InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Never-Ending Love ❯ Chapter 12
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: DragonGrl 
*Lemon Warning* Bonding of two hearts (Part II)
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.01.2005 | Updated On: 07.31.2006 | Pages: 4 | Words: 8.5K | Visits: 668 | Status: Work In Progress
*Lemon Warning* Bonding of two hearts (Part II)
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.01.2005 | Updated On: 07.31.2006 | Pages: 4 | Words: 8.5K | Visits: 668 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the InuYasha characters they belong to Rumiko Takahashi.
‘___’ Thought expressions
“Italic” Whisper expressions
** Warning: This chapter contains a Lemon. It includes explicit sexual content and is not suitable for minors. If you’re offended by any such material and would much prefer to skip it, I’ve enclosed it in between the <*><*><*> symbols so just scroll on down until after the last one and read on from there. Thank you very much. **
Ending of last chapter…
I lifted myself up and pulled him in for another kiss, tracing my tongue around the inside of his sensuous lips and teeth then moved back, catching his lower lip and sucking on it as a groan escaped him. He whispered huskily onto my lips, “Rin.”
The sound of his voice and tickle of his breath made my skin crawl, making my body shiver in delight. I moved my head to the side as he started to kiss his way down my cheek again, whispering in his ear; “Sess,” I made it sound like a hiss and lowered my head when he reached my neck. I felt him shiver as I slid my hand back up to his hair and lifted my head again, whispering into his ear, “Make love to me, Sess.”
He stopped and lifted his head, turning to look at me with his lust filled eyes looking slightly confused, “Huh?”
I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in, embracing him as I whispered in his ear again, “Make love to me.”
I heard him moan in response to my request and felt him slide his lips from my shoulder up to my neck and stopped right under my ear, whispering onto my skin, “I will but not here.” He raised his hands up to my ribcage and slightly pushed back. I hung onto him until he reached up and covered my hands with his, unlocking them from his neck and turned to look at me, shaking his head, “Not here,” as he held my hands in his.
He smiled, “Your place or mine?”
Chuckling, I leaned in and started to stroke his neck lightly with the tip of my nose, “It doesn’t matter to me.” A light groan came from him as he turned and kissed me again.
“Mmmm…” was all that came from me before he started walking towards his bedroom.
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Our lips never left each other even as he opened his bedroom door and kicked it open. As we entered, the mixture of his groans and mine took over the impeccable silence inside the room. He kicked his door closed and began to walk towards somewhere, I couldn’t tell because the room was pitch black. When suddenly, I heard a loud noise.
THUD
Immediately, he broke the kiss and screamed, “SHIT! Here… let me…” Then lowered me to stand.
I giggled at hearing him curse, “What happened?” I kept looking around trying to find where he was.
I heard him scuffling around and cursing under his breath, “I hit myself on the foot of the bed. Hold on, let me get the light.” I started to laugh as everything finally came into view when he turned on his bedside lamp. His lips quirked to a smile as his eyebrow raised, “Oh, so that’s funny?” He looked so handsome, especially in the dim light.
I started walking up to him and giggled, shaking my head then nodding, “No… ok well, yes it was.” He put on a playful pout and I started to laugh again, reaching up and wrapping my arms around his neck, cooing, “Awww, I’m sorry. Do you want me to make it feel better?”
Smiling, he placed his hands on my waist, “Please.”
So I raised myself on my tiptoes and whispered seductively into his ear, “Shall I kiss it better?”
He lightly groaned and lifted his hands to my shoulders, “Hmmm… I have a better way.” He pulled me towards him and claimed my lips in a passionate kiss.
He started running his hands slowly down my back and stopped at my waist, pulling me closer and pressing our bodies together. His growth was hard and it pressed firmly against me, causing light moans to escape in between the battle of our tongues. I felt his hands slide under my top and up until he reached the strapless bra I was wearing. Unclasping it, he let it fall to the floor. His hands continued their way and slid back and forth from my back to my stomach until he turned and slid them up, using them to cup my breasts. His touch sent shivers up my spine and made my nipples harden as he began to tease them with his thumbs, lightly squeezing them between his thumb and forefinger. Immediately, I moaned into his lips with him devouring every single one as he continued his gentle fondling of my breasts.
There were intense sensations running through me at that moment, making me want him even more. I never thought I could feel like that for anyone until I felt his hands on me. I mean with Hojo, the sensations were different. Believe me, we had our HOT moments but none were as intense as then. But with Sesshomaru, even the very first time he touched me, my body had a reaction to him. The thought of feeling his strong hands on me made it light up. Honestly, I never expected my need to be so fierce that by then, nothing and I mean - NOTHING - was going to be able to make me stop.
He slid his hands down and set them back on my waist, as he started to kiss his way down again. He started with my cheek, moved down my neck and ended at my collarbone, stopping to nip and graze his teeth on the skin. I lifted my head and moved it to the side, giving him more access to my neck as I slid my hand to the back of his head. Suddenly, he slowly started stepping backwards towards the bed, pulling me with him as he kissed his way down my chest until he reached the valley in-between my breasts. When we reached the bed, he pulled back and sat down, leaving him in a position where he had open access to my breasts in front of him. He lifted his hands to my back and pulled me towards him, opening his mouth and placing it over one of them, gently sucking on it. I felt his warmth even through the silk as he flicked my nipple with his tongue, making it harden even more. Then he moved over and did the same to the other. My body was arching up to him, wanting and yearning for more of that heavenly attention that he was giving it. On the other hand, I was in such bliss that I never noticed he unzipped my skirt and had let it fall to the floor.
As he suckled on my breasts, I tilted my head back and moaned, “Sess… mmm,” as I bit my lip and raised my hands to the back of his head again to run my fingers through his hair. God how I loved his hair, I could never get enough. The silky strands flowing smoothly through my fingers felt amazing. I lowered my head again and found him with his eyes closed. I slid my hands from the back of his head down to his chest, wanting to feel his skin underneath the shirt. So I began to unbutton it but when I reached the second one, he pulled back, opened his eyes and reached down to remove my top, leaving me nearly nude in front of him.
He pulled back and looked at me, his eyes admiring my entire body. He slightly shook his head and looked at me with admiration, “You are absolutely beautiful.” He lifted his hand and placed it flat on my stomach, running it down slowly until he slid it over and stopped at my hip.
His gaze made chills run through my entire body and goose bumps followed afterwards. I felt my nipples harden again and just couldn’t handle it anymore. I NEEDED to see him, see him in his perfection and wondered if he was as beautiful outside as he was on the inside. So I cupped his face in my hands and lifted it towards me as I bent down and captured his lips. I whispered onto his lips, “I want to see you.”
Immediately, he stood up, not breaking the kiss and I started to unclasp the remaining buttons on his shirt. Once I reached the last one, I pulled his shirt up and out of his pants first before I opened it apart, revealing his finely sculpted chest. I ended the kiss and looked down to admire him.
Gods, he was GORGEOUS and I was left speechless. I felt my heart flutter in my chest, more than what it already was. I looked up into his eyes as I raised my hands up to his firm shoulders, “You’re so amazing, Sess.”
He smiled and slightly bent down, our lips mere inches from each other. Then he shook his head and whispered almost onto my lips, “Not as much as you.” He leaned in and pressed his lips on mine, showering my lips with sweet kisses.
As we kissed, I started to slowly run my hands down his muscular arms, removing the shirt completely. But when I ran them back up again, I felt something on his left upper arm, near his shoulder and stopped. I broke our kiss and looked over, finding a scar running around the front half of it. Slowly I ran my finger lightly on it, feeling it slightly outward and turned to look at him again. Curious, “What happened to your arm?”
He looked over at the scar and back at me, “When I was young, my brother and I would sword fight and he managed to cut my arm during a fight once.”
“Oh, it looks like it was painful.” I looked back at the scar and ran my index finger lightly on it again as if to soothe it.
Suddenly, he chuckled and slightly flinched, “That tickles.”
I turned back towards him and gave him a mischievous grin, “Ticklish, I see.”
I could see his eyes almost light up again as he looked into mine, his voice changing to a sensuous tone, “Very.”
I lifted my arms again and placed my hands flat on his shoulders, looking right into his eyes with my voice mocking his, “Hmmm… interesting. Then I guess I should find where else you’re ticklish.”
He growled as he lowered his head and whispered seductively into my ear, “Please do.” I felt chills run through my entire body before he bent down and captured my lips in a passionate kiss again. I gave into the kiss and started to slide my hands slowly down his chest, feeling his muscles contract underneath my hands. Once I reached his waist, I turned them over and ran them back up again but that time using only my fingertips, occasionally grazing his skin lightly with my fingernails.
His skin felt incredibly soft under my fingers, feeling almost as smooth as silk. He was absolutely incredible, more so than I could ever imagine.
