InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Surreptitious Love Affair ❯ Love is All I Want ( Chapter 7 )

 

 

 

A/N: Okay just a heads up, I will be letting everyone know that there will be NO rape or attempted rape scenes in this story! I read too much of those and it makes me pissed knowing what it's like to be threatened to be raped. I can't stand them and it just reminds me of my own unfortunate situation years ago. I didn't get raped, but I was threatened, in a classroom full of people no less! So there will be no such situation in my story. And as much as I hate abuse, it fits in to my story, no matter how much I loathe abuse too. So please no flames, or whatever they're called.

And another thing, this chapter will be a romantic lemon. I've only written one in one of my other stories, one that lacked any taste I'll admit. I've read more lemons in other stories and have gotten some ideas for one. My other lemon was written when I was inexperienced, so I'll try and make this one more delectable!!! I hope you like this one! Ja Ne!

 

Oh and Thanks for the few people, including ~Lunabell~ and ~lilyyasha~ for their encouraging reviews! I appreciate it so much! Arigato!

I will continue to write and hopefully gain more confidence as this story progresses. I've got a lot more ideas and the Story's not even at its' halfway point yet. This story is just a baby.

 

* I know this took longer than I said it would but at least I finally got this chapter done. I am so proud of myself for this! I am working on the next chapter as we speak, or read, or whatever, Now on with the story!*

 

 

 

 

Chapter 6: Love Is All I Want

 

 

Without saying a word, Kagome ran up through the front doors and up the stairs to her sanctuary, leaving Kaede behind. She didn't say a single word or even move as they drove from the Takada mansion. Kaede tried to coax her out of her silent shell, but to no avail.

 

When she entered her room, she slammed the wooden doors so hard that it could have been splintered if not for the thickness of them. She stomped all the way to her bathroom and then stopping at her mirror, turning to look at herself. When she left she was beautiful, flawless, and at least faking her emotions, acting happy and grand. But now, it was a different story.

 

She never looked this beaten and worn out in her life. Her hair was in a frazzle, all over the place. Her eyes looked dull and spilling silent tears down her face, On her left cheek were she was unmercifully slapped, she saw the red mark, glad that it wasn't hard enough where a bruise would develop. She couldn't say the same for her upper arms. She could see light yellow coloring, where she was held. There would definitely be bruises in the next few days.

 

She was tired; tired of being treated like a prisoner, tired of not being allowed to make her own decisions; but most importantly, tired of not having the freedom she so desperately wanted. Now that her life is being handed over from her family to another stiff looking bastard, the desire to want something, or someone grew dramatically.

Deciding that she didn't want to look hideous any longer, she turned on the faucet and proceeded to wash away the tears and the little make-up she wore. The cold water felt a little soothing at least. Afterwards, she let loose her ponytail and it fell down to her lower back. While getting her brush and brushing the tangled mess, she really took a good at herself. She didn't really know what to think anymore; hell she didn't know who she truly was. When her hair was tangle free and shining, she leaned in closer to the mirror, rubbing her eyes, trying to see is she could figure out some of the answers to her many questions. She wanted something, but what? What did she need above all else? What could help her solve her many problems.

 

 

After several minutes of just staring into her own reflection, Kagome decided to just do what she came to do: to relax in the arms of her true love, her knight in shining armor, unknowingly, the answer to all of her questions. Deciding that she needed a hot bath, she took off her undergarment and headed for her tub. As she took one last look at herself before preparing for her relaxation, she heard a few knocks on her door. Sighing, she strode across the soft carpeting of her bedroom and opening to find the one being that could chase all her fears away.

 

 

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Kaede just watched helplessly as Kagome ran up the stairs and disappeared into the house. When they got out of the limo that drove them home, Kagome just got out without a second glance to her nurse. Kaede felt that nothing she could say or do would help the pain she was currently suffering.

