InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ As Fate Would Have It ❯ Chapter 11

Chapter 11- This is a very graphic chapter, with lemon and violence. You have been warned!

 

Kagome awoke sometime in the early morning hours, long before the sun would make its daily appearance. Unsure of what awakened her, she looked over at Minako, who was happily snuggled up with Shippou, who had his thick, furry tail wrapped protectively around the little girl like a blanket. Ever since Kagome had announced that the girl was staying, he had immediately claimed her as a little sister.

 

She smiled at the thought. Shippou was so upbeat, considering the terrible hand fate had dealt him. He had lost both his parents and now pretty much looked at Kagome as a foster mother. He really was something special. She couldn't help but love the little kit- he really had no one else.

 

Stretching, she got up and silently walked out of the hut. The moon was still fairly high in the sky, making her believe the time to be about two or three in the morning.

 

Where was Inuyasha? She had thought he'd be back by now. Ever since he left in such a hurry earlier that evening, she had been awaiting his return with some trepidation. Had he changed his mind? Maybe he didn't want to be with her anymore.

 

She thought she understood what he meant when he told her they needed to be “mated.” It was just a youkai term for married, wasn't it? After all, Minako's father had talked about his wife, not his mate.

 

Kagome walked to the river and sat on the slope leading down to the water. The moonlight reflected off the current, making it seem as though there were diamonds beneath the surface.

 

I don't know what happens with a Sengoku Jidai wedding, she thought dejectedly. I know how things work in my era, but weddings here probably aren't anything like that.

 

She sighed. Inuyasha didn't really seem like the marrying type. Was he serious, or was he just messing around with her head again, like usual?

 

He better get back soon- he's got some explaining to do.

 

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Inuyasha jumped down from the trees, catching Kagome's scent as he hit the outskirts of the village. She was awake? And outside, apparently. He walked slowly toward Kaede's hut and saw that the young miko was sitting quietly on the slope overlooking the river.

 

Perfect, he thought. We can do this and then we'll be mated. She'll be mine- forever.

 

He stuffed his hands into the sleeves of his haori and sauntered towards her. She didn't look up until he was practically next to her.

 

“Inuyasha! You're back!”

 

“Keh! You're observant tonight.”

 

She cocked her head and regarded him as he loomed over her, the lavender stripes on his cheeks more pronounced in the moonlight than she thought they were before. “What's wrong? Why did you run off like that?”

 

He sank to his haunches next to her and stared at her, his golden eyes glowing in the moonlight and his silver hair blowing gently in the wind. He looked altogether feral, yet so handsome she almost forgot to breathe.

 

“It's time, Kagome.”

 

She looked at him, genuinely confused. “Time? Time for what?”

 

He didn't answer. Instead, he suddenly reached out and snatched her up. She smothered a surprised cry as he turned and immediately raced for the nearby forest.

 

Kagome looked up at him, concern and a little fear starting to show on her face. “Um… Inuyasha? Where are we going?”

 

He still didn't answer. He kept running until he reached the Goshinboku- where Kikyou had sealed him for fifty years, until Kagome had released him. Some part of him told him that it needed to happen here.

 

Where it had all ended and began.

 

He was going to make it begin again. But this time, it was going to be the beginning of his life with Kagome. Still as her protector, but this time she'd be tied to him permanently.

 

He set her down on the grass between the exposed roots of Goshinboku. He unstrapped Tetsusaiga and leaned it against the side of the great tree. Kagome sat there and looked up at him, still quite perplexed. “Inuyasha? Answer me. Why are we here?”

 

“I told you, Kagome. It's time.”

 

She sighed in irritation. “Yes, you said that already. Time for what?”

 

He squatted down in front of her and looked her right in the eye, his nose almost touching hers as he stared at her intently. She leaned back slightly in uncertainty.

 

“Time to make you mine.”

 

Before she could reply to that bold statement, he leaned in closer and kissed her roughly. This kiss was nothing like what they had shared the other day when she had agreed to raise Minako with him. No. This was harsher, more brutal. Almost… desperate. His fangs grazed her lip, making it bleed slightly.

 

He tasted her blood as he kissed her. It fired something within him that he couldn't identify even if he had the ability to think at that point. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer to him. She gasped as his strength squeezed the breath out of her.

 

She tried to pull away, confused and alarmed by his behavior. This wasn't the Inuyasha she knew- this one was rougher. Yet… Inuyasha didn't really know how to be gentle. He had spent every day of his life fighting for survival. Was it any real surprise then, than he didn't know how to be gentle?

 

Not knowing what he was attempting to do, Kagome pushed at his shoulders. She managed to get him to back up slightly and she got a good look at his face.

 

The lavender stripes on his cheeks now stood out quite boldly, almost to the point of glowing. It distressed her even more as he looked down at her with that look of complete possessiveness in his eyes. What had come over him?

