InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Sorrow Filled Love ❯ Darkness in the Soul ( Chapter 7 )

A/N: Hey you guys I'm sorry I took so long to update but I've been really busy and I finally have a break now. Anyways I have some really important stuff to say bout this fic. I just went through it and added a lot of stuff so I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THAT YOU REREAD IT CAUSE I DID ADD SOME STUFF THAT WILL HELP YOU UNDERSTAND LATER EVENTS IN THE FIC. Sorry for this inconvenience to all of you who just want to keep reading but hey I'm just trying to make the fic better for you guys.

 

Disclaimer: I don't and sadly never will own Inuyasha.

 

Warning: angst, sadness.

 

 

 

Chapter 7: Darkness in the Soul (Revised)

 

 

 

`How could they do this to me? I thought he loved me…did he ever care about me?'

Kagome kept running as fast as she could through the thick underbrush. She could hear Sango's calls for her to come back but she didn't care, she didn't care about anything anymore. She could practically feel her heart breaking into pieces inside her chest.

`Sango you knew…you knew what I felt for him…are you selfish enough that you would betray me for your own comfort?!'

Kagome stopped in her tracks.

“How can I think that…no wonder he doesn't love me…I'm such a terrible person.” Kagome sank to her knees, not having the strength to run any further.

Her body shuttered with every breath she took.

After a while the heart wrenching sobs died down and Kagome started to shiver from the cold.

`I need to get up and go home…I can't afford to run into a demon now… I don't have the strength to fight.'

She slowly got to her feet, swaying slightly, and started to stagger towards the well. Once there she climbed onto the sill and looked back.

“Inuyasha…”

`Should I come back?'

Kagome looked away, no longer able to hold back the flood of tears.

`I need to come back… it's my sole purpose to find and collect the shards… and that is my only purpose here…'

Kagome finally lifted her eyes to the sky above and jumped into the well, the last thing she saw was the twinkling of the stars in the velvety sky, before everything went black.

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Sango pulled her kimono back down and quickly jumped from the tree.

“Hey where are you going?”

Sango glanced back but didn't respond she just kept running in the direction she last saw Kagome go in.

`Please don't let this ruin our friendship…I'm so stupid how could I let this happen…I knew she loved him, I knew he was forbidden…but I let my emotions rule my judgment and now I'm going to lose the only friend that I have had since the death of my family.'

Sango kept running, desperately calling out to Kagome. When she finally reached the well all she saw was a cloth on the ledge of the well and nothing else.

“Oh Kagome…I'm sorry…I let you down.”

Sango sank to her knees, the white cloth clutched tightly in her trembling hands. Sango heard Inuyasha softly land behind her. She turned her head slightly.

“Inuyasha what are we going to do…she is like a sister to me… she confided in me and I…I betrayed her…with the one she loved.” Sango whispered.

Inuyasha didn't respond, he just walked up to her and sat down next to her.

Sango lowered her eyes back down to the cloth in her hands. Her thumb rubbed against the soft wool.

“I… I can't stand to hurt Kagome any more then I have…”

“It's not your fault Sango…Its mine, I should have told her about the feeling's I had for you…”

Inuyasha looked away from her. Sango turned her head to look at him, her big eyes overflowing with tears.

“I can't do this to her Inuyasha, we can't be together and don't ask me to pick between the two of you because I wont, this is why I couldn't start having feelings for you, I knew this would happen.”

“I… I didn't ask you to pick between the two of us… but you just told me that we couldn't be together… how do you think I feel… all my life I've been alone and in the last 50 years I've had so much shit to deal with… and now the one time I have the chance to be happy… the chance to…”

“Please stop it… please don't tell me… you're just making all of this harder on me,” she whispered, a sob escaping her throat.

Inuyasha got to his feet and started to walk away.

“Well when you decide let me know.” He said quietly, just before he jumped into the shadows of the night.

Sango curled up into a ball.

“Inuyasha… Kagome… how can I choose between them… what if I lose both of them…”

Sango clenched her eyes shut.

“I can't take this anymore… why do I live if life just causes me more pain?”

 

 

 

Thanks to my reviewers:

 

 

 

Shadow: lol thanks for reviewing… I'm trying to update faster but its kind of hard wit the load of homework I get everyday. But ill try to update at least once if not twice every weekend.

 

RavensFirefly17: thanks. I'm glad you like my fic. Yea I love plot twist so I'm glad you like them too.

 

Yoshikawa: thanks for reviewing, I'm glad you like Inu Sango pairings because I love them there so interesting compared to the same Inuyasha Kagome pairings.

 

Soru Skellington: I'm sorry for not updating so fast but hey I updated on the weekend so you could read it lol.

 

Santach aingeal: hey thanks for updating. I'm glad you like my fic, and plus I usually don't write review until I get to the last updated chapter when I'm reading other fics to so no prob.

 

Ranger5: hey thanks for reviewing and reading my fic. I'm glad you like it and about the Sango being sick one minute and then fine the next, well I added some things into earlier chapters so I highly recommend that you reread the fic, and its all part of an event that will happen later in the fic.

 

Shinna: well this chapter shows how Kagome reacts, I'm not going to have Miroku act so dramatic cause I don't think he is that kind of character but it will get some getting used to. Thanks for reviewing hope you keep reading.

 

ZackkBum: thanks for reviewing, I can't believe how many reviews I've gotten for this fic so early on, my other Inu Kag fic has more review but it took longer to get them because I'm on chapter 20 on that fic.

 

Z.A.G: thanks for reviewing so much I really appreciate it. Lol yea in this fic she ruined the best part hah?! Well I hope you keep reading.

 

Purplepeopleeater: thanks for reviewing. I'm glad you liked the lime I added more to it so I hope you reread the fic its not that much to reread so its not that bad. I actually like Kagome but in this fic I have to put Kagome as the bad guy I guess.

 

 

A/N: Hey you guys sorry for the short chapter again. I have a real problem with writing short chapter huh? Well ill try to update tomorrow but I can't promise anything because I'm going homecoming dress shopping. Lol anyways I hope you guys like this chapter. See Ya!

Sapphire