InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ An Unscripted Secret ❯ Sexuality ( Chapter 4 )

 

Disclaimer: I love the only Inuyasha related thing I own. My cute little chibi inu key-chain which lives out its happy life on my iPod making fashion statements everywhere (Ha! Take that Parris Hilton! You want something hot? Then look at my iPod cuz it's so cute and knows how to accessorize.)

 

 

 

 

 

An Unscripted Secret

By Lil6ter

 

 

 

 

 

“You lo…look fine.” She stammered, backing up in response to his forward advances.

 

“Just fine?” he asked after he had backed her up against a wall quite literally, tilting his head so that his lips were almost brushing hers.

 

“N…no. Better then fine.” She had never been this red in her entire life! No man had ever acted like this around her, and to say that she hated it would be a lie. To say that she loved it was an understatement. To say that she craved it and was addicted to it would have been a half-truth.

 

“Good,” he growled before he started leaning down to try and capture her lips. He never made it because she put a hand on his chest and pushed him back slightly.

 

“Maybe we should set up that twister mat now?”

 

His smirk told her of her impending doom.

 

“I think that I already have,” he whispered, bringing her flush against him.

 

 

Chapter 4

 

 

 

His lips met hers in a clash of thunder and lightning, sparking something within her that she had never known about. His lips were fierce and powerful, inspiring feelings in her that she had only thought she could get when she was writing about her Sesshomaru. His arms wrapped around her back, pulling her flush against him as he started to rub her back in small circles to get her to relax. She was so tense, and that was not a good thing. He moved his lips against hers, and soon she was putty in his hands. He parted her lips with his tongue, asking for entrance from her. She granted him what he wanted and soon she felt her knees go weak from what he was doing to her.

 

He broke away from her to let her breathe as he started to trail his lips down her neck to the juncture of her shoulder where he began to suck at her flesh, grazing it with his fangs. Her breath was coming out in uneasy puffs as he trailed back up her neck in search of her lips again. They were firm and brutal against hers, making her moan into him. He was making her senses over load from the feelings that he was instilling in her, and if they did not stop soon, she was not sure what she would do.

 

She gently rested her hand upon his shoulders before she pushed, getting him to break away from her lips and back away from her some.

 

“You…shirt…on…now.” She panted, and she could she the disappointment in his eyes, though he did obey.

 

She wrapped her arms around herself trying to ward off the feelings going through her body.

 

Maybe it was a bad idea inviting him over, but she wanted to spend time with him and she did not want him to think that she was avoiding him. She rubbed the heels of her hands against her eyes before she walked forward to the middle of the room.

 

“So,” he started, “I am not really in the mood for twister, and you do not seem to be in the mood for what I am in the mood for, so what would you like to do as long as I am spending the night here?”

 

She bit her lip at his words. There really wasn't a back up plan.

 

“I don't know. Do you just want to talk?” she personally like that idea, that way she could try and find out what was wrong with him earlier.

 

“Talk? Sure. Let's start with why you don't like clubbing,” he asked as he crossed his arms over his now clothed chest.

 

Things were certainly not going according to plan at all.

 

“Dunno.”

 

“I think you do.” He told her sharply. “There is nothing wrong with clubbing.”

 

“For you,” she quickly agreed. “You fit in there! I don't!”

 

His eyes noticeably softened at this.

 

“Is that why?” he asked her softly.

 

“Maybe.” She confessed.

 

He stared at her for a moment before it looked like he came to a decision.

 

“Do you have an Mp3 player and something that we can play it on, like some speakers?”

 

“Yeah. It is in my purse. Why?”

 

“Just bring it over.” he smiled softly at her.

 

She did not know what his plan was, but she got it for him and showed him where her speakers were. He seemed surprised by half the songs on her iPod, but she did not care. It looked like he finally chose one and plugged it into the system.

 

“Where is your bathroom?” he asked her.

 

“I can just show you,” she told him as she grabbed his arm and led him down the hall and showed him to the right door. She was about to leave him there when he grabbed her arm and dragged her in with him.

 

“What are you…”

 

“Close your eyes,” He whispered into her ear as he led her over to a mirror.

 

“Why?”

 

“Do you trust me?”

 

“Not with my life, but some, yes.”

 

“Then close your eyes and don't move until I give you the ok.”

 

She gave off a tiny growl of annoyance, but obeyed him and closed her eyes. She did not know what she was expecting, but she was not expecting him to take her hair down or raise her shirt up to under her bust, nor was she expecting him to lower her flannel pajama bottom's on her hip. He suddenly let go of her and she felt him gently nibbling on her bottom lips before he did the same thing to her top lip. She felt his fingers in her hair doing something to it, but what she was not sure. He backed away from her and she was suddenly alone in the middle of the bathroom.