 

He growled, deep in his throat as he maneuvered Kagome to lie back on the grass between Goshinboku's roots. She looked up at him, her face flushed in absolute embarrassment.

 

“Inuyasha! What do you think you're doing?”

 

He growled again, this time lifting a hand to her lips and pressing a finger to silence her. She glared at him and took a deep breath, getting ready to “sit” him into oblivion.

 

Inuyasha quickly covered her mouth with his, kissing her deeply, running his tongue along her lips. She was unable to make a sound, let alone utter the word that would subdue him. She relaxed against him, going pliant in his arms.

 

Should've thought of this ages ago, some barely rational part of him mind chuckled. She can't sit me if her mouth is occupied.

 

The taste of her blood drove him crazy. Something inside him made him want her body against his, skin to skin. His pulse raced at the thought of her flesh pressed to his.

 

He took his claws and ripped the front of her uniform open, from neckline to waist. He pushed the offending material aside, exposing her lacy bra and smooth skin. He pulled away from her briefly to look at her

 

What in all the hells is this thing? He hooked a claw under the front of it and sliced it effortlessly.

 

“Inuyasha! What are you doing?” Kagome cried out again, her face getting redder as she tried to cover herself up. He chuckled and pushed her hands away, looking down at her bared breasts and smooth stomach.

 

His loins clenched, filling and stretching as a familiar, feeling came over him- yet stronger than he had experienced previously. This sensation had happened before, but he never knew why. Now he did. Some inner voice told him why it was happening and what he was to do now.

 

He lowered his head and licked her skin, savoring the taste of her. She shuddered, her fear retreating slightly as the delicious feeling warmed her. Maybe he wasn't going to hurt her after all.

 

He ran his tongue up from her navel and over her breast, marveling at how the peak hardened as he licked it. Kagome cried out, surprised at the delightful sensation. He licked it again and it budded more. Curious, he wrapped his mouth around it and sucked on it, elated when she arched against him.

 

Kagome reached up and slid her hands into his silver hair, making him whine. Nuzzling her chest, he raked his claws down her hips, slicing her skirt and making the material fall away from her body. The material blocked most of his razor-sharp claws, but thin trickles of blood swelled to the surface after his claws had passed.

 

She gasped at the sting, but in the haze of desire he had risen in her, the pain was almost a welcome pain, as it served to arouse her more.

 

The scent of her blood was intoxicating. He let his instincts take over. Inuyasha pushed away from her and sat back, straddling her. Her shirt was torn and half off her shoulders, revealing her firm, round breasts, and her skirt was in tatters. She was panting and her cheeks were flushed.

 

He swiped the remnants of her skirt off her hips and tossed the similarly ruined white cotton panties off to the side. Now she lay completely exposed to him and her scent- arousal, wildflowers, and blood mixed together in a dizzying aphrodisiac- nearly drove him mad.

 

Inuyasha pulled at his fire-rat haori, almost tearing it in the attempt to remove it. His cream under-shirt quickly followed.

 

She had seen his bare chest before, but never under circumstances like this. Her pulse quickened at the sight of him, looming over her, with his eyes glowing brightly in the moonlight and his long silver hair waving in the breeze. She looked away, embarrassed, as he untied his hakama and tossed them to the side.

 

His actions were being taken over by something else now. Inuyasha felt like he had no control over his body. Every part of him was screaming now, begging for some sort of release. He was hard now, harder than he had ever been before, but now- now he knew what to do about it.

 

Wedging a knee between her legs, he pried her long creamy legs apart. She whimpered, trying to keep her legs tightly together. He whuffed back at her, a sound meant to relax her, and ended up forcing her legs away from each other.

 

Kagome looked up at him as he leaned over her, his silver hair brushing against her sensitive breasts and stomach. She quivered, in both fear and anticipation. Was this going to be as wonderful as she hoped?

 

For a brief moment, Inuyasha gazed down at her. His golden eyes were shining and the marks on his cheeks were positively glowing. She didn't understand what was happening to him. Or for that matter- what was he doing to her? Her body felt tingly- as though something was warming it from the inside.

 

She pulled at his shoulders, trying to get him closer to her. Inuyasha blinked, confused for an instant, and then that possessive grin was back. This time, he growled deep, making her body shiver. He pushed her back down onto the grass, then lowered his head and nipped her throat in a primal attempt to show his dominance, drawing tiny droplets of blood.

 

Kagome whimpered in anticipation. She wanted him, but she wasn't sure what she wanted him to do.

 

The scent of her arousal, now almost overpowering the smell of blood, led him to the nest of black hair at the juncture of her thighs. With her legs separated like that, he was able to locate the source of the exciting aroma that made him so hard. He moved down her body swiftly, his keen senses leading him to her core.

