InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Addicted Confessions ❯ Confessions Of A Hanyou ( Chapter 5 )

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Addicted Confessions




Chapter V: Confessions Of A Hanyou



"What?!!" She rubbed her temples. "Are you serious?"


"As a heartattack, babe."


He's an addict?! Kagome thought as she sat down on the chaise lounge. "So, you are an addict?" Kagome said slightly turning her face into a digusted look.

InuYasha noticed the certain change in her face and her aura. He suddenly began to see what she really was? "Is there a problem?" He asked hoping that she wasn't like the others.

"I just thought you were...better than this." She said plainly.

"So, what are you saying?" InuYasha said, his eyes turning cold.

"Nothing, really. It's just I'd expected...nevermind.

InuYasha growled low in his throat. She was like the others. Judging before they even knew shit. Alright since she wants to play this."Let's get started, shall we?" InuYasha said as he sat in the chair across from the lounge.
He crossed his legs. "So, let's start with your childhood. How did you become such a stuck up?"InuYasha said as he feigned like he was the shrink.

"What? Are you suppose to be counseling me, now?" Kagome said.

"Why not? Cause you sure ain't telling me shit that a pretty little stuck up like you don’t understand."

"I am not stuck up." Kagome said straigtening out her suit. "You don't know the half of me."

"Feh and like you do." InuYasha said.

"I've delt with your kind and....."

InuYasha shot up from his chair making Kagome jump a little. "My kind?! What the hell is my kind." He said angrily.

"I didn't mean it that way...I just..."

"Oh, save it, doc. I know your kind. You finally showed your true colors. I hoped that you would be different from the others, but you're all alike." InuYasha folded his arms and stared at the wall that was adorned with honors and plaques of achievement.

"And how is that?" Kagome said smoothly trying to use a more calm method. A method that would maybe soothe him.

"You all hide behind your honors and awards, thinking you're better than everybody else. You look at "my kind" like the scum of the earth." He shook his head and sighed. "Just like my brother."

"So, is your brother the problem? How do you feel about not having a regular relationship with him? Do you crave attention from him?"

"Hey, don't use that psycho babble on me! Because of my brother, I know when I being fucked with." He said snidely.

"Hey...I am not trying to fuck with....I mean I am not trying to mess with you. I'm just trying to help out."

"Oh, bitch you're just looking for a paycheck. Shit, and maybe if you fuck my brother, you might just getting a fucking raise, right?".

"That's absurd, Mr. Taisho. I can't believe the hostility between us. We need to get on better ground."

"You want better ground, eh? Better ground would be for you and my brother to just fuck off!" He yelled in her face.

Kagome became very afraid at the hanyou's outraged behavior. "Are you...high?"She asked seriously.

"High?! What? Do I have to be high to yell at you? Well, newsflash, I've been clean for a month now. And heroin addicts don't yell like this. Hell, we'll be lucky to get through a whole sentence before stopping. It's not being one drugs is what's making me angry." He said as he plopped down on the chair.

"A month? Not bad."

"I ain't no junkie, sweetheart. Dope...just...it just takes me away from the shame of my life."

"What is there to be ashamed of? You have a loving mother and father with a huge amount of money."

InuYash laughed so hollow that the humor was lost. "Loving?! You’re right about the money part, but money can't buy happiness." He sighed as he pulled out a cigarette from his pocket. "You mind?" He said as she stuck it in his mouth.

"Yes, that's true. Money doesn't buy happiness. So, are you doing drugs because your family doesn't love you? And yes, I do mind....I'm allergic."

"Fine." He said as he stuffed the fag into his pocket.

"You didn't answer my question, Mr. Taisho."

"And why the hell should I! I don't owe shit to you and for your info, it ain't my family. It's bigger than that?"

"Bigger than family? Please enlighten me." Kagome said smoothly.

"It was a lady that fucked me up real bad. Brought me to this world and despite her betrayal I lo....” InuYasha stopped his sentence as he looked at the face on Kagome.

“Please continue with this lady you’re speaking of.” She said smoothly.

“Here you go with that shit again. Stop, lady. You're wasting time. Why can't you doctors understand that ya can't help me. You can’t pick up somebody that's fallen beyond your reach."