I felt him shiver and devoured every little sound that came from him until I moved over and started kissing down his cheek to his neck. I stopped there to slide my lips all along his collarbone, just like he’d done to me and I grazed my teeth on the skin where his neck met his shoulder. He gasped and shivered again, making me smile onto his skin, as I’d found one of his sweet spots. I started moving down again, running my hands in conjunction with my lips down his chest to his stomach. I felt his hands grasp onto the back of my head as he groaned, guiding me to where he needed my “attention” the most. I started kissing every muscle visible and looked up at him as I did, finding him with his eyes closed and his face filled with pleasure. I pulled back a bit and reached down to undo his belt, pulling it off. I dropped it on the floor and stood up again, locking my eyes with his as I reached down and undid his trousers. We only looked at each other as his pants fell silently to the floor, leaving him only in his boxers in front of me. I kept my eyes locked on his, noticing that his cheeks were already slightly flushed. I never looked away and observed his reaction as I started to run my hand down his stomach again until I reached down to his crotch, teasing his hard bulge over the thin barrier of his boxers by rubbing the knuckles of my fingers lightly on it.
The moment my fingers touched him, he slid his hands down to my shoulders and lightly squeezed them, shutting his eyes and lowering his head slightly. I heard him growl as he slightly flexed his hips towards my hand. I never took my eyes off him and smiled at his expression of pleasure starting to take over. Seconds later, I stopped and pulled my hand away. The moment I stopped though, he lifted his head and opened his eyes causing mine to slightly widen and I gasped at the sight of them. They were already filled with lust but it had become much more, almost like a mixture of lust and an intense carnal desire. The look alone was enough to cause a tingling sensation to emerge from in between my thighs.
Suddenly, he bent down and captured my lips once more, capturing them in a fiery kiss that left me breathless and almost weak at the knees as he turned us around and started walking towards his bed. Once we reached the bed, he slid his hand to my back and lowered me slowly onto it, not breaking the kiss. I began to move up the bed, him crawling along with me until I reached the headboard, resting my head on his pillow. He climbed on top of me; his legs straddling my lower body as he began to kiss his way down again. He rubbed his lips and placed light wet kisses all over my chest until he reached my breasts. He opened his mouth and took one in, covering my nipple as he began to suckle it. Then he pulled back and ran the tip of his tongue all over the areola and nipple. Then he took it back in his mouth and suckled on it once more as I felt him lightly nip at my nipple before he pulled away to kiss it. Meanwhile, he teased the other breast with his other hand as he did by kneading the soft mound and using his thumb on the nipple.
Immediately my body arched up to him and I placed both of my hands on the back of his head, pulling him in. I felt myself slightly tugging at his hair as I moaned, “ohhh… Sesshomaru,” as I bit my lower lip and lifted my head up to look at him.
He moved over and paid the same homage to the other breast, looking up at me as he did. I held onto his gaze for a moment, the look on his face intensifying the sensation so much that I closed my eyes and tilted my head back from his sensuous activity. Suddenly, he started moving down again, placing a kiss on the valley in-between my breasts and whispered onto my skin, “My love.” He slid his hands down as he lowered his lips down to my stomach, “Beautiful.” He pulled back and reached down to slide off my panties and lowered himself to place a kiss on my tummy before he whispered onto it, “Mine.” The last one sent chills throughout my entire body. He slid his hands down to caress my thighs and parted my legs, placing himself in between them.
I felt his hands caress the outside of my thighs as his lips slid down the inside. He kept moving down until he almost reached my center and slid them back up, teasing me to no end. A slight pressure started building up in my tummy and it would intensify when his lips neared mine. He continued until I could no longer take it and whimpered, “Sess… ohh… please… touch me...” Finally, he obliged and slid down far enough to reach his destination.
When I felt his lips touch mine, I hissed and thrust my hips upward. He placed his hand flat on my tummy to keep me down on the bed as he started to kiss and lick at my center. His tongue felt fierce and ablaze as a wave built inside of me, making me arch up and grasp firmly onto the bed sheets, tugging on them. I tilted my head up and shut my eyes, moaning, “Sess… I… Oh God!” The pressure in my tummy started becoming more of a knot, tightening even more with every stroke of his tongue. I lowered my head and found him looking up at me, his eyes hazed and looking as if he were in heaven. I tried holding onto to his gaze but I couldn’t. I tilted my head back up, moaned and whimpered at the incredible sensations he was making. The knot kept tightening as I felt his tongue pay extra attention to my special spot, going around in circles and flicking it. He continued probing his tongue downwards, along my lips and back up until the knot finally broke and I moaned again as a wave of ecstasy flowed through my entire body. When that moment came, he stopped slightly after and my body slumped down on the bed. I felt my chest rising and falling at a rapid rate for I could hardly catch my breath. I lifted my head and looked down at him as he lifted himself off me, my vision slightly hazy.
He climbed back on top of me, remaining in between my legs and lowered down to kiss me again. I could taste myself in his kiss, which was something new to me but his own sweet taste was mixed in it also, making it absolutely incredible. His kisses making my body react to him again, making the burning sensation reappear in between my legs. Meanwhile, I slid my hands down his sides and reached down trying to slip off his boxers but failed. I kept trying until I started to get frustrated and growled on his lips, “Take them off.”
He chuckled onto my lips, “As you wish…” and leaned one elbow, not breaking the kiss. Then he quickly slid them off and threw them to the side, immediately returning his arm back to my side. It left his hard member out of its confinement to slide slick over my stomach. I gasped at the feeling of him; he was much MORE endowed than I thought. But I just couldn’t resist the temptation and lowered my hand down as we kissed, capturing it and running my finger over the sleek tip. He growled at the feeling of my hand and whispered hoarsely onto my lips, “Tease.” I chuckled as he ended the kiss, pulling himself entirely back and looking at me, “Rin, have you ever…”
I shook my head and looked deep into his eyes, “No, you’ll be my first.”
His eyes widened, looking shocked, “What… you’re a virgin?”
I smiled and raised myself on my elbows to place kisses on his neck, “Surprised?”
He pulled away and turned to face me, “Very, I thought you would’ve already with… you know…”
I looked at him as I lowered myself back on the pillow; “With Hojo you mean…” He nodded. I shook my head, “No, our relationship never reached that far but it almost did…”
He raised an eyebrow. I giggled at the expression on his face and lifted my hand up to caress his flushed cheek. He turned over and kissed my palm then turned back towards me, “Are you sure about this? I mean we can still… stop.” His face serious but his eyes said completely the opposite.
Nodding, “Yes, I’m absolutely sure. There’s no one I want but you, Sesshomaru.” So I lifted myself up again and placed sweet kisses on his lips, “I love you.”
As he responded to my kisses, “Hmmm… I love you too.” He began to shift again and I parted my legs a little further, allowing him to comfortably position himself fully in between them. He moved down and kneeled over the bed, looking down at me, “Now just relax love. This might hurt… a little.”
Nodding, “I know, it’s ok.”
He positioned himself and placed his hands on my rear, lightly kneading it as he lifted my hips up to him. I gasped when I felt something foreign begin to enter me and out of instinct, I jerked away but he lifted his hands and held onto my thighs, pressing himself deeper into me. He grunted, “It’s all right… ugh… just relax…” hissing, “Agh…” as he lowered his head.
I felt a bit uncomfortable because of the pressure that I started to feel. So I tried to relax but it was becoming hard to and I noticed him tensing up as well. So I lifted my arms up to him, “Kiss me.”
He lifted his head and I could see sweat trickling off his skin, his eyes full of worry. All he did was nod and brought himself over me, capturing my lips in a heated kiss. I responded to his kiss with as much passion as he, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him down to rest on top of me as I melted into him. Forgetting about the outside world, leaving just us, Sesshomaru and Rin as its only members.
Then he began to kiss his way down my cheek again, all the way to my shoulder and back up, stopping at my neck as he continued to push himself inside of me. I had my eyes closed and lifted my head up, savoring the feeling of his lips on my skin. Then I felt him slightly turn his head and he whispered in my ear, “I’m sorry.” At the moment, I couldn’t understand what he was talking about but when I felt him thrust swiftly into me, that’s when I felt it. He had broken through and oh I FELT it all right. Immediately, my head tilted back with my eyes wide as they filled with tears at the sharp pain. I fought back the tears and tightened my arms around him in an attempt to control the pain. My body was slightly trembling because of my effort to hold back the sobs threatening to escape. I absolutely hated pain and I wasn’t very good at blocking it out either.
I felt him tense up and remained as still as possible. He whispered in my ear again, between clenched teeth, “Fuck… I’m so sorry, Rin. I…”
I closed my eyes, shook my head and lowered it, resting my lips on his shoulder. I slightly shook my head and tightly held onto him, “No, it’s ok.” I felt him relax a bit and he began to slide his hand down to caress my side. He continued to remain still as he allowed my body to adjust to him as he lightly cooed, kissed and caressed every part within his reach as he tried to distract me from the pain and waited for it to die down. His hands causing light sighs and his lips, making moans replace the sighs.