 

After nodding to the driver of the limo, she walked up slowly and walked into the warm house, though the current mood was anything but. She closed the one of the two wooden doors and proceeded to lock the both of them. She knew that Kagome went up to her room and would remain there for the remainder of the night. She had no doubt that what happened to her ward was atrabilious and horrifying and no amount of anything could help her. Suddenly realizing her mistake, she stopped. There was something, or rather someone who could lift her from her depression and sorrow. Deciding then and there, she altered her course to find him.

 

After a few minutes of searching, she found him, leaning against a wall, looking completely drained of energy. She had no doubt what was going on, tonight was a full moon.

Sensing her approach, Inuyasha looked up to see Kaede in the doorway, signaling him to come with her. He could sense the worry and fear in her one eye and it was cloaking her scent. He immediately strode across the room and walked alongside the old, worried nurse.

 

“Sr. Kaede, what's wrong? Why are you so nervous, so worried? Has it something to with Kagome?” Inuyasha frantically asked, sounding just as concerned as she.

 

Stopping and turning to face him, she sighed sadly. “Inuyasha, it's worse than I first thought. The party we were at where Miss Kagome was introduced to her fiancé she was looking and feeling miserable. I have a feeling that she was hurt. She didn't say a thing or even move when we arrived. I'm afraid that Miss Kagome is so depressed right now and I have no doubt that you are the only person, Inuyasha that she wants right now.”

 

Inuyasha shook his head slowly, unwilling to believe that someone had hurt her yet again. He didn't know how much more pain she could tolerate. Growling at a low volume, radiating of anger and acridity, he finally spoke.

“What did they do to her? Why does she have to continue to suffer?! I swear on all that is Kami I will fucking kill any heartless bastard that has dared to cause her pain!!”

 

By now he was growling at a higher volume and it caused Kaede to back down a little. Trying to get the rest out she continued, hoping he would listen.

“Inuyasha, you need to try and control your anger tonight. I have no doubt that you would protect Miss Kagome from any harm, but going out to kill anyone who threatens your potential mate will only cause you more trouble, especially if you're a hanyou.”

 

His growling dissipated, only to be left looking shocked and puzzled.

“Potential mate? Why would you think that Kagome is my supposed life long mate?”

 

“It's quite obvious, child. The way you look at her and the way she looks at you. The times when you would comfort her in times of need; the way she takes care of you when you're ill; and the times when you would look like you'd do anything for her. You think I don't know of these incidents? All the signs that you've shown over the years are a clear indication that you want her. And tonight's a full moon, yes? I've seen you during these times and I know how difficult is for you to control your raging hormones.”

 

Inuyasha just stood there, watching silently as Kaede talked.

 

“Well, I think you should stop standing there and go and console your future mate. And don't worry, child. Mr. and Mrs. Higurashi will not be home until late tomorrow morning. So go, I will make sure everything is what it should be for the morning upon their arrival.” Kaede informed him. She had no doubt what would probably happen tonight but she didn't concern herself with that.

 

Inuyasha would rarely thank anyone but with everything that has been said, he felt that this was one such occasion where it was needed.

Giving a little head bow, he said, with much heartfelt gratitude, “Thank you, Kaede-sama.” And with that, he ripped off towards the stairs.

 

 

Inuyasha practically flew up the stairs, wanting to get to Kagome as fast as he was able. He couldn't care less if anyone saw him, all he had on his mind right now was to try and completely erase the pain she felt. What Kaede said still rang through his mind, about her being his potential mate. He never thought that Kaede was so observant. Obviously, she was wise and knew what both he and Kagome were going through. And with tonight being a full moon, he fought the demon blood that was raging supreme tonight and always succeeded in controlling it, but tonight he wasn't so sure. A lot of questions ran through his confused mind:

`What does she really want? Will she accept me and my demon blood? With my demon screaming for a chance to get out, what will happen if I can't really control it around her? I would never be able to forgive myself if I hurt her or worse, by getting her pregnant.'