"We are stretching though. And if I "us" doctors are wasting our time how come you were able to stay clean for three years."

"Hey, don't patronize me and the reason you're wasting your time is because I stayed clean for three years yet, why am I here....in this chair....talking to you."

"That's exactly what we are trying to figure out."

"Who the fuck is this "we" shit. Are you talking about my brother because that fuckoff ain't done shit for me? All he did was make my life a living hell."

"Maybe he's trying to help and you just won't let him."

"I've been letting him most of my life, but he ain't accepting it. You just don't know our childhood together."

"Than tell me." Kagome said crossing her legs.

"Bitch, I don't know you. I don't need to tell you personal things about my life."

"Why not?"

"Didn't you hear me? I said, bitch, I don't know you. Therefore, I aint telling you jack shit."

"Fine. Don't. How about I tell you about my childhood? Would that make you feel better? If I trust in you, will you trust in me?"

"Now see, bitch, that isn't going to work. First off, I don't want to hear about your boring, brady bunch life. Second off, I'm still aint telling you nothing."

"My life isn't boring." Kagome defended. "My life was harder than you think."

"Oh, right Marcia."

"I'm serious. Money wasn’t thrown to my feet. I had to work every single damn day of my life to get where I am at. And there is no spoiled, rich junkie that will tell me otherwise." Kagome ended herself in heavy breaths. She shook her head as she straightened her jacket. "I'm quite sorry...um...I was way out of line there."

InuYasha stared at her for a moment as it was dead silent before all that was heard was clapping from the rough hands of a hanyou. "Wow, didn't know there was an actual bitch under all of them corporate clothes. You really taught me a lesson, fire marshall bill.” InuYasha said sarcastically.

“InuYasha, this isn’t funny. This is real. Real life. Real problems.”

“The only problem I see is you guys telling me that I have one. I know I’m fucked up, so let me just be fucked up on my own. Excuse me I have to go.” InuYasha said getting up.

“But we have ten more minutes.” Kagome said hurriedly jumping off the lounge.

“How about you use the time to take the broomstick from out your ass.” He said as he slammed the door.

“Damn.” Kagome whispered as she plopped on the chaise lounge.




InuYasha grumbled and stomped down the halls until he reached the door of his brother. He barged in as he saw him working on files.

“What the fuck makes you think you can barge into my office like this.” The Youkai raged.

“You know what? You can have that stuck up bitch you call a psychiatrist. She ain’t good for nothing.” He said then left out of the office slamming the door leaving Sesshomaru dumbfounded What is he blabbing about?

InuYasha took out his cigarette as he lit it up and gave it a quick puff. “Damn, she almost had me. She almost had me tell her everything.”

“Still smoking I see?”

InuYasha whipped his head around to a low voice that could only belong to his father. “Dad, what are you doing here? I thought you were in Fukushima.”

“Yes, but I came to see what you have done to embarrass our family name.”

“Embarrass?! Feh. Is mom with you?”

“No, she’s still in Fukushima.”

“Yeah, keep her in the dark while you go off and fuck Sess’s mom.”

“Boy, don’t you use that tone with me and you respect me.” He rumbled as his amber eyes turned into cold topaz.

“Yeah, whatever just make sure she doesn’t make another one like the jerkwad in that office.” InuYasha said as he walked off and brushed passed his old man.

“InuYasha, don’t you walk away from me! InuYasha?!” He yelled but his youngest son was long gone down the hallways. InuTaisho ran his finely aged hand down his long plantinum locks. He straightened out his black Armani suit before he walked into his eldest son’s office. “Sesshomaru, how are you?” He greeted.

Sesshomaru stood up straight, shocked at his father’s arrival. “Father, what brings you?”

“You know damn well that your brother is the reason. Izayoi is crying her eyes out about him and it’s making me look bad. Sesshomaru, my eldest son, I need you to handle this because media is talking.”

“Sure thing, father. How about I treat you to a nice dinner at your favorite restaurant?”

He nodded. “That would be nice.” InuTaisho said as he watched his son walk towards the door escorting him out.

He bumped into a small frame with ebony locks. “I’m sorry, mam.”

“Now, it was my fault.” Kagome softly said as she looked up into the eyes of a man that held great power and she knew from his stare that he did.

