InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Vampire's Love ❯ Not alone after all ( Chapter 16 )

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To my reader: Hey everyone I am glad to see you enjoying the chapters, and like the last two this one is unedited I hope that's ok. Any way I wanted to say I thought this story could end in one more chapter but it might possible be two more because I really wanted to put this scene it and know it's not the lemon but I promise there will be one lol. Well please feel free to email me with comments and oh yeah please review.

Oh I would like to think some one who brought it to my attention even though I have lost your name. I made it seem in early chapters that Kagome would prefer to die then to become a demon that is not the case and I hope this chapter helps everyone understand that, and I want to think the person who brought that up because I had not realized it how it sounded. Thank you so much.

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CH.16 " Not alone after all."

Kagome

I stood staring out into the misty darkness surrounding Sesshoumaru castle it had been two days since I had been given my choices I would have until the morning to decide my own fate. I felt like laughing I really did. I could live and be alone and watch the one I love walk away. Because I knew deep down he would not want me, not unless I stayed pure. I thought more then once to just ask him, but I was afraid to know the truth. I could always mate with the dark-one but I knew I could never mate someone I did not love. I did not know if I could even love him. I felt like crying yet again but the tears would not fall. Maybe I had final cried my self out. I knew I wanted to live, but yet I did not want to live this life alone not when I could not go back to my family.

I clinched my already white fist even tighter. I screamed my pain not caring who would hear me. I had always taken it for granted my purity, my being human. To be honest it was not the turning demon that bothered me it was knowing I would be forever alone with my heart given to one that could never love me.

Sesshoumaru

I listened as I heard Kagome scream. I felt her pain her fear in that one single scream it was enough to almost completely bust the ice around my heart that had already started to crack because of her. I turn my golden eyes back to the full moon I knew my half brother would soon go to her because this was his human night, or maybe he would stay with the dark one servant. I felt a slight pang of one most would call jealousy as I thought of the hanyou going to Kagome the Miko I realized that was capable of breaking the ice around my heart.

I jumped from my window down to hers. I watched her black silky hair flow behind her as I hid in the shadows. I walked slowly out and watched her eyes widen I heard her pulse kick up. I had always been one who could control myself it was something I always prided my self on. But the Miko had a way that made me want to lose that iron control. I smelt her sweet scent and pulled her into my arms, as I heard her gasp. I knew this was where she belonged whether she be human or even a dark-one.

Kagome

I felt his arms slide around. I felt his strength down to my core. I then felt the tears start that would not come earlier but now they ran in rivers down my cheeks. I buried my head into his chest. I slide my arms gentle around his torso feeling his heart beat pick up as mine did. I knew then I had to admit my fears even if he answered them with the answer that would destroy my already breaking heart. I knew then I had to know.

" Sesshoumaru…"

I felt his eyes look down to me but yet I was afraid to look back up at him.

" I want to ask you something…"

I felt his body tense but it was nothing compared to the way my heart beat in my chest at the fear of his rejection.

" Miko what is you are going to ask speak.."

" Sesshoumaru would you I mean I know you have not ask but if I became a dark-one could you…"

I realized then I was stupid to even ask what could make me even think he could possible ask me to be him mate either way it went he could not stand what I was, but I knew I still had to ask.

" Would you or could you love me…"

There I said it. I felt the heat creep it's way into my cheeks. I was so afraid more afraid then I had ever been. Even when facing Narku I had never been this afraid, because my heart was now on the line.

Sesshoumaru

I started down at the Miko. I felt knew respect build it's way into my heart. At hearing her question. I knew then that I would except her no matter what she became because I had found my mate the one I was meant to love.

Everyone thought that my heart was nothing but ice but I knew that the moment I found the right female to be my mate she would know my heart was not ice, and I knew then I would show this Miko how warm my heart could be.

Kagome

I felt his silence as my heart broke. I knew then that I had done the wrong thing, but down deep at least I knew.

" Sesshoumaru I am sorry I should not have ask but I needed, wanted to know."

I felt his hands slide down my cheek .

" Kagome look at me."

I slowly raised my head as my heart pounded in my chest. Something in his voice gave me hope, hope that just maybe he could love me.

" Kagome, if the reason you are going to say no and die because I would not except you as my mate."

I felt the tears start to fall realizing he did not want me it hurt like hell.

" Kagome do not cry, you do not need to fear that I do not wish you to be my mate."

I felt the tears disappear as if they had never been there, as a smile slide across my still dry lips.

" Miko I chose you as my mate the day I found you and brought you here, because if I had not you would not be here now." " After Reish bites you I will finish it and mark you as mine."

I looked into his golden eyes and smiled my first true smile since this had all started. Knowing that I had his love I knew I could easily except becoming a dark-one. I felt his lips land on mine as fire shot through my body. I slide my hands up his muscled chest and around his neck and into his long white silky hair.

I felt his tongue glide around my lips seeking entrance into my warmth. I opened willing to allow him the entrance he sought. I felt the moan leave my lips as his tongue met mine. I felt his lips leave mine and glide across my face and down to the hollow spot on the left side of my kneck where my heart beat eractically. I felt his whisper as his tongue glide over that spot.

" This is where I will mark you as mine and then you will be my mate, tomorrow night I will make you mine in ever since of the word."

I closed my eyes feeling the heat of his kisses glide through me but yet I knew he would not take me this night but soon very soon. I smiled as I felt his kisses stop and felt his eyes look down into mine.

" In my heart Miko you are already my mate, but I need to know will you go through with the biting tomorrow so we can make this union complete. I hate to see you have to let him touch you again but it must be done."

I knew my answer before it left my lips.

" Sesshoumaru the only reason I said no before was because I feared being alone knowing I could not ever see my family again, but now I know I will always have you by my side. Even though I will miss my family dearly I will now have you and you love. Yes Sesshoumaru I will allow him to finish what he started and then we can be together."

I felt his smile as he kissed me lightly on the lips.

" Then I will see you in the morning to tell you what will happen and soon we will be together."