He shuddered at the last thought. If he indeed got her pregnant, would she reject it and him? Or would she live with it? So caught up with all these uncertainties that he almost didn't notice her closed bedroom doors in front of him. Even from outside he could detect her tears, surrounded by pain, confusion, anger and uncertainty. And to make things worse for him, she was in heat.

`That's just great. Not only do I have to control my demon lust, I have to control it and I know my demon blood wants to know where that familiar and enticing smell is coming from. Hell, I can't even ignore it!'

Grabbing a hard yet struggling hold on to his raging demon blood, he knocked a few times on her door, fearing for what he was getting himself into.

 

 

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When Kagome opened her door to stare into the gorgeous eyes of her hanyou, all her stress and troubles just didn't seem important anymore. Letting loose a few more tears before wiping them away, she closed the few steps between them in a flash and clung to his haori, wanting nothing more than to be in his embrace. Inuyasha could feel her anxiety melt away as she held fast to him. He immediately wrapped his arms around her waist, while one hand went up to her head. For a moment he just rested his cheek on her head before pulling back to take a look into her sparkling brown eyes.

 

Moving into the room and shutting the door behind them, Inuyasha looked down at her once again, rubbing her bare back. He could tell that she was hurt earlier, her light bruises on her arms giving it away. Every time she had another bruise, it made him more agitated and pissed. Stopping the soothing rub on her back and moving up to both her shoulders, rubbing the smooth skin with his thumbs, aware of the claws and asked rather harshly,

 

“What did that filthy bastard do to you?! I can smell him all over you! I will kill that no good son of a bitch if threatened you! So tell me, WHAT DID HE DO?!”

 

She knew his anger wasn't directed at her. She saw the pain and promise of death in his eyes and there wasn't any doubt that he would probably kill Hojou if he showed his ugly face here and she wouldn't dare stop him. She also knew that what she would say after this and what he said to her at the mansion, he would mostly likely not be held responsible for his actions.

 

She held on tighter to him before responding, “…He…grabbed me…and…” All the memories came back and were afraid to say anything else that would set him off. She knew he had a short temper, especially when she was involved and was beaten. She took many deep breaths, shaking from the pain that was caused.

“…And he…threatened that…if I don't… (Sighs)…obey him…then…” She couldn't take it anymore. At that moment, the dam broke and all her tears that she held until now just poured out. She sobbed heavily into Inuyasha's chest and she couldn't even look up.

 

He embraced her yet again, this time, with the promise of protection and vengeance. `If she can't even say it if it's that bad and she's crying her heart out because of it, then this is much more trouble than I thought.'

As they stood there in this much needed embrace, each with their own thoughts, something came over each of them, something that was desperately wanted, but what? Being this close to Kagome when she's in heat was almost too much to take. Inuyasha was indeed struggling.

 

“Inuyasha…” Kagome asked, barely heard even with his highly keen hearing.

 

“What is it, Kagome?” He responded as they pulled apart to gaze into the other's eyes.

 

“If I asked you to do something for me, would you?” She questioned, her eyes still sparkling with tears.

 

He lifted his hand to stroke her cheek, the one that was struck. “You know I would, whatever you want.” Okay, he was sounding less of himself and didn't usually say things like this but at the moment, he didn't really care, while trying to keep hold of his demon blood.

 

She covered his hand with her own, holding it to her face. “Love me.”

 

Inuyasha stared wide eyed for a moment, not believing what he just heard. By now, his demon half, with the driven instinct of only wanting to mate, was slowly rising to the surface and his human half was trying to keep control but was slowly receding due to the full moon.

He stepped back a little, still holding her, trying to hang on.

“Kagome, I-I…Why…I don't think-“

 

“Inuyasha…please?” She sadly pleaded. All she needed right now was someone who would love her and the only person who could do that was Inuyasha. She stepped towards him once more, cupping his face, looking into his eyes once more. “Look, I don't care what others say or will say. All I know is that you're the only one that can love me, Demon blood or not.”