“My, my is this what is working under you, son. How can you contain yourself? What’s your name?”

“Doctor Kagome Higurashi.” She said softly.

“Doctor?” InuTaisho said in a voice of approval. “Such a pretty doctor you are.” He said caressing her jaw.

Kagome blushed at the affection from the powerful Inu-Youkai then watched Sesshomaru’s glare. “Um...thanks.”

Sesshomaru knew his father was a womanizer. Despite his marriage to Izayoi, he still fucked anything that walked including his mother.

“Well, me and Sesshomaru were going out to eat and it would do me the honors of bringing such a beautiful being as yourself.”

“I wish I could but I have to work. I have a client in five minutes.”

“Nonsense get someone else to do it. How about....the Miratsu woman...she’s a worthy one to put to work. Aaah, and speak of the ningen....." He said as he spotted her walking down the halls.

"Miratsu?! Come." Her commanded and Rin inwardly cringed at the egostical man calling her.

"Master InuTaisho. How wonderful to see you here." She said bowing, hating to be submissive to the jerk.

"Yes, yes, I still see you have the hips of pregnant woman. Such curves on a short petite girl as yourself is unusual. Unlike Dr. Kagome here, whose body have perfect structure."

Rin held every power in her body to not snap and lash at him. She looked over to Sesshomaru who just watched dumbly as his father tore her down. He always just sit there and watch. For a man that is so powerful to be a complete wimp is shocking to me.

Sesshomaru looked at the way his father verbally abused Rin and it hurt him, but he couldn't speak against his father even though the things he was saying were completely wrong.

"Well, enough of the obvious." Inu-Taisho said as he clapped his hands together. "The real reason I called was because I'd like for you to cover for Dr. Kagome here because I'm going to take her out to eat."

"Sure, Master Inu-Taisho." Rin said pasting on a fake smile.

"Thanks, and I'll bring you doggy bag." He said and Rin maliciously watched the king of male testosterone at it's worst, the man of her dreams, and the girl who was stealing him walk out of the door leaving her alone in the hall. "Damn." Rin said as tears began to gather at her eyes.



InuYasha watched the whole thing with Rin and couldn't help but feel sorry for her. She was a good person and deserved better. When he first came he was young and dumb and she helped him through it. Not his brother or the fancy doctors. It was her.


"Rin?"

Rin whipped her head around only to be faced with the eyes that mirrored the sunset itself.

"I'm here for you."

That's all she wanted to hear. That's all she needed. Was for someone to be there for her and want her. Rin didn't know what happened, but she all but threw herself at the young hanyou and captured his lips in hers.

InuYasha was shocked at first, but who was he to refuse her in her time of need. He said he'd be there for her and he would. He embraced her small petite waist in his arms and returned the kiss she so happily gave.




"Dad, I forgot my wallet." Sesshomaru said as the trio reached the Phantom.

"It's quite alright, son. I will have no problem paying."

"Yeah, but I want to treat you." He said as he walked back to the clinic. Sesshomaru's wallet was in his pocket, but the real reason he wanted to go back was to apologize to Rin. She didn't deserve the lashing she got. He hated himself that he couldn't say this to his father, but what was he to do? He reached the door and before he opened it he looked through the slender rectangular windows of the door and saw Rin and his little brotther kissing. Sesshomaru wasn't sure what came over him, but he was sure it was jealously, but quickly shook that off. He growled low as he stormed back to the parking lot. He was furious and didn't know why. Sesshomaru didn't want to admit the feelings he had for the small doctor he became attatched to. If that's her true desire..... He couldn't believe the many emotions that racked him.

“Son, did you find your wallet?”

“Yeah.” He said as she walked over to the car and got in. “Well, let’s go.” His father said as he drove off.


A man of my stature shouldn’t be so enraged that my Rin.....Rin....is kissing my little brother. I have a perfectly beautiful woman to the right of me. Sesshomaru shook his head of thoughts as he looked over to the smiling pychiatrist as he grabbed her hand and squeezed it. “We’re going to have a great time, Kagome.” He said purposely using her first name only to ensure his meaning.
“Watch you’ll see.”



A/n: Another chap. It’s a little slow and I really wanted to show Miroku’s secret, but I guess you guys have to wait.