

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in, embracing him as I whispered in his ear again, “Make love to me.”

I heard him moan in response to my request and felt him slide his lips from my shoulder up to my neck and stopped right under my ear, whispering onto my skin, “I will but not here.” He raised his hands up to my ribcage and slightly pushed back. I hung onto him until he reached up and covered my hands with his, unlocking them from his neck and turned to look at me, shaking his head, “Not here,” as he held my hands in his.