 

He wanted to sever contact from her but couldn't. He stood where he was, looking at her, with pleading, truthful eyes. He could tell she wasn't lying, just by her scent alone. Just by staring at her, he suddenly remembered what happened to him and his mother when he was born. Just by having a half blood, she was treated mercilessly, shunned out from her own family. She was always taunted by lying with a filthy full blood and bearing an even more despicable half blood. His father, which he hardly remembers, was said to have vanished, rumors have it said that after his mother disappeared, he went after her. Being only a young pup at the time, he didn't understand what was happening. When he was taken from her, everything started to piece together and he never saw her again after that day. After that, he went from house to house, serving the masters, beaten and ridiculed constantly. But 6 years ago, he came here, only to be met by the harshest cruelest master he had come across, but with the price of serving his new master, came an angelic face that didn't even care what he was.

Jerking from his painful memories, he continued to gaze at that same face which he loved so much. He couldn't see her put through the same things his mother endured by coming with a demon. He couldn't take it when she was hurt and seeing her the way his mother was put through, would be an even more shameful burden on his shoulders. No, he couldn't do it. If she ended up pregnant, it would be another episode in his life where Inuyasha saw the one he loves get thrown out of society and teased and taunted constantly.

 

Pulling her hands from his face and holding them in his bigger hands which sprouted lethal claws, he finally answered.

“Kagome, I can't see you hurt anymore. If we did something that could have an impact on your future, we would both end up in deep trouble. My mother was put through that by having me and seeing my father. I was separated from her as a pup and everyday I wished I could have done something to stop it, but I couldn't. I don't want you suffer through the same fate and ending up like her. I can't do it. You'll only end up suffering more because of me and I don't want that.”

 

“Inuyasha, I know what you experienced at a young age and I feel sorry for you, I do, deeply. I've been through so much pain that I don't care what's what anymore. And I don't give a damn about the laws or what other people say or think! I don't care what happens as long as I'm with you and if that means more pain, or if I ended up pregnant with your child. I will fight to the death with all my will and I'll be damned if they take anything away from us, including a child, our child!”

 

She was serious. She was determined to not let anything happen to either of them. When she had her heart set on something, there was little that anyone could do to stop her. Her determination and stubbornness were the few traits that Inuyasha found that he loved about her. Even after everything's she's been through, she has a fiery spirit and the strength to trudge forward.

 

Not in a million years that Inuyasha would think this would happen. He told her what would most likely happen if they were together and she said that she didn't care. He guessed her love for him and her will to see it through overpowered everything else. Still, he couldn't see her hurt even more. What was he to do? His demon half wanted her and his human was still struggling for what little control that was left.

 

She spoke what she thought. All she said was true. She wanted him to love her but wouldn't push him. She could tell he was hesitant, struggling, confused. She could tell he was doing everything he could to keep his senses. She saw him often enough when the full moon affected him like this and she would usually keep him as calm as possible, even when turned to full demon.

 

She wanted to let him know that it was okay, that she needed, no wanted to be loved. Sure she's loved him for so long but going all the way to be with him, she still didn't know what came over her. She was engaged yes, but she won't let that ass touch her if she could avoid it. If she was going to love him the way he deserved to be loved, then she would slowly coax him out.

 

She gently pulled her hands from him and stepped a few paces back. What she was going to do next was sure to show just how much Inuyasha meant to her. She couldn't go back now and wouldn't dare. She kept eye contact with him the entire time, feeling quite sure of this. She had butterflies in her stomach for the first time in her life. She might be determined, but she was also nervous, anxious. She'd never let any man see her before but tonight, that was about to change. She reached under her right arm for the zipper that fastened her dress together. Slowly, she unzipped it until it reached the end point at her hip. Closing her eyes for a brief moment, she let go of the zipper and her dress as it slid down her form in a flash and accumulated at her feet. Standing completely bare in front of Inuyasha, she continued to stare at him, waiting for what happened next.