Even though the pain was there something inside me wanted to go on, wanted to become one with the man that owned my heart. So once the pain died down, I wiggled my hips a bit to let him know that I was all right. That’s when I felt him pull back and slowly thrust back into me. I opened my eyes and looked at him, finding him resting on his arms as he continued. He started slowly, rocking his body gently as he allowed my body to completely adjust to him. I could feel it in his movements, see it in his face that he yearned for more but held back for my sake. That gesture alone helped ease the pain, showing me that no matter in what situation we found ourselves in, he would always think about my needs first and put his next. So I lifted my hand and cupped his cheek, caressing it as he looked at me. I said nothing to him just smiled my appreciation for his tenderness and he smiled in return before he leaned in to kiss me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and continued melting into him as he continued rocking our bodies. Eventually, my own body was requiring more; the slow pace was only making the friction torturing. So I lowered my hands down to his back and lightly dug my nails into his shoulders, signaling to him that I was ready to give him what he needed. So his thrusts started becoming stronger and more demanding as he began to develop his sensual rhythm. He lowered his head and growled, “Oh… Rin… ugh.” He lowered his right hand and rested it on my left thigh, clutching it firmly.
Immediately, I wrapped my arms and right leg around him, pulling him closer as I started to lift my hips trying to catch up to his rhythm. By then, the pain was gone and it was replaced by a wonderful sensation that increased gradually with each of his thrusts. I lifted my other leg and tightened them around his waist, securing them by locking my feet together and placing them just above his butt as I pulled him deeper into me. He lifted his head and looked at me, his eyes burning into my soul. I held onto his gaze for a brief moment, seeing our bodies rocking at the same time and the blissful expression on his face but suddenly, I just couldn’t hold on much longer. I closed my eyes and tilted my head back, “Ohhh…” I felt him kiss and nip at my neck, bringing me closer to release. The intense sensations making me lightly rake my fingernails across his back and his shoulders.
He pulled back and groaned, “Rin… look at me, baby… I… ugh… want you to… be with me the whole way.” I lowered my head and opened my eyes, finding him looking at me with loving eyes. He lifted himself up on both arms and continued his rhythm, lowering his head a bit but I could still see him looking down at me from underneath his bangs. He grunted, “Oh God how I love you,” before he leaned on one arm and reached down to where we joined, feeling his thumb rub on my most sensitive spot.
I shut my eyes and tilted my head back a bit for a second as an muffled moan escaped from me. I lowered my right hand down to hold on tightly to his left arm and looked back towards him. My body filling up with a wave of pleasure readying to release and managed to speak, “I… ohhh… love you too.” Suddenly I heard him lightly whimper and he increased his thrusting. The friction between us causing that wave inside of me to intensify until I came, calling out his name, “Sessho… maru… ahhhhhh!” Followed by his hoarse cry as he thrust deep inside me one last time before he slumped over me. I wrapped my arms tightly around him again, feeling him fill me with his essence as our bodies shivered and convulsed in ecstasy together.
I held on tightly to him, not letting go as we both tried to catch our breath. Panting, “That was… amazing.” Not that I had anyone to compare him to.
I felt him place a kiss on my shoulder before he nodded and lifted himself enough to turn towards me, “Yes… it was…” He shook his head, panting; “You’re the only… no one… has lit me aflame… like you do.” I smiled before he leaned in and pressed his lips on mine. His kisses soft and sweet but still held the same intensity as before. Meanwhile, he reached down and caressed my legs, stopping at my calves and tickling them, signaling to release him. I did as he asked and he ended the kiss.
When I felt him pull himself out, my body whimpered at the loss of his warmth. Then he began to climb off me but right before he completely got off, I turned him over with the strength I never knew I had and left him underneath me, looking shocked. Straddling his lower body, I looked down and gave him a mischievous look and grinned, “Now it’s my turn.”
He curled his lips up to a smile, his tone seductive, “Quite the vixen aren’t you?”
I laughed and lowered myself over him, supporting myself on his chest as I rubbed the tips of our noses together, “Only when it comes to you, my darling.” Then I leaned in and covered his lips with mine. He reached up and wrapped one hand around my neck, tangling his fingers in my hair and pulling me closer as he deepened the kiss. With the other, he began to run it across my back and shoulders, caressing them and changing hands to run them on both sides. He lowered both hands down to my sides and suddenly I felt him try to turn me over. Immediately, I pulled away and shook my head, looking into his eyes and teasing, “Uh ugh… it’s my turn to have my way with you.” Mocking his seductive tone, “And my way I shall have.” Smiling down at him.
He laughed but I felt him harden underneath me, I guess at the thought of me taking over. Chuckling, “Oh really?”
Nodding as I lowered my face near his again, smiling, “Really,” as I brushed my lips along his and pulled back.
He tilted his head to one side and looked down at my lips, his voice deepening, “What do you plan to do?”
I leaned in lower just enough for lips to hover right above his and whispered, “This…” before I reached behind and removed his hands from me. Swiftly, I moved them over his head and held them there with mine. He gasped and his amber orbs widened. Smiling, I leaned in and captured his slightly parted lips. I took advantage of the opportunity and traced the outline of his sensuous lips with the tip of my tongue before he snapped out of his shock and began to reply. I ended the kiss by slowly moving away from his lips down to his chin, kissing all around his neck and up to his ear, taking his lobe in and lightly sucking on it. He groaned and I felt him attempt to pull his arms away but I tightened my grip and he stopped. I continued my way down to his collarbone, grazing my teeth on his newly discovered sweet spot. He shivered and groaned again, I smiled against his sweet skin as I began to lower my lips down to his chest. Sliding down his body, I removed my hands from holding down his arms and brought them down, placing them over his chest. Feeling them rise and fall at the rate of his breathing, which by then, it had increased immensely. I slid them back up to his shoulders, feeling his muscles contract and relax at my touch. I ran my lips all over his chest, stopping at each of his nipples, teasing them with my tongue. He moaned and I felt him lower his arms to his sides and placed his hands on my sides, caressing them.
Suddenly, he thrust his hips upward and because of my position over him; his length rubbed against my lower lips, making a moan escape from me. I looked up at him and found him looking at me, his eyes filled with lust once again. Not breaking our link, I reached down and held onto his length, running my fingertips along the outline of it. He raised his hands up to my shoulders and moaned as he shut his eyes and lowered his head, whispering hoarsely, “Rin… I… inside…” I released him and moved down to his stomach, kissing it as I shook my head, speaking onto his skin, “Not yet.” I felt him tighten his grip on my shoulders and I swear I almost heard him whimper at my refusal. I smiled and continued my “study” of his stomach. I “researched” his stomach by kissing every muscle visible on his hard abs as I ran my hands down his sides then back up to his chest. I kept them there as I kissed my way from his bellybutton to his tummy and stopped when I reached my destination. I slid my hands down from his chest to his thighs, opening them far enough to settle myself in between them. I lowered myself to rest in between his legs and positioned myself to lean on his right thigh. I looked up and found him resting on his elbows, his lustful eyes looking at me with curiosity. I curled my lips up to a smile and raised my left hand from his thigh up to his chest and lowered it again. I moved it from his chest down to caress his tummy, then all the way down to his patch of silver hair and back up again. His eyes kept following the movement of my hand and they widened when my hand neared the patch of hair. He lightly moaned and I felt him shudder underneath me as his mouth opened to say something but I stopped him by reaching down and holding his length in my hand. He immediately closed his eyes and groaned at the sensation of my hand. But when I started moving my hand around, a loud moan escaped him.
To be honest, I really didn’t know what I was doing but his grunts and moans were enough to tell me that I was doing something right. I guess the urge and need to touch him, wanting to feel his entire body in my hands led me to do it. But then the need to taste him overcame me and led me to do something I never thought I’d do.
I looked down at my hand and couldn’t resist the urge. Lowering my head, I opened my mouth and slipped the tip in, lightly sucking on it.
It was sweet; putting to shame the best candy ever made. But it had a musky taste mixed in it as well; his unique aroma changing it to something that was beyond anything in the world or anything I’ve ever tasted in that matter.
All of a sudden, he gasped and jerked away from me. Immediately, I turned up and found him sitting up and looking down at me, an expression of shock on his face. I crawled back up and kneeled over his legs, looking into his eyes as I whispered, concerned, “I’m sorry, did I hurt you?”