 

“Open them.”

 

She was scared at first, but she did trust him and was willing to look at whatever she would see in the mirror. When she did open them, nothing could have ever prepared her for what she saw.

 

She looked beautiful.

 

Sesshomaru…Inuyasha had fluffed up her hair so that it fell in wild waves around her shoulders. Her lips looked full and red. Her shirt had been secured so that it was now tight fitting and showed off a great deal of her stomach. He had lowered her pants some, but not a great deal and it only helped the shirt's cause.

 

The woman staring back at her in the mirror was not the woman that should have been there. She was someone else, and she was not sure if she liked that idea or not. She started to cover herself up with her arms when Sesshomaru…Inuyasha rushed forward and pinned them down at her sides, forcing her to look at herself.

 

“Don't,” he cooed. “You look beautiful. You are a beautiful woman, Kagome, inside and out. I may not know you well, but this woman, the one that you are looking at right now, this is the woman that I see every time I look at you. A woman that is showing her inner beauty on the outside. Do you understand what I am telling you Kagome? You are beautiful, and sexy, and amazing, and I never want to see you try to hide it again. Do you hear me? Never again.”

 

Her eyes were misting up with emotion and she had to blink to clear her vision.

 

“Yeah. I understand Inuyasha.” She told him before spinning in his arms and kissing him softly on his lips. “Thank you for letting me see what you see. It means a lot to me.”

 

“You're welcome.” He whispered, leaning down to kiss the top of her head. “Come with me.” he told her as he stepped away and walked towards the door.

 

She was hesitant at first, but she did follow Sesshomaru…Inuyasha. He led her over to her bedroom with the stereo and the iPod to hit play, filling the room with catchy music that set the tone and vibe around them. She was nervous again as she started worrying her clothing and fingers. He was not really gonna make her dance with him like this, was he? Apparently he was. He walked in front of her and put his hands on her hips, gently forcing them to move with the beet.

 

She felt clumsy and awkward even though he was the one telling her what to do.

 

“Inuyasha, I…”

 

“Am thinking too much,” he told her, cutting of the rest of her sentence. “I know the kinda girl you are. You think about everything you do and never just do. You always have to sort out every last detail in your mind before you act. You are self conscious and unsure of yourself. It shows in your body language. Don't think for once. Just do. There is no one here to laugh at you if you fail but yourself.”

 

She lifted her gaze from where his hands touched her hips to look him in the eyes. They showed confidence and a sense of self-security, the exact opposite of what she was. She wanted to be like that. He was right, she supposed. She was the only one that would be laughing if she messed up…this time.

 

She closed her eyes and nervously bit her lip before she wrapped her arms around his neck. She followed the movements that his hands told her to use and soon she was getting used to dancing like that. The music wrapped itself around her like a blanket to her soul. It spoke to her, laughed with her, cried with her, made love to her. It was hot and cold, fast yet slow. It was pure intoxication and she felt like she was dieing a blissful death in the spell that it wove around her. Only she and it existed. It was sensual and she had never felt anything like it before. Sesshomaru's…Inuyasha's hands no longer belonged to him, but rather the song as it dictated how to move her body.

 

“Yeah…that's it! Let the music talk to you. Let the music tell you how to move!” he encouraged, starting to remove his hands from her.

 

“No!” she told him, opening her eyes, the trance lost forever. She unwrapped her arms from around him and prevented his hands from leaving her.

 

“You are doing fine though.”

 

“I don't care. I'm just…not ready to do that by myself yet.”

 

“Are you sure?”

 

“Yeah.”

 

She wrapped her arms around his neck once more, but the music did not speak to her like it had before. She felt stiff and uncertain again and her movements were jerky. She unwrapped her arms from around Sesshomaru…Inuyasha and took his hands off of her hips.

 

“What is wrong?”

 

“I just…can't. Not tonight.”

 

“You were doing fine until the end!”

 

“So?”

 

“What do you mean so?”

 

The music had become angry now.

 

“Look, I have some more characters to cast tomorrow. Stay or leave, but I am not dancing anymore,” she told him, walking to her stereo to turn it off.

 

“Why are you so afraid of yourself?”

“I am not afraid of myself.”

 

“Oh yeah? Then why are you running?”

 

“I am not running!” she cried out in protest, causing him to raise a knowing eyebrow in response. “I am not!”

 

“You are. You are running from the things about yourself that you don't know anything about, like your sexuality.”

 

“I am straight, if that is what you mean.”

 

“Not quite what I was implying.” He told her as he lifted his arms up to take his shirt off before lowering them to unbutton his jeans and zip the fly down.

 

“What are you doing!” she shrieked, spinning to look away from him.