 

When her dress slid from her body to the ground, exposing her entire bare form, all Inuyasha could do was focus on her and his breathing stopped temporarily. To say she was beautiful was an understatement. Until now, He'd never seen any female, let alone a human, naked. She was exposing herself to him, practically begging to be ravished, loved, and worshipped because, aside from the one too many bruises on her form, which were faint but visible, even in the darkness, she'd never wanted anyone else. Taking a quick sniff, he knew instantly that she has never been touched by another male and that's when his demon begging for control came up again. Inuyasha knew that she was asking and she gave her consent, but his demon side, wanting nothing more than to take her, was getting harder and harder by the minute to contain.

 

Kagome knew what she was getting herself into. According to the lessons she learned about Inu heritage, his demon wanted nothing more than to mate her and wouldn't stop until she was worn out.

 

Since the beginning of time, Inu demons were the number one species on earth and have bred over the centuries to completely rule all other races of demons. When female Inu, or bitches, come into heat, the male Inu, or studs, would stop at nothing and would continue to breed and mount until that bitch became pregnant. But with demons, they could only, under a full moon, successfully impregnate their bitches. It just was the matter of the female's heat cycle and the moon phase. Somehow, during a full moon, A demon's raging instinct to mate overpowers their other senses and then and only then could a stud successfully mount, over many times a night, and wear her out until she got pregnant.

 

Unlike full bloods, half bloods, like Inuyasha, could impregnate a female during three moon phases. The new moon, in which the hanyou turns completely human and his demon blood lay dormant for the night and could produce human children, The second phase, the half moon, all though not as bad as the full moon, their human blood completely recedes and half of their demon blood takes over, in which case another half blood would be conceived, and the full moon, when the half demon completely turns into a full demon and all human conscience blocked out, is the toughest one of all. Even with being half of a demon, when they turn full demon, they can be as tough, ruthless and out of control as any other demon and a full demon baby would be conceived. No one knows why this happens to hanyous, it's just another mystery of their world.

Unlike most of the demon species, Inu only ever breed with one partner all their lives. Whenever any stud's bitch is threatened when pregnant with their pups, the stud would stop at nothing to protect her and will stay and care for both her and his pups when born. Inu are completely protective of their own packs, as are other species of Ookami and Neko, but Inu are the most known as the most devoted and caring.

 

 

 

She continued to stand in front of him, waiting for his next move. Her heartbeat increased as more time passed between them. The distant sounds of grandfather clocks echoed throughout the house, signaling the midnight hour. The light of the full moon shone through the window behind her, causing the room to be engulfed in a pale, glowing light. Inuyasha had his head down now, breathing slowly, as if something was consuming him. She thought that his demon had now complete control and then her suspicions were proved true: Inuyasha was a full blooded demon, like his ancestors. He snapped his head up, startling Kagome. But when she looked into his eyes, which were now blood red, his usual golden gaze now dark, she didn't see a monster. She saw the love and passion in his gaze. She knew he would never hurt her under any circumstance or in any form and apparently the demon Inuyasha recognized her, as his bitch, his mate, his lover. Usually that is the case when Inu studs want an Inu bitch as a mate. Sure they were driven to impregnate them, especially when they were in heat, but during and after the coupling, the stud would make sure that his new mate was alright, wanting to make her as comfortable as possible.

 

Kagome wanted to question him but didn't say a word. Inuyasha was looking all over her, up and down her body. She didn't have the best body in the world, but Inuyasha didn't seem to mind. He had a lustful smirk on his face, meaning that he definitely wanted her. Knowing that he wouldn't cause her harm, she walked slowly to him. When she was right against him, she fearlessly cupped his cheek, encouraging him even more. Demon Inuyasha swiftly had his hands underneath her arms, going up and down her sides, sending pleasurable shivers down her spine. Even though his human side was temporarily absent, he could still talk, but his voice was rougher yet still loving towards her.