He curled his lips up in a smile and shook his head, “No, it’s all right. I was just… surprised.” I smiled as I felt the concern fade away. He smiled before he reached up and wrapped his hand around my neck and pulled me in for another kiss. His kisses leaving me nearly breathless as he slid his hands down my back and placed them on my hips. I could feel his need growing by the intensity of his kiss and on his grip on my hips. Suddenly, he started to lean back on the headboard, pulling me with him and not breaking the kiss. Once he was leaning on the headboard, he ended the kiss and whispered onto my lips, “I need you.”
I moved with him as he pulled me, placing one leg on each of his sides, straddling him by sitting on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck, looking straight into his eyes, “I’m all yours.”
He smiled before he leaned in and kissed me again. Then he lowered his hands down to my bottom and I felt him pull me up. He pulled back, our eyes locked, “Lift yourself up a bit, love.”
Nodding, “Oh ok.” I bent my knees and kneeled up just enough to feel him guiding himself into me. I looked down to where we would unite once again and turned back up to him, smiling, “I love you, Sess.”
Smiling, “And I love you.” He looked down and raised his hands back to my hips, “All right, now lower yourself again.” So I started to lower myself slowly as he whispered, “Carefully.” As I did, he closed his eyes and groaned. Once I was fully “sitting” on his lap, he opened his eyes and raised his hand to caress my cheek, shaking his head and looking concerned, “I’m not hurting you, am I Rin?”
I shook my head and smiled, “No, I’m ok.”
Well, I was a bit sore from our lovemaking beforehand I mean who wouldn’t. Especially, since it had been my first time. The second time, I did feel a light pang course through my lower body but it wasn’t a hurtful pain. It was more of a good feeling, I mean, yeah the fit was still a bit tight but it didn’t matter to me. All I knew I wanted was him and a little pain wasn’t going to stop me from getting what I wanted and from giving him what he needed as well. Like the saying goes, ‘No pain No gain.’
He smiled and pulled me in for another sweltering kiss. He pulled back and whispered; “Good but let me know if it does hurt, all right?” as he cupped my cheek and caressed it with his thumb.
Nodding, “I will, don’t worry.”
He smiled again and lowered his hand back to my hip, “Now move your hips around, like this,” as he guided me by shifting my hips with his hands. He immediately moaned and leaned his head back, whispering as he closed his eyes, “Oh God Rin…” I wasn’t sure what to do but started picking up on the rhythm he started and eventually, as I went on, I started acquiring my own. I started slowly at first and gradually moved a little faster. I leaned in and kissed him as our bodies rocked in unison once again. Our lips hardly left each other as each of us devoured each other’s sounds. His hands occasionally left my hips to caress my sides but he always returned them back down.
That time the sensations were even more intense than the first. My body filled with absolute bliss as we continued our lovemaking. The bond we had created became tighter, almost to the point where it was unbreakable as we showed each other the path to sweet heavenly ecstasy.
I started to feel the tightening feeling in my tummy again and I knew that I was very close although, I didn’t want to be the one to end first so I held back. My body occasionally arched back because of it. Moaning, “Ohhh… Sess… ugh…” During those times, I felt him support me by placing his hands on my back as he lowered his head to suckle on my breasts, making that feeling tighten even more. By then, I just couldn’t control the moans and sounds that came from me and I could tell that he felt the same. Once I straightened back up to face him, he would slide his hands back down to my hips. Then I felt him begin to tighten his grip, signaling to me that he was near his release so I began to quicken my pace even more.
I started to move fast enough to hear him moan with his eyes closed and head lifted up, resting it on the headboard. Groaning, “Ohhhh… fuck… this is… fucking gooood Rin… aghhh.”
I couldn’t hold back and giggled before I felt the waves of pleasure inside of me suddenly intensify, making me lower my head, close my eyes and tighten my grip around his neck as I savored the beautiful feelings running through me at the moment. All of a sudden, I felt him thrust his hips upward from under me in conjunction to my rhythm. That’s when I just couldn’t hold on any more and felt my wave crash. I lifted my head up and moaned as I climaxed calling his name out to the heavens as he did mine. Then he lifted his hands to my back and pulled me towards him as he wrapped his arms tightly around me, holding me close to him as he filled me with his essence once again. I rested my head on his shoulder, feeling our bodies shudder and listened to his quickened heartbeat as I tried to catch my breath.
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A few seconds later, he lowered his head and started placing feathery kisses on my shoulder and moved them up to my neck. All of a sudden, I felt a sharp pain at my neck and flinched away, “HEY.” I sat up and looked at him with my hand at my neck, finding him with a mischievous look on his face. Looking at him with a brow raised, “What was that for?” I lightly rubbed my neck and pulled it back to look at my hand trying to see if there was any blood. Luckily, there wasn’t.
He chuckled, “It’s a mark.”
I tilted my head to one side, smirking, “A mark? A mark for what?”
He laughed, “It’s my claim to you. Well, a temporary one until it fades away.”
Raising a brow, “Oh really? Sounds a bit possessive don’t you think?” He chuckled. Snickering, “Well, it’s only fair that we both lay claim don’t you agree?”
He tilted his head to one side with his lips curled into a smile, “And -how- exactly do you plan to do that?”
“Like this…” So I pushed him back onto the headboard and placed a kiss on his right breast. When I knew he wouldn’t expect it, I bit him - HARD- leaving a red purplish bite mark there. Immediately, I felt him raise his hands to my shoulders and pushed me back.
Pushing me away, “Rin, that f… it hurts…” I laughed at hearing him catching his words then backed away enough to face him again.
I started to laugh, cooing, “Awww… I’m sorry, here let me kiss it better.”
He shook his head, “Uh ugh… no way. I don’t trust you anymore.” I started to laugh again when suddenly a yawn escaped me. Chuckling, “I guess I tired you out.”
Closing my mouth, “Oh I’m sorry. What did you say?” looking back at him.
He started to laugh and lifted his hand to caress my cheek, “You need to rest, love. It’s been a long day.”
I smiled, “Not just for me but for both of us.”
He nodded and smiled, “Yes, for both of us.”
I wrapped my arms around his neck again and leaned in, resting my cheek on his shoulder as I sighed, “If we could only stay like this forever,” as I was still “sitting” on his lap.
He wrapped his arms around me, “Don’t worry, we have the rest of our lives for many more nights like this.” I nudged my head into his shoulder as he lightly rubbed his cheek on my forehead. We remained silent for a moment, just enjoying the feeling of being together in body, mind and spirit. Suddenly, I yawned again and he chuckled, “You’re falling asleep on me.” I pulled back to face him as he smiled, “Come, let’s get some sleep, we’ll feel much better in the morning,” as he tapped his finger on the tip of my nose.
I nodded and curled my lips up to a smile, “All right.” I moved back and lifted myself slowly off him, moving to one side and lying down fully on the bed and looking up at him.
He slid down, turned and rested on his right arm as he pulled the sheets over our already cooling bodies. As he pulled me closer towards him, I wrapped my arm around and rested my forehead on his chest while he brushed hair off my face and secured it behind my ear. He lowered his head and rested his chin on the top of my head; “It really has been an amazing night, hasn’t it?”
Nodding, “Yes, it has. Just like you said, it turned out all right in the end even if things didn’t go as I hoped they would.”
He placed a kiss on the top of my head, “Well, we don’t always get what we want. Life just happens to work that way. It’s what makes it worth waking up every morning, not knowing what will happen.”
I looked up at him, “But I guess we made it, didn’t we?”
He looked down at me and smiled, “Yes, I guess we did.” He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips. After the kiss, I rested my forehead back on his chest. We lay there silently, enjoying the feeling of holding each other again. When suddenly, I heard him yawn.
Giggling, I looked up at him, “I think it’s more like ‘I’ tired ‘you’ out.” He chuckled and placed a kiss on my forehead, remaining silent. But even as I tried to fight it back, there was still something that kept picking at my brain, something I knew I shouldn’t care about but just HAD to know.
As I was running my fingers up his left arm and feeling his breathing start to steady, I stopped and looked at the mark I’d left on his chest, “Sess…”
But before I even started my question he answered it for me, “No.”
I looked up at him, “No what? You didn’t even let me finish my question.”
He looked at me and shook his head, “I don’t have to hear it because I already know what you’re going to ask and my answer to it is ‘no’.”
I raised an eyebrow, “What was I going to ask? Hmm?”
“If Kagome and I became intimate. That was it wasn’t it?” I remained silent and just looked at him, slightly shocked. He’d somehow read my mind that moment but I figured that he’d learned how to predict my actions. He softened his voice and shook his head, “Rin, you shouldn’t linger in the past. Think about the future… your future… our future and let the past rest in the past. The past was what kept you where you were before, do you want to return back there?”
I lowered my head and shook it, “No.”
“I thought so. Just forget about it and get some sleep, love.” He kissed the top of my head and rested his head back on the pillow.
I remained there, wrapped in his arms, quiet and motionless as I thought about the real world as it came back to me. Afterwards, I tried to put whatever thought came into mind to the back of my head and kept it there until I finally fell asleep in his arms.