 

“Besides proving my point? Getting ready to go to sleep. You invited me over to spend the night and I sure as hell am not gonna leave now.”

 

“Why do you have to take you clothes off for that?” she asked, the panic sounding out clearly in her voice.

 

“I would like to leave here with my clothes wrinkle free. You do know that you can turn around, right?”

 

“Yes, but I am not going to.”

 

He let out an audible sigh at that.

 

“Fine then. I am going to get cleaned up. I'll meet you in bed in a few minutes.”

 

She could her him pad away down the hall to the bathroom, but she was still too nervous to turn around. She was not running from herself. She was not afraid of her sexuality either. Yes, she was not as confident as most women, but she was confident enough to let the world read her beloved child and fall in love with her Sesshomaru. No, she did not ooze sex appeal like most people, but she was sexual! She knew how to use her sexuality! She saw a light at the end of the hallway meaning that Sesshomaru…Inuyasha was done in the bathroom. Yes, she did know how to use her sexuality…she just did not want to. She reached behind her and took out the hair tie keeping her shirt up to put her hair on the top of her head. As he came into sight Kagome was relieved to see that he had kept on some of his clothing, as he was now adorned in only a pair of boxer-briefs. She wanted to blush and look away from him, but she was determined to prove to him that she was not afraid of her sexuality.

 

“Are you ready to sleep then?” he asked when he finally made it over to the bed, lifting the sheets and climbing in at her nod.

 

He was about to roll over after she climbed in with him when Kagome grabbed his face and held him in place, forcing her lips onto his. On the inside she was more than nervous, but she did her best to not let it show as she kissed him for all she was worth, and if that was in money, well then, it can easily be imagined just how much effort she put into the kiss. She moved her lips against his as he started to respond and quickly took control of it, not allowing her the chance that she needed to prove to him just how sexual she could be. It felt like everything was on fire. Burning, scorching, sweet and blissful fire that started to melt her anywhere she touched him. His cheeks, his lips, they were burning her and she was loving every minute of this pain. It could not continue though, no matter how much she wanted it to. She pulled away from him, looked him straight in the eye before proudly proclaiming to him, “So there!”

 

He was in shock from her actions, but he was pleased nonetheless.

 

“So there,” he whispered softly.

 

 

A/N: Tada! Chapter 4! I hoped everyone liked it! I had three snow days in a row, so I almost forgot that I had to update today X-D. No…I did not write anything during my days off: I cleaned my room instead. It is now sparkling. I wrote a new short story called Point of No Return. It placed second in LJ inusongfic's thingy…so read it…NOW! It is a song fic…and my first one too. I am pleased with how it came out :D. Hn…don't think that I have anything Important to say other then that…except for thanks for the reviews! They make me feel loved :D and happy since I got more this time!

 

 

Now for the ARs!

 

 

To: ThisIsMeSmiling

Hot you say? I call it mild >:). I can't speak for how the characters will react…they write themselves…that is why I can't do a canon to save my life. It gets annoying at times…Hope you liked the spoiler and the chapter that it went with! Interesting decisions will be made next chappie, and I hope that you will keep reading!

 

 

To: SplendentGoddess

:D. Glad you like it and I hope that it won't disappoint! I hope that you will like the next chapter as much as the other chapters, and I hope that you will keep reading!

 

 

To: wbk

I was semi worried that this stories concept might not be that original…but then again…what is these days? I started writing this during the same time that I was writing WR, so the only thing that I can think of is that the formality of that story rubbed off onto this one. It has been a while since I worked on WR, so maybe the new chapters won't be quite as formal. Lol…a vengeance huh? Well…I did have to beat that into my writing style back then…but contractions and I are courting (note the word courting ;-) ) and we are getting along nicely now. I am glad that you like it so far though, and I hope that you will continue to read!

 

 

To: Inukag-mirosan lover

Lol…think of a game of chess. You need a strategy and it is a game of the mind. Now think of twister. It is a game of the body, but you need a little bit of strategy too. He set of the board, meaning that he set up the physical game between the two of them. Making more sense? I am glad that you like the story so far though, and I hope that you will continue to read it!

 

 

To: Silver Dog of the Snow

Hehe…the best? Better then WR? We will see…but this story is different for me…considering that it is set in a different time period and all :-P. I am glad that you like it so much though, and I hope that you will keep reading!

 

To: tres_chic

Glad you like it so much! She will get less flustered in time…probably sooner then I would like too. Thanks for the review and I hope that you will keep reading!

 

 

To: angel-up-above-heaven

Lolz…well…I hope that I did not get you into trouble…that could get interesting quickly… Thank you for joining the site! (It feels loved :D) I hope that you like the next chapter and that you keep reading!