 

“My bitch” He said, while his hands were now roaming over her body, still a little aware of her fading bruises. Apparently he was taking his time, despite the agony, but if he wanted her just as much as she wanted him, he didn't want to hurt her and let her decide when she was ready.

 

“Yes, your bitch, always.” She whispered, while trying to control the countless amounts of shivers and the erratic beating of her heart. She was enjoying this immensely and could hardly control her racing emotions. She nearly lost it when one his hands, now with claws nearly three inches in length but still gentle with her and her frail body, was dangerously close to her center. No doubt he could smell her innocence and wanting to claim it. She could tell he was holding back for her sake and she was grateful, but if they wanted to get somewhere, she was going to make the first move, so, she stood on her toes and connected her lips with his.

 

As soon as they made contact, it was going to get heated fast. Even though Inuyasha had never been with a female before, much less making love to her, his natural instincts kicked in, ones that was there since the beginning of time. At first, it was slow, passionate kissing. Neither was complaining though. Kagome wrapped her arms around his neck for better support, while Inuyasha supported her head and her lower back. Cautious of his elongated fangs, he made the kiss more and more heated. Despite being a full blooded demon now, he was still being as gentle as possible. Kagome pulled him deeper into her mouth, wanting more of him. As the kiss got deeper and deeper, he started to get bolder, sensing the longing in his future mate, he started to push her back towards the bed, while never severing the contact.

Kagome had never had these feelings before. It was like she was floating in a mystical sky, going on and on and never falling. Whenever he touched her, those pleasant shivers got more and more intense and the beating of her heart didn't cease as long as she was in his arms. She felt like her blood was going to where her center was, pooling there. She could also feel her breasts swell, meaning she was highly aroused.

Inuyasha was starting to lose control as they hit the edge of the bed, with Kagome below him. Subconsciously, she closed the non transparent bed curtain and Thank Kami that she insisted them in the first place. Getting readjusted, and now having her where he wanted her, broke the kiss for some much required air. Since she was human, he knew to be careful. Kissing and nuzzling her jaw, throat and shoulders, and finding that she was particularly sensitive below her neck, he continued his journey down her body, relying on instincts and smell.

 

Having her eyes closed while he gave her body attention, she couldn't see where he was headed but she got her answer when she felt his claws on her highly sensitive breasts. She was starting to pant heavily now and started to moan in satisfaction. Demon Inuyasha smirked, having found yet another area to pleasure her. Inu studs usually when they mate for the first time, before they claim them, they pleasure them up to the point where they could hardly take it and finding where they enjoy being pleasured. He felt her starting to thrash but quickly stopped her with her wrists pinned to the bed. He wanted to see just how sensitive her breasts were and how much she writhed in painful ecstasy. Taking a long lick over her nipple, she was squirming, begging, moaning and kicking out in a millisecond. Finding the answer to his question, he gave the same nipple some much needed attention. After a few minutes he sought after the other, giving it the same treatment. She was moaning louder and he could smell clearly how aroused she was at this point.

After torturing her sore and tender chest, he nipped and licked his way down to where the source of her heat was emanating. Stopping at her legs he rested his hands on her thighs, he felt her tense. Looking into her face, he saw her sweating, hair across the pillow, eyes half closed. After a few seconds she looked down at him, knowing exactly where he was at and what he sought after. Slowly she spread her legs apart so that all of her was exposed to her hanyou-turned-demon. She could tell he was just as aroused as she, glancing briefly down to where she was sure she could see an erection. She blushed, wondering what exactly awaited her.

At last Inuyasha was at the source of her arousal and he knew that he was going to be making his bitch moan and groan louder than ever before. Making sure that she won't close her legs, he kept his hands on her inner thighs, which were also getting highly sensitive. She was wet and getting wetter and he knew what to do. Diving head first, his tongue made contact and tasted that delicious scent that was torturing him all night long.