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“Italic” Whisper expressions
** Warning: This chapter contains a Lemon. It includes explicit sexual content and is not suitable for minors. If you’re offended by any such material and would much prefer to skip it, I’ve enclosed it in between the <*><*><*> symbols so just scroll on down until after the last one and read on from there. Thank you very much. **
Ending of last chapter…
I lifted myself up and pulled him in for another kiss, tracing my tongue around the inside of his sensuous lips and teeth then moved back, catching his lower lip and sucking on it as a groan escaped him. He whispered huskily onto my lips, “Rin.”
The sound of his voice and tickle of his breath made my skin crawl, making my body shiver in delight. I moved my head to the side as he started to kiss his way down my cheek again, whispering in his ear; “Sess,” I made it sound like a hiss and lowered my head when he reached my neck. I felt him shiver as I slid my hand back up to his hair and lifted my head again, whispering into his ear, “Make love to me, Sess.”
He stopped and lifted his head, turning to look at me with his lust filled eyes looking slightly confused, “Huh?”
I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in, embracing him as I whispered in his ear again, “Make love to me.”
I heard him moan in response to my request and felt him slide his lips from my shoulder up to my neck and stopped right under my ear, whispering onto my skin, “I will but not here.” He raised his hands up to my ribcage and slightly pushed back. I hung onto him until he reached up and covered my hands with his, unlocking them from his neck and turned to look at me, shaking his head, “Not here,” as he held my hands in his.
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Our eyes never unlocked even as he stepped off the sofa, standing next to me. He bent down and captured my lips once more as I wrapped my arms around his neck again. Suddenly, he slipped one hand to my back and the other under my knees to lift me off the sofa. I gasped and tightened my arms around his neck. I pulled back from his lips and looked at him, my voice as low as a whisper, “Where are you taking me?”He smiled, “Your place or mine?”
Chuckling, I leaned in and started to stroke his neck lightly with the tip of my nose, “It doesn’t matter to me.” A light groan came from him as he turned and kissed me again.
“Mmmm…” was all that came from me before he started walking towards his bedroom.
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Our lips never left each other even as he opened his bedroom door and kicked it open. As we entered, the mixture of his groans and mine took over the impeccable silence inside the room. He kicked his door closed and began to walk towards somewhere, I couldn’t tell because the room was pitch black. When suddenly, I heard a loud noise.
THUD
Immediately, he broke the kiss and screamed, “SHIT! Here… let me…” Then lowered me to stand.
I giggled at hearing him curse, “What happened?” I kept looking around trying to find where he was.
I heard him scuffling around and cursing under his breath, “I hit myself on the foot of the bed. Hold on, let me get the light.” I started to laugh as everything finally came into view when he turned on his bedside lamp. His lips quirked to a smile as his eyebrow raised, “Oh, so that’s funny?” He looked so handsome, especially in the dim light.
I started walking up to him and giggled, shaking my head then nodding, “No… ok well, yes it was.” He put on a playful pout and I started to laugh again, reaching up and wrapping my arms around his neck, cooing, “Awww, I’m sorry. Do you want me to make it feel better?”
Smiling, he placed his hands on my waist, “Please.”
So I raised myself on my tiptoes and whispered seductively into his ear, “Shall I kiss it better?”
He lightly groaned and lifted his hands to my shoulders, “Hmmm… I have a better way.” He pulled me towards him and claimed my lips in a passionate kiss.
He started running his hands slowly down my back and stopped at my waist, pulling me closer and pressing our bodies together. His growth was hard and it pressed firmly against me, causing light moans to escape in between the battle of our tongues. I felt his hands slide under my top and up until he reached the strapless bra I was wearing. Unclasping it, he let it fall to the floor. His hands continued their way and slid back and forth from my back to my stomach until he turned and slid them up, using them to cup my breasts. His touch sent shivers up my spine and made my nipples harden as he began to tease them with his thumbs, lightly squeezing them between his thumb and forefinger. Immediately, I moaned into his lips with him devouring every single one as he continued his gentle fondling of my breasts.
There were intense sensations running through me at that moment, making me want him even more. I never thought I could feel like that for anyone until I felt his hands on me. I mean with Hojo, the sensations were different. Believe me, we had our HOT moments but none were as intense as then. But with Sesshomaru, even the very first time he touched me, my body had a reaction to him. The thought of feeling his strong hands on me made it light up. Honestly, I never expected my need to be so fierce that by then, nothing and I mean - NOTHING - was going to be able to make me stop.
He slid his hands down and set them back on my waist, as he started to kiss his way down again. He started with my cheek, moved down my neck and ended at my collarbone, stopping to nip and graze his teeth on the skin. I lifted my head and moved it to the side, giving him more access to my neck as I slid my hand to the back of his head. Suddenly, he slowly started stepping backwards towards the bed, pulling me with him as he kissed his way down my chest until he reached the valley in-between my breasts. When we reached the bed, he pulled back and sat down, leaving him in a position where he had open access to my breasts in front of him. He lifted his hands to my back and pulled me towards him, opening his mouth and placing it over one of them, gently sucking on it. I felt his warmth even through the silk as he flicked my nipple with his tongue, making it harden even more. Then he moved over and did the same to the other. My body was arching up to him, wanting and yearning for more of that heavenly attention that he was giving it. On the other hand, I was in such bliss that I never noticed he unzipped my skirt and had let it fall to the floor.
As he suckled on my breasts, I tilted my head back and moaned, “Sess… mmm,” as I bit my lip and raised my hands to the back of his head again to run my fingers through his hair. God how I loved his hair, I could never get enough. The silky strands flowing smoothly through my fingers felt amazing. I lowered my head again and found him with his eyes closed. I slid my hands from the back of his head down to his chest, wanting to feel his skin underneath the shirt. So I began to unbutton it but when I reached the second one, he pulled back, opened his eyes and reached down to remove my top, leaving me nearly nude in front of him.
He pulled back and looked at me, his eyes admiring my entire body. He slightly shook his head and looked at me with admiration, “You are absolutely beautiful.” He lifted his hand and placed it flat on my stomach, running it down slowly until he slid it over and stopped at my hip.
His gaze made chills run through my entire body and goose bumps followed afterwards. I felt my nipples harden again and just couldn’t handle it anymore. I NEEDED to see him, see him in his perfection and wondered if he was as beautiful outside as he was on the inside. So I cupped his face in my hands and lifted it towards me as I bent down and captured his lips. I whispered onto his lips, “I want to see you.”
Immediately, he stood up, not breaking the kiss and I started to unclasp the remaining buttons on his shirt. Once I reached the last one, I pulled his shirt up and out of his pants first before I opened it apart, revealing his finely sculpted chest. I ended the kiss and looked down to admire him.
Gods, he was GORGEOUS and I was left speechless. I felt my heart flutter in my chest, more than what it already was. I looked up into his eyes as I raised my hands up to his firm shoulders, “You’re so amazing, Sess.”
He smiled and slightly bent down, our lips mere inches from each other. Then he shook his head and whispered almost onto my lips, “Not as much as you.” He leaned in and pressed his lips on mine, showering my lips with sweet kisses.
As we kissed, I started to slowly run my hands down his muscular arms, removing the shirt completely. But when I ran them back up again, I felt something on his left upper arm, near his shoulder and stopped. I broke our kiss and looked over, finding a scar running around the front half of it. Slowly I ran my finger lightly on it, feeling it slightly outward and turned to look at him again. Curious, “What happened to your arm?”
He looked over at the scar and back at me, “When I was young, my brother and I would sword fight and he managed to cut my arm during a fight once.”
“Oh, it looks like it was painful.” I looked back at the scar and ran my index finger lightly on it again as if to soothe it.
Suddenly, he chuckled and slightly flinched, “That tickles.”
I turned back towards him and gave him a mischievous grin, “Ticklish, I see.”
I could see his eyes almost light up again as he looked into mine, his voice changing to a sensuous tone, “Very.”
I lifted my arms again and placed my hands flat on his shoulders, looking right into his eyes with my voice mocking his, “Hmmm… interesting. Then I guess I should find where else you’re ticklish.”
He growled as he lowered his head and whispered seductively into my ear, “Please do.” I felt chills run through my entire body before he bent down and captured my lips in a passionate kiss again. I gave into the kiss and started to slide my hands slowly down his chest, feeling his muscles contract underneath my hands. Once I reached his waist, I turned them over and ran them back up again but that time using only my fingertips, occasionally grazing his skin lightly with my fingernails.
His skin felt incredibly soft under my fingers, feeling almost as smooth as silk. He was absolutely incredible, more so than I could ever imagine.