 

He had never seen such a strange sight before, yet it compelled him, drew him in. He pushed her legs apart further, opening her completely to him. Her scent filled his nostrils and he impulsively moved forward and licked her.

 

Kagome cried out in sheer surprise. It was so wondrous, so thrilling, so… wicked. Her thoughts fled completely, her body taking complete control and making her forget about any protestations. Now her body commanded that she give herself to him, just so that the delightful feeling would continue.

 

He continued to lap at her, drinking her in as though she were sweet wine. She quivered and shook, tossing her head side to side as her fingers latched onto the only thing on him she could reach- his ears. She cried out softly, a sound of complete abandon. He was leading her on a roller-coaster of emotions, yet she was afraid to get off.

 

As soon as her fingers gripped his sensitive ears, Inuyasha lifted his head, ready to growl at her again. But when her hands began to gently caress the fuzzy white appendages, he sighed in delight and whimpered, wanting more. She released his ears and stroked his hair as she tried to regain control of her breathing. Her arousal seemed stronger than ever. Now was the time!

 

He snorted. His body demanded release and it demanded it now. He gripped her hips roughly, positioned himself where his mouth had just been and, in one hard thrust, pierced her body and shattered her world.

 

She half sat up at the shock, crying out. Kami, that hurt! Was it supposed to hurt that bad? She looked at him in shock, wondering what had happened to the wonderful feelings he had made her experience. Was that it? The good stuff was over?

 

Inuyasha pushed her back down firmly and dug his claws into her hips to brace himself. Kagome whimpered again as he withdrew only to push his way inside her again, unknowingly bringing more pain. She couldn't breathe. Tears streamed down her face- the pain was unbearable.

 

Kagome's blood coated his claws as he held onto her for dear life. He had never experienced anything as utterly breathtaking as the feeling of being inside her. He was so caught up in his own ecstasy that he didn't even realize he was hurting the very woman he had sworn to protect.

 

She wriggled a little bit, trying to get the pain to stop. Her movements only made the sting intensify. He didn't even seem to notice as he thrust a third and final time, his eyes closed, and cried out, his body shuddering. He collapsed on top of her, knocking the breath out of her once more, making it impossible for her to speak.

 

He lay on her for several moments, panting heavily. It was done! And how incredible was that? He grinned foolishly, his mind once again returning to normal as he relaxed. The primal instinct that had taken over retreated, hidden but not forgotten in the back of his mind. He chuckled and rolled off Kagome to look up at the sky through the branches and leaves of the Goshinboku.

 

Kagome lay there, unable to move or to really think at that point. That was… fast… was just about the only thought that wandered through her mind at that point. Tears had dried on her cheeks as her whole body began to relax from being so stiff.

 

What had just happened here? Her body hurt so badly, she never wanted to move again. She felt sticky and dirty- was this really what sex was like for women? Quick and painful?

 

Her whole world felt like it hade been torn apart. It felt as though her best friend, the man she loved more than anything else, had completely violated her, without a care in the world for her well-being.

 

“Now I know why Miroku's always asking women to bear him children. That was incredible!”

 

Kagome struggled to sit up. She managed to get halfway up when she looked at him through disbeliving eyes.

 

He did not just crack a joke after all that… she thought sardonically. Inuyasha glanced up at her, expecting her to be elated that they were mated at last.

 

Blood oozed from her lip where his fangs had cut her. There was another cut on her neck from his bite that trickled blood down her chest and across one bare breast. Her hips were gouged and bleeding from his claws. A tiny pool of blood was gathering under her hips, and it was slowly but steadily growing.

 

Inuyasha sat up abruptly and stared at her in horror. “Oh, Kami… Kagome… I-I…”

 

She turned away, both embarrassed and disappointed. She shakily pulled her ripped shirt around her chest to cover her breasts, but the material simply didn't cover her enough. Thinking quickly, she reached over, grabbed his fire-rat haori and managed to get it on swiftly.

 

She stood up unsteadily and began walking back towards Kaede's village without saying a word to Inuyasha. The thought to “osuwari” him never crossed her mind as she walked away. As she moved she picked up the pace, until she was running, stumbling, away from the man she had loved.

 

Inuyasha sat there in dismay, kneeling in the grass, and watched her go, unable to do more than stare after her. After she had left his sight, he turned back to where she had lain on the ground.

 

The grass was covered in various blood-spots, with one large pool from between her thighs. Her clothes were ripped to shreds and the scent of sex, blood, and most importantly, her tears, filled his nose until it nearly overpowered him. He nearly died as realization set in.

 

He had hurt her. Really hurt her. Was it more than just physically? Kami- it looked as though he had forced her! And it was enough to make him howl out in grief and agony as he dug his claws into the blood-soaked earth.

 

What have I done?

 

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