 

He found that this was going to be one his favorite ways to pleasure her to the point of insanity. As expected, she was screaming and moaning while bucking at his attentions at her core. It was a good thing all doors in the house were sound proof to anyone, including demons; otherwise anyone could wander in to see what the commotion was. Kagome could hardly take the pain anymore and was begging for him to continue. The longer his tongue was in her, the more she started to shake, signaling the oncoming orgasm. She started to have muscle spasms and with Inuyasha hitting that certain spot which usually activates orgasm and hitting it very well and her inner walls opening and tightening around the foreign object, it wasn't too long when her first orgasm came. Inuyasha was pleased when he made his bitch come, lapping and drinking the juices that poured out.

Kagome was almost out of breath. She never knew that something like that could ever feel so…so fantastic. She was still in the aftershocks of her orgasm and she wasn't regretting any minute of this. Sure Inuyasha was full demon at the moment and would revert to his usual form by morning, but she was thinking about what was to come and she knew that it was going to throw her off the edge, just like with her orgasm. She made the right choice in joining with Inuyasha tonight and she loved every minute of it.

 

Drawing a shaky breath, she looked upon her lover, which was still cleaning her. She cleared her throat to catch his attention.

“Wow, Inuyasha. That was…one of the most…incredible…feelings…I've ever experienced.”

 

Male pride took over his features and he gazed lovingly at her.

“Did bitch like what stud is doing?” He questioned. He could form only simple sentences and speaking in human tongue what an Inu stud would usually say in the Inu language.

 

“Yes. Bitch liked very much what stud is doing.” She breathed back. She figured that she would communicate back in simple words so that he understood. His eyes were still red and full of lust but also full of concern.

 

 

 

Now that Demon Inuyasha pleasured his bitch, he wasted no time in removing his own clothing and soon was kneeling before her in all his glory. They say that it hurt a girl their first time around and they weren't kidding! Kagome sat up on her elbows and stared surprisingly at how huge he was. Then again she should have known that demon males were always bigger than ordinary humans and Inuyasha was no exception. She sat up so she was in a kneeling position in front of him, waiting for what he said next.

 

“Mate submit.” He commanded. She knew what to do. Any male in a demon relationship was the dominate one and she would do directly as he said. Males always liked to have power over the female and Inu was a prime example. Kagome knew that she had to submit and wouldn't disobey her future mate. In a way, she felt like she wanted to submit to him. After years of submitting to human masters, this was one time where he was not submitting to anyone and she knew he felt great pride and power in being the dominant one for a while.

Nodding her head, she turned around and got into the position with her hands planted on the bed. She was getting a little nervous because her innocence was about to be taken but it settled her fears some that she was losing it with whom she loved. She felt her body shaking, anticipating for what was about to happen. Inuyasha must have felt her uneasiness because she felt him nuzzling her back and moving forward to caress her neck. She suddenly felt calmer and her body became lax. He was reassuring her, comforting her, trying to tell her not worry, nothing is going to happen to her.

 

After sensing that she was more relaxed, Inuyasha moved behind her, mounted her and gently eased his way in. He heard the gasp coming from her and the smell of tears so he stopped for a brief moment, gently soothing her with kisses down her back.

 

Kagome tried not to cry but with the pain of his manhood entering her and stretching her insides, it was painful. His soft kisses down her back eased her pain. Holding fast, she felt him push even further into her hot, wet passage until he hit her hymen. She knew from this point on, that she would no longer be a virgin, but a mate to an Inu hanyou.

 

Reaching her barrier, he knew instinctively to break through it but it caused pain for the female. Stroking her hips for extra comfort and seeing her breath in and out, preparing for the oncoming discomfort. He knew she trusted him and she would never hurt or betray him. He felt that in her being, in her soul. With that added insurance, he pulled out slowly and swiftly entered again, this time breaking her barrier and claiming her and her virginity. He stopped once again, concerned with the well being of his bitch. Gripping her hips after more soothing gestures, He then proceeded to move in and out of her, going increasingly faster once he was sure that she was comfortable enough for him.