I felt him shiver and devoured every little sound that came from him until I moved over and started kissing down his cheek to his neck. I stopped there to slide my lips all along his collarbone, just like he’d done to me and I grazed my teeth on the skin where his neck met his shoulder. He gasped and shivered again, making me smile onto his skin, as I’d found one of his sweet spots. I started moving down again, running my hands in conjunction with my lips down his chest to his stomach. I felt his hands grasp onto the back of my head as he groaned, guiding me to where he needed my “attention” the most. I started kissing every muscle visible and looked up at him as I did, finding him with his eyes closed and his face filled with pleasure. I pulled back a bit and reached down to undo his belt, pulling it off. I dropped it on the floor and stood up again, locking my eyes with his as I reached down and undid his trousers. We only looked at each other as his pants fell silently to the floor, leaving him only in his boxers in front of me. I kept my eyes locked on his, noticing that his cheeks were already slightly flushed. I never looked away and observed his reaction as I started to run my hand down his stomach again until I reached down to his crotch, teasing his hard bulge over the thin barrier of his boxers by rubbing the knuckles of my fingers lightly on it.
The moment my fingers touched him, he slid his hands down to my shoulders and lightly squeezed them, shutting his eyes and lowering his head slightly. I heard him growl as he slightly flexed his hips towards my hand. I never took my eyes off him and smiled at his expression of pleasure starting to take over. Seconds later, I stopped and pulled my hand away. The moment I stopped though, he lifted his head and opened his eyes causing mine to slightly widen and I gasped at the sight of them. They were already filled with lust but it had become much more, almost like a mixture of lust and an intense carnal desire. The look alone was enough to cause a tingling sensation to emerge from in between my thighs.
Suddenly, he bent down and captured my lips once more, capturing them in a fiery kiss that left me breathless and almost weak at the knees as he turned us around and started walking towards his bed. Once we reached the bed, he slid his hand to my back and lowered me slowly onto it, not breaking the kiss. I began to move up the bed, him crawling along with me until I reached the headboard, resting my head on his pillow. He climbed on top of me; his legs straddling my lower body as he began to kiss his way down again. He rubbed his lips and placed light wet kisses all over my chest until he reached my breasts. He opened his mouth and took one in, covering my nipple as he began to suckle it. Then he pulled back and ran the tip of his tongue all over the areola and nipple. Then he took it back in his mouth and suckled on it once more as I felt him lightly nip at my nipple before he pulled away to kiss it. Meanwhile, he teased the other breast with his other hand as he did by kneading the soft mound and using his thumb on the nipple.
Immediately my body arched up to him and I placed both of my hands on the back of his head, pulling him in. I felt myself slightly tugging at his hair as I moaned, “ohhh… Sesshomaru,” as I bit my lower lip and lifted my head up to look at him.
He moved over and paid the same homage to the other breast, looking up at me as he did. I held onto his gaze for a moment, the look on his face intensifying the sensation so much that I closed my eyes and tilted my head back from his sensuous activity. Suddenly, he started moving down again, placing a kiss on the valley in-between my breasts and whispered onto my skin, “My love.” He slid his hands down as he lowered his lips down to my stomach, “Beautiful.” He pulled back and reached down to slide off my panties and lowered himself to place a kiss on my tummy before he whispered onto it, “Mine.” The last one sent chills throughout my entire body. He slid his hands down to caress my thighs and parted my legs, placing himself in between them.
I felt his hands caress the outside of my thighs as his lips slid down the inside. He kept moving down until he almost reached my center and slid them back up, teasing me to no end. A slight pressure started building up in my tummy and it would intensify when his lips neared mine. He continued until I could no longer take it and whimpered, “Sess… ohh… please… touch me...” Finally, he obliged and slid down far enough to reach his destination.
When I felt his lips touch mine, I hissed and thrust my hips upward. He placed his hand flat on my tummy to keep me down on the bed as he started to kiss and lick at my center. His tongue felt fierce and ablaze as a wave built inside of me, making me arch up and grasp firmly onto the bed sheets, tugging on them. I tilted my head up and shut my eyes, moaning, “Sess… I… Oh God!” The pressure in my tummy started becoming more of a knot, tightening even more with every stroke of his tongue. I lowered my head and found him looking up at me, his eyes hazed and looking as if he were in heaven. I tried holding onto to his gaze but I couldn’t. I tilted my head back up, moaned and whimpered at the incredible sensations he was making. The knot kept tightening as I felt his tongue pay extra attention to my special spot, going around in circles and flicking it. He continued probing his tongue downwards, along my lips and back up until the knot finally broke and I moaned again as a wave of ecstasy flowed through my entire body. When that moment came, he stopped slightly after and my body slumped down on the bed. I felt my chest rising and falling at a rapid rate for I could hardly catch my breath. I lifted my head and looked down at him as he lifted himself off me, my vision slightly hazy.
He climbed back on top of me, remaining in between my legs and lowered down to kiss me again. I could taste myself in his kiss, which was something new to me but his own sweet taste was mixed in it also, making it absolutely incredible. His kisses making my body react to him again, making the burning sensation reappear in between my legs. Meanwhile, I slid my hands down his sides and reached down trying to slip off his boxers but failed. I kept trying until I started to get frustrated and growled on his lips, “Take them off.”
He chuckled onto my lips, “As you wish…” and leaned one elbow, not breaking the kiss. Then he quickly slid them off and threw them to the side, immediately returning his arm back to my side. It left his hard member out of its confinement to slide slick over my stomach. I gasped at the feeling of him; he was much MORE endowed than I thought. But I just couldn’t resist the temptation and lowered my hand down as we kissed, capturing it and running my finger over the sleek tip. He growled at the feeling of my hand and whispered hoarsely onto my lips, “Tease.” I chuckled as he ended the kiss, pulling himself entirely back and looking at me, “Rin, have you ever…”
I shook my head and looked deep into his eyes, “No, you’ll be my first.”
His eyes widened, looking shocked, “What… you’re a virgin?”
I smiled and raised myself on my elbows to place kisses on his neck, “Surprised?”
He pulled away and turned to face me, “Very, I thought you would’ve already with… you know…”
I looked at him as I lowered myself back on the pillow; “With Hojo you mean…” He nodded. I shook my head, “No, our relationship never reached that far but it almost did…”
He raised an eyebrow. I giggled at the expression on his face and lifted my hand up to caress his flushed cheek. He turned over and kissed my palm then turned back towards me, “Are you sure about this? I mean we can still… stop.” His face serious but his eyes said completely the opposite.
Nodding, “Yes, I’m absolutely sure. There’s no one I want but you, Sesshomaru.” So I lifted myself up again and placed sweet kisses on his lips, “I love you.”
As he responded to my kisses, “Hmmm… I love you too.” He began to shift again and I parted my legs a little further, allowing him to comfortably position himself fully in between them. He moved down and kneeled over the bed, looking down at me, “Now just relax love. This might hurt… a little.”
Nodding, “I know, it’s ok.”
He positioned himself and placed his hands on my rear, lightly kneading it as he lifted my hips up to him. I gasped when I felt something foreign begin to enter me and out of instinct, I jerked away but he lifted his hands and held onto my thighs, pressing himself deeper into me. He grunted, “It’s all right… ugh… just relax…” hissing, “Agh…” as he lowered his head.
I felt a bit uncomfortable because of the pressure that I started to feel. So I tried to relax but it was becoming hard to and I noticed him tensing up as well. So I lifted my arms up to him, “Kiss me.”
He lifted his head and I could see sweat trickling off his skin, his eyes full of worry. All he did was nod and brought himself over me, capturing my lips in a heated kiss. I responded to his kiss with as much passion as he, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him down to rest on top of me as I melted into him. Forgetting about the outside world, leaving just us, Sesshomaru and Rin as its only members.
Then he began to kiss his way down my cheek again, all the way to my shoulder and back up, stopping at my neck as he continued to push himself inside of me. I had my eyes closed and lifted my head up, savoring the feeling of his lips on my skin. Then I felt him slightly turn his head and he whispered in my ear, “I’m sorry.” At the moment, I couldn’t understand what he was talking about but when I felt him thrust swiftly into me, that’s when I felt it. He had broken through and oh I FELT it all right. Immediately, my head tilted back with my eyes wide as they filled with tears at the sharp pain. I fought back the tears and tightened my arms around him in an attempt to control the pain. My body was slightly trembling because of my effort to hold back the sobs threatening to escape. I absolutely hated pain and I wasn’t very good at blocking it out either.
I felt him tense up and remained as still as possible. He whispered in my ear again, between clenched teeth, “Fuck… I’m so sorry, Rin. I…”
I closed my eyes, shook my head and lowered it, resting my lips on his shoulder. I slightly shook my head and tightly held onto him, “No, it’s ok.” I felt him relax a bit and he began to slide his hand down to caress my side. He continued to remain still as he allowed my body to adjust to him as he lightly cooed, kissed and caressed every part within his reach as he tried to distract me from the pain and waited for it to die down. His hands causing light sighs and his lips, making moans replace the sighs.
Even though the pain was there something inside me wanted to go on, wanted to become one with the man that owned my heart. So once the pain died down, I wiggled my hips a bit to let him know that I was all right. That’s when I felt him pull back and slowly thrust back into me. I opened my eyes and looked at him, finding him resting on his arms as he continued. He started slowly, rocking his body gently as he allowed my body to completely adjust to him. I could feel it in his movements, see it in his face that he yearned for more but held back for my sake. That gesture alone helped ease the pain, showing me that no matter in what situation we found ourselves in, he would always think about my needs first and put his next. So I lifted my hand and cupped his cheek, caressing it as he looked at me. I said nothing to him just smiled my appreciation for his tenderness and he smiled in return before he leaned in to kiss me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and continued melting into him as he continued rocking our bodies. Eventually, my own body was requiring more; the slow pace was only making the friction torturing. So I lowered my hands down to his back and lightly dug my nails into his shoulders, signaling to him that I was ready to give him what he needed. So his thrusts started becoming stronger and more demanding as he began to develop his sensual rhythm. He lowered his head and growled, “Oh… Rin… ugh.” He lowered his right hand and rested it on my left thigh, clutching it firmly.
Immediately, I wrapped my arms and right leg around him, pulling him closer as I started to lift my hips trying to catch up to his rhythm. By then, the pain was gone and it was replaced by a wonderful sensation that increased gradually with each of his thrusts. I lifted my other leg and tightened them around his waist, securing them by locking my feet together and placing them just above his butt as I pulled him deeper into me. He lifted his head and looked at me, his eyes burning into my soul. I held onto his gaze for a brief moment, seeing our bodies rocking at the same time and the blissful expression on his face but suddenly, I just couldn’t hold on much longer. I closed my eyes and tilted my head back, “Ohhh…” I felt him kiss and nip at my neck, bringing me closer to release. The intense sensations making me lightly rake my fingernails across his back and his shoulders.
He pulled back and groaned, “Rin… look at me, baby… I… ugh… want you to… be with me the whole way.” I lowered my head and opened my eyes, finding him looking at me with loving eyes. He lifted himself up on both arms and continued his rhythm, lowering his head a bit but I could still see him looking down at me from underneath his bangs. He grunted, “Oh God how I love you,” before he leaned on one arm and reached down to where we joined, feeling his thumb rub on my most sensitive spot.
I shut my eyes and tilted my head back a bit for a second as an muffled moan escaped from me. I lowered my right hand down to hold on tightly to his left arm and looked back towards him. My body filling up with a wave of pleasure readying to release and managed to speak, “I… ohhh… love you too.” Suddenly I heard him lightly whimper and he increased his thrusting. The friction between us causing that wave inside of me to intensify until I came, calling out his name, “Sessho… maru… ahhhhhh!” Followed by his hoarse cry as he thrust deep inside me one last time before he slumped over me. I wrapped my arms tightly around him again, feeling him fill me with his essence as our bodies shivered and convulsed in ecstasy together.
I held on tightly to him, not letting go as we both tried to catch our breath. Panting, “That was… amazing.” Not that I had anyone to compare him to.
I felt him place a kiss on my shoulder before he nodded and lifted himself enough to turn towards me, “Yes… it was…” He shook his head, panting; “You’re the only… no one… has lit me aflame… like you do.” I smiled before he leaned in and pressed his lips on mine. His kisses soft and sweet but still held the same intensity as before. Meanwhile, he reached down and caressed my legs, stopping at my calves and tickling them, signaling to release him. I did as he asked and he ended the kiss.
When I felt him pull himself out, my body whimpered at the loss of his warmth. Then he began to climb off me but right before he completely got off, I turned him over with the strength I never knew I had and left him underneath me, looking shocked. Straddling his lower body, I looked down and gave him a mischievous look and grinned, “Now it’s my turn.”
He curled his lips up to a smile, his tone seductive, “Quite the vixen aren’t you?”
I laughed and lowered myself over him, supporting myself on his chest as I rubbed the tips of our noses together, “Only when it comes to you, my darling.” Then I leaned in and covered his lips with mine. He reached up and wrapped one hand around my neck, tangling his fingers in my hair and pulling me closer as he deepened the kiss. With the other, he began to run it across my back and shoulders, caressing them and changing hands to run them on both sides. He lowered both hands down to my sides and suddenly I felt him try to turn me over. Immediately, I pulled away and shook my head, looking into his eyes and teasing, “Uh ugh… it’s my turn to have my way with you.” Mocking his seductive tone, “And my way I shall have.” Smiling down at him.
He laughed but I felt him harden underneath me, I guess at the thought of me taking over. Chuckling, “Oh really?”
Nodding as I lowered my face near his again, smiling, “Really,” as I brushed my lips along his and pulled back.
He tilted his head to one side and looked down at my lips, his voice deepening, “What do you plan to do?”
I leaned in lower just enough for lips to hover right above his and whispered, “This…” before I reached behind and removed his hands from me. Swiftly, I moved them over his head and held them there with mine. He gasped and his amber orbs widened. Smiling, I leaned in and captured his slightly parted lips. I took advantage of the opportunity and traced the outline of his sensuous lips with the tip of my tongue before he snapped out of his shock and began to reply. I ended the kiss by slowly moving away from his lips down to his chin, kissing all around his neck and up to his ear, taking his lobe in and lightly sucking on it. He groaned and I felt him attempt to pull his arms away but I tightened my grip and he stopped. I continued my way down to his collarbone, grazing my teeth on his newly discovered sweet spot. He shivered and groaned again, I smiled against his sweet skin as I began to lower my lips down to his chest. Sliding down his body, I removed my hands from holding down his arms and brought them down, placing them over his chest. Feeling them rise and fall at the rate of his breathing, which by then, it had increased immensely. I slid them back up to his shoulders, feeling his muscles contract and relax at my touch. I ran my lips all over his chest, stopping at each of his nipples, teasing them with my tongue. He moaned and I felt him lower his arms to his sides and placed his hands on my sides, caressing them.
Suddenly, he thrust his hips upward and because of my position over him; his length rubbed against my lower lips, making a moan escape from me. I looked up at him and found him looking at me, his eyes filled with lust once again. Not breaking our link, I reached down and held onto his length, running my fingertips along the outline of it. He raised his hands up to my shoulders and moaned as he shut his eyes and lowered his head, whispering hoarsely, “Rin… I… inside…” I released him and moved down to his stomach, kissing it as I shook my head, speaking onto his skin, “Not yet.” I felt him tighten his grip on my shoulders and I swear I almost heard him whimper at my refusal. I smiled and continued my “study” of his stomach. I “researched” his stomach by kissing every muscle visible on his hard abs as I ran my hands down his sides then back up to his chest. I kept them there as I kissed my way from his bellybutton to his tummy and stopped when I reached my destination. I slid my hands down from his chest to his thighs, opening them far enough to settle myself in between them. I lowered myself to rest in between his legs and positioned myself to lean on his right thigh. I looked up and found him resting on his elbows, his lustful eyes looking at me with curiosity. I curled my lips up to a smile and raised my left hand from his thigh up to his chest and lowered it again. I moved it from his chest down to caress his tummy, then all the way down to his patch of silver hair and back up again. His eyes kept following the movement of my hand and they widened when my hand neared the patch of hair. He lightly moaned and I felt him shudder underneath me as his mouth opened to say something but I stopped him by reaching down and holding his length in my hand. He immediately closed his eyes and groaned at the sensation of my hand. But when I started moving my hand around, a loud moan escaped him.
To be honest, I really didn’t know what I was doing but his grunts and moans were enough to tell me that I was doing something right. I guess the urge and need to touch him, wanting to feel his entire body in my hands led me to do it. But then the need to taste him overcame me and led me to do something I never thought I’d do.
I looked down at my hand and couldn’t resist the urge. Lowering my head, I opened my mouth and slipped the tip in, lightly sucking on it.
It was sweet; putting to shame the best candy ever made. But it had a musky taste mixed in it as well; his unique aroma changing it to something that was beyond anything in the world or anything I’ve ever tasted in that matter.
All of a sudden, he gasped and jerked away from me. Immediately, I turned up and found him sitting up and looking down at me, an expression of shock on his face. I crawled back up and kneeled over his legs, looking into his eyes as I whispered, concerned, “I’m sorry, did I hurt you?”
He curled his lips up in a smile and shook his head, “No, it’s all right. I was just… surprised.” I smiled as I felt the concern fade away. He smiled before he reached up and wrapped his hand around my neck and pulled me in for another kiss. His kisses leaving me nearly breathless as he slid his hands down my back and placed them on my hips. I could feel his need growing by the intensity of his kiss and on his grip on my hips. Suddenly, he started to lean back on the headboard, pulling me with him and not breaking the kiss. Once he was leaning on the headboard, he ended the kiss and whispered onto my lips, “I need you.”