 

Kagome was in pain at first but quickly adjusted to her mate sheathed inside her from behind. She was sweating more profusely now and breathing in short, uneven gasps. The more Inuyasha continued to move faster in her the more she craved the feeling. After she was sure that she recovered from the temporary pain, she begged him to go harder and faster in breathless pants. She was surprised that she could say anything coherent. But after she felt him pounding into her at a pace that she couldn't match, she continued to moan and scream louder the more time he was inside her. With little rational thought she had left, she prayed to the Kamis that this would never end.

 

Demon Inuyasha was starting to sweat but not as badly as Kagome. He had more strength and stamina and could go on all night, which he planned, but with the pace he was setting, she would wear out before the dawning of the new day. He could hear her silent pleas for more and he obliged. Yes, he was the dominant one but he would respond to his mates' wishes for more. He didn't sense her blood until now and didn't concern himself with it because she was in her heat cycle. Knowing from the start that she would most likely end up pregnant after tonight, he would resolve to not be too rough with her. With even more power, he continued to pound into her faster and harder than ever. He was aware she was human but she didn't show any signs of discomfort, in fact, he was surprised that she was lasting as long as he was but would exhaust herself way before he did.

 

Kagome was in a sea of ecstasy. Not long after he was going faster and harder than she thought was possible, she felt her inner walls clamping down on him and when he hit the known G-spot that women have, all rational thoughts and conscience flew out the window and screamed even louder than before. She felt Inuyasha grip harder on her hips as he was close as well. Every once in a while he growled in satisfaction and it made her smile knowing that Inuyasha was happy and completely content with her.

 

Feeling that he was close, with the tightening of his testicles and with Kagome's walls tightening around his extremely hard cock, Inuyasha was growling even louder and was on the verge of howling. She wasn't the only one enjoying their intimacy. He was really enjoying it! Like Kagome, Inuyasha thought, within a rational part of his nearly consumed desire mind, that there was barely anything that could compare with this. Pounding into his bitch was a nearly overwhelming feeling that he would never forget and would continue to do it, if an occasion such as this one presents itself again.

 

With a few more pushes into her, both Kagome and Inuyasha came together, drowning out each other's cries of pure pleasure. Inuyasha howled as he emptied his seed into her womb with Kagome, now completely out of breath with her pounding heartbeat which she could feel, with energy completely drained, her arms collapsed and she fell onto the bed. After nearly 5 minutes of pouring his semen into her and sensing her total exhaustion, Inuyasha removed himself from her and immediately went into the role of taking care of his tired mate.

After such an experience, Kagome was worn out. Trying to catch her breath and going in and out of consciousness, the next thing she knew was that she was covered with her blankets. She snuggled into them and got into a relaxing position for the night. She sensed Inuyasha behind her, making sure nothing would interrupt her during the night.

Inuyasha moved her into her bed and made sure she was alright. He would also make certain nothing would make his new mate uncomfortable in anyway during her sleep. He wore her out and she would need time to recover. He then got under the cool sheets with her, bringing her sweaty back to his equally sweaty chest but with the cool air of the night brought in by the window that was one third of the way open, it wouldn't be long before they were cool again. He wrapped his muscular arm around her tiny waist and resting his head against hers, he would nuzzle her until she fell asleep.

 

Feeling safe and content with Inuyasha beside her, Kagome snuggled against him, bringing her free arm to gently rub his arm and shoulder, hoping that would get him to sleep with her. Even with extra strength and speed, Inuyasha still needed time to recuperate from their mating as did she. Finally unable to hold off sleep any longer, she dropped her arm and placed her hand over his, muttering a barely audible, “I Love you…Inuyasha” before slumber overtook her.

Inuyasha saw her eyes close and finally falling asleep but not before saying that she loved him. Kissing her shoulder and finally resting, with most of his raging hormones to breed gone, even being full demon until daybreak, he was able to whisper “I Love you, Kagome” before joining her in the land of sleep.