I moved with him as he pulled me, placing one leg on each of his sides, straddling him by sitting on his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck, looking straight into his eyes, “I’m all yours.”
He smiled before he leaned in and kissed me again. Then he lowered his hands down to my bottom and I felt him pull me up. He pulled back, our eyes locked, “Lift yourself up a bit, love.”
Nodding, “Oh ok.” I bent my knees and kneeled up just enough to feel him guiding himself into me. I looked down to where we would unite once again and turned back up to him, smiling, “I love you, Sess.”
Smiling, “And I love you.” He looked down and raised his hands back to my hips, “All right, now lower yourself again.” So I started to lower myself slowly as he whispered, “Carefully.” As I did, he closed his eyes and groaned. Once I was fully “sitting” on his lap, he opened his eyes and raised his hand to caress my cheek, shaking his head and looking concerned, “I’m not hurting you, am I Rin?”
I shook my head and smiled, “No, I’m ok.”
Well, I was a bit sore from our lovemaking beforehand I mean who wouldn’t. Especially, since it had been my first time. The second time, I did feel a light pang course through my lower body but it wasn’t a hurtful pain. It was more of a good feeling, I mean, yeah the fit was still a bit tight but it didn’t matter to me. All I knew I wanted was him and a little pain wasn’t going to stop me from getting what I wanted and from giving him what he needed as well. Like the saying goes, ‘No pain No gain.’
He smiled and pulled me in for another sweltering kiss. He pulled back and whispered; “Good but let me know if it does hurt, all right?” as he cupped my cheek and caressed it with his thumb.
Nodding, “I will, don’t worry.”
He smiled again and lowered his hand back to my hip, “Now move your hips around, like this,” as he guided me by shifting my hips with his hands. He immediately moaned and leaned his head back, whispering as he closed his eyes, “Oh God Rin…” I wasn’t sure what to do but started picking up on the rhythm he started and eventually, as I went on, I started acquiring my own. I started slowly at first and gradually moved a little faster. I leaned in and kissed him as our bodies rocked in unison once again. Our lips hardly left each other as each of us devoured each other’s sounds. His hands occasionally left my hips to caress my sides but he always returned them back down.
That time the sensations were even more intense than the first. My body filled with absolute bliss as we continued our lovemaking. The bond we had created became tighter, almost to the point where it was unbreakable as we showed each other the path to sweet heavenly ecstasy.
I started to feel the tightening feeling in my tummy again and I knew that I was very close although, I didn’t want to be the one to end first so I held back. My body occasionally arched back because of it. Moaning, “Ohhh… Sess… ugh…” During those times, I felt him support me by placing his hands on my back as he lowered his head to suckle on my breasts, making that feeling tighten even more. By then, I just couldn’t control the moans and sounds that came from me and I could tell that he felt the same. Once I straightened back up to face him, he would slide his hands back down to my hips. Then I felt him begin to tighten his grip, signaling to me that he was near his release so I began to quicken my pace even more.
I started to move fast enough to hear him moan with his eyes closed and head lifted up, resting it on the headboard. Groaning, “Ohhhh… fuck… this is… fucking gooood Rin… aghhh.”
I couldn’t hold back and giggled before I felt the waves of pleasure inside of me suddenly intensify, making me lower my head, close my eyes and tighten my grip around his neck as I savored the beautiful feelings running through me at the moment. All of a sudden, I felt him thrust his hips upward from under me in conjunction to my rhythm. That’s when I just couldn’t hold on any more and felt my wave crash. I lifted my head up and moaned as I climaxed calling his name out to the heavens as he did mine. Then he lifted his hands to my back and pulled me towards him as he wrapped his arms tightly around me, holding me close to him as he filled me with his essence once again. I rested my head on his shoulder, feeling our bodies shudder and listened to his quickened heartbeat as I tried to catch my breath.
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A few seconds later, he lowered his head and started placing feathery kisses on my shoulder and moved them up to my neck. All of a sudden, I felt a sharp pain at my neck and flinched away, “HEY.” I sat up and looked at him with my hand at my neck, finding him with a mischievous look on his face. Looking at him with a brow raised, “What was that for?” I lightly rubbed my neck and pulled it back to look at my hand trying to see if there was any blood. Luckily, there wasn’t.
He chuckled, “It’s a mark.”
I tilted my head to one side, smirking, “A mark? A mark for what?”
He laughed, “It’s my claim to you. Well, a temporary one until it fades away.”
Raising a brow, “Oh really? Sounds a bit possessive don’t you think?” He chuckled. Snickering, “Well, it’s only fair that we both lay claim don’t you agree?”
He tilted his head to one side with his lips curled into a smile, “And -how- exactly do you plan to do that?”
“Like this…” So I pushed him back onto the headboard and placed a kiss on his right breast. When I knew he wouldn’t expect it, I bit him - HARD- leaving a red purplish bite mark there. Immediately, I felt him raise his hands to my shoulders and pushed me back.
Pushing me away, “Rin, that f… it hurts…” I laughed at hearing him catching his words then backed away enough to face him again.
I started to laugh, cooing, “Awww… I’m sorry, here let me kiss it better.”
He shook his head, “Uh ugh… no way. I don’t trust you anymore.” I started to laugh again when suddenly a yawn escaped me. Chuckling, “I guess I tired you out.”
Closing my mouth, “Oh I’m sorry. What did you say?” looking back at him.
He started to laugh and lifted his hand to caress my cheek, “You need to rest, love. It’s been a long day.”
I smiled, “Not just for me but for both of us.”
He nodded and smiled, “Yes, for both of us.”
I wrapped my arms around his neck again and leaned in, resting my cheek on his shoulder as I sighed, “If we could only stay like this forever,” as I was still “sitting” on his lap.
He wrapped his arms around me, “Don’t worry, we have the rest of our lives for many more nights like this.” I nudged my head into his shoulder as he lightly rubbed his cheek on my forehead. We remained silent for a moment, just enjoying the feeling of being together in body, mind and spirit. Suddenly, I yawned again and he chuckled, “You’re falling asleep on me.” I pulled back to face him as he smiled, “Come, let’s get some sleep, we’ll feel much better in the morning,” as he tapped his finger on the tip of my nose.
I nodded and curled my lips up to a smile, “All right.” I moved back and lifted myself slowly off him, moving to one side and lying down fully on the bed and looking up at him.
He slid down, turned and rested on his right arm as he pulled the sheets over our already cooling bodies. As he pulled me closer towards him, I wrapped my arm around and rested my forehead on his chest while he brushed hair off my face and secured it behind my ear. He lowered his head and rested his chin on the top of my head; “It really has been an amazing night, hasn’t it?”
Nodding, “Yes, it has. Just like you said, it turned out all right in the end even if things didn’t go as I hoped they would.”
He placed a kiss on the top of my head, “Well, we don’t always get what we want. Life just happens to work that way. It’s what makes it worth waking up every morning, not knowing what will happen.”
I looked up at him, “But I guess we made it, didn’t we?”
He looked down at me and smiled, “Yes, I guess we did.” He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips. After the kiss, I rested my forehead back on his chest. We lay there silently, enjoying the feeling of holding each other again. When suddenly, I heard him yawn.
Giggling, I looked up at him, “I think it’s more like ‘I’ tired ‘you’ out.” He chuckled and placed a kiss on my forehead, remaining silent. But even as I tried to fight it back, there was still something that kept picking at my brain, something I knew I shouldn’t care about but just HAD to know.
As I was running my fingers up his left arm and feeling his breathing start to steady, I stopped and looked at the mark I’d left on his chest, “Sess…”
But before I even started my question he answered it for me, “No.”
I looked up at him, “No what? You didn’t even let me finish my question.”
He looked at me and shook his head, “I don’t have to hear it because I already know what you’re going to ask and my answer to it is ‘no’.”
I raised an eyebrow, “What was I going to ask? Hmm?”
“If Kagome and I became intimate. That was it wasn’t it?” I remained silent and just looked at him, slightly shocked. He’d somehow read my mind that moment but I figured that he’d learned how to predict my actions. He softened his voice and shook his head, “Rin, you shouldn’t linger in the past. Think about the future… your future… our future and let the past rest in the past. The past was what kept you where you were before, do you want to return back there?”
I lowered my head and shook it, “No.”
“I thought so. Just forget about it and get some sleep, love.” He kissed the top of my head and rested his head back on the pillow.
I remained there, wrapped in his arms, quiet and motionless as I thought about the real world as it came back to me. Afterwards, I tried to put whatever thought came into mind to the back of my head and kept it there until I finally fell asleep in his